Date: 12/12/11 11:18 pm Title: { twelve }
oh, god. my heart's on the floor of Bill's room in a million pieces, as Bill's must be. that's really...not how it would have happened, in a fairy tale, but the inevitable...now how long until Bill somehow gives it away, or Tom figures it out on his own? he has those feelings still, deep down, I'd wager.
Author's Response: Bill is definitely in a million pieces over this! It was hard enough for him to give in; now he feels he did it for nothing. :'( Good questions as to who gave it away first! The answer to come sooner than you thought, I bet. ;D
Date: 12/12/11 11:08 pm Title: { twelve }
Nnnnnngh I hate it when writing is so good that I can't hate it despite the plot turn that I didn't want. I mean.. I knew Tom wouldn't remember, because of all the foreshadowing and such, but grrrrr. I wanted him to. Seriously though, extraordinarily well written. =] I'm really about to go read it again.
Author's Response: Thank you, that's a serious compliment to me. ;) It's a difficult situation for both of them, poor guys! I'm so happy you think it's that well written, thank you SO much.
Date: 12/12/11 11:04 pm Title: { twelve }
The transition back to regular Tom was soo well done. Bill gave away just a little by saying Tom thought they'd been close, but still didn't reveal too much. I can't wait for everything to come out in the open, and see how Tom handles it.
Author's Response: Thank you very much! Bill did give away a bit...it's so normal for him to tell Tom everything! I'm happy you're looking forward to the reveal... :D
Date: 12/12/11 10:34 pm Title: { twelve }
Oh, oh, oh no :O
i'm happy his memory has returned but I feel kinda bad for Bill :/ to have something you liked get ripped out of your hands hurts so much :/
Author's Response: Oh no for both of them! It's really awful for Bill - well, these poor boys, really. ;_;
Date: 12/12/11 10:26 pm Title: { twelve }
Wonderful!
Author's Response: Thank you!
Date: 12/12/11 10:20 pm Title: { twelve }
breaks my heart, poor Bill, just thinking what he feels is killing me, and I´m about to cry, I hope Tom fix that up, becouse I think Bill will die or get away from Tom, wich would kill him anyway, if he goes on this way.
Author's Response: It is heartbreaking, I'm sorry! They definitely can't go on this way, we'll see how it goes for them from here!
Date: 12/12/11 10:12 pm Title: { twelve }
I'm dying T_T but it's so incredibly sweet that their song is what brought him back to himself. AHHHHHHHHHHH I can't handle it XD!
Author's Response: Oh nooo! But yes, their song brought him back...or maybe he was back before then. ;) Thank you! I'm glad this gave you such a strong response!
Date: 12/12/11 09:57 pm Title: { twelve }
OH MY FUCKING GAWD! >.<
pleeaaasseee I want them to be close again! :( They're meant to be together...
I just hope that Bill will spit it out and be ok with Tom again... it shouldn't be a problem, right? Tom said it himself: he saw Bill like a lover even BEFORE the accident... maybe Tom can find the lover in him again?? :D
I LOVE IT! :3
Author's Response: What a strong response!! Thank you! :D
They are so meant to be together, that's just what makes this so difficult! I'm so glad you love it, thank you so so much. :D
Date: 12/12/11 09:57 pm Title: { twelve }
OMG!!!! this chapter blew me away!
Seriously, its amazing, not only the general plot but the way you handled the transition, it is very, very well written.
Thank you so much for the update ^^
Author's Response: Thank you! :D I am really happy you think so, I really appreciate your lovely review.
Date: 12/12/11 09:23 pm Title: { twelve }
yeah. totally crying right now. bill's heart just broke into teeny tiny little pieces!
Author's Response: His heart definitely broke at losing his lover without a goodbye. ;_;
Date: 12/12/11 06:20 pm Title: { eleven }
You made my ice cream melt. I got a bowl of my favourite ice cream for dessert, settled down to read your story and completely forgot about its existance. Haha.
You write the sexytimes like no other. Incredibly sexy. But what sticks with me the most is how you never forget they really love each other. This isn't just a fuck. I've read so many sex scenes where they were sexy, did everything right, but there just wasn't any emotion between the boys. Sex and love go hand in hand.
But I may not forgive you for this cliffhanger. -stern face-
...oh who am I kidding, I love your writing too much to ever stop reading. I hope there's more soon =D
Author's Response: Ooh! Sorry to melt your ice cream but happy if it was for a good cause, haha. :D To me, that's the very basis for the writing - the love, or at least the emotional connection, has to be there otherwise it's just sweaty exercise! I'm glad you enjoyed this story so much, thank you!
Date: 12/11/11 10:44 pm Title: { eleven }
lol @ "the sexy train". I enjoyed that very much. I'm feeling a little bit anxious about what Tom's about to go looking for though ;_;...
Author's Response: Glad you enjoyed the sexy train! ;D Thanks very much. Ohh, Tom has something very specific in mind...
Date: 12/11/11 01:20 pm Title: { eleven }
Sexy train was more then just enjoyed, it was savored, relished... gosh, I am in constant awe at how multifaceted and unique each and every Tom's and Bill's coming together always are; not just in this story but in all your stories. How well their sex act project what they are going through, what they are truly feeling. It is never just mechanics, never dull, never cliche. You are simply a never ending treasury of Kaulitz' closeness and intimacy. NEVER STOP WRITING, LADY!!!!!!
I am nervous about what Tom might have remembered, what he was so frantically looking for.
And the scene when Tom was staring, transfixed, at Bill's tatt on his neck while **** was beyond precious. Such an intense, sexy, sweet moment!!!
Author's Response: I'm really pleased to hear it! Oh, each encounter ought to be new - it always is! There are different variations in their character, in every time they come together, and I really dive into that and try to portray it as best I can. Thank you so much! ♥
You're right to be nervous about what he remembered...intense and sexy and also rather revealing, yes? :D
Date: 12/10/11 06:27 am Title: { eleven }
Hahaha of course we enjoyed the sexy train!
Sometimes I forget that Bill has that on his neck, lolz.
Uh oh, what is Tom going to find?!
LOVED this, can't wait for more!
XD
Author's Response: Glad you did, thank you! Oh yeah, Bill's neck tattoo. XD It sure did stir up some memories for Tom! Thanks for reviewing.
Date: 12/09/11 11:40 pm Title: { eleven }
woo hoo I love trains Going great and I cant wait for more
Author's Response: Glad you enjoyed it, thank you! XD
Date: 12/09/11 05:34 pm Title: { eleven }
Yeah, I really enjoyed it! Your story is great!
Author's Response: Thank you very much!
Date: 12/09/11 10:14 am Title: { eleven }
I love how incredibly smutty this story is. >:3 But, I also love the premise and the plot that you're spelling out. I can't wait to read what's next!
Author's Response: Haha, it's probably more than a bit too much smut. I'm really happy you enjoy the plot as well. Thanks for reading!
Date: 12/09/11 05:18 am Title: { eleven }
i have been waiting for u to post a new chapter forever!
but i am happy u finely posted it!
an i cant wait for the next chapter!!
Author's Response: Sorry to make you wait! I'm glad you enjoyed it so much. :D
Date: 12/09/11 03:58 am Title: { eleven }
oh...no. it's back, isn't it? the memories....he's...he seemed to be taking it well at first, when it was a trickle, but now it seems the floodgates may have opened :/
Author's Response: You're right, it's back! We shall see how it goes from here ;D
Date: 12/09/11 02:44 am Title: { eleven }
I get so nervous every time after their done it that they fall asleep all sated and then Tom wakes up screaming the next chapter with remembering. But this was very cryptic indeed, I wonder what he remembered. And oh my heart breakes for him - to think that he feels like Bill always has this shadow and he can't really make him happy :( My heart breaks for the poor twincester.
Author's Response: Sorry to make you so nervous! Tom definitely remembered toward the end of this chapter...but it's important to note that he didn't freak out and kept going...so maybe he didn't FORGET anything either... ;D (I can say this now that the story is complete!) It's really difficult for both of them, for sure.