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German, born 1988
Bill thought the number zero was the most beautiful number in the world.
Zero was the number of happiness.
It was his goal. His everything.
And he was far from it.
Zero was also the number of destruction.
The scariest number. The deadliest number.
It was all dependant on which way you looked at it.
And Tom was fucking terrified of it.
However, it soon becomes apparent Tom is the only one that can get through to Bill, the only one he listens too.
Pushing his fears aside, can Tom change Bill’s views before he destroys himself?
Is Tom the help Bill so desperately needs?
All Bill needed was one thing to hold on to.
And that thing is Tom.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Natalie Franz, Original Female Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Eating Disorder, OOC, Self-Harm, Sexual Content, WIP
Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 77744 Read Count: 1332
[Report This] Published: 12/06/22 Updated: 08/11/23Date: 09/10/23 Title: Chapter 29: Twenty Nine.
I miss this story… will you update soon? 🥹🥰
Author's Response: Of course! I’m so sorry there hasn’t been an update, I’m currently working on the next two chapters and I should hopefully get the next one up this week. I promise this fic will be back very, very soon! I’m aiming for a Thursday update! Thank you for sticking with my baby though, I really appreciate it.
Date: 08/13/23 Title: Chapter 29: Twenty Nine.
It’s good to get a bit more background to Tom and I hope his story will also help Bill to get better. Love this story!
Date: 07/29/23 Title: Chapter 28: Twenty Eight.
Heartbreaking to see Bill so devastated but glad that Tom realised what the message did to him. Can’t wait for more!
Tom is perfectly happy with his simple life on the farm, looking after the animals and helping to provide for the small village he called home.
But when his new neighbour moves in ready to turn the village on its head, Tom has no idea what to do.
The sarcastic city boy already sticks out, and is nothing the small village has ever seen before, but what no one realised was that he was the one thing the village was missing.
Sometimes though, you don’t realise it until it’s gone.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Devon Culiner, Dunja, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Natalie Franz, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, BottomBill, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, OOC, Sexual Content
Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 145366 Read Count: 1679
[Report This] Published: 04/16/23 Updated: 08/10/23Date: 08/11/23 Title: Chapter 34: Epilogue: Five Years Later
So sad that this is the end! I could have read another 30 chapters about farm life.
It was a great story and it’s so good to see them so happy together. Thank you so much for this story, it was one of my favourites and I will definitely read it again!
Date: 07/23/23 Title: Chapter 1: Moving Day
Those two are unbelievable. Why can’t they admit it already?
Great story, I love everything about it!
Date: 07/31/23 Title: Chapter 31: Family Calls
I am actually crying. Never expected Bill to leave so soon. I really hope his grandma gets better and he will come back after realizing he can’t live without Tom. I am so sad about this but still happy they finally said the three magic words. So many emotions right now!
Date: 07/29/23 Title: Chapter 30: Family Time
This is so so lovely! Bill just can’t go, he is so loved there. Just the thought of him going is heartbreaking.
Date: 08/05/23 Title: Chapter 32: Missing Him
So sad! I hope they‘ll realise soon that they can’t live without each other and Bill will come back. This makes me so sad :(
During casting, two polar opposites are brought together to be the two leads in a new movie. A famous action star and the new kid on the block with a bucket load of natural talent.
Instead of being a connection, tension is immediately present and they both know this whole movie is going to be a disaster. Between practices, a soon to be ex-girlfriend and battling personal issues, they eventually find a way to make it work.
Sometimes the movie isn’t always purely fiction.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Devon Culiner, Dunja, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Natalie Franz, Ria, Saki, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, BottomBill, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Tom/Ria
Warnings: Adult Content, Cross Dressing, Discriminatory Language, Light Kink, Sexual Content
Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 105833 Read Count: 2661
[Report This] Published: 04/17/23 Updated: 07/18/23Date: 07/24/23 Title: Chapter 27: The Premiere
Sad to see this ending already. Loved those two together!
All Bill wanted to do, was to teach his daughter how to swim so she could enjoy the summer in the pool. It just so happens, she hates the public pool thanks to the noise.
Just as Bill is about to give up, and crush his daughters dreams of learning to swim, Tom suggests they take private lessons.
After all, no kid should be denied learning how to swim.
It just so happens, Tom also teaches something else that Bill never knew he needed.
Self defence.
self acceptance. And learning who he is.
And a revelation that opens up a whole new world to the small family.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Natalie Franz, Simone Trumper, Steffen, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, BottomBill, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Mpreg, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/OMC
Warnings: Adult Content, OOC, Sexual Content
Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 107915 Read Count: 1501
[Report This] Published: 05/27/23 Updated: 08/27/23Date: 07/23/23 Title: Chapter 17: Looking
Love it! Tom is so good to Bill and you can tell it is exactly what Bill needs, and Emilia too.
Date: 08/27/23 Title: Chapter 27: Epilogue
Awww 🥰 so cute! That was a perfect ending!
Your stories are really too short though… 😄 going to miss this, could have followed that little family for another 100 chapters!
I kinda wish it was addressed how they met all those years ago and what role Tom played in Emi‘s birth. But then again I guess it doesn’t really matter 😊
Great story as always!
Date: 08/27/23 Title: Chapter 27: Epilogue
Awww 🥰 so cute! That was a perfect ending!
Your stories are really too short though… 😄 going to miss this, could have followed that little family for another 100 chapters!
I kinda wish it was addressed how they met all those years ago and what role Tom played in Emi‘s birth. But then again I guess it doesn’t really matter 😊
Great story as always!
Date: 08/11/23 Title: Chapter 22: Daytrip
This is soo cute! I’m glad they’re having a good time!
Date: 08/24/23 Title: Chapter 26: Decision
So glad it turned out well for them! I felt bad for Bill feeling so on edge but Tom was amazing as always!
Date: 07/27/23 Title: Chapter 18: Planning
They are so cute!
I wonder if Bill will remember Tom when he goes to the coffee shop, and if so, how he will react. Guess I will have to wait to find out :)
Date: 08/21/23 Title: Chapter 25: Court
I feel bad for Bill and Emilia, the situation must be really hard for both of them. I’m glad though that Tom is there for them. I hope all will turn out well for them!
Date: 08/19/23 Title: Chapter 24: Trust
That was so sweet. I can feel the love between them in every sentence I read. I’m happy that Bill trusted Tom enough to go all the way. Great chapter!
Also, by the way, I want to thank you for your constant updates! It’s always so sad when stories you like don’t get finished and you wait impatiently for updates. I’m really happy that you update so regularly 🥰
Date: 08/16/23 Title: Chapter 23: Visits
Glad the visit went well and Tom was helping Bill through it. They are perfect together