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Real name: Sandra
Member Since: 05/01/13
Membership status: Owner
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Locked Away by yetanotheroceann       

Rated: R | Reviews - 150 | |
Summary:
Locked>

High on a hill, way above the town of Serenity below, there was a collection of old, crumbling buildings surrounded by tall walls, topped by barbed wire. The hospital had a reputation which may or may not have been justified, but if it kept the public away from people like Bill Kaulitz, it was worth it...

Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Suspense, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Minor Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, Self-Harm, Sexual Content, Slavery, Torture
Chapters: 42 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 102382 Read Count: 2385
[Report This] Published: 02/11/20 Updated: 11/26/20
Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 05/01/20 Title: Chapter 2: Two: Why Shouldn't Tom Take His Life?

So I'm on my phone and can't write you a real review but fuck you this is so good it hurts. Dammit Erin how are you this talented???

Author's Response: Stop it, you\'re making me want to cry. I\'m so glad you\'re enjoying this so far! :D And I\'m so grateful that you\'re reading. So thank youuuuu! 💜

Fading Embers by yetanotheroceann       

Rated: PG-13 | Reviews - 5 | |
Summary:
Fading-Embers
He didn’t know whether he’d be able to stomach seeing Tom and Georg together, but he had to try, more for his own sake than theirs...
Sequel to The Wrong Brother.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Romance
Main Pairing: Tom/Georg
Side Pairing: Georg/Bill
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4993 Read Count: 55
[Report This] Published: 02/19/20 Updated: 02/19/20
Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 02/19/20 Title: Chapter 1: Bill wasn’t quite sure what woke him that night...

I'm just here to tell you I am SUPER EXCITED about this and don't think I'm ignoring its existens because I'm not, I'm just gonna save until the weekend when I have some time off work and isn't 100% exhausted (like I am right now ha ha ha ha kill me). But THANK YOU for writing me this, I already hate you. With love. And I will be back with a real review soon!

Author's Response: Ahaha, you’re sweet! I just hope it lives up to your expectations! Can’t wait to know what you think! Also, I’m learning to take your hate as a compliment! 😂

Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 03/04/20 Title: Chapter 1: Bill wasn’t quite sure what woke him that night...

“You love him, don’t you?”

That's alright, BREAK MY HEART. DO THAT. It is perfectly fiiiiiiine. Goddddd.

“But I can’t love you anymore if you love him.”

You know what? Fuck you. That's what. Fuck. You.

OKAY BUT WHAT THE FUCK GEORG?! I knoooooow you love Tom. We all know. Bill knows, you know, WE ALL KNOW, but did you have to leave so quickly? SO EASILY? I KNOW IT WAS THE ONLY THING TO DO BUT WHYYYY DO YOU HURT ME LIKE THIS.

Jesus fuck why did I decide to read this now THIS HURTS!

But I suppose better now than on the bus tomorrow. I was supposed to just send myself links to open on my tablet for me to read on my trip, but then I started reading instead, and now I'm angry and IN PAIN. Fuck off. With love.

But maybe, just maybe, he was supposed to be alone.

Oh no. No, baby, no. You're not.

“We miss you too, Bill.”

We.


WE. WEEEEE. We. You know I had to take a break here. To fucking cry. Actual fucking tears. Oh my god I hate you.

“What about your happiness, Bill?”

Nope. Nopelinope. I am out of here oh my god. (I'm not)

You know you will have to write another one where Bill is happy again. This is not ok, he needs to find someone who can help him heal his damn heart. You can't do this, you can't just leave it like this! I refuse. God.


I hate you, your writing is brilliant, I wish I could hug you and punch you at the same time and for the love of god please make Bill happy I AM BEGGING YOU.

Thank you so much for this sequel, I'm gonna cry forever now. Bye. < 3

Author's Response: Eeee, I\'m so glad you liked it. I was so nervous it wouldn\'t live up 😂 Look, the thought of another sequel had crossed my mind that a trilogy looks nicer than a set of two... Maybe I will write a sequel... But I don\'t know if I can make anyone HAPPY... that seems too difficult... Maybe... I don\'t know... Anyways! I\'m so glad you liked it, and I love love love your reviews, they always make me smile! Thank youuuuu <3

Lockdown by quarantine       

Rated: PG-13 | Reviews - 11 | |
Summary:

During the coronavirus lockdown, two roommates realise how little they know about each other

 


Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Fluff, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2449 Read Count: 116
[Report This] Published: 03/17/20 Updated: 03/26/20
Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 03/17/20 Title: Chapter 1: Stocking up

Hahaha, toilet paper. Yes. People are going insane over that shit.

I sent you an email via the page, it might have ended up in your spam folder. Please have a look at it :) Thank you!

Author's Response: I\'ll check, thank you!

Day Fourteen by yetanotheroceann       

Rated: PG | Reviews - 5 | |
Summary:
Day-Fourteen

What good could possibly come from a global crisis that results in Georg being quarantined with someone he never thought he'd see again?

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing
Genre: Alternate Universe, Drama, Fluff, Humor, Romance
Main Pairing: Georg/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3757 Read Count: 59
[Report This] Published: 03/17/20 Updated: 03/17/20
Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 03/17/20 Title: Chapter 1: Day One...

“I could get laid in prison,” Bill lifted his head to give Georg a look that could melt glass.

Shaking his head as he stood up, Georg replied, “You could get laid here, but you’re being weird about it.”

“You want to sleep with me?”

He shrugged, “Might kill some time.”


Still the best few lines ever I AM CRYING this is so good.

Seriously this story was absolutely wonderful and I adored every single word of it. Thank you so much for this, and thank you for being the sweetest damn person ever. I am forever grateful I found the courage to get to know you. < 3

Author's Response: Oh stop it, you\'re going to make me cry. I know I said this to you before but getting to know you and the wonderful other THF people has made a tough time much more bearable. Thank you for being so wonderful too and I\'m glad you enjoyed the story. I could write Biorg forever, they\'re so much fun! <3

Keep the Promise by Reginleif       

Rated: PG-13 | Reviews - 6 | |
Summary:


A dinner date might be too much for someone recovering from anorexia, but former patient Tom will try anything to keep his promise to Dr Bill Kaulitz.

However, even when things go wrong, Dr Bill knows how to keep his own promises.

This is a sequel to Apple of his Eye but can be read on its own.

Categories: Slash
Characters: None
Genre: Alternate Universe, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Eating Disorder
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2362 Read Count: 80
[Report This] Published: 03/19/20 Updated: 03/19/20
Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 03/19/20 Title: Chapter 1: 18th Birthday

This was illegally sweet. I'm not a fan of nicknames normally, things like Billy and Tommy are things that I just hate, but this time it kind of worked. It was sweet, they're sweet, and I love how kind and considerate Bill is with Tom, how he understands that some parts of his disorder is still having an impact and that it won't just go away. He's such a precious person and I really adore the way he speaks to Tom.

Lovely story, and thank you for trusting me with the banner! And also thank you for being you, I'm so happy to get to know you better and I love talking to you as much as we do now < 3

Unexpected by yetanotheroceann       

Rated: PG | Reviews - 7 | |
Summary:
Unexpected
When Bill is cornered in a dark alleyway on his way to dinner, something unexpected happens...

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Fluff, Humor, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1675 Read Count: 89
[Report This] Published: 03/28/20 Updated: 03/28/20
Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 03/29/20 Title: Chapter 1: Bill strode down the street...

Uhm, fuck you? I'm too cold hearted for this kind of sweetness this early in the morning ok.

I love it and I love you! Thank you for this!

Author's Response: I will melt your cold heart one fic at a time! :D I\'m almost at 20 stories so expect more like this hah! Thank you for reading <3 Love YOU!

A Break by yetanotheroceann       

Rated: G | Reviews - 4 | |
Summary:
A-Break-Banner

Georg can't take the arguing of his teenage daughters anymore, so he resorts shovelling snow to escape...

Categories: Slash
Characters: Georg Listing, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Established Relationship, Fluff, Humor, Romance
Main Pairing: Tom/Georg
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1297 Read Count: 53
[Report This] Published: 04/04/20 Updated: 04/04/20
Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 04/04/20 Title: Chapter 1: A Bad Day...

Oh fuck you. I hate you, with love. So much love. But still, fuck you.

Author's Response: I know you love me! 😜😜 Thank youuuuu!

A Crown of Thorns by Reginleif       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 184 | |
Summary:

The capital of Aressia, the world's most coveted realm, is under siege. Outside the walls, Warrior King Thomas, the one said to be born of fire, is bent on the most glorious conquest of his life.

Inside the walls, Bill, the legitimate heir of the neighbouring northern Kingdom hides his identity, serving as the favourite courtesan of the besieged King Constantine.

Having hidden his orientation to men for most of his life, King Thomas sees his attraction to the young man as a threat to all he's struggled to become. However, Bill wants help to gain the throne of the North back, and he will stop nowhere.

So much different and so much alike, the two men will come to know that even a King's crown can become a crown of thorns.


Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Action/Adventure, Alternate Universe, Angst, BottomBill, Drama, First Time, Period Piece, Romance, Suspense, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/OFC, Bill/OMC , Tom/OFC
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Bondage, Discriminatory Language, Drug Use, Humiliation, Infidelity , Light Kink, Minor Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, Self-Harm, Sexual Content, Slavery, Spanking, Torture, Violence, WIP
Chapters: 23 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 51026 Read Count: 1813
[Report This] Published: 04/06/20 Updated: 03/15/21
Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 09/07/20 Title: Chapter 12: Beauty of the Land

100, bitch! Also I love this story and I need you to write me more ok bye I love you

Author's Response: Oh yeah, 100! Thank you for all the help you\'re providing with this! < 3

Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 04/06/20 Title: Chapter 1: Besieged

Jesus fuck Ari I am so damn happy to finally see this on THF. FINALLY!

Author's Response: I\'m really so happy, working with you has been great! Thank you so much!!! < 3

Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 06/06/20 Title: Chapter 9: Underwhelmed

Oh be the highest bidder, Tom. We all know you want to.

Author's Response: Oh he does, but who can blame him? Not me hehe. Thanks so much for all you\'ve done for this story!

Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 04/17/20 Title: Chapter 2: Born of fire

Damn, Ari. This Tom just makes me shiver, and yet I can't wait to see more of him. I want it ALL. All of it.

Also did I tell you how brilliant I think the summary is? I think I did, but I'm gonna tell you again.

So much different and so much alike, the two men will come to know that even a King's crown can become a crown of thorns.

SHIVER! ALL OVER!

I love this and I love YOU!

Author's Response: I spend so much time writing summaries that this is such a beautiful compliment, you can\'t imagine. Thank you so much for all your help with this story! Love you too < 3

Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 08/26/20 Title: Chapter 11: White and Gold

It's so nice to see you have some motivation to write again! God knows it's hard as fuck to find some with how low the review counts are nowadays. At least we have each other haha ;) Love this, love you, can't wait for more < 3

Author's Response: Aw thank you so much! I\'ve given you all this work to do it\'s crazy how you still like it hahahah

Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 05/04/20 Title: Chapter 5: Guests

I've caught up, finally, and dammit Ari, I hate you for how good this is. Unfair, you know? I love this and I love you and thank you for your patience with me and how slow I am < 3

Author's Response: It really means a lot to be hated with love by you. Unfair. Very unfair < 3

Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 05/27/20 Title: Chapter 8: Old Ideas

Sooooo if there isn't a new chapter for me to beta soon I might sue you. Just saying. Because I need more, preferably yesterday.

Author's Response: Aw thank you so much for reading and doing the beta work! I\'ll try my best to provide!

Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 05/24/20 Title: Chapter 7: Great King

Yeah you know what Ari? Fuck you. I hate you so much. With love, of course, but you know. Fuck you.

Author's Response: How can I refuse so loving hate and so hateful affection. Thanks for all your help with this story, it means the world!

Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 01/21/21 Title: Chapter 20: Forgotten Gift

See, your king can be kind as well. He just needs to let himself be. He better treat Bill well, the poor thing deserves being taken care of.

Author's Response: Ah, this man, he never does what he\'s told. But yeah, he\'s not bad, just a little rough around the edges. Thanks for everything!

Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 10/25/20 Title: Chapter 15: Your Grace

I don't know what to say except for fuck you I goddamn love this.

Author's Response: And I love you for being a part of this! (and other reasons hehe)

Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 08/15/20 Title: Chapter 10: Allies

*screams*

*screams a bit more*

I fucking love this, Ari. And I need you to write me more. Like. Yesterday.

Author's Response: Sandraaa < 3 I\'m really so happy you like it! Thanks for all your help with this story!

A New Start by yetanotheroceann       

Rated: PG | Reviews - 6 | |
Summary:
A-New-Start-Banner-Final

Bill knew that he was hurting too, but he felt like he was the one being left behind. Tom and Georg were riding off into the sunset, and he was left standing there, watching them disappear towards their happily ever after, into the horizon...

Sequel to The Wrong Brother and Fading Embers

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Romance
Main Pairing: Tom/Georg
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2368 Read Count: 45
[Report This] Published: 04/07/20 Updated: 04/07/20
Reviewer: Zarlina Signed
Date: 04/07/20 Title: Chapter 1: The silence thrummed around him and he found it hard to concentrate...

“That’s probably why it hurts so much.”

So. Bitch. This is where I lost my shit and had to drag myself out of bed. I somewhat applaud you for that, because I'm having a shitty day and would have stayed there until my sister picked me up in two hours, but you know what? FUCK YOU! I actually had to get out of bed because this line made me SO ANGRY, I threw my phone away (and had to end up crawling around for it on the floor because it slipped down behind the bed) AND had to get up so I could start my laptop and PROPERLY YELL AT YOU! Oh my god Erin WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?

*deep breath* Let's keep reading.

“And then, because I have too much self respect,” he let out a bitter laugh, “Or maybe because I’m stupid, I let him go, only to have his new relationship shoved under my nose constantly. How do you think that feels, Tom?”

Still, Tom didn’t reply.

Then, the phone went dead.


Are you for real here? Erin? What the actual fuck? I hope Remi bites you.

“But you’re not okay.”

Bill shook his head, “No, I’m not,” he said, figuring that now wasn’t the time to lie, “But I will be. Every day, I get a little bit more okay.”

“Really?” Tom’s voice was small and Bill smiled fondly down at him. Tom cared so deeply about him, and he could feel it, somewhere deep inside of him.

He nodded, “Really.”


I don't have words. I'm just here. Screaming. Just. Dude. Fuck right off.

“I’ve met someone.”

THANK FUCKING GOD! JESUS FUCK ERIN HOW DID IT TAKE YOU SO LONG TO MAKE HIM HAPPY?! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO HIM, AND TO ME?! See, I've turned into Annie. All caps. THAT'S HOW UPSET I AM!

But I'm also so fucking happy you wrote me this, thank you thank you thank you thank you I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE. Best decision I've made this year, asking you to stalk me down I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU.

I'm a bit emotional here, sorry, I love you, thank you.

Author's Response: Okay, thanks so much for making me think you were ACTUALLY mad at me without reading the whole thing. I\'m sitting here thinking \"Okay, so that\'s one less friend I have...\" but I KNEW you\'d like the ending if you just kept READING! But fuck you, I want to write the relationship between Bill and his new dude, but ugh. I like the neat little trio... it\'s cute, and neat, and just... yes. Anyways, I\'m kind of glad that I got you out of bed... but apologies it was to retrieve your phone that you threw because of me... but you\'re welcome, all at the same time. Thank you for reading and for reviewing. I love you and your stupid amazing reviews. I\'m glad I stalked you too <3