Date: 08/24/09 11:11 pm Title: Chapter 26
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Date: 08/24/09 10:46 pm Title: Prologue
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Date: 08/24/09 10:17 pm Title: Chapter 22
“Why don’t you do something?” Tom hollered in rage. The men stared at him with guilty faces. “Please, I can’t lose him. I can’t lose my brother,” he pleaded. – yeah OMG let him go! Not that he could do anything but still!
Tom stopped struggling, trying to placate his breathing. Nick relaxed his arms, assuming that Dr. Lawrence’s words had an effect. Tom elbowed him hard in the stomach. Nick grunted, bending over. Tom turned around and punched him on the jaw and took the few seconds before Nick composed himself to snatch his gun from its holster. The gun clicked. Nick froze.
“Careful, Tom,” Dr. Lawrence said warily. “You don’t want to hurt anybody.” Tom opened the van’s door, threw the gun and jumped out. “Go after him!” Dr. Lawrence bellowed at the sherlocks. – OMG RUN!!!!!!
“Say again?”
“The interns are moving away from the pursuing security,” Dr. Lawrence repeated. Tom stopped struggling and Roger stopped pulling.
“Away?” Nick asked, “Did they see them?” – Tom did Tom tell Bill through their twin connection?
“What do you mean towards us?” Nick asked.
“The west side of the building,” Dr. Lawrence said. “Princess is leading them.”
“But how?” Nick said. “How does he know we’re here?” Tom’s eyes widened. He was remembering, something like a déjà vu. That night when Bill was kidnapped, he was at his school, also rounding the building, looking for him, and then out of nowhere, Bill found him. He knew I was there, Tom realized. - *grins* Tom is Bill’s homing beacon!
“That was one impressive display of psychic ability, Bill,” Dr. Lawrence exclaimed, his voice tinged with a scientist’s awe when discovering something unusual and exciting. - *grumbles*
They fidgeted on their seats, trying to sit straight and remain firm, however were obviously uncomfortable. The twins were in a too close embrace. Bill was leaning on Tom’s shoulder, their hands were clasped together, their fingers entwined; Bill cupped Tom’s face, caressing his cheek while Tom’s other hand fondled Bill’s hair. They were brothers, but their loving gestures made them look like lovers, if anything. – I think that maybe Bill remembers about that first night.
He gulped. He looked at Bill’s peaceful face and his inviting lips, so dangerously close, and wanted nothing more than to kiss him. How am I ever going to stop thinking of you this way? – I’m not sure you ever will darlin’
Date: 08/24/09 10:16 pm Title: Chapter 26
i love you :D hahaha but not in THAT way XD seriously making me squeal like some crazy fangirl -_- lmao
Author's Response: If I can make you squeal then I'm happy. :)
Date: 08/24/09 09:54 pm Title: Chapter 21
“Why don’t you sing it?” Bill asked.
“Haven’t written the lyrics yet,” Tom said. “I can’t seem to get inspired.”
“But it’s such a good song. It needs lyrics.”
“Why don’t you give it a try?”
“Me? Really?” Bill’s face brightened.
“Sure,” Tom said. – the operators will be happy
“We will need you,” he said. Bill looked at Tom.
“I don’t want to leave my brother,” he said.
“Then he’ll come too.” - good!
He disliked the probing looks they gave him; he couldn’t tell if they were awed or shocked by his very existence, but they were obviously comparing his features with Bill’s and it made him feel like he were some sort of freak. – oh poor Tom it’s ok you’re special, special always gets attention.
“A wristband. Try it on,” the robust intern suggested but with a smirk that said he dared him. The other interns snickered. Tom huffed, grabbed the wristband and tried it on. – asshole!
“They’re anti-nuclear and dismantlement activists,” one of the interns answered. Tom gulped, looking forward at the buildings. Oh hell, what is this place? – o_o
Bill kept a strong hold on Tom’s hand. He gave it a small squeeze before finally letting go. – the separation makes me nervous!
“No! No!” Andreas cried. “Princess!” He wailed into his microphone. “Do you copy? Princess!” When he received no response he punched the desk. “Fucking shit!” – Andreas is totally in love with Bill isn’t he?
“What are they doing? They should run,” Roger hollered. The figures of the interns finally started moving, but to everyone’s horror, right towards the armed men. Tom’s eyes stayed fixed on the thin contour of his brother as he moved closer and closer to the gun menace. He was shaking his head, not even wanting to fathom what might happen. “Oh my God, they’ll be killed,” Roger voiced in shock. Tom’s body went limp as the darkest feeling of dread enclosed him. – OMG!
Date: 08/24/09 09:18 pm Title: Chapter 20
Does Bill not remember or is he pretending?
“That was easier than I thought,” Dr. Lawrence said. “Not like the usual strife.”
“Yeah. He’s a lot more cooperative and outgoing around the twin,” Lars noted.
“Indeed?” Dr. Lawrence’s eyes looked straight at Tom’s. “My, what a favorable bonus,” he smirked. Tom narrowed his eyes, following the doctor’s figure as he left the room. – LOL this is cooperative? *cracks up*
Sometimes people got too close for Tom’s liking, and probably Bill’s comfort, but they stepped back promptly once they noticed their guards and that’s when Tom started to agree with their presence. He understood why Bill kept aloof all the time, defending his personal space. - *nods* has to no wonder he was happier ugly.
“I don’t see the bunnies,” Bill said, “and there are so many bunnies.” Tom looked around; he saw a couple of butterflies and a squirrel climbing speedily up a tree but no bunnies. “Bring us a bunny,” Bill said, talking to the air. From the corner of his eye, Tom saw one of the guards leaving his position instantly. After a short while, he came towards them carrying a small white bunny in his hands. He handed it to Bill and then left them to retake his position. – he’s like royalty
And then I thought about you. All the time. I loved to think about you.” Bill made a face of adoration, an expression that Tom had seen many times in the ugly boy. He was deeply moved. – awh
Dr. L says clones are compromised; they don’t live long enough to generate good data, so they’d probably keep us captive as permanent donors. – lame!
We missed you. Seeing your pretty face was the highlight of our every day.” Bill huffed. Tom growled. The interns’ sights turned to him. “Who’s the rapper?” They eyed Tom icily, piqued to see that Bill was allowing him the coveted nearness, and then their mouths widened in shock. “Oh gracious! He’s the twin!” – I don’t like them!
The bribe wouldn't have worked on me. There's no way I would have worn something like that just for a bribe!
Date: 08/24/09 09:05 pm Title: Chapter 19
He started singing, right there, on the bed, to Tom.
The sounds of computers and clicking in the adjacent room below became mute, the men shushing each other down.
“Princess is singing,” Cody whispered with shock. “Shh, lower that thing.” The room went dead silent, Bill’s voice becoming clearer as he sang Green Day’s ‘Boulevard of Broken Dreams’. – wow apparently they are all very affected by Bill’s voice.
When he opened his eyes, the room was still dark. The bed was shaking, and Tom’s eyes went wide when he realized what was causing it. Tom turned to Bill, saw his eyes were closed. Bill’s hips were moving, brushing against the side of Tom’s thigh. Tom guessed Bill was having a wet dream, and was deeply affected to the point that he was humping him. Oh, God.- my sentiments exactly Oh god!
Bill buried his face in Tom’s neck and started rocking his hips again. He had passed the point of no return where shame and embarrassment no longer made sense. - *blushes* Oh, shit.
Tom didn’t think twice, it was the perfect opportunity, and he wanted so much to do it as he was overcome with frightening lust. …he took his brother’s firm and smooth member in his hand. He started stroking the whole shaft. Bill thrust against Tom’s hand with needy movements, muffling his moans on Tom’s shoulder. His fingers clawed at Tom’s shirt, pulling and clasping tighter. – Oh god! That’s so incrediablely hot
He stared, transfixed, at the creamy whiteness in his hand. On impulse, he licked a dab and savored it on his palate, feeling the texture with his tongue. And then he licked a good portion off and swallowed it. He licked his hand clean as he kneaded his own arousal over his jeans and orgasmed energetically and without delay. – oh god!
Date: 08/24/09 08:56 pm Title: Chapter 18
“He wants us to go get him.”
“WHAT?” Lars cried unbelievingly. “Oh shit!”
“I know,” Cody said, equally surprised. The platinum blond boy grimaced.
“Oh wow, he must really be in an urge to get here,” Lars said, and the three operators turned their heads, as if on cue, to look at Tom. Tom swallowed. The blond boy slammed his fists on his desk, then rose, snatched his headset and thrust it away before storming out of the room.
“Don’t mind him,” Lars said to Tom. “He’s just jealous. He’s been in love with Princess since…well since forever.” – awh and Tom is now in love with Bill too!
“Yeah,” Cody agreed. “He’s the only one Princess paid some heed to in this place, but now that you’re here, he knows he’ll be pushed aside and ignored.” – awh!
The women hurried around the room, making sure everything was perfectly set, their nervousness evident in their faces and movements. They gasped when the ground trembled slightly. The women and the three men looked up at one of the giant screens. Tom followed. An enormous military helicopter was slowly descending in front of the iron gates. The women hurried out of the room.
A heavy number of soldiers, suited men, and white-robed people were amassing on the surface as the iron gates opened. Tom saw the blond boy suddenly becoming a nervous wreck, his hands shaking, stubbornly fixing his hair and his clothes.
“Oh God, he’s here,” Cody said. - *grins* hurray!
When the three operators suddenly rose from their chairs, looking with anticipation at the narrow pathway’s door, Tom ran towards the ladder and hurried up and onto the bed, as if seeking refuge. – lol Tom’s hiding? *giggles* I love that!!!
Bill made an enchanting smile when he saw Tom and slowly crawled his way next to him. It was agonizingly erotic and Tom tried to shut his eyes but couldn’t stop staring - *sigh* poor Tom
Tom shut his eyes, kept his teeth clenched. Maybe Bill was just being tender, maybe he was showing his adoration, but Tom wished he’d stop. His body was reacting infallibly. Bill couldn’t be that naïve, that oblivious, but Tom hoped he was. He’d become rock hard and at one point he shifted away from Bill when he felt his hot breath against his neck, but Bill moved closer, refusing to leave any space between them. – agony OMG the agony I hurt for Tom!
“Tomiii,” he breathed huskily. Tom went rigid, his eyes squeezing shut, sucking his own breath. He released it and gasped, opening his eyes. He became instantly mortified as he felt the moisture in his boxers. – I assume precome? Is Bill doing it on purpose or is he doing to on accident?
“Hey, Princess, that’s not nice!” Lars said. There came another dull thud and rattling.
“Stop it now, or we’ll call Dr. L.” A series of contiguous thuds followed and the rattling pervaded for a while. Tom opened the bathroom’s door, curious to know what was happening. Bill was throwing the apples and the peaches and mangoes irately against the window panes, aiming at the men. He menaced with the last apple but suddenly stopped to look back and saw that Tom had opened the door. He dropped the apple and went over. Tom shut the door.
“Tom,” Bill said from behind the bathroom’s door, “I’m sorry. Please, come out.” – wow they found their secret weapon to control Bill…”Tom”
“I very much like this style,” Bill said. “I think I look like a vampire.” Tom smiled. - *giggles*
Though in truth in the beginning I was drawn to your town because I started sensing this steady, yet pleasant tingling on my trunk, and I went to where it felt stronger, as if I were driven to the source, and then you appeared, and like a metal detector, the tingling intensifies when you are close.” – Tom!
“Why’d you get one so high then?”
“I didn’t, it was Dr. L’s doing.”
“Why’d he do it?” Bill’s head disappeared from Tom’s view.
“Cause he didn’t want them to see me when I touch myself,” he disclosed casually, but Tom’s jaw dropped. Bill went inside the bathroom. Tom brought his palms against his face, struggling to shove the erotic images out of his head. He’s your brother, he’s your brother, he’s your brother, he repeated but stating the reality didn’t help, because he didn’t feel disgusted or repulsed by it. He could only rely on the fact that it was considered wrong, but at the moment he felt that even that wasn’t a good enough constraint. The bathroom’s door opened and Tom jolted. Oh shit, I’m dead. – lol poor Tom all excited and about to be caught!
Date: 08/24/09 08:26 pm Title: Chapter 17
“I don’t want to be locked in here for the rest of my life,” he said out loud.
“Calm down, Tom,” Dr. Lawrence said. “That is not our intention, believe me, but for now it is a means of precaution that you do stay here for some time.” – how long is “some time”????
“So all those weird feelings I have, it’s how he feels,” he stated. – awh
Awh Bill is his real name! lovely!
Bill’s calling? *grins*
Date: 08/24/09 08:14 pm Title: Chapter 16
“They wish to clone him,” – but he kind of already is cloned!
I’d like to clear out that he did not escape on his own accord,” he said. “He had a decent and I should say affable life with us. All our foster children do. – yeah still living with a curtianless windowed room is NOT the ideal especially when you didn’t sign up for that shit!
In many social, spiritual, and even political realms, androgyny is a sign of genomic perfection, which is, strictly speaking, what we sought for in an implant’s host. – um on earth? Or someplace else?
“Why didn’t he come back here? You said he was happy here,” he said.
“He was. We bestowed him the royal treatment, in fact. But however your brother spent most of his quality time daydreaming about the outside. He often said he felt there was something or someone out there that called to him. We used to believe it was just an overwhelming curiosity or simply blamed his imagination, but now we know he meant you.” – it’s always all about Tom! Lol
“Don’t you understand, Tom?” Dr. Lawrence stopped to look at him, a serious expression on his face. Tom frowned. “It doesn’t matter now if they want to capture your brother or not. I’m sure they are aware of you, of his identical twin, his perfect clone, by now. They’ve had trouble capturing your brother because he has the means to hide and defend himself, but they know you don’t and that is why you have now become their primary target.” – well shit!
Date: 08/24/09 07:17 pm Title: Chapter 15
The personnel concealed the baby switch, not wanting to embitter us with their failure and suffer the consequences. – oh but still!
“Well, if I try to put it into easy terms, it is constituted by molecular sized biological crystals whose primary purpose is to optimize basic body functions as well as brain synapse efficiency as to induce the host into a suitably improved state,” Dr. Lawrence answered calmly. However abstruse and unsettling, Tom didn’t think that sounded so bad, but again Dr. Lawrence made a face that said he wasn’t telling everything. – that’s a fucking mouthful
“What’s the catch?” Tom said and braced himself.
“It comes from a non-terrestrial source.” – nice! Fuckin A!
Date: 08/24/09 07:09 pm Title: Chapter 14
“They should’ve taken both. Then we’d have two,” the black man jested. – have two what?
“Quite extraordinary if you think about it,” the blond man began. “All the places in the world he could have gone and he wound up in your school.”
“So it was intentional? What, like he was drawn to that place? Is that what you’re saying?” the black man said.
“In his case, yeah. Definitely not a coincidence,” the blond man responded. “He must’ve followed his intuition. Remember those times he fussed about his ‘missing part’? I always thought it was just a figment of his imagination.” – they did have him before.
“I’m held against my will, how can it be pleasing?” Tom scoffed.
Dr. Lawrence tilted his head. “Right. Well, we hope you still cooperate.” Tom snorted. – grrrr
“Take him to Princess’ room,” the doctor instructed.- is he going to Bill’s room?
It was faintly impregnated with Bill’s scent. Tom picked it up and crushed it to his face, filling his lungs with the aroma. He moaned into the pillow, hugging it fiercely. His groin tingled pleasantly and he felt an incredible urge to jerk off. He looked around, saw the room was camera-free and then peered over the wooden bed rail and down at the window pane. Even he couldn’t see anyone and there was no way anyone could see him behind the solid rail, he only needed to stay quiet. – still wouldn’t do it!
He unzipped his jeans and stuck his hand in, groping his already hardened length. He started stroking slowly, muffling his moans of ecstasy with the pillow. Thoughts of his brother invaded his mind, but instead of being disturbed by them, he became more aroused; his cock throbbing mightily in his hand. His breathing became frantic as he continued stroking more fervently. Bill’s face stood clear in his mind. – wow Tom!
Tom sighed, cursing his ill fate. – yeah huh!
Date: 08/24/09 06:54 pm Title: Chapter 13
When he arrived, Simone, Georg, and Gustav rose in alarm from the living room’s couch. Their consternation was evident as they swarmed him with questions of his whereabouts and of his emotional state. Tom’s eyes were swollen, and he didn’t care that they could see the dried tears on his face. He gestured for them to stop. They instantly silenced. Tom went directly to his room and closed the door. – awh Tom’s all broken!
“I’m bait?” – do they want Bill too? O_O
Date: 08/24/09 06:45 pm Title: Chapter 12
Tom shook his head. “That’s absurd,” he muttered, even as he became conscious, a part of him waking up to the likely notion. He saw himself more than once in the eerily similar quirks, heard himself in the similar laughter; and that strange homey sensation he felt when they were close, if he could now put it into words, it was a feeling like he’s always known him. – lol Incredibly narcissistic fall in love with yourself.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Tom seethed, but a crystal tear trailed down his cheek.
“I was scared,” Bill replied in his defense. “And I didn’t want to frighten you. You were not even seeing the real me. How could I reveal those inconceivable facts to you all of a sudden? I knew I had to gain your trust first.” – oh my this is going to be a mess isn’t it?!
Simone sighed. “Your twin was born ten minutes after you, but…didn’t make it.”
Tom frowned. “What? Why do you say that?”
“He died at birth,” Simone’s voice wavered.
“How do you know?”
“Tom!” Simone admonished, as if shocked that he’d asked her that, but nevertheless answered him. “The doctors did all they could. He just… didn’t wake up.” – So Bill was taken that early? What marked him so different so quickly? And who took him?
I have a brother. The thought manifested finally as a fact inside his mind. It should bring joy, should bring a smile to his face. He felt everything but. He’d gained a brother and yet was filled with a profound sense of loss. Tom cried, grieved by the intolerable pain in his chest which he only now grasped what it meant. He suffered from a broken heart. – awh!
Date: 08/24/09 06:37 pm Title: Chapter 11
Tom approached him slowly. The ugly boy stepped back, bumping against the table. Tom regarded him but not believing it. Is it really him? Is the beautiful boy underneath the hologram cover? He lifted his hand. The ugly boy flinched, but then blinked when he felt Tom touching him. Tom’s breath paused in awe as the tip of his fingers sank further than what appeared to be skin. What his touch encountered underneath was hair. He slid his covert fingertips through invisible locks of hair, and as he pushed further, felt them graze skin, soft and warm. The boy stiffened as Tom pressed his neck, his fingers becoming aware of the quickened pulse. – finally!
“I’m not worried about me,” he said, looking straight into Tom’s eyes. Tom’s heart sank. He was leaving to protect him. “I’m so sorry they hurt you,” the ugly boy said, a hand caressing the remnant of the bruise on Tom’s cheek. The touch was tender, full of love. Tom’s heartbeat went wild. – awh
His beauty was mesmerizing. Tom’s heart was beating so fast it was turning arrhythmic. His senses were all in harmonious sync now. Seeing the beautiful boy again, so close, his eyes taking in every inch of his features, the perfectly groomed eyebrows, the long dark hair, flawless skin, the incredibly plump lips; it was all Tom needed to know his fall was complete. – awh!!!!!
he finally understood what he used to jeer as foolish, and the ones affected as irrational. Love did exist, and this was it. – lol he’s head over heals I love it!
“Bill,” Tom breathed ravenously, his pupils dilated. “All this time, since I met you… I didn’t understand what was happening to me. I kept having this feeling that I had to see you, be close to you and I didn’t know what it was, but now I do. I’m in lo—“
“No, no!” Bill broke him off, “You’re not!” – lol I’m your brother lol
“I am not confused,” Tom said firmly. “I’ve never felt like this for anyone in my life.” He noticed Bill’s anguish and frowned. “You feel the same way, don’t you? I could tell; I know you love me. I saw how you looked at me, Bill.”
“Oh, Tom,” Bill uttered ruefully. “I’m so sorry.” – awh
“Because…” Bill paused, for a moment he seemed to be gathering the courage to confess, whatever it was, but Tom hated the suspense. “We’re brothers. You are my brother, Tom.” – well at least Tom knows but oy way to fuck with his head Bill!
Date: 08/24/09 06:26 pm Title: Chapter 10
“Sorry,” Tom said. “Again,” he gestured to Gustav.
“You’re not yourself today. It’s like you’re not even here,” Georg noted. “How come?”
“I’m fine.” Tom waved it away.
“Like hell you are,” Georg said. “If it was me missing my cue I wouldn’t hear the end of it.” – awh Tom’s all broken cause Bill’s all gone!
“You’ll never guess who’s standing at your front door,” Georg said, chuckling.
“Who?” Tom asked.
“That ugly dude from the library. Maybe he wants a--” Georg winced when Tom’s guitar clanged on the floor. Tom’s figure disappeared faster than a bolt over the stairs. “…book,” Georg finished. – lol yea!!!!!
Date: 08/24/09 06:14 pm Title: Chapter 9
“What are you doing?” Simone asked. “Are you going out?” Tom didn’t answer. He barely finished putting on his bandana when he bent over. He fell on his knees next to his bed. – what in the world is going on with tom?
He’s going to go see Bill…does he even know where Bill is? Doesn’t he find it weird that being around Bill makes the ache in his stomach better?
“Tom.” Tom spun around when he heard his name. Bill had appeared from around the back corner of the building, and was running at him. Tom’s heart enlivened, starting to pound as Bill approached. Bill still wore the hooded jacket from the gig, but the hood was down. He ran straight into Tom. Tom was shocked dumb when Bill crushed him in a hug.
“No, no,” Bill’s voice broke in a sob. “I just found you. I just found you,” he bemoaned. Tom tried to disengage from the hug, but Bill’s hold tightened. – oh really fully back to the beginning.
“Come here,” he said, tugging gently, almost lovingly, at Bill’s wrist.
“No.” Bill yanked his hand, refusing to be hauled, but the man continued pulling until he enveloped him in a hug. Tom was completely dumbfounded, to say the least, but when he saw Bill beating the man – I want to know why they want Bill, what is Bill what power does he have? What is so delicious about him?
Date: 08/24/09 06:05 pm Title: Chapter 8
The ones at the front row of the platform stage were booing as Tom and his band mates fixed their instruments and sound checked. Suck it, assholes. Tom flipped them off, rousing ear-splitting squeals from the girls in the crowd. Steven’s fans covered their ears. Tom grinned mischievously. – lol
Though they felt they were betraying Steven and his band, they were having a great time and frankly, Tom’s band wasn’t only good, they rocked. – lol awesome!
The cute girls weren’t even there, in fact there wasn’t anything noteworthy in the crowd in that section of the stands, save for that one immovable figure whose face was concealed by the jacket’s hoodie. – awh Bill came!
“Bill!” he called louder. The hooded figure stopped, removed his hands from his pockets and pulled down the hoodie before turning around. The ugly boy smiled at Tom. It was you. I knew it. Tom felt flattered and even boastful that Bill had come see him play. – lol
Date: 08/24/09 05:07 pm Title: Chapter 7
Tom covered his eyes with his arm. He didn’t like what that implied. He only roughened the sex when he needed to vent about something. - Bill perhaps?
“You two really clash. Don’t mean to sound rude or anything, but aren’t you worried you’ll degrade yourself by hanging with him?”
“You know, I hadn’t thought about that,” Tom said, faking interest, thinking she was a nag. “because I couldn’t give a fuck,” he added. “And just so you know, degrading oneself doesn’t only apply to who you hang out with. Sometimes you just need to talk.” - ouch very nice!!!!!
“You won’t come see me play?” Tom was startled when he heard himself. He’d spoken louder than he’d intended. More than that, it was obvious he was dejected by the idea of Bill not going to see him. Was Bill’s crush on him that feeble? - awh Tomi you're crushing on Bill lol
He really shouldn’t mind at all, perhaps it was better if Bill didn’t go. If he did have a crush on him, he shouldn’t encourage it, cause he’d only feel disheartened in the end, he reckoned, but at the same time was adamantly trying to ignore the twinge in his heart that told him it was he who was disheartened. - awh Tomi it's hard to be attracted to someone ugly!
Date: 08/24/09 04:42 pm Title: Chapter 6
Much as he tried to repress it, he was unable to eradicate the yearning feeling that accompanied it. - very confusing.
Awh there he goes defending Bill again. He's got it so bad!
