What the fuck? It ended?! o.o

I got confused by the other reviews.

I've read this story ever since the first chapter! Only back then I had another user than this one.

Oh my fucking God. This is and will forever be one of my favorite stories. It is so clever and for a person like me, who loves bondage and torture, it's absolutley a perfect fic! I love, love, love it!

And Bill; I drooled when I pictured myself him in those leather cuffs. *_* Amazingggggg.

Will forever love you for writing this story.

I'm feeling so fucking strange right now.

... How. The. Hell. Did. You. Manage. To. Write. The. Emotions. That. Comes. With. Incest. So. Well?

You don't have to answer, but I've never read one single story on this site that hits so close. Uhm, I fully respect and understand if you don't want to replie to the question. It's just that I actually started to cry when I read it. That has never happened before. I never cry anymore. I don't know if I love or hate you for writing it, but I just got to tell you it was mind blowing.

From I was nine to eleven years old my older brother abused me sexually. He is a twin himself, and still; I read twincest like it's just as normal as any other Boys Love-story.

I do it because it makes me think incest is okay. I think that people need to realize it is far from okay.

The last chapter (65) really hit me bad. I fully understood what Bill had to face when Tom walked out of that prison. Bill had started to finally move on, without Tom. With Tom, memories and past came. It was exactly what happened to me. My brother was sent away to live with my grandparents and when he finally was allowed to come back I almost had a break down. When you learn to move on and try to forget about how cruel reality really is, it's kind of a slap in the face your past suddenly knocks on your door. That one person alone brings back so much you truly wish to forget.

I really don't have alot to question when it comes to the story. Just ... only a person who's been through all of that would know how to describe it. No book or research will ever be enough when it comes to all the emotions that are involved.

So many have tried, so many have failed.

... How did you do it? How did you manage to describe it so good that a person, that has actually experienced most of it, recognized the patterns and the feelings?

Author's Response: For an answer to that, you would have to ask my Bill and Tom muses themselves, really. That\'s how they wanted to act, just like Bushido in this wanted to throw me a curve ball and show just a moment of tenderness when I\'ve pretty much made him a creep. In my own experiences, I let myself be a victim if it will bring me attention, because I feel I can\'t live without someone\'s attention. In the case of that specific event you\'re talking about, if I had been in it myself, I would have done what Bill did. And in fact, through a couple rapes, I HAVE done what he did. Just know that you aren\'t alone, darling. Be strong, don\'t let it hold you back, don\'t let it screw up the rest of your life. ATM, I\'m in the process of moving away from someone that\'s been doing something like that to me for a long time, so know that there\'s someone in the same boat as you, too. Take care. *e-hug*

THIS IS OFFICIALLY MY FAVORIT-CHAPTER. It was incredible as the rest of this story and so heavy I have a lump in my throat.

I don't feel sorry for Bill, to be honest. I mean, of course this little shadow of his former self makes me want to scream at you (a), but I can't seem to get past the fact that, Bill is a MURDERER. He is disturbed and a psycopath and I FUCKING LOVE IT. Tom seriously opened my eyes in this one:

Bushido isn't the dangerous one, it's Bill, though not many think so. To them, Bill is the weak whore, the pretty face.

It kind of blew me away, when I realized this. Such a genius twist. Wow. WOW.

Don't know what to say now really. Can't seem to focus. You have no idea how much this story affects me. Every chapter, you continue to take my breath away with all the details, all the fucking planning. It's so I DON'T EVEN KNOW. This story did not turn out as I expected, at all.

This is amazing. YOU are amazing.


*Cough* Sorry for any typos, I'm to lazy to read this review over.

What?!
Is Tom dead ... ? O.O No! What happened to the happy ending, where Bill finds him? ;__;

AWWWW, so cute! You can't stop! Please don't stop? *Pout*

I've actually never read that much Torg, only twincest, but this fic was so awesome! I loved it. You're a really good writer!

Author's Response: Thank you! I\'m really glad you enjoyed it! :)
I didn\'t plan on writing anymore torg for now because I have another fanfic I\'m working on but never say never :)

THIS WAS SOOOOOOOOO AWESOME!

I'm speechless, my whole body is trembling with excitement. This was so well written. I know when I think a story is good, and holy shit! This was probably the best fiction I've ever read in my life. It seems really, really thought through. Oh my, I don't know what to say to make you understand how awesome this was to read.

I fell in love with your writing. Thank you for making me review like a high school girl with a fan-crush. :3

Author's Response: hihi ^^ you make me smile so bad xD gosh, I\'m blushing and squealing all over the place! Thank you so so much for reviewing and making this morning a great one, everyone should have wonderful people like you to cheer them up on Monday mornings! much love, you have no idea how much this meant to me - luce

I actually like mute!Tom the best. Omg, he's so cute! Like; *falling face down on the floor, still quiet~ *
Aw!

I love all your stories, Misa. :3

I feel even more perverted than Bill since I'm actually reading this.

Though I find this story highly amusing and funny! I'm laughing my ... ass off half of the time. XD

Good job!