Date: 06/19/12 01:00 am Title: 12. Changing of the Guard
Bu gave a tiny laugh. “And,” he said, growing serious again, serious as a fucking heart attack for what was coming next, “after just a few fucking kisses, I’m already in love with you.” you always amaze me, the last chapter I found funny how Bill cursed and threw all the shit of Bu, and the threesome .... hot as hell.
I really hope the twins can fix your relationship and Tom heal soon..
Author's Response: Hello Stilldoll :) Thanks for letting me know you're out there! So, the threesome, good? Good to know. When everyone was asking for one, I knew I had to please the audience! Laffin.... I think B&T are on the path to fixing everything and being all happy as pie again! I'm so glad you're reading, and so sad this story is almost over, it's been such a fun one!!
Date: 06/18/12 05:19 am Title: 1. All Hail the Queen
I'll try to, bt u no I can only get net sumtymz. Most of da time I get an email sayin there's a new chapter, I tap da link n da that a hundred times before I can read it. I can get on da site or browse da net unless I'm patient n keep tryn da next page till it opens. Bt I'll read it n find a way to favourite it so I can get notifications on it like I do this one............
Bt still hurry up, I really wanna no wats happenin
Hahaha, take my med.................... I will kill u!!!!!!!!!!!
Jk. I won't, if my meds work
Date: 06/18/12 05:15 am Title: 1. All Hail the Queen
I'll try to, bt u no I can only get net sumtymz. Most of da time I get an email sayin there's a new chapter, I tap da link n da that a hundred times before I can read it. I can get on da site or browse da net unless I'm patient n keep tryn da next page till it opens. Bt I'll read it n find a way to favourite it so I can get notifications on it like I do this one............
Bt still hurry up, I really wanna no wats happenin
Hahaha, take my med.................... I will kill u!!!!!!!!!!!
Jk. I won't, if my meds work
Date: 06/18/12 04:44 am Title: 1. All Hail the Queen
I'll try to, bt u no I can only get net sumtymz. Most of da time I get an email sayin there's a new chapter, I tap da link n da that a hundred times before I can read it. I can get on da site or browse da net unless I'm patient n keep tryn da next page till it opens. Bt I'll read it n find a way to favourite it so I can get notifications on it like I do this one............
Bt still hurry up, I really wanna no wats happenin
Date: 06/16/12 04:05 pm Title: 1. All Hail the Queen
Wen is da next chapter?????!!!!!!!!!
I'm dyin here!!!!!!!!!!
Come on pls post a new one NOW!!!!!!!
Author's Response: You'll get a new chapter!!! Either tomorrow or Monday, honest Missy P! While you're waiting, catch up on Mirror Images!! And maybe take your meds......
Date: 06/14/12 08:20 pm Title: 11. Queen of the Court
So my beloved Billshido died with this chapter :'( or maybe neither of the twins are meant to be with Bu?
Author's Response: :***( You know how much I love love love me some Billshido, It's all I've written! This was a difficult detour to make, but I hope you can enjoy the scenery with me as we pass through the uncharted lands of Tomshido. I will undoubtably be returning to my favorite pairing on the next story, as soon as this is done and I have an idea for one!
Date: 06/13/12 04:21 am Title: 11. Queen of the Court
You are such a sneaky one. A threesome, yes, but not the one everyone was expecting. See, sneaky! And once again I am in awe at your story-telling talent. This was such an amazing chapter. And, like the idiot I am, I feel sorry for Bill. Why? Because he just threw away something so precious, and because he couldn't help it because the old coping mechansim shot into play with him blanking out and rejecting the things he couldn't deal with. All his old paranoia roars back to life and he just either walks away from the uncomfortable situation or transforms things in his mind until they fit his view...or both. But even so I wouldn't have blamed Bu if he'd slapped him good and hard for that 'martyr' comment. That was cruel beyond belief and Bill knows it and I don't think he even meant it, it was just the most horrible thing he could say about his twin. The sex is also his way of shutting out what he doesn't want to think about. But it was fucking hot. I am so happy you gave Andrej a part in this. I love that beautiful boy to bits and he and Bill are amazing together. And Kenneth got to be with Bill. I just hope he doesn't get his heart broken...or maybe he and Bill will actually make a couple. And on to Tom. God, I could feel that boy's pain, his absolute breakdown after just a few hours of bliss being allowed to show his love for his twin and receiving love in return, just as he's always dreamed. He's never felt that way about anyone before and now he really can't cope with the overwhelming pain. He must wish he'd lied after all, but he knows he couldn't have a relationship with his twin built on a lie. I loved how you had Tom retreating into his headphones to block out everything, not wanting to let anyone in and that's just how I am when I'm down, I would retreat from everyone if I could not matter how well-intentioned they are, so I get his need to withdraw. Which just shows how he and Bill are alike but in different ways because they both find ways of blocking out the issues that hurt them. I hope Bu can get through to Tom, and I love that he's sitting there outside his door and not going to leave until he gets to see him. So, it's nose to the grindstone time, girl. Please, please write more soon. In a two words...Loved it! BTW did you have a good holiday when the weather finally let you get away? Love, Helen x
Author's Response: I always, always love your insightful reviews, Helen! Thanks so much for taking the time to read my story, think about it, and put your thoughts here. You really captured so much of the story in this review - Bill's emotional issues, Tom's retreat, Bu's patience with both boys. I wouldn't have blamed Bu if he'd smacked Bill, either! And you're quite right, Bill definitely needed the sex to push everything else out of the way. Too horrified by his own words, I think, and too messed up about how to feel about Tom. And Tom, that was actually kind of painful to write, I felt so bad for him. He'd been able to let out those repressed feelings, and was overwhelmed by how much more he'd received in return, in such a good way, only to have it all taken away and now there's nowhere for his flow of emotions to go. I love how well you understood about the headphones, and ignoring Bu. And noticing that both twins are doing the same thing, yay! They're twins, after all :) I'm so, so delighted to read your awesome review, as always! Working on the next, I'll write faster, just for you! And vacation was great, Montreal and Quebec (a little slice of very Euro cities, so nearby!). Weather was cold. I'll write you about it when I get a chance and send some pics. Hope everything's good with you and yours!
Date: 06/13/12 03:02 am Title: 11. Queen of the Court
Oh, and dont worry, my feelings for you are not the kind that go away very easily. Im hooked here.
Author's Response: Utterly thrilled to have your devotion, the feelings are mutual!
Date: 06/13/12 02:57 am Title: 11. Queen of the Court
Yes, I know what I said before, but Im gonna say it again. This is just too good, like an European movie.
I was not expecting for a threesome, but this one was so unexpected and very well done. Oh, poor Kay, he has it bad for Queenie, doesnt he....? I liked that he didnt hesitate one second. So, he is a closeted one, hmmm...
Andrej is Andrej, no news here. I like how he says darling every 3 words, haha.
What I didnt expect was Bill to drift away from Tom like that. And Tom has really no defense against Bill, he is coming with his heart open and he gets hurt. Royally. Damn.
I like bushido very much in this. Not just the way he behaves with Bill, but the whole package, the fact that he came out, that he actually sings about his relationship with Bill, all the happenings with Tom.
Now I see the whole thing in anew perspective, so I have to think a little and give another review.
Author's Response: Hi Lynn Ivan! Thanks for the lovely review, as always. Yes, Kay has it bad! And you're right, his friendship with Bushido didn't make him hesitate one bit! And I'm so glad to hear you like Bushido's character in this story. So many people dislike him, I think it keeps a lot of readers from trying out my stories. To me, he's quite pliable, but he's mostly used as a bad guy, which is disappointing. I feel so bad for poor Tom! He really did open up to Bill, let out feelings he'd held back his whole life, just to get them accepted, and then stomped on. Ouch. Glad you're reading, love your reviews! I'll have the next chapter out next week (Sunday or Monday), and we'll see what's going on :D
Date: 06/12/12 03:56 pm Title: 11. Queen of the Court
I seem to never be able to guess when a new chapter is up.
And I didnt ask for a threesome, I asked for BU to get both twins as in PERMANENT, helloooooo.
Now I get to read the chapter.
Love you.
Author's Response: Hope you're still loving me after reading the chapter! I'm thinking the hope for a Bu/Bill/Tom relationship had died a sad death for this one (sure sounds good for another story though, don't it!).
Date: 06/12/12 02:51 pm Title: 11. Queen of the Court
What's the matter with you!!! :D
Man, Tom suffered horrendously. I really felt for the poor kid all over again, when I'd just gotten used to him getting the happiness he deserved.
I'm puzzled what took Bill from once more remembering what Tom's martyrdom did for him and to a threesome. I'm sure something poignant will hit him the morning after.
It's just too cruel, sweetheart *sniffs* ... *a lot*
Author's Response: Poor Tom!! He feels so guilty for getting all up on his brother's man :( Lol...rnBeing clear-headed about everything was just too new to Bill, he was pretty likely to slip up. And don't worry, MD-E, you know I like fairly happy endings!
Date: 06/12/12 03:32 am Title: 11. Queen of the Court
Ohh u bad girl u!!!!!!!!!!!! I cnt wait to see wats next
Author's Response: Me neither!!!
Date: 05/30/12 01:43 am Title: 10. Queen of Hearts
Mush, so cute............................ My weekly dose of crack
God they are so adorable
Ur my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or godess I should say, Mizu the godess of fiction
Have fun on vaca............ Take lots of pic see u next week
Author's Response: Hello Missy P! Crack supplier AND god! Power trip, power trip! I will work as fast as I can on the next, as I am a kind and loving god. good to hear from you :D
Date: 05/30/12 12:42 am Title: 10. Queen of Hearts
How cute that Tom is now Bill's pet! He will be so pampered and spoiled! I was so happy to read how Tom finally got what he always wanted -- a twin brother who loved him back. Awww, all the feels~ I love how they delight in simple things like getting dressed for bed and eating dinner. Together. AWWWW!!! :3 They are so freaking cute this whole chapter, omgggg!!!!
I was gonna say that no wonder Bu likes Tom, that Tom is the relaxed and approachable version of Bill.... but then I thought about it. Not really. Tom and Bill are rather different people! They've been through different things and have lived different lifestyles, so neither is a version of the other. Tom is just really darn attractive to Bushido, I guess! I definitely understand that, for sure.
I wonder what will happen to Bu and Bill. They're not with each other for emotional needs, just sex. So does Bu want something more, something Bill can't offer? And Bill will want his cuati close now, always. I guess they can share Tom. XD
The end was hilarious, discussing various cylindrical meats to consume. Are they aware of how they sound to other people? Hehehe!! They're so in love but not in love like the amorous way, just the lovey-dovey way! SO CUTE!!! I LOVED THIS WHOLE CHAPTER WITH SUCH GUSTO.... I mean what? Gusto? Um.
Author's Response: Lol! Such enthusiasm,Melluransa! I'm thrilled to tears that this chapter made you so happy. The boys definitely are being all lovey dovey. I'm planning the next chapter or three and it's all SO FUN! Thanks for the energetic review, hope to hear what you think after the next one :)
Date: 05/29/12 10:55 pm Title: 10. Queen of Hearts
How cute the new relationship of the twins, I thik they deserve it after all and Bu... well, it's crazy but I want to stay with both twins..
Have a great vacations :)
Author's Response: Hi Stilldoll29 :) I've had a few people say they want to see Bu have both. There may be a 3 way in the future, who knows! rnThanks!
Date: 05/29/12 09:25 pm Title: 10. Queen of Hearts
I meant to review the last chapter, but it took me a little while to try and wrap my mind around it. The big "reveal" to me was not that Tom was molested, but that Bill saw it and didn't do anything to stop it. That was some very heavy subject matter there, but I felt that everything was forgiven and wrapped up too soon. That just didn't seem realistic to me. With that being said and after reading this latest chapter, I'm wondering where you are planning to take this story. For some reason I thought that the whole molestation conversation was going to take place towards the end of the story, but that's what I get for trying to predict things, Now this seems like a whole new story to me, like it's Part 2. I know you mentioned before that sometimes the stories and characters kind of write themselves and that seems very evident here. I can't wait for the next chapter and to see where Bushido fits into their dynamic now. Sidebar: You've managed to do the unthinkable, write Tom/Bushido that hasn't made my skin crawl. Kudos!
Author's Response: Wow, that's some praise! I'm absolutely thrilled that you're liking the Tomshido! Well, you didn't say you "liked" it....but it's great that it hasn't turned you off! As for everything happening so fast - I think that the first step of the emotional reveal and breakdown is followed by a honeymoon period. Who knows what might happen as the story progresses? (Well, I'll confess, I have SOME idea). The boys let out years of repressed emotion in one fell swoop, but that doesn't mean it's exactly wrapped up! You may be right, that this is part 2 of a multi-part story (I hope so, it's been a lot of fun to write!) thanks as always for your thought provoking reviews :D
Date: 05/29/12 02:51 pm Title: 10. Queen of Hearts
What is going to do Q with Bu now??? o_O
Author's Response: He'll go all Queenie on him, of course!
Date: 05/29/12 02:46 pm Title: 10. Queen of Hearts
Oh how cute :D I hope this mood lasts, and that Bill doesnt switch back to being a bitch.. I love the end note :D:D
Author's Response: Hi! I'm hoping so, too, but we'll see!
Date: 05/29/12 03:38 am Title: 10. Queen of Hearts
Oh, this was too cute for words. All that twin sweetness and the hugs and kisses and handholding. Plus the twin-bond moments of them both liking and disliking the same things. I wasn't expecting Bill to come right out and tell Gordon what had happened, and I'm glad Tom was alright with that (although at that point he'd probably have gone along with anything Bill decided). Adored Gordon's response too. Would love to know what he says to Simone. Loved the fashion discussion in the lift (sorry, elevator, there's my Englishness peeking through). And the final section with Gus and Georg was absolutely priceless. I mean, you just knew Gus was going to slip but the way you wrote it, and the whole ambulance scene and Bill and Tom discussing various makes (and sizes) of sausage...hil-fucking-larious. Can't help but think this is something of a honeymoon period for the twins though. How long will it take for Tom to get fed up with Bill 'taking care' of him, until he feels stifled? And how long til Tom does something to piss Bill off? What will happen when they have their first fight? And we still have the whole situation with Bu to sort out. Seems to me he's leaning much more towards Tom; will Bill really be able to let him go because his twin's in love with the man? Can't wait to find out. Have a wonderful holiday, sweetie, and drop me a few lines when you get a moment. Big love, Helen X
Author's Response: Hi Helen! Thanks for the fabulous review. The story can go so many ways right now, and as always, I'm never exactly sure what route it's going to take. The honeymoon has the boys all blissed out, but I'm worried about Bu! What's going to happen?? I am glad, however, that there (SO FAR) doesn't seem to be any sexual stirrings between Bill/Tom, because that would just complicate everything. But I don't know if it could develop, either....sigh......they just have such little wills of their own, don't they? I'll be working on another chapter soon (the vacation is collapsing in on itself like a dying star - thunderstorms and more thunderstorms making it impossible to fly anywhere!!!). I'll write you soon, hope all is well in your world! - M
Date: 05/29/12 03:29 am Title: 10. Queen of Hearts
This is becoming a very interesting psychological story... well, it was all the time but it's growing.
I'm even wondering if there is room for Bu right now in either twin's lives. Tom and Bill are so high right now basking in their new-found twinsyness and love for each other.
It's a beautiful thing to watch and I want everything good coming their way so much. They deserve this. Finally!
Gordon deserves the shock the twins gave him. I like Gordon, but still he and Simone fucked up their kids' childhoods. I look forward to the talk they're going to have.
Fun with the G's but ouch!
Have a great vaca!
Author's Response: New-found twinsyness....lol. Yes, they are having a sweet lovey dovey time. I'm thinking the psychological and emotional damage/trauma between the boys has yet to be completely healed, although I'm not quite sure what they're going to do yet (the story unfolds as it's written, which makes it so much more fun for me!). I too want them to be super happy. As for their parents....wouldn't it be nice if most parents weren't screwed up! I think Gordon's done pretty okay-ish trying to make ammends. And the G's.....hopefully they'll be able to stitch things up! Thanks, MD-E :)