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Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Dunja, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Simone Trumper, Tobi, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Mpreg, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Georg/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content, Heavy Kink
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 50675 Read Count: 47921
[Report This] Published: 11/20/08 Updated: 06/06/11Date: 01/16/18 Title: Chapter 18: Helping Hands
you know? I am still waiting and will always,like Hachiko for Parker Willson , like Severus Snape for Lilly
Nothing hurts more than mixed signals:
He hurts me.
He makes me happy.
He is my everything.
He makes me feel like nothing.
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I need him.
He ignores me.
I love him.
He hates me.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/Andreas, Bill/Self, Tom/Bill, Tom/Self
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Drug Use, Humiliation, Major Character Death, Suicide, Violence
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 9582 Read Count: 4093
[Report This] Published: 11/22/08 Updated: 01/15/09Date: 12/18/18 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6: Don't Fret Precious, I Am Here....Now and Forever
Awesome work!!!
A life on the streets of a dilapidated country is a dangerous place for two little boys with nothing but each other.
(Inspired by: Vergessene Kinder.)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Period Piece, Romance, Song Fic, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Andreas/OMC, Bill/Bushido, Tom/OFC
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Discriminatory Language, Drug Use, Non-Con/Rape, Pedophilia, Under-Age Erotica, Violence, WIP
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 58048 Read Count: 4268
[Report This] Published: 12/10/08 Updated: 03/12/19Date: 02/18/18 Title: Chapter 13: Never felt embraced.
Whole story is so bitter, my heart aches every time Bill fall down. Thank you for chapter
Author's Response: Thanks for the review! I\'m glad your heart aches though because i wanted to make their miserable world as real as possible, so i guess i succeeded. Tom won\'t let him fall again though- he knows that now.
When Bill Kaulitz found out that he was pregnant from one of his one-night stands, he was prepared to do everything in his power to turn his life around and make his son's life the best it could be.
What he never expected was for the father of his child, Tom Trumper, to be married.
What he never expected was for the father of his child to do everything in his power to tear his child right from his arms.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Mpreg, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Bushido, Tom/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content, Drug Use, OOC
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 22508 Read Count: 11544
[Report This] Published: 07/13/09 Updated: 10/20/10Date: 12/18/18 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11: I'm Exactly Where I Want To Be
it's a torture!!! why I began to read an abandoned story
when I realized how far we had fallen,
that I wished for a second,
that I knew how to stop breathing.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Twincest
Main Pairing: Gustav/Georg, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Andreas, Bill/Bushido, Bill/OFC, Bill/OMC , Georg/Bill , Tom/Bushido, Tom/Georg , Tom/OFC , Tom/OMC
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Drug Use, Minor Character Death, OOC
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 11389 Read Count: 3666
[Report This] Published: 10/19/09 Updated: 01/25/10Date: 12/23/18 Title: Chapter 10: Hold me, wrap me up. Unfold me. I am small and needy. Warm me up. And breathe me.
Something hurts inside of me. It's so painful even to read. Really hope that stories like this always be only a fiction.
Thank you
You have until dark.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Original Male Character, Samy Deluxe, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Horror, Hurt/Comfort, Suspense, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/OMC
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Light Kink, OOC, Torture, Violence, WIP
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17050 Read Count: 8330
[Report This] Published: 03/23/10 Updated: 07/01/10Date: 12/07/18 Title: Chapter 7: "You aren't mad at me?"
I absolutely love this kind of stories. And you did it brilliant!!! Thank you
¿Did somebody ever break your heart?
¿Did they tell you, you were the only one and promised you they will always be there for you?
That exactly happened to Bill, he loved Tom intensely but Tom never loved him back. It has been three years since Tom left Bill without an explanation with his hopes shattered. Now Bill, will make sure that this time, Tom, never forgets him.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Drama, Established Relationship, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/OFC, Georg/Bill , Tom/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content, Heavy Kink, OOC, Spanking
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 26232 Read Count: 8805
[Report This] Published: 08/10/10 Updated: 12/21/10Date: 01/18/19 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15
Wow! Fantastic story! I absolutely love Bill's character here. He accomplished his plan to T without doubt and I admire it. I feel sorry for Tom, but you can't always be just 'this person with complications' and wait for simpathy and an endless forgiveness for that. I have this kind of persons in my life and don't think that I will be able to tolerate them in the future if they would not change or at least realize their attitude. Bill gave Tom a lesson that will cure him and I hope that my friends will cure without a such dramatic things
A short story for mothers and fathers.
REPOST
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Mpreg
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Gore, Major Character Death, Minor Character Death
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 9677 Read Count: 1758
[Report This] Published: 08/02/11 Updated: 08/06/11Date: 01/13/19 Title: Chapter 5: ...where I discover the courage to be a mother.
Oh my god! I'm crying, I barely can stop sobs. This work holds so much! At the beginning I thought that it is another sad story about not so good ended labor, of course it's painful and pitiful, but afterlife was absolutely unexpected. And all this pain just too easy to imagine because our generation could be the one that will see the atomic war. Will we be together with our beloved even after or are we dead long time ago and this reality is our Heaven?
Thank you
"Well," Darius smiled. "Tomas died. Or rather, his name died. From the time he left home at the age of fifteen, he became known only as Seven..."
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Action/Adventure, Alternate Universe, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Mpreg, Period Piece, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Blood, Cross Dressing, Minor Character Death, Violence
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 27557 Read Count: 7458
[Report This] Published: 09/02/11 Updated: 09/02/11Date: 01/16/18 Title: Chapter 1: Prologue
It was such a beautiful fairy tale!!! Thank you so much for this joy)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Suspense, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Bill/OMC, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Bondage, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Humiliation, Incest, Slavery, Torture, Violence
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 4272 Read Count: 786
[Report This] Published: 03/12/12 Updated: 01/05/13Date: 01/14/19 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5
Great work! Hope that there will be continuing
Tom has been taken. He's been blinded, bound, and left to fear for his life.
Categories: Het, General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Horror, Hurt/Comfort, Suspense, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: Tom/Bill
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, BDSM, Blood, Bondage, Heavy Kink, Humiliation, Non-Con/Rape, Slavery, Torture, Violence
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 11699 Read Count: 688
[Report This] Published: 10/15/12 Updated: 10/15/12Date: 12/23/18 Title: Chapter 1: Chained
Great work!!! Poor girl, rest in peace.
Beautiful banner made my tokio_fan_girl39
Bill lives in NYC and has his life under control. He witnesses a murder and as the only living witness to this viscous gang member is immediately placed in witness protection. He is moved to the small town of Cheyenne, Wyoming. There he meets the small town guy, Tom. He begins to enjoy small town life and his new found closeness with Tom. Will his past destroy it all?
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, BottomBill, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Bondage, Humiliation, Minor Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, OOC, Torture, Violence
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 40375 Read Count: 7086
[Report This] Published: 11/06/12 Updated: 03/06/13Date: 12/11/18 Title: Chapter 15: Epilogue: Happily Ever After
Interesting and charming story with enough action,deepness and humor that won't be too complicated for reader that just wants to relax with intriguing work.
Thank you
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Established Relationship, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Mpreg, PWP/Lemon, Romance
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3394 Read Count: 577
[Report This] Published: 07/18/13 Updated: 07/18/13Date: 12/22/18 Title: Chapter 1: And The Blind Shall See
absolutely love this story!!!!
When Tom goes to discover who is crying, he finds a beautiful woman in a glorious white dress, crying over her wedding. Turns out, she's engaged to a man she does not love and found out too late. He offers to run away with her... Only to find that 'she' is really a 'he'... And learns a secret that makes him doubt the young teen's story...
The man on the run from the mob 'she's' been pulled into...
Unfortunately, it turns out that the groom in question was in fact Robert O'Donnelly, head of the Irish mob... the very one Tom left many many years ago. Bill knows of Tom Trümper, having heard of him from the camp fire stories and knows that he was a killer back in the day. Can he bare to trust the man with cornrows who is beginning to make him want a different 'love' story all together? Or should he kill him?
The Runaway Bride with more loose ends to tie...
They both know that unless they find a way to get rid of O'Donnelly's hold on them- and for good- they'll always be running, just like Tom has for the last few years. So can they make themselves trust each other long enough to get away... Or will that uneasy trust burn into something else far more dangerous then the mob could ever hope to be...
*I know this is a crappy synopsis. I'm good at writing the stories not the summaries.*
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, First Time, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/OMC
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Cross Dressing, Discriminatory Language, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Humiliation, Light Kink, Minor Character Death, Pedophilia, Self-Harm, Slavery, Suicide, Torture, Violence
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 25068 Read Count: 4822
[Report This] Published: 08/31/13 Updated: 04/07/17Date: 01/18/19 Title: Chapter 22: Epilogue
Really interesting story. A bit simple and has few logical mistakes, but it is a lot more than I had expected. And I absolutely love cross dressing so you have my heart. Thank you
Author's Response: Thank you so much for the review! I’m unsurprised there’s some logical mistakes; I was still in high school dealing with a mental health crisis when I wrote this and rushed to finish it because I just wanted it done. I’m glad you liked it and you’re welcome! Maybe one day I’ll try rewriting this how it was intended to be told but I do not know since it has been quite some time
Author's Response: Thank you so much for the review! I’m unsurprised there’s some logical mistakes; I was still in high school dealing with a mental health crisis when I wrote this and rushed to finish it because I just wanted it done. I’m glad you liked it and you’re welcome! Maybe one day I’ll try rewriting this how it was intended to be told but I do not know since it has been quite some time
Author Anis Ferchichi lives a wealthy life-style in Germany with his husband,Bill Kaulitz , who is a College Teacher. Anis achieves fame when he is nominated for the Booker prize, and goes on to win it. His publishers, hoping that they have unleashed a goldmine, are disappointed with his subsequent works, and soon Anis is depressed to such an extent that he almost gives up writing. Then he decides to write a story on a woman named Meer, and figures that he will base this story on none other than Bill himself. For this purpose he starts to make note of his every movement, and it is then that he finds out that he has an admirer in fellow-student, Tom Trumper, a dashing young bully boy - with a bright future ahead of him. Anis also finds out that Bill has never mentioned Tom to him, nor has he informed Tom that he is married.
He decides to manufacture a realistic story by making Bill hide his marital status from Tom and pursue a relationship with him. Things go wrong as Bill begins to have real feelings for Tom. (he still loves Anis though.)
Whatever Anis pens turns out to be true.
Categories: Slash
Characters: None
Genre: Established Relationship, Gender Swap, Hurt/Comfort, Mpreg, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Andreas/OFC, Georg/Tom/Gustav , Tom/Bill, Tom/Bill/Bushido, Tom/Georg
Warnings: Adult Content, BDSM, Drug Use, Heavy Kink, Torture
Chapters: 41 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 134186 Read Count: 9084
[Report This] Published: 04/03/14 Updated: 10/27/14Date: 03/12/18 Title: Chapter 41: The release
It was really interesting and exciting work!!! Tom was such an awful kid, he really pissed me off. Bill was a little too kind and merciful that too irritated sometimes. Anis was too confident about himself, his God complex led him to this so had no sorry for him at all :p
I enjoyed so much for your story, thank you)
Bill is a small town trapeze artist who dreams of making it to the big leagues one day.
One night at one of his shows, David Jost shows up and offers him the chance of a life time.
Tom is the star of Cirque du Soleil. He's cocky and used to getting everything he wants. What happens when he fantasizes about getting in Bill's pants, before finding out he's a guy?
And awkward start when Bill gets accepted into the troupe.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Dunja, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Natalie Franz, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Drama, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Bushido, Georg/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content, Minor Character Death, Spanking
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 54561 Read Count: 12073
[Report This] Published: 04/21/14 Updated: 06/05/14Date: 12/11/18 Title: Chapter 20: Epilogue
Beautiful!!! Work is fantastic. Absolutely in love with Bill's character and Tom's has some flaws but too likeable.
Thank you
About 1% of the total number of currently-married or registered same-sex couples get divorced each year, in comparison to the 50% to the total number of married straight couples.
Tom Kaulitz is, unfortunately, part of that 1%.
He packs up his stuff and moves to New York to escape his past, but ironically, can't same to evade it.
And when people ask him about it, all he can say is, "It's complicated. "
Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Andreas, Andreja Pejic, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Natalie Franz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Drama, Humor, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill, Tom/Ria
Side Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Warnings: Adult Content, BDSM, Non-Con/Rape, Spanking
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 34893 Read Count: 6625
[Report This] Published: 06/04/14 Updated: 07/05/14Date: 12/10/18 Title: Chapter 15: "I want to date you."
Great work!!! And absolutely unpredictable which is makes story so fascinating and memorable.
Characters are done pretty good.
Thanks
Bill was only twelve years old when he was approached by the unknown agent.
Little did he know that he was about to become the agent's newest fuckdoll.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Original Male Character
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Horror, Humor
Main Pairing: Bill/Jost
Side Pairing: Bill/OMC
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Drug Use, Gore, Humiliation, Non-Con/Rape, Pedophilia, Violence
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2444 Read Count: 289
[Report This] Published: 08/14/14 Updated: 08/14/14Date: 04/04/18 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Wow! It was so impressive and I definitely like it. It will be so cool if there will be a sequel about how Bill will back to his family and consequences of his past.
Tom, Shiloh, Adam, and those closest to Bill ban together stronger than ever to help fight the new demons that seem to surface and invade when bad news arrives. All they can do is fight the cycle of this disorder and hope to win with his life in tow.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Adam Lambert, Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Dunja, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Natalie Franz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Saki, Tobi, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Suspense
Main Pairing: Bill/Adam Lambert
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Heavy Kink, Humiliation, Light Kink, Non-Con/Rape, Self-Harm, Spanking, Torture, Violence, WIP
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 102660 Read Count: 1345
[Report This] Published: 10/30/14 Updated: 07/09/18Date: 12/30/18 Title: Chapter 11: The Gift and Miracle of Forgiveness
Hi, you know I absolutely love your stories! I will wait for the next chapter no matter what.
I sooo love the way you show us the bond between twins. The Bond that a lot more than any romantic relationship, the Bond that will hill, I believe in this.
I want to show this to other fans, fic-readers in my country. So can you honor me to translate this stories into Russian? If you don't want that's okay, I love you anyway
Author's Response: Of course you can! That would be an honor! Thank you sooo much! Such a beautiful language!
Date: 01/04/19 Title: Chapter 1: Here Comes the Bride
Thank you! Really huge thanks.
Love you
Author's Response: Not a problem. Working on a new story and working on updating the ones I have. I have a job where I manage a business, husband and two children, one teenager, one pre-teen so it\'s been really hard for me to update lately since the new job last year but you inspire me to take time out of my busy life and get lost again in my writing and reading other fiction. I absolutely looove thfiction. And I love reviewers like you who keep me going and leave detailed reviews. Also I would love to talk with you more if you\'d like, just let me know if you want my email address or be on my facebook then let me know and I\'ll get with you privately for my real name. Thank you for being a loyal reviewer to my sometimes very long fiction and again, it would be an absolute honor to have you translate this into your beautiful language. Thank you again and again!!! Love you, too!