Member Since: 10/14/08
Membership status:
Gold Member
Bio:
Hey, I'm a 24 year old pastry chef in the US. I discovered Tokio Hotel in 2008, after hearing them compared to Cinema Bizarre. I thought TH, and more specifically Bill, were irrevocably weird at first. But with continued exposure, all the weirdness became normal. At first, I honestly thought twincest was disturbing, but I got over that real fast.
Above all, if I'm going to read a story, it has to be well written. I have no patience for poor grammer or sloppy, unrealistic plotlines.
My favorite pairings are Bill/Tom, Bill/Bushido, and Tom/Georg, but there are occasionaly others I'll read.
I like KINKY stories. The kinkier the better! I'm always drawn to AU fics based in history or historical-like contexts. I like sci-fi and vampire/werewolf fics too. If it's not NC-17, it better have a good summary or I'm not reading. Although it is true that pennames carry weight. It may look like absolute crap, but if Remy or someone like that has written it I'll probably give it a try anyway.
I love posting and receiving reviews just as much as writing the actual stories, and it is now one of my life goals to be a spotlighted author before I die.
Dislikes: Poorly written stories. Especially poorly written het stories with self-insert banners and mary sues. Poor grammer. People who's profiles indicate that they have 2000 favorite stories and like, no reviews (aka, lurkers). People who review but say stupid stuff and don't even comment on the story, or even worse, just leave emoticons.
UPDATE 1/14/14:
I am putting my work on THF on hiatus, including Sense of Touch: A Touch of Magic. THough I have a passion for these stories, Queer as Folk fanfiction has drawn me away, for the time being. If you want to see stuff on QAF, here is the link
http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewuser.php?uid=1493
Membership status:
Gold MemberBio:
Hey, I'm a 24 year old pastry chef in the US. I discovered Tokio Hotel in 2008, after hearing them compared to Cinema Bizarre. I thought TH, and more specifically Bill, were irrevocably weird at first. But with continued exposure, all the weirdness became normal. At first, I honestly thought twincest was disturbing, but I got over that real fast.
Above all, if I'm going to read a story, it has to be well written. I have no patience for poor grammer or sloppy, unrealistic plotlines.
My favorite pairings are Bill/Tom, Bill/Bushido, and Tom/Georg, but there are occasionaly others I'll read.
I like KINKY stories. The kinkier the better! I'm always drawn to AU fics based in history or historical-like contexts. I like sci-fi and vampire/werewolf fics too. If it's not NC-17, it better have a good summary or I'm not reading. Although it is true that pennames carry weight. It may look like absolute crap, but if Remy or someone like that has written it I'll probably give it a try anyway.
I love posting and receiving reviews just as much as writing the actual stories, and it is now one of my life goals to be a spotlighted author before I die.
Dislikes: Poorly written stories. Especially poorly written het stories with self-insert banners and mary sues. Poor grammer. People who's profiles indicate that they have 2000 favorite stories and like, no reviews (aka, lurkers). People who review but say stupid stuff and don't even comment on the story, or even worse, just leave emoticons.
UPDATE 1/14/14:
I am putting my work on THF on hiatus, including Sense of Touch: A Touch of Magic. THough I have a passion for these stories, Queer as Folk fanfiction has drawn me away, for the time being. If you want to see stuff on QAF, here is the link
http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewuser.php?uid=1493
Stories by sarahyellow
Summary: 
Bill's a vampire, Tom's not. Sometimes it's hard to accept what we want.
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Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Twincest, Vampires
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1755 Read Count: 1059
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Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Twincest, Vampires
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1755 Read Count: 1059
[Report This] Published: 02/15/09 Updated: 02/15/09Summary:
When the service came through Detroit, they snatched me up on the promise of great benefits and a tour restricted to Earth.
“You get to pick where you go.”
And it worked out great for a year. Then I got sick in the wrong place at the wrong time.
A cynic with no real ties to anything, Tom has been floating his whole life, waiting for that one thing that will anchor him down and make him real. When a series of events leads to him becoming an unwitting member of a spacing trip, he finds himself stranded in a world very different from his own. But when he meets a particularly antagonistic alien called Bill, maybe the biggest mistake of his life will turn out better than he thought.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Sci-Fi, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/OFC
Warnings: Blood, On Hiatus
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 23721 Read Count: 918
“You get to pick where you go.”
And it worked out great for a year. Then I got sick in the wrong place at the wrong time.
A cynic with no real ties to anything, Tom has been floating his whole life, waiting for that one thing that will anchor him down and make him real. When a series of events leads to him becoming an unwitting member of a spacing trip, he finds himself stranded in a world very different from his own. But when he meets a particularly antagonistic alien called Bill, maybe the biggest mistake of his life will turn out better than he thought.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Sci-Fi, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/OFC
Warnings: Blood, On Hiatus
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 23721 Read Count: 918
[Report This] Published: 11/02/10 Updated: 11/26/10Summary: 
Bill was kidnapped. Taken from his home and housed at the facility. The doctors there did things to him, things
he can’t remember, but will always know the effects of. He is keenly aware of what’s been done to him, no
matter where he goes.
He is keenly aware.
Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character
Genre: Angst
Main Pairing: Bill/OMC
Side Pairing: Bill/OFC
Warnings: Abuse, Heavy Kink, Humiliation, Incest, Minor Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, Slavery, Voyeurism
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6395 Read Count: 903
Bill was kidnapped. Taken from his home and housed at the facility. The doctors there did things to him, things
he can’t remember, but will always know the effects of. He is keenly aware of what’s been done to him, no
matter where he goes.
He is keenly aware.
Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character
Genre: Angst
Main Pairing: Bill/OMC
Side Pairing: Bill/OFC
Warnings: Abuse, Heavy Kink, Humiliation, Incest, Minor Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, Slavery, Voyeurism
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6395 Read Count: 903
[Report This] Published: 10/24/10 Updated: 10/24/10Summary:
Proxy: the agency, function, or power of a person authorized to act as the deputy or substitute for another.
The twins feel things for each other that they know they shouldn’t. They’ve only ever allowed themselves longing stares, chaste cuddles, and light, brotherly kisses. Until now that is. Through all their reservations and rules, Tom and Bill have found a way to go further, without crossing the one line they silently drew, years ago.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon
Main Pairing: Georg/Bill, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Voyeurism
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2979 Read Count: 649
Proxy: the agency, function, or power of a person authorized to act as the deputy or substitute for another.
The twins feel things for each other that they know they shouldn’t. They’ve only ever allowed themselves longing stares, chaste cuddles, and light, brotherly kisses. Until now that is. Through all their reservations and rules, Tom and Bill have found a way to go further, without crossing the one line they silently drew, years ago.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon
Main Pairing: Georg/Bill, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Voyeurism
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2979 Read Count: 649
[Report This] Published: 11/04/10 Updated: 11/04/10Summary: 
Exactly what it sounds like.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7842 Read Count: 1426
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7842 Read Count: 1426
[Report This] Published: 02/21/11 Updated: 02/21/11Summary: 
Tom had been so sad for so long. I had worried he’d do something like this. I made him promise me that he wouldn’t. I’d told him I couldn’t live without him.
I’d told him.
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Categories: General
Characters: None
Genre: Angst, Song Fic
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Drug Use, Major Character Death, Suicide
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 885 Read Count: 133
Tom had been so sad for so long. I had worried he’d do something like this. I made him promise me that he wouldn’t. I’d told him I couldn’t live without him.
I’d told him.
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Categories: General
Characters: None
Genre: Angst, Song Fic
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Drug Use, Major Character Death, Suicide
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 885 Read Count: 133
[Report This] Published: 12/03/08 Updated: 12/03/08Summary: 
How do vampires mark their territory?
Bill's about to find out.
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Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Established Relationship, Twincest, Vampires
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Blood
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5383 Read Count: 1784
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Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Established Relationship, Twincest, Vampires
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Blood
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5383 Read Count: 1784
[Report This] Published: 02/25/09 Updated: 03/04/09Summary: 
Bill likes the taste of Tom.
He isn't going to stop anytime soon.
The least he can do is make it good for his twin too.
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Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon, Twincest, Vampires
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, OOC
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1839 Read Count: 1415
Bill likes the taste of Tom.
He isn't going to stop anytime soon.
The least he can do is make it good for his twin too.
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Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon, Twincest, Vampires
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, OOC
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1839 Read Count: 1415
[Report This] Published: 11/20/08 Updated: 12/09/08Summary: Tom needs to learn not to snoop...
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Humor, PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/Self, Tom/Self
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Voyeurism
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2405 Read Count: 982
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Humor, PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/Self, Tom/Self
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Voyeurism
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2405 Read Count: 982
[Report This] Published: 12/17/08 Updated: 12/17/08Summary: 
Bill, a poor merchant's son, stands out in the Bagrah marketplace. His beauty attracts the attentions of the sultan, and suddenly he is transported to a world of extravagance he's only dreamed of.
But as he learns of what really goes on behind the doors of the sultan's harem, he discovers that all that elegance is just the gilding on a beautifully crafted cage.
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Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Tom/OFC
Warnings: Minor Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, Slavery, Violence
Chapters: 37 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 127890 Read Count: 78916
Bill, a poor merchant's son, stands out in the Bagrah marketplace. His beauty attracts the attentions of the sultan, and suddenly he is transported to a world of extravagance he's only dreamed of.
But as he learns of what really goes on behind the doors of the sultan's harem, he discovers that all that elegance is just the gilding on a beautifully crafted cage.
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Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Tom/OFC
Warnings: Minor Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, Slavery, Violence
Chapters: 37 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 127890 Read Count: 78916
[Report This] Published: 02/17/09 Updated: 10/17/10Summary: 
Tom's shy, but there's this one thing he's always wanted to try. Problem is, he may need a little help. When he manages to tell Bill his secret fantasy, Bill does what he always does: finds a way to satisfy his brother.
Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: BottomTom, PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill, Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: BDSM, Bondage, Heavy Kink, Humiliation, Voyeurism
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5468 Read Count: 1805
Tom's shy, but there's this one thing he's always wanted to try. Problem is, he may need a little help. When he manages to tell Bill his secret fantasy, Bill does what he always does: finds a way to satisfy his brother.
Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: BottomTom, PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill, Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: BDSM, Bondage, Heavy Kink, Humiliation, Voyeurism
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5468 Read Count: 1805
[Report This] Published: 10/31/10 Updated: 10/31/10Summary: 
In Greek legend, there is the tale of the goddess Persephone. Kidnapped by Hades, returned to save the Earth from her mother's crippling grief, and forced to go back every year. One month in the underworld for each seed of the pomegranate that she ate.
The time for Bill's third year in hell has come around.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Fantasy, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 10616 Read Count: 3077
In Greek legend, there is the tale of the goddess Persephone. Kidnapped by Hades, returned to save the Earth from her mother's crippling grief, and forced to go back every year. One month in the underworld for each seed of the pomegranate that she ate.
The time for Bill's third year in hell has come around.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Fantasy, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 10616 Read Count: 3077
[Report This] Published: 11/16/10 Updated: 12/03/10Summary: 
None of us can help our nature.
When you're a vampire, well, that just adds a bunch of fun new things to the mix, doesn't it?
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Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon, Twincest, Vampires
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Tom/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content, BDSM, Blood, Heavy Kink, OOC, Violence
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2610 Read Count: 1268
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Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon, Twincest, Vampires
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Tom/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content, BDSM, Blood, Heavy Kink, OOC, Violence
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2610 Read Count: 1268
[Report This] Published: 02/19/09 Updated: 02/19/09Summary: 
Werewolves, vampires, morality-eschewing career criminals; with an intensely violent attack acting as the catalyst, Tom Trümper had been able to escape all these unsavory elements for good. Or so he thought.
At the same time that detectives are banging down his door to gain insight into a slew of gruesome murders, a new threat is being posed to a certain vampire’s power regime.
Whether he likes it or not, soon Tom is going to have to face fact that he is, and may always be, one of the things that goes bump in the night.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreja Pejic, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Georg Listing, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Paranormal, Twincest - Not Related, Vampires
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 90519 Read Count: 4890
Werewolves, vampires, morality-eschewing career criminals; with an intensely violent attack acting as the catalyst, Tom Trümper had been able to escape all these unsavory elements for good. Or so he thought.
At the same time that detectives are banging down his door to gain insight into a slew of gruesome murders, a new threat is being posed to a certain vampire’s power regime.
Whether he likes it or not, soon Tom is going to have to face fact that he is, and may always be, one of the things that goes bump in the night.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreja Pejic, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Georg Listing, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Paranormal, Twincest - Not Related, Vampires
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 90519 Read Count: 4890
[Report This] Published: 05/24/12 Updated: 07/28/12Summary:
Despite his best efforts, Tom is back in the fold of Washington D.C's preternatural community. Navigating a sticky new relationship with Bill, master vampire of the city, isn't easy on it's own. Add to that a power-tripping interloper, homicidal fairies, and a seriously damaged foster kid, and Tom's got a lot to deal with. This is gearing up to be a very eventful Ferbruary.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Twincest - Not Related, Vampires
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, On Hiatus, Violence
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 47232 Read Count: 2120
Despite his best efforts, Tom is back in the fold of Washington D.C's preternatural community. Navigating a sticky new relationship with Bill, master vampire of the city, isn't easy on it's own. Add to that a power-tripping interloper, homicidal fairies, and a seriously damaged foster kid, and Tom's got a lot to deal with. This is gearing up to be a very eventful Ferbruary.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Twincest - Not Related, Vampires
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, On Hiatus, Violence
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 47232 Read Count: 2120
[Report This] Published: 08/30/13 Updated: 12/09/13Summary:
A young Greek sailor new to the sea and yet to prove his salt, Tom finds himself the lone survivor of a shipwreck, the result of the sirens' song.
Lucky for him, there's another creature who lives on the island: Bill.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, CreatureFic, Fantasy, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17151 Read Count: 4115
A young Greek sailor new to the sea and yet to prove his salt, Tom finds himself the lone survivor of a shipwreck, the result of the sirens' song.
Lucky for him, there's another creature who lives on the island: Bill.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, CreatureFic, Fantasy, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17151 Read Count: 4115
[Report This] Published: 12/05/10 Updated: 03/06/11Summary: 
In the cruel regularities of adolescence, Tom stopped being friends with Bill in middle school, back when he wore glitter nail polish and bad make up.
Eleven years later, two grown men cross paths, and find themselves falling back into a relationship. Tom think's he's perfect, but behind his meticulously applied eyeliner, Bill is hiding a secret, and the cracks are starting to show. How broken does a person have to be, before it becomes too much?
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, PWP/Lemon, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Drug Use, Light Kink, On Hiatus, Self-Harm
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 19004 Read Count: 2925
Eleven years later, two grown men cross paths, and find themselves falling back into a relationship. Tom think's he's perfect, but behind his meticulously applied eyeliner, Bill is hiding a secret, and the cracks are starting to show. How broken does a person have to be, before it becomes too much?
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, PWP/Lemon, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Drug Use, Light Kink, On Hiatus, Self-Harm
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 19004 Read Count: 2925
[Report This] Published: 03/30/11 Updated: 04/29/11