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Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Male Celebrity, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: Tom/Bill
Warnings: Adult Content, Light Kink
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17521 Read Count: 12168
Date: 02/08/13 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5
that was sooo hot! so so so hot!
I read it last night and I was so...(damn, I can't even describe it) thrilled, amazed, in shock that I had to go sleep to calm myself down because I wasn't able to write any meaningful review. but I don't know if it was good idea because I had really exciting dreams... :D
oh my god, this is really amazing fic, thank you for this adventure. :) and I like the ending too. you're right, life isn't always in pink or fair and your characters in this story was believable. this only sentence was everything I wanted: Maybe it was nothing, but it sure as hell felt like something. and it makes me almost cry... but that's it, Bushido did right thing, he saved Bill's career and give him very important lesson of his life what made Bill even stronger. and I think he did it not only because of Chakuza, he did it because he cares about this little boy.
thank you, again! :)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Blood
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2068 Read Count: 395
Date: 03/11/11 Title: Chapter 1: Raging fire
at first I was shocked. but then..just smile and warmth in my heart. :)
you got me. again. :)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Saki, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, PWP/Lemon, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5796 Read Count: 2488
Date: 12/09/11 Title: Chapter 1: Unfurl
my jaw droped somewhere on the floor. O_O
Bushido's messages were exciting and then..their first contact after so many months.. well, who would not give up to those beautiful arabian eyes? :)
I'm little bit dissapointed that your song isn't working, could you write the name or link to the author's note or story note, please?
Author's Response: Sorry, it\'s been a long time since this was written and the embed is too old now, lol. This is the song.
Tom loves his brother, Bill is everything to him. And of course Bill loves him back, even though Tom can sometimes get a little intense. What Bill doesn’t know is that Tom craves more. But Bill, Bill is too innocent to see and being the older brother Tom would never, ever hurt his twin by telling him. Tom really, really loves his little brother…
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Fluff, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 20739 Read Count: 24904
Date: 03/06/11 Title: Chapter 8: As we became
i'm speechless again.. just because of you Lucy! :)
breath..breath.. :D how is it possible that your stories are so unique? how is it possible you make me feel this exalting feeling? ..
it was so sweet! tenderness was felt from every word, every letter.. very emotional and sensitive. i was really touched by reading of Tom's thoughts at the beginning and the end of every chapter. i felt pain for both of them.. and their rescue from emotional misery was rescue for me too..then my heart was filled with content and pleasure. :) and it still makes me smile. :)
could you believe me, if i would say, that something like this started my own thoughts about the reality of twincest? and you..you just led it to perfection! ;)
i have to just thanks again. ;) thank you for letting us look to their little world. world full of pure brotherly love. :*
- Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Tom/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 46398 Read Count: 110469
Date: 03/18/11 Title: Chapter 13: Epilogue
this was just genius!
but now I have crazy (this is the right word :D) and mixed feelings. I still expected something more..expected Tom didn't give up so easily..expected Tom will take Bill with him away..expected that you'll write about how Tom will try keep Bill in this reality..or expected how Bill made it without Tom.
I suddenly came to end too soon. but never mind. ;)
with the message hidden in th doll.. "you saved me"..in that moment I felt that in this 12. chapter should be the end.. no need more explanations.
still I'm grateful for the happy end and I realized that it should actually be just like that! :)
story was really unusual, very uncommon atmosphere. I've never imagined Bill and Tom in this situation, in these roles.. but becaouse of you I could.
thanks Undrockroll! :)
it's just uniqueness and I'll never forget this adventure.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Fantasy, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Sci-Fi, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Major Character Death, Violence
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 111858 Read Count: 63716
Date: 10/31/11 Title: Chapter 1: Prologue
I read 18th chapter and epilogue almost breathless, it's stuck in my chest, where I felt incredible pain all the time. I'm trying to breath again, but every time I pull myself together, tears begin to burn in my eyes again.
this was..an emotional carousel. I'm still feel a little bit dizzy, but I couldn't get out of this. your story picked up the worst and the best feelings from me. and now I feel totally emotionally exhausted. and thanks to you I can see everything more clearly. :)
authors did something unpredictable! I will never look at Anis the same way as before. I've never been his fan and association with Bill has always been something quite unnatural. BUT you got me! ;) the character you created was absolutely outstanding and I will never forget to General Bushido! for me he had the most successful character of the story. and he deserved the glorious death of course. alternating passages of his dying and Bills making love with Tom were damned effective! I also felt a big relieve when he decided to say goodbye to Bill after all.
so it should be and so it was written - by two amazing Goddesses Little Muse Majestrix. :)
Bill's character was also very special. so beautiful, so complicated. his visions were fatal. the most interesting parts, really. every time they started to realised, I felt freezing ran down my spine. every vision tore his heart alive, and I think that he deal with it as best as he could. and what made with him burning desire for Anis and duty and love for Tom?..nobody would be able to make it. so many times I've seen myself in him..so many times I've made the same mistakes like him in my life so I couldn't feel even a little bit of something negative for him. thanks to him, I've started to take this story very personal and I've begun to think about the true meaning of my life. :)
and Tom?..oh Tom.. his transformation from Vave's hot-blooded, stubborn and insistent heir in a loving and devoted partner was almost the most moving part! more touching is maybe his sweet ignorance. he deserves to know the truth, even if it was cruel and painful. but I can't still believe..he really didn't know a little about it..?! impossible.
this whole tragic triangle was just a game of fate. after a few days of reading, the magical world has became my world too and I can't wait to get back soon.
THANK YOU FOR THE BEST ADVENTURE IN MY LIFE!
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2242 Read Count: 1430
Date: 12/09/11 Title: Chapter 1: Unsettle
ouch! that was like punch between my eyes. it really hurts. :(
they're too much stubborn. Bushido wants to try to love him and Bill wants to try just to fuck him. and they can't find a common way where they would stop to hurt each other. :/
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, PWP/Lemon, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2700 Read Count: 1648
Date: 12/10/11 Title: Chapter 1: Unhinge
thank you for the song, I'm listening it over and over. :) really fitting to these stories, to Bill and Anis. I love this pairing too, well, I love Anis and his interesting character. *_*
this chapter was pretty hoooot! I like Bushido's power which he's using against Bill. I hope that this will not be their end.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: Bill/Andreas, Bill/OMC , Georg/Bill , Jorg/Bill , Tom/Bill
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Incest, Non-Con/Rape, Pedophilia
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 31880 Read Count: 30937
Date: 02/11/13 Title: Chapter 12: "How do you know?"
I finished reading this story a couple hours before and I'm here ready to write something meaningful because I was so smashed by this fic that I couldn't think about something else then Bill and Bushido. they were completely 'above' this storyline. you're created two unique characters again.. you two -Majestrix and Little Muse- are just genius! :)
again and again I fell in love with your fictional Anis. I have to admit that I'm used to that his role is being added to Tom. Tom's the one who usually sending a bottle of glue to say he would like to try fix somebody's heart and soul. and the main jerk who in the end fuck up with Bill's affection is usually Bushido. but..you alway break stereotypes.
I'm still breathless of the power game which Anis and Bill played. and not only the two, it is quite surprising how all this characters are intelligent and actually clever, they have fixed their moral systems..and every of them is broken in some way.
the most powerful moment was Bill's memory of course. you were giving us hints about something horrible from Bill's past many times but it smashed me completely anyway! I'm telling you I felt my heart skipped a beat. I was in so big shock I couldn't cry even if I expected something like this (I always try to avoid see side pairings and warnings of each fic). everything bursted in me with the last chapter. I've cried..full of relief, full of happiness..I've cried and smiled and completely felt as a fool but it was so cathartic. :)
every emotion from this story is unforgettably and definitely written to my head and my heart.
thank you!
“… He doesn’t know about 815," Georg stated in disbelief. “What person who studies to be a cop doesn’t know about prisoner 815?”
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Suspense, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Andreas, Bill/OFC
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Violence
Chapters: 47 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 196651 Read Count: 336803
Date: 03/09/11 Title: Chapter 37: On Hold
I can't say it too.. this d-word.. I can't imagine..if Bill..honestly, I affraid to read next chapter everytime. :/
Author's Response: Awwww <3
Date: 03/22/11 Title: Chapter 38: Light
he have to survive! no choice, no other possibility.. they have to win! :)
Author's Response: We\'ll see ^^
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Male Celebrity, Original Female Character
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2427 Read Count: 1399
Date: 12/10/11 Title: Chapter 1: Uncover
awww, that was so sweet and kind from Bill. really nice gift. :)
they are both crazy. one of them has to give up. I hope, that what said Chakuza was right and Bushido feels something more than he wants to admit to himself.
[FQF Prompt by 4am_secret@LJ] What will Tom do when Bill meets The One?
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Song Fic, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: Tom/Bill
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 2112 Read Count: 460
Date: 02/08/13 Title: Chapter 1: Everything You Want
I bite my lip almost to blood when I tried not to cry. but despite all of my effort..one tear sliped from my eye..full of angst, helplessness, sorrow. this story was so heartbreaking..
I love twincest and I love Billshido and you gave me everything I wanted. :) thank you.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1805 Read Count: 1291
Date: 12/10/11 Title: Chapter 1: Undone
I'm just sitting..staring to nowhere..feeling little bit empty and defeated..can't understand if it's really possible to end it up just like that..
there's missing something. I don't mean some happy-end but they have to solve this somehow! or Bill will just give up everything and Anis will not even try to think about the one who loves? I really have mixtures of feelings.
stories of this series were like private window to their lives. so realistic! I'm still listening Unfurl song, thinking about it and feeling more and more impressed. :) amazing work!
I have to thank you for writing Billshido. because of you I've started to love this amazing rapper, I'm almost obsessed by him. :D you can describe him just the way I like him the most. I will always see him as a kind and loving General Bushido from THD. ;)
like Arabian Days
more often than not
are Hotter than Hot
in a lot of good ways
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Gustav Schafer, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, PWP/Lemon, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Food Play, OOC, Voyeurism
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7620 Read Count: 2925
Date: 03/05/11 Title: Chapter 1: Arabian Nights
I couldn't keep tears at the end..I cried with happiness.. just brilliant idea! you focused at details and it works! ;)
oh my god! this story really took my breath away. I still feel this excitement..heat pooling in my veins..butterflies in stomach.. I don't know what to write more. you let me little bit speechless. :) just..I've never read anything so exciting in my life (and that I've just read a lot :D).
I had everything before my eyes all the time, it was like a movie. with the best screenplay. I felt the hotness, intensity, desire... I closed my eyes by pure delight. :)
thank you so much for writing this jewel! ;) thank you to allow us to read it and have these facinating feelings.. never forget! :* NEVER!
(best wishes from Czech Rep. ;) f.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3470 Read Count: 2531
Date: 02/13/13 Title: Chapter 1: Changes
maybe I'm wrong...but I have completely different idea then everybody's here. :D
I think... yeah, Tom's maybe bitching about his brother's relationship with Bushido but he has to see that Bill is happy with him, Bill needs love and be loved in return..so I think they maybe fighted about it but if Tom didn't want him to live with Anis, he would never helped him to pack and took him to Bushido's..
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Gustav/Georg , Tom/OMC
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Minor Character Death, Violence
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 108343 Read Count: 114897
Date: 11/04/11 Title: Chapter 3: The Lake
oh my god... I can't just stand this. :( that's so sad and creepy. I'm affraid to read the truth about Tom. poor Bill, I hope he will help him.
Date: 11/05/11 Title: Chapter 7: Reflections...Yours
I'm smiling like a fool. :) I must feel the same way as Bill. it's indescribable how this part had an effect on me. :)
Date: 11/07/11 Title: Chapter 12: Healing
I cried..just like Tom when he kissed Bill. that was so wonderful chapter! and I really needed this, I wanted this. :)
there was some talk between Tom and Saki? pche, I've just forgot. now I'm really satisfied. :)
Date: 11/09/11 Title: Chapter 17: Passion III : Release
oooooooooh..... :') I'm touched. the last sentence was the best of a whole chapter. :) I'm really speechless. so lovely, sweet..both were endearing. I love your story. :)
I don't want to speak about Jorg. he's just...arghhh! :[ it was expectable he would do something sickening. he's the personified devil.