Date: 04/22/15 01:12 pm Title: Together
This is so sad
Date: 05/20/12 04:24 pm Title: Together
awwwwww -crys-
Date: 04/08/10 12:24 pm Title: Together
Aw that was so sad i am sorry about your nephews. I guess i should hug mine and tell him i love him more.
Author's Response: *nods vigorously* Yes, yes you should.
Date: 02/17/10 11:29 pm Title: Together
Oh my god, Syn, this was beautiful ;___;
It's overused and whatever but I'm so sorry for what happened. And it made for a lovely fic and I just really enjoyed reading this. You wrote the butterfly thing perfectly and I love the innocence, how Bill and Tom didn't know they were doing something so monumental because it's the only life they had ever experienced.
And the death scene with both of them dying was written amazingly. The total feeling of loss that Tom felt when Bill died and how he died just to be with Bill, it was...wow ;___;
...when I was writing 'total' I accidentally typo'd 'tit' ._.
Thought I'd keep myself from getting too weepy and emotional here xD
Author's Response: Thank you so much for not only taking the time to read this, but also to leave me a note. It was hard to write, but one of those stories I needed to tell. And as for the typo... I can't even count how many times I do that a day lol! *hugs tight* Thanks again for the review
Date: 01/17/10 05:36 am Title: Together
amazing!
Author's Response: Thank you!
Date: 08/06/09 10:33 am Title: Together
oh my god. I cried so bad at this. It's truly awful. :'(
xxxx
Author's Response: Thank you so much for leaving a review. It was one of the hardest things I've gone through.
Date: 07/26/09 03:22 pm Title: Together
if it weren't for the parts in italics this would be much too sad for me to read. well written though.
Author's Response: Thank you so much for reading it.
Date: 07/09/09 11:52 am Title: Together
*snifful* that was heartbreakingly beautiful and sad!!! *wipes away tears* butterflies shall forever hold a new meaning to me :{
Author's Response: *huggles* aww danke so much!
Date: 07/09/09 11:52 am Title: Together
*snifful* that was heartbreakingly beautiful and sad!!! *wipes away tears* butterflies shall forever hold a new meaning to me :{
Date: 07/02/09 09:00 pm Title: Together
wow that made me sad and happy at the same time.it's truly beautiful
Author's Response: Thank you so much.
Date: 07/02/09 11:43 am Title: Together
I'm so sorry for your loss, Synnie. Seven years is a long time, but I tell you, there will be times when you remember and you won't be able to stop the tears, even a whole life after. I read this against my better judgement, but I can't say I regret it, though I shouldn't read twin death fics, for the sake of my own sanity. I could relate perfectly with the whole "Those few moments without Bill had been the worst thing a human being could ever experience". I've been living with that for my whole life, and the emptiness is something I will never be able to overcome, for as long as I live. But you know, sometimes, just sometimes, when I'm almost asleep, I get this feeling that I'm not so lonely, and for a few minutes, I can believe he's there. You with your butterflies, me with the random moments I feel complete, that's what my mind calls hope. And I thank you greatly for finding hope in something as hopeless as that, and showing it to other people who need it as much.
It really moved me.
Author's Response: Thank you so much for taking the time to read this and leaving such a lengthy response. I can't lie, your review made me cry. *hugs tight* I can't even find the words to say how touched I am by this. Thank you so so much hun *huggles more*
Date: 07/02/09 02:23 am Title: Together
Oh, Synnie, my heart breaks for you. A terrible thing, to be sure. I'm so sorry, and I say that in friendship, not pity.
I can barely see my screen and the keyboard through my tears. Once they fall, I'm sure I'll see everything clearly again. But for the time being, I can't seem to stop leaking! I can never hope to tell you in coherent words how this made me feel. But I'll try.
I know that no amount of time will ever take the pain away fully, but maybe it will help it lessen, if it hasn't already.
You will always hold them in your heart, for all the remaining years of your life, and may they be long. No one can ever take them away from you, just remember that. And in the thin veil between waking and sleeping, maybe they will come to you and let you know how much THEY love YOU. It may come as a touch or a whisper, but either way, they ARE there, and you only have to open your heart to receive them.
Seven years is a long time, to be sure, but not nearly long enough. For me, it was 3 years in April, and sometimes, I don't think I'll ever fully heal; there will always be an empty place in my life, heart, and stomach. I'm afraid nothing will ever heal me and I will remain forever broken. Tell me, did it get any easier for you?
I can think of no one better to watch over those boys than a Goddess of children, be it Frigg, Levana, or any of the other countless names she goes by. They will be taken care of, always loved, never hurt, and able to be happy and free for eternity, just remember that. That thought comforts me when I need it. I like to know that I can invoke her in any form, and she will help me bear my pain, since I'm not alone.
I'm sorry this review was ridiculously long, but I felt the need to say all of this to you. This fic touched me on such a profound and deep level, and everything just came bubbling to the surface, and this is what you get. A rambling mess of Lady, amen.
Perfection.
Author's Response: I couldn't get past the second sentance in the second paragraph thing before I full out bawled. I can feel them sometimes. And those butterflies that showed up at the funeral fly around our yard every summer. They were only my nephews, not my own children, but I was the one family member who spent the most time with my sister and the boys. I loved them so much. I don't know how my sister didn't become suicidal. For me, personally, it got easier with time, but this year really came back and hit me hard. My sister's been doing alot better. She was given a little white box of the clothes they wore and pictures, bracelets, etc. Whenever we get a bad storm or anything, that's the first thing we all run and get. We still feel that's the one thing that needs to be saved. The fact they are with Frigg (or insert other name here) and the fact they are both together are my comforting thoughts. I'd rather have lost them both then to have them seperated like that. Never apologise for the length of reviews. I love them, especially this one. I'm sorry if I brought back too many memories, but I felt the need to let my story out. There is so much more I'd like to say to you, but I doubt I could ever find the words. But I have to leave it here. The crying made cat hair stick to my eyes and it's hurting a whole lot *hugs tight* Thank you so much, love. Time won't make it go away, but it makes it easier to bear. And you're never alone.
Date: 07/01/09 11:22 pm Title: Together
omg! synnie! that was bitter sweet but lovely, so sad hun.
Author's Response: Danke. I just wanted to get my story out, you know?
Date: 03/25/09 07:38 pm Title: Together
That was so sad and i know this won't take your or your sister's pain away but i'm deeply sorry, thanks god i don't know what it feels like to lose someone that young and helpless!!!!!
you don't know how much this has affected me, my closest and only aunt just had a baby girl last wednesday and even though i haven't seen her i already love that baby girl with all my heart, and didn't know what to do if she'd pass away.
tomorrow i'm going to finnaly meet her=D
once again i'm sorry.
Author's Response: Your condolences mean alot to me. It's been almost 6 years, but it's not something that ever goes away. Even to this day, we can't really talk about them. Congratulations on your neice. It's really something to be able to hold such a precious little life, literally in your own hands. I never got to hold my nephews, so don't let it be something that become a mundane thing that you HAVE to do, you know? You never know what tomorrow brings. Thank you so much for reading, reviewing, and expressing your sympathies. *hugs*
Date: 03/24/09 01:41 am Title: Together
Oh my goodness. This was adorable!
Author's Response: Thank you so much for reading and reviewing. It really means alot to me
Date: 03/24/09 01:16 am Title: Together
this is one of the best/saddest fics i have ever read. it was beautiful and sad.. there was a tear.. maybe more... im sorry your family went through that! i really am.. this was great.. im favoriting it
Author's Response: Thank you so much for reading this, and commenting. You have no idea what it means to me. Thank you for your condolences. I'm honoured that you favourited it. I just wanted to let my story be known, and it just worked out well that Bill and Tom are twins. Thank you again for taking the time out to read it.