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bobbity bobb!
The measure of a good life is neither in its length nor how it ends, but in how fully it is lived. For Tom and Bill Kaulitz, it is more importantly in how fully it is lived together.
This is their love story.
Categories: Slash
Characters: None
Genre: Angst, Romance, Sci-Fi, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Major Character Death
Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 44129 Read Count: 57148
[Report This] Published: 01/18/10 Updated: 02/26/10Date: 01/20/10 Title: Chapter 3: Tom @ 9
I HAVE THAT SONG ON MY IPOD. HECK YES. Dude your story is soooo good, I'm seriously obsessed. I LOVE THE PLOT!! Ive been daydreaming about an older Bill (well, teenage, whatever) coming back to younger Tom for ages and HERE YOU ARE, DOING MY DAYDREAM! I LOOOOOVE YOU! AND YOUR BRAIN! Your brilliant brilliant mind! Older Bill is scary, though, in the way that hes so sad and unpredictable and the way he says wife and kids makes me sad..wah. Update please?
Author's Response: ♥ It wasn\'t one of the first songs I listened to when writing the fic, but it stuck with it the best in the end. Thank you so much - I\'m thrilled you\'re so into the fic and the updates will keep coming. Older versions of Bill (and younger, sometimes!) will keep making appearances, too!
Date: 01/22/10 Title: Chapter 4: Tom @ 10
Squeee! Bill has arrived! I wonder if hes going into the future when he goes missing?
I love this story! UPDAAATE! :D
Author's Response: I think it\'ll become increasingly clear as the fic progresses - it was definitely a challenge to keep timelines straight XD Thank you!!
Date: 01/23/10 Title: Chapter 5: Tom @ 11
Hehehehe, cute boys! I just wanna eat them up! MM MM KAULITZ FLAVOR!!
Author's Response: LOL! They are very cute <3
Date: 01/25/10 Title: Chapter 7: Tom @ 13
*squirms* AH, my belly is dying of cuteness!
Author's Response: ^_^ Yay!!
Date: 01/25/10 Title: Chapter 8: Tom @ 14
Hehehehhehe. Naughty Bill, NAAAUGHTY!
--Not that any of us are complaining..
*shoves him towards Tom*
XD
Author's Response: He is such an instigator in this >:D
Date: 01/26/10 Title: Chapter 9: Tom @ 15
I LOVED THIS CHAPTER THE MOST!!(So far, lol) Everything was just right; Toms fear, hesitance, and love. Future Bills love, reassurance, and faith. GOOORGEOUS. Everyone just assumes that Tom is insensitive and a big player but we all know hes soft and cuddly on the inside! LIKE HIS TEDDY BEAR! Hehehehe
Author's Response: Tom is soft in the middle, and so protective of his little brother. I\'m thrilled you enjoyed it!
Date: 01/27/10 Title: Chapter 11: Tom @ 17
IF I WERE A BOY I'D SQUEE MY PANTS.
Daym. That was hot. I normally hate 'dirty' talk but this fit so perfectly and it was humorous too. Dirty, filthy boys..*recalls zimmer 483 mud photoshoot* I love me some of those! ^_^
Author's Response: LOL ♥ Thank you! I\'m glad you felt it worked here ^_^
Date: 01/28/10 Title: Chapter 12: Tom @ 18
Aww. I is sad. Bill was gone for so LONG--is there going to be an explanation?
I sense some foreshadowing here..somethings bad gonna happen in the future, aint it? Future Bills always so solemn, so sad :(
But I love the BABY's he's throwing in there :D
Author's Response: Hee, I\'m glad you like the \'baby\'s - I\'m never sure about using that sort of thing since I don\'t like them myself. As far as Bill\'s absence goes... Not an explanation as such, but you do see him in different places that he went from this period over the course of the story.
Date: 01/29/10 Title: Chapter 13: Tom @ 19
:O FORESHADOWING FORESHADOWING *cowers*
I am so in love with this yet I dread the big bang thats going to happen, that I KNOW is just going to happen.
Its painful because its so beautiful.
Their love is everlasting, forever--I saw an icon today of baby Bill & Tom and the caption read, 'Forever' and it just broke my heart because today I read a really beautiful story about one of the twins dying and I think it was the first time I cried ever reading something fanfiction because the thought that something might happen to the twins in real life scares the f*** out of me.
*wibbles* Dont make it too hard, please..
Author's Response: I use that icon when I talk about this story these days - as soon as I saw it, I was just like \'it\'s like it was made for this!\' I can\'t imagine ever separating the twins because they belong together - this fic is about how much they belong together.
Date: 01/30/10 Title: Chapter 14: Tom @ 20
THATS A HOLOGRAM?! HOW??!? It looks so real. And why was it recorded as a hologram? Where were the boys and where was this played? IF ONLY IF ONLY THE LID WAS CLOSED..I'm sure Bill would have gotten on ;P
Author's Response: I don\'t remember all the details to be honest, lol. They were put on around October last year though - when I first saw the vids on youtube, I just wished it\'d been closed with Bill on it *_* But then Bill would need to sit still...
Date: 01/31/10 Title: Chapter 16: Tom @ 22
AWWWWWW *dies of cuteness* Baby Bill is possibly the cutest thing ever besides a Baby Tom. *squishes them* I looove the interaction between Baby Tom and Older Bill, and vise versa. Maybe you can write a oneshot about it, that'd be so fascinating! Hehehe. I love how Tom 'folds his baby brother in a hug, kissing his hair.'
I just melted in a puddle of goo.
And the last two lines. Just lovely
Author's Response: ♥ I loved writing the big bro/lil bro cutesy interactions so I\'m so glad you enjoyed reading them!
Date: 02/01/10 Title: Chapter 17: Tom @ 23
LISTEN to Bill for once, Tom! Jeebus. Everyone knows he's dumb enough to crack his head open, it should be obvious that a label be put on Toms head reading, "CAUTION: KLUTZ" and that damn bike be crushed into a tuna can!
Author's Response: LOL, poor Tom. But he just has to make his own decisions ^_~
Date: 02/02/10 Title: Chapter 18: Tom @ 24
*hugs and kisses* Thank you for updating so generously. I know no author who possesses such wonderful updating skills, and for that I am eternally grateful. Its so much better than waiting for an aggravatingly long time that you forget or lose interest, you know? Especially with the cliff-hangers. Ugh.
But I dont have to worry about that with you. Thank you so much *cuddles*
AND I LOVE YOUR BILLS AND TOMS AND YOUR STORIES!!!!!!!!!
HEARTHEARTHEART. Yeah.
Author's Response: LOL, updating so often huh? Thank you for really enjoying my characterisations - means a lot to me ♥
Date: 02/02/10 Title: Chapter 19: Tom @ 25
Someday..
Thats so beautiful. I wonder how Bill's going to pull it off. AND YAY, GEORG GOT MARRIED! I knew he was always the most sensible of the lot, him after Gustav of course ;) The twins should take him as an example, coughcoughhinthint.
Oohh wonder what'll happen next. Mwah!
Author's Response: The twins should! *hugs!* So glad you\'re still enjoying it ^_^
Date: 02/03/10 Title: Chapter 20: Tom @ 26
HAHHAA I WANT TO SEE PICTURES OF THIS!
Fat, wind-blown cheeks fluttering, Tom screaming like a girl and clinging to Bill, hahahahaha!
Cool chapter :)
Author's Response: LOL - I\'d love to see that, too. Thank you! ♥
Date: 02/04/10 Title: Chapter 21: Tom @ 27
Awww..at first I thought Bill was going to spill about their relationship but it turns out to be THIS. *breathes noisily like Bill* God, my stomach is still knotted/twisted from anxiety.
I literally had to force my eyes, GLUE them to the right sentences instead of skipping down immedietely to read what happened. I do that a lot lately but I'm trying to stop. And I nearly killed myself. Wooh. SOOO SWEEET Bill and Tom are like, "I LOVE YOU MAMA, I LOVE YOU!" HEARTHEARTHEARTLOVE aww *cuddles* lol
Author's Response: I didn\'t mean for it to sound like it was about the relationship, lol. I\'m so glad you liked how it really went though! ♥
Date: 02/05/10 Title: Chapter 22: Tom @ 28
LOL I love how you're like, "I'm glad you're all enjoying the fluff...."
...BEFORE IT GETS ANGSTY, SUCKERS!!
Hahahaa jk. This was super cute. Little Bill's prolly like, HOLY CRAP DAT WAS ME + TOMI WOWOWOWOW *faints*
Older Bill, the sneaky rascal ;)
I'M OFF TO READ THEIR FIRST KISS NOW, HEHE!
Author's Response: Haha! The next bit admittedly breaks from out and out fluff, but you should find it angsty *crosses fingers*
Date: 02/07/10 Title: Chapter 23: Tom @ 29
LOL! LOVE IS ALL THERE IS
Author's Response: IT IS! And many Bills >:D ♥! ^_~
Date: 02/08/10 Title: Chapter 24: Tom @ 30
Holy crap thats the hottest thing I've ever read in my life.
Sure, its not exactly pr0n, but it hits my kinks all over ;)
Author's Response: Hee, no - nothing is quite porn in this! ♥