Date: 06/08/12 09:01 pm Title: Chapter 1
It's been about a month since I read this story, and I haven't written a review, but now I am! And I still remember this story like I read it yesterday! It's very moving, and I cried a few times, especially at the end, when Bill was saying that he'll miss Tom, and when his hand became limp. I was like "Oh no.Oh no. No. No." And the I started sobbing for a few minutes. :P I heard the song,it's very special
Author's Response: I'm glad you liked it so much :)
Date: 04/23/12 05:47 pm Title: Chapter 23
I couldn't stop crying when I read this! I had to re-read this chapter like 4 times, it's so beautiful in a sad way..If that makes sense.
Author's Response: thank you :)
Date: 06/25/11 02:03 pm Title: Chapter 23
i burst into tears at "Track 265." this story was soooo moving i loved it,and now im crying like a baby! great story! i love it so much...please,you need to write more stories! you are great at this! danke!
Author's Response: I'll try, I'll really try, but i'm in a slump right now
Date: 05/25/11 01:16 pm Title: Chapter 23
Even though the 1st person narrative is a little sharper and acidic than one would usually imagine for the very emotional Bill Kaulitz, I felt this was a very refreshing change from what is usually written. It was nice not being in the middle of a pity party because I know firsthand through interactions with a friend of mine who had cancer, that pity is what they don't want at all. I honestly wouldn't peg Bill as someone who could be so nonchalant about a disease, but after all: this is fiction, and I loved it. You are a very talented writer.
Author's Response: thank you vey much. I actually don't think he'd be nonchalant about it, but at the same time he wouldn't want the others more involved than he'd feel comfortable with
Date: 04/26/11 03:30 am Title: Chapter 23
There is alot of things that I could type about this story but I won't. However I will admit after reading the second chapter, I didnt want to read the fic. But after awhile I thought 'what the heck' and read it. Now I am very glad that did. There were small moments in the story that I liked and that made me teary eyed, mainly between chapter 15 and 23. But the one that brought the water works flowing was when Bill asked Tom how he looked and he said "beautiful" T_T That was my favorite.
Author's Response: i cried a lot while writing that scene, tbh. It was a hard story to write
Date: 03/11/11 02:40 pm Title: Chapter 23
*weeping* This was very beautifully done.
Author's Response: thank you very much :)
Date: 11/27/09 07:02 am Title: Chapter 1
I remember I saved this fiction on my computer once, because I couldn't believe what I was reading. You made me cry the first time and you still manage to make me cry.
And before you you say anything! Or think anything... Crying is good for my health. If I never cried, I would've been more crazy then I already am. :P
Author's Response: ...okay. Never said crying was bad, just makes me sad to read that I caused that. But somehow it makes me happy, too, because that means i did a good job.
Date: 06/24/09 10:51 am Title: Chapter 23
I've read this part 3 times already n every time I cry
Author's Response: I'm really really sorry you cry dear. :-s please don't read it if it causes so much pain
Date: 04/09/09 07:15 pm Title: Chapter 1
This is my frist ever review on the site but I was almost forced to write this.
You have written this story beautifully and whilst I have never had a family member suffer from cancer I now hold a new found respect for anyone who has dealt with it as well as a full knowledge of the disease itself too. No longer will it merely be a word to me.
All through the story I was biting my lip and holding back the tears because to me this could be real. The way in which it's written could happen to Bill tomorrow for all we know.
Bill's death, although quick and not dramatic said it all. He had hte one person he loved most beside him. Then I listened to the song as you wished and just cried. The reality of the bond of the twins seemed real to me and I can honestly see the whole scene before me now. In some respects it made me feel like I was intruding.
I look forward to reading more of your work in future.
Author's Response: Thank you very much for the kind and warm review. It makes me happy to see that my work manages to impress people so much :)
Date: 03/30/09 12:46 pm Title: Chapter 23
wow, I must say that I've never commented a fic here before. Then I must apologize for my poor English. Now, to the reason to why I'm writing. This was the most beautiful fic I've ever read. It's so sad but you describe it all withou making it cheesy like most people do with these stories. It felt so real and it really touched me. Amazing.
Author's Response: you're english is just fine to me. :)rnrnAnd thank you for the beautiful review. I'm glad you liked my story :)
Date: 02/11/09 03:30 pm Title: Chapter 1
im in tears right probabbly I’m being too melodramatic but this was really,really sad.
Someone of my family has cancer and the last chapter make me think about the moment that she will die i dont know what im gonna do :(
anyway Great fic ...amazing writter
Kisses bye
Author's Response: i'm so sorry for you :-s
Date: 01/02/09 02:54 pm Title: Chapter 1
cos it's soooo good. thats y. d:P
Author's Response: thank you :)
Date: 01/02/09 02:25 pm Title: Chapter 23
*cries* this is like the fifth time i have read this and it still makes me cry!!! it is soooo beautiful.
wat really makes it sad is how realistic this is, cos all of this(well most) could actually happen! like, tomorrow we may find out that billa is dying. this just really makes me cry. i think this is my favorite story of all the ones here.
d:) LOVE IT!!!!! i still kant stop cryin...and the endin was just...no words (:b
Author's Response: then why have you read it 5 times if it makes you cry so much? :-s
Date: 12/24/08 01:55 am Title: Chapter 23
this was a beautiful story. made me cry at the end. it was sad and i like the song u included with this chapter. u did an amazing job with this.
Author's Response: thank you very much :)
Date: 11/29/08 06:42 pm Title: Chapter 23
i finally read this after saving this for 2 months. Ive seen someone close to me go through almost the same..in her case it ended well but i'll never forget what ive seen what she went through, and how much it hurt her. I read this story and everythign i tried so hard to forget flooded back and then i relaized that its better not to foeget..but to embrace it all..thank you
Author's Response: thank you for reading and all my best to your friend.
Date: 10/28/08 10:47 pm Title: Chapter 23
Oh my god. There are very few fics that have made me cry and this is the first one I've read in the TH fandom that did it. This fic was so poignant and so *there* in its realism.... wow.....
Author's Response: thank you very much :)
Date: 09/26/08 01:09 pm Title: Chapter 23
saying it was sad would be worthless..
You described this tragedy in such a realistic way.. I don't have other words because I know nothing about such things, I just know that your story impressed me a lot. I love the way you write and this kind of cynical (mmm I think it isn't the right word but I can't find a better word at the moment) approach to the whole situation.
Author's Response: I have a rather cynical aproach on life myself, so maby that influenced the style
Date: 09/14/08 01:26 pm Title: Chapter 23
it would have......that was soooooo sad but it was very well written
Author's Response: thank you very much :)
Date: 08/31/08 02:00 pm Title: Chapter 1
Whoah. I donīt think I shouldīve read this.. I mean, I Read it yesterday and I still canīt stop thinking about it. I actually had to read the last part again, today, to - I don’t know - can I say ressured? About the whole thing.
^^ Actually I wrote a comment yesterday, too. But since I haven’t got access to the internet right know I couldn’t post it. So I’ll just put it all in one comment when I can comment again.
Last comment:
O my God.
That was so beautiful.
I donīt really know what to write right now, because Iīm really busy with trying not to cry. Wouldnīt really bother if I did, normally, but doesnīt seem like a good idea with my parents around here. They would get all worried. I actualy had to stop reading a few times, to think about something happy ^^”
This story was so very, very beautiful. Billīs character and the describing of it all.. Wow. Really well written.
Author's Response: Thank you very much for the very very nice review. I love it when people enjoy stuff that i write. Thank you for taking the time to read it and again, as for everyone else, I'm sorry i made you cry.
Date: 08/31/08 09:05 am Title: Chapter 23
The song made me smile through my tears. God... I've kept hoping he wouldn't die until the last line of this story, I've kept hoping so badly... I- good job. I hope he's really quit that fucking smoking already. Either way whenever you're going to meet him give him a copy of this fiction, he'll stop then. Geez, I can't stop crying.
Author's Response: yeah... i'll meet bill and give him this. It's not a very high possibility, but still :P. I'm sorry i killed him but i had to. there's no cure for what he had here, as everybody very well knows.