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Recessional by Little Muse       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 716 | |
Summary: It's been four years since the end of Tokio Hotel, since Tom ran from his feelings and Bill. Now, he returns to Germany to reveal his impending marriage to his family, friends and the brother he's had no contact with since. Tom discovers how quickly and effectively things can both recede and grow deeper when left behind.




Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Saki, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance, Song Fic, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill, Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 41004 Read Count: 74598
[Report This] Published: 02/28/08 Updated: 04/23/08
Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 04/21/08 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 22 - "I know Bill."

AHHH! ::sobs:: You're so prolonguing the agony! lol

Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 04/22/08 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23 - Precipice (or Spring)

I have this pain in my chest, and I gulp, and then I re-read it again. I want to hate it, and scream NO! It's just not right!... and then I think that if Bill loves Tom so much, of course he would not interfere with the possibility Tom could have a normal life. Aaaand...then again, I want to see what tomorrow's chapter will bring! You're amazing.

Out With the Old, In With the New by Beren       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 361 | |
Summary: Past Featured Story

There are things that many people do not see and are never supposed to see, but when one of these takes Bill from his hotel room, by force, everything changes for him and Tom.
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Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Paranormal, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/OMC, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Non-Con/Rape
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 121965 Read Count: 60592
[Report This] Published: 02/29/08 Updated: 05/16/08
Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 04/19/08 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 12 - The Grind Stone

Brilliant. Absolutely brilliant. I love the progression. Thank you. I can't wait for the next chapter.

Author's Response: Thank you, so pleased you\'re enjoying the fic.

Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 04/21/08 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 14 - Gently Does It

Ah...2 chapters in one day?? YES! Awesome, thank you! I was just thinking the other night that if Bill could tell Andreas, why couldn't he tell the G's? I love this...can't wait for the next installment.

Author's Response: Thank you :) They told Andi first because they were leaving him behind (sort of) and with the Gs it\'s more than just personal - at least that\'s my reasoning.

Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 04/22/08 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 15 - Not Gently Enough

Yes! I love how the G's had to find out. I keep thinking that Georg seems to be better friends with the twins and that he should take it better, but I can also see how his being closer to them and being so used to the way they were would make it more difficult for him. Gustav...I love Gustav here. Wonderful chapter!

Author's Response: Thank you :). I think Georg is more laid back, which I think is why he gets teased mercilessly in interviews and the like, but they all seem to be really good friends. I deliberately wanted to give him something he couldn\'t be laid back about, because it was just that one step to the left of any possibilty of normal. Thank you again, I\'m very pleased you enjoyed the chapter.

Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 04/25/08 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 16 - Normal Is As Normal Does

That was incredibly hot and incredibly beautiful! Your writing is so amazing that when I'm reading, everything around me fades away and I forget completely where I am. When I come to the end of a chapter, especially one as gorgeous as this, I swear it's like I have to remember how to breathe again. Thank you for this.

Author's Response: Thank you so much, I am really pleased my writing grabs you. It makes me very happy seeing comments like this, thank you very much for taking the time to write it.

Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 04/25/08 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 17 - Revenge

I don't know how to keep telling you how much I love this without using "amazing", "incredible", "wonderful", etc. I feel like I'm just repeating myself, but in the end, I have to wonder why you don't write professionally. I'd buy whatever you wrote.

Author's Response: I don\'t mind you repeating yourself ;D, although my ego might inflate a bit too much. Thank you so much for taking the time to comment.

Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 05/19/08 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 20 - Coming Round

Wonderful! Thank you so much for that. I enjoyed every single chapter, even the ones that were a little painful. You do realize that you have written the vamp fic that every other vamp fic is going to have to live up to. Tough challenge for them. They are really going to have to work!

Analyzed by Froggy       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 1210 | |
Summary: Past Featured Story


An intimate look into the life of the Kaulitz twins and the challenges they encounter as their relationship develops.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Gordon Trumper, Jörg, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Under-Age Erotica, Violence
Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 113155 Read Count: 152622
[Report This] Published: 03/03/08 Updated: 01/05/09
Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 04/18/08 Title: Chapter 18: Learned Helplessness:

My God that was intense! Amazing, awesome writing. I'm so much in shock by that last scene I can barely make sense of a review. Know that it's good. Damn!

Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 04/13/08 Title: Chapter 1: Subjective Reality:

Oh, that was painful. Bill's poor heart. :-(

Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 04/24/08 Title: Chapter 19: Fundamental Attribution Error:

Completely. heart. wrenching. Beautiful, wonderful writing. You say you had a hard time, but damn...I am absolutely amazed by you.

Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 05/09/08 Title: Chapter 21: Humiliation:

Totally made me stop breathing! You left enough clues as to who walked in, down to two people. That doesn't change the fact they fucking got caught. Damn, stupid, pissed off, horny boys! So much looking forward to the next chapter!

Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 05/25/08 Title: Chapter 23: Persuasion:

After everything they've been through, after the storm, after counseling with Alan, I refuse to believe one session would make them doubt what they have that much. I know they are traumatized by being caught and by the asshole psychiatrist, but I have more faith in them than that. I don't know, we've seen chinks in Bill's armor before, but especially after the groupie, the storm and the aftermath, I would think he would be stronger, more sure.
That said, I love this fic more than you know and I get way too excited every time you update! Thank you.

Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 05/29/08 Title: Chapter 24: Conformity:

Okay...I've stayed all this time and I can't give up now, but this is fucking killing me. :: breathing, breathing ::
I'm hoping Tom's going to see Alan!

Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 07/17/08 Title: Chapter 26: Counter Transference:

You write anguish so beautifully. It's literally painful. Thank you for another wonderful chapter.
I hope things straighten out for you soon. :)

Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 01/06/09 Title: Chapter 27: Modeling:

This story was amazing and one that stays with you for such a long time. Having this ending means a lot to me and so many of your other fans. But then I'm sure they're all telling you, too. Thank you so very much.

Why did you? by Saol       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 19 | |
Summary: How could Bill do it? How could he so easily walk away, while it was tearing Tom apart?
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Song Fic, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6755 Read Count: 761
[Report This] Published: 03/07/08 Updated: 03/07/08
Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 09/07/08 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Girl, this was INTENSE. I really hurt for Tomi, and when Bill told him about Andreas, standing by the window, he was so cold, I just wanted to smack him.

Very nicely done!

Author's Response: I know, I wanted to smak him myself ;) Thanks for reading and reviewing! :D

Darkroom by Sapere aude       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 312 | |
Summary:

"It is our duty to make sure customers stay anonymous”
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Two boys, one secret

Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/OMC, Tom/Bill, Tom/OMC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 33107 Read Count: 33947
[Report This] Published: 03/12/08 Updated: 05/13/08
Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 04/11/08 Title: Chapter 5: Confusing experience

I absolutely CANNOT WAIT for the next chapter! This is HOT!

Author's Response: haha thanks a lot! I\'m really glad you like it :D

Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 04/19/08 Title: Chapter 6: Fucking unbelievable

Well, yes this chapter made up for the delay, but the problem is that it just makes us want more! Good luck on your exams :-)

Reviewer: Steinsgrrl Signed
Date: 04/24/08 Title: Chapter 7: "Tell me"

Short, but not boring! It was cute, and got Bill a little closer to what he wants. Can't wait for the update!

Author's Response: Thanks! I\'ll try update soon ^^