Date: 04/03/11 12:47 am Title: A new life
Hi
Good to see you update after the Fool's Day scare to death surprise...
So finally tom moved with Bill, it was nice that Andi himself was given the opportunity to leave that horrid place they used to live in. No they both will have the chance to live a better life.
Tom will have to voice his feelings about being kept out of house expenses. if he doesn't it may cause that frutration to explode against Bill damaging their relation.
Thank you for the update.
see you next chapter. =)
Author's Response:
Wait, what April Fool's day death surprise? I wasn't around that day so I don't know.. I was in a fake Las Vegas getting married by a fake Elvis - it was awesome! ;) What happened?
I think both boys are happy with how things turned out. They're moving on to bigger and better things ;) Tom'll come around, he's just adjusting. He's not used to being take care of, but at the same time he knows he doesn't really have the means to help out as much as he wants to. It's just his manly pride taking a little blow, but he'll get over it :p
You're very welsomc, sweetie! :) I'll (hopefully) see you Tuesday!
Date: 04/02/11 09:03 pm Title: Life 101
"Bill is. He's had a dry-spell so parched, the Sahara's starting to look like a fucking rainforest."
Hahahah this is the best line ever xD I love Georg, I love his character in this fic even if he's a bit of a dick. But it's Georg! You gotta luff him :3
Gah sorry this review is so short but I've got to head to bed now, out internet connection is getting switched off .-. BUT I LOVE THIS FIC SO MUCH NONETHELESS!
Author's Response:
You kow, I personally like that line to. I was grinning like and idiot and snickering loudly while writing it! XD
Goerg is my favourite ho of all times! He's exeptionally annoying and bitchy as hell, but I still adore him! I mean, what's not to love about that?! ;)
I don't mind the shortness (which was non-existing), I'm just glad to see you're still aroud and still enjoying the story! ;) Thank you, sweetie!
Date: 04/02/11 08:45 pm Title: Good morning, Sunshine!
Aw this was such a beautiful chapter ^_^ I loved it so much! I love Tom calling Bill sunshine, that just made me squee all over the place. I was thinking of making a series called "Sunshine" only atm the only fic I could include in it is Billshido xD
ANYWAY, aw, just aww! They are so utterly adorable and perfect together! I just love how they are with each other. It's fascinating to read and just so so gorgeously written.
Author's Response:
I think that's one of my favourit nicknames EVER! Sunshine is just so *dies a little* fucking adoreable! :D Aaawe, I would love a series like that! But Billshido? Uhm.. *is sceptical*
Thank you so much! You know, I have no words for how happy I am to hear you say things like that! I go all warm and gooey inside.. Just, thank you! :D
Date: 04/02/11 08:12 pm Title: Testing grounds
They kissed omg they kissed *____* what a perfectly gorgeous and magical moment that was *goes back to re-read*
I have hearts for eyes.
And I do so love awkward and edgy twins, they're oeihflkfh adorable, all head over heels for each other and uncertain. Your taking this fic at the perfect pace. I completely ADORE this.
And omg time seriously ran away from me this time. I've been wanting to sit down and just flat out read this for ages and I've had to read it in little chunks instead. Poo. But anyway, I'm back now and that's all that matters ^__^ Onto the next one! :D
Author's Response:
I know, it's freaking fantastic! :D Glad you liked it! ;) And having hearts for eyes sounds quite impractical..
Aaaah, I love awkward and edgy twins *has minor sugar shock from the sweetness of it* I'm happy you like the pacing, I was worried it was moving too slow, but at the same time I didn't want to rush it. Thank you! :D
I'm happy you're back! And be on your way - I hope you'll like it ;)
Date: 04/02/11 07:33 pm Title: A new life
I'm relieved that things worked out & Andreas wasn't left on his own. I can't believe this is almost over! But, at the same time I can't wait to read how it all ends =)
Author's Response: Andi has found someone who wants to take proper care of him, it's something he's wanted his entire life, so I think he's quite happy about it too ;) It's really strange, isn't it? I've been posting this for ten weeks now! It'll be odd going back to NOT having a Tuesday and Friday update to look forward to... I hope you'll like it! :)
Date: 04/02/11 04:02 pm Title: A new life
Ahhw come on Tom just be happy there :( You're gonna be so happy together I'm sure :D and Andi's alright and aww happy ending? :D
Author's Response: He's just adjusting, that's all. New things takes time to get used to, but he'll get there ;) I think there might be a happ ending in the near future, yes :D
Date: 04/02/11 01:56 pm Title: A new life
Please dont take offence to my comment!!! I should not drink and review:D
Author's Response: I didn't take offence. I think it's kind of sweet when you say you don't want it to end ;) And drinking is always a good idea! Reviewing at the same time is just a bonus ;)
Date: 04/02/11 01:55 pm Title: A new life
Awww....I dont want this to end!!!!!! BUT, you can always make it up to me with smut:D
Author's Response: It is quite sad, really.. :( Uhm, I'm not making any promises..
Date: 03/30/11 05:00 am Title: Learning how to be
An updaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate!!! *heaven*
It was sweeeeeet and thoughtful and kind of Bill to offer Tom to live with him:3 Hahahaha I know it's silly to think this way - that it's close to being married, even if they're just boyfriendsXD
Somehow, Bill offering Tom to live with him didn't surprised me. Lol I just kind of played the idea in my head since the previous chapters - when Tom particularly said something about his temporary stay in Berlin. Like Bill would offer to live with him and be lovey-dovey like married people (and more sex!!XD)... And of course I've thought of Andi!! He could move in with Michael instead and happily toss Tom out of the apartment himself so he can live with Bill. So far Michael and Andi had been good, right?? So yeah. Tom wouldn't feel too much guilt with Andi having Michael:D - LOOOOL that's the rainbow side of things. I'm worried about ya know... If people would start talking trash about the two lovebirds - especially Tom:( And if the parents will do something to separate them. Which is just cruel and super cliche. Lol but it happens, ja? Hope not with this fic, though.
I am confused with what Mr. Kaulitz did -more on what the hell he told Bill to make him super mad, and be mad at Bill to and accuse jim of being a spy. Uhm. LOL not comprehending with english.. Baaaaaaaahhh*facepalm* I feel sorry for Bill though. They just wouldn't leave him alone. Is he in trouble now?D: Are he and Tom in trouble??:( I really wonder what Daddy dearest said. Something about Bill neglecting work and hanging around Tom too much is a bad influence? Accusing him of some things he's not? Threatened Bill to disown him??:O Awful!! Poor Bill *huggles* Let Tom kiss the sorrows away.
Gustav finally found the push to go out woth Georg!! *victory fist* Hahahaha if it wasn't for the confusing encounter with Bill he wouldn't be triggered enough to go and talk to Georg. Hopefully Geo wouldn't ruin it by being his hoe-self!! I'm gonna hit him in the head if he did. *harrumph*
Yup! You had rendered me speechless:P After reading I was only going "Aaaaaaaaawww" then distract myself again (which was a bery long time) and read the chapter all over again before typing something..XD Sloooowww brain is slow. Hahahaha.. Is it alright if I email you out of the blue? You won't be creeped out or something? I think it's better than rambling there though (which I'm doing now) and talk about other stuffs:O Like QAF..XD Ehm. Hope you're not annoyed yet reading long rambles!
I don't have candies anymore. Jelly beans okay? *hands bottle of jelly beans* Thanks for the update!!XO
Author's Response:
Bill is just looking out for his boyfriend, you know - not to mention he wants his super hot boyfriend around all the time ;) I mean, that would mean having a shirtless Tom sauntering around his place at random times - did I hear eyecandy?! XD I'm not saying anything on how it'll turn out or what Tom will answer, though. You'll find out soon enough ;)
Mr. Kaulitz was indeed reprimanding Bill for being irresponsible and unprofessional, spending too much time (especially time he should have been spending at work) together with Tom. He just doesn't understand that Bill's priorities have shifted slightly since he found someone to care for and someone who wants to care for him. Jörg isn't all that big on being lovey-dovey, you know, so he just doesn't get it... He might have said something along the lines of 'break up with him', but I can't say for sure, I wasn't listening properly :p Bill's not in trouble in that sense he owns his own gallery and is his own boss, it just means his relationship with his father got a bit more tense. Gustav was just reminded that Bill was his boss and not Jörg, he seemed to have momentarily forgotten..
It was about bloody time too! Man, Gustav can be so sloooooooow sometimes! XD Georg will probably fuck up at some point or another, it IS Georg we're talking about here, but hopefully Gustav will forgive him ;) He does love him, after all, so that should help ;)
Nah, I wouldn't be creeped out - I'm good with creepy. Wait, I think that came out wrong :P Rambling is fun, not annoying! I think the best conversations are always the ones where you go off on a tangent and end up somewhere completely insane, coming up with the weirdest theories! :)
No candies? *puppy eyes* Ooooooh, jelly beans! :D *munches* You're very welcome, sweetie! :D
Date: 03/30/11 12:28 am Title: Learning how to be
Woot woot for the Gs! They are just so sweet! And omg, Bill wants Tom to live with him! That is so cute! Love this chapter as always!
Author's Response: GO G's! :D Yes, Bill wants Tom around all the time! Who can blame him? ;) Glad you liked it! :D
Date: 03/29/11 06:39 pm Title: Learning how to be
yay, lots of good things--minus the fight between bill and his dad. I hope Tom says yes and moves in with Bill. And I hope The G's date goes well. =) Thanks for the update!
Author's Response: Yay! Well, that was bound to happen at some point, this was just a trigger of sorts. Jörg just doesn't understand Bill's priorities or his choices. *sighs* They'll come around tough, it wasn't too serious.. Well, Tom definitely got something to think about! Living with Bill? How can he say no to that? Let's hope he doesn't! ;) The date...well, I'm crossing my finger and hope they don't kill each other before their relationship has even begun :p You're very welcome! I was a bit psyched to post this, actually..dunno why, I just like this chapter, the boys suddenly being all serious and talking about living together and shit... Shows just how far they've come in their relationship, I think ;)
Date: 03/29/11 03:45 pm Title: Learning how to be
Now i just hope the living situation works out...
I love this story so much!
Author's Response: Let's keep our fingers crossed ;) Aaaw, thank you so much, it makes me so happy to hear that! :D
Date: 03/29/11 03:04 pm Title: Learning how to be
lol I could just see Georg's eyes bulging out of his head at that question. Hope Gustav's not gonna use him though. Some great relationship should come out of that.
I wonder what Tom's gonna do. I believe eventually he'll move in with Bill, but he'll probably have to think about something for Andreas then, so I'm curious :)
I feel like I'm horrible at reviewing *headdesk* but still I want to let you know I still like it very much ^^
Author's Response:
That phone call was probably the most shocking and thrilling experience of his life! ;) I think we can say with certainty that he didn't see it coming AT ALL! XD And Gustav's a good guy, you know... Just saying ;)
Oh, that's the eternal question, I think: What will Tom do? I find myself asking that all the time! NO wait, it's "What would Tom do?" Hmm, I keep mixing those two together ;) Yeah, it seems it's all up to Andi now.. Let's hope it'll turn out okay :)
You're not a horrible reviewer at all! So please *hands over icepack* stop hitting you head on your desk! It makes me so happy to hear that! Thank you! :D
Date: 03/29/11 02:16 pm Title: Learning how to be
Bill is so sweet & thoughtful xD I'm hoping Tom takes that next step & moves in with him. Although I know he's worried about leaving Andi. I love that Gustav has a new way of thinking & made the call to Georg. Fantastic chapter, as usual =)
Author's Response: Bill is just doing what feels right to him ;) Yeah, Tom definitely needs to think about it..it's not like he can just up and leave Andi all on his lonesome... Gustav finally realised he was being an ass to the poor lovestruck Georg and it was about freaking time too! ;) Glad you liked it - thank you! :D
Date: 03/29/11 01:35 pm Title: Learning how to be
oh, wow...that was an action packed chapter there wasn't it? Sorry I don't have a lot of time to gush right now, but amazing chapter, Keep up the fabulous work! *hugs*
Author's Response: Yes it was! :D Haha, that's okay. I'm so glad you liked it! ;) *squeezes*
Date: 03/29/11 01:04 pm Title: Learning how to be
:''''D Best chapter!
Author's Response: Really? Huh.. Thank you! :D
Date: 03/28/11 06:36 pm Title: Confessing
I've come to love my free time more and more because it means I can get my butt over here and immerse myself in your wonderful world ^_^
Turns out my LJ is suffering from lack of attention xD but I'd much rather be over here catching up on your fic. It's taking me longer to get through this fic than usual, which is partly good because I can savour this more but partly bad because the whole time I'm not on here I just wanna read it and I'm all antsy xD
And no no noooo Tom/Andi is NEVER boring! I love their friendship, the dynamics are fabulous to read, they're like brothers I guess which is nice to read ^_^ Funny how I say that when the real Bill and Tom are brothers too .-. xD
And I'm thrilled Andi has managed to find someone :D I can't wait to find a bit more about him and this guy of his ;) Anyway, I have a nice looong article to read before sleep ¬¬ but I hope I can still fit in another chapter of your fic! :D
Author's Response:
Argh! I totally clicked the submit button without intention last time, so my response was cut short..sorry! Anyway, I guess all I wanted to say then was: Yes, I agree, I would probably have punched Georg in the face too if I knew him. You know, just for being so extremely full of himself! :) AND I was going to say you are too kind! ;)
Okay, now that's done I can respond to this review! You really make me so happy when you say stuff like that! Honestly, it makes my chest swell with pride ;) THANK YOU!
Haha, you know, I love Tom and Andreas myself. They're fun to write and so adoreable together, being all brotherly even though they're not real brothers. Tom definitely has taken on the 'big brother' role when it comes to Andi - it's cute :) I totally understand what you mean about it being a bit weird, though, with Tom and Bill being the brothers in RL. But, I find it easy enough to forget when I'm writing fanfiction, especially AU fanfiction, because then it's not the real Tom and Bill, only my own versions of them. Meaning, they can be brothers, like they are in RL or they can be complete strangers and someone else can be their family. It all depends of which scenario I make up in my head :) It's the best thing about writing - inventing your own make-believe realities ;)
Andi deserves to have something good happen to him, and Michael just might be it.. The poor boy's been through too much for someone his age *sighs* So, let's keep our finhers crossed and hope this guy will treat him right, yes? :) Aaaawwwe, boring article is boring? Perhaps you can use instead of a sleeping pill? :p Anyway.. Thank you again for leaving me such a lovely review! See you around! :)
Date: 03/27/11 02:16 am Title: The objective
cute!
Author's Response: Thank you :)
Date: 03/26/11 09:04 am Title: The objective
I love the Gs! Really interesting characters i must say ! Cant wait to see whats the heart of Tom's graffiti :)
Author's Response: The G's are adoreable! ;) Thank you, sweetie, I'm pretty fond of them myself. The heart of Tom's graffiti... *ponders* Oh, what can it be? ;) I hope you'll like it and don't find it silly *bites nails*
Date: 03/26/11 02:05 am Title: The objective
OH, YOU-!!!! UNF!! *glomps*
You've rendered me speechless for I don't know how long (but it's long)..XD Ahahahaha...*facepalm* Aaaaaaawww, Thanks:D Heeeeee:33 AND HURRAY FOR THE G's!!!XD *flutterclaps* *sprinkles rainbow*
I didn't expect that..XD I'm grinning like that cat from Alice in Wonderland. What's it called? Cheshire? Ugh can't be bothered with spelling*headdesk* And I'm soooooo happy about this chapter because the G's are in here.. AND I LOVE IT!! Totally love it!!!:3333 The moment I read Georg's name on the first line I got totally excited hahahaha I knew we're now moving on with the G's side story of love..XD One of the things I loved was Georg asking for help about Gustav... Eeeeeeehhh it's like... It's the total, Ultimate surrender. He's finally admitting it out loud that Gustav's something else for him and he truly does love the blond (truly, madly, deeply) and he's at rock bottom and willing to do anything:333 Desperate Georg is Desperate..XD HAYLAVET..XD
As for Gustav... Stubborn idiot. And coward. I do understand why he wouldn't want to be with Georg just like that because of Geo's reputation. How can you trust such a hoe??:P But Tom's right. He hadn't even given Geo a chance to prove how much he loves him. Take risks, Gusti. *pats head* He should just follow his heart this time, and trust in their blossoming love. He doesn't get he's already got Georg wrapped around his finger, has he? Georg's totally whipped, that's for sure. Hahahahaha.. Kudos for him trying to do everything..XD It's up to Gustav to clear his head and follow his heart:33
Oooooohhh how I loved Tom and Bill play with Gusti's mind..XD Ahahahaha.. It was really amusing for me. And I think Tom's a good reader of people, is all. That's why he was able to read Gusti just like that. OR! He could be psychic!! Ahahahaha.. Funny:P But yeah, I think Tom has this way of seeing into people. He's an artist too. Different perception. Observation. Yeah:) Not saying all artists are like that though.. Ehh..*scratches head*
About the painting. Graffiti. Mural thing. I'm a pretty bit clueless with what Tom's referring to as the heart, well aside from Bill of course. I'm thinking maybe he's gonna draw Bill. OR! Something like what Aoi Miyazaki's character did in the movie Virgin Snow, where she painted her guy in those paintings she displayed in het exhibit - said paintings were those scenic, historical places in her hometown and the same places she'd been with the guy:333 I think it was sweet, but that would be too tedious for Tom then..D: Uhm... Or maybe it's just really Bill? A heart (wut)?XD Lol the focal point, the heart, the center, the core... Oh well. I'll just wait. Lol..XD
QAF madness!! Discussing this is like off-topic, I know but I don't think there's anywhere else we can talk about it other than here..XD My parents are catholic, and quite conservative. I have yet to tell them that I don't care whether my future partner's a man or woman. Only 3 of my closest friends know. Sneaking to stream those QAF episodes are harder these days!! Especially since my kom started uaing FB. Ugh. They can't get their own pc/laptop and it's frustrating!>:( Lol I can't keep my eyes on the screen because I keep looking behind my back!!XD Damn it!! Can't a woman watch her gay porn in peace??XD I have to agree, Justin can be a whiny brat sometimes, while Brian's just a stubborn fucker. But I still love 'em:3 I sometimes associated Brian with some of the usual Tom character here - the arrogant son of a bitch and manwhore... But upon meeting this person, goes in a state of mess, disrupted feelings and breaking of personal motto and beliefs (hahaha) because of one thing he never thought he can actually feel for another... Which is Love. Lol..XD Well Brian's not thr typical guy to really show his feelings, but he changed when he met Justin:3 That's just what I think though... I can't help but focus on the rainbows and hearts and fluttery pinks (what).XD So many aaaaawww moments in that show:33 And of course! Sizzling hot moments too!! Not to mention their frequent use of shower. Lol..XD
I seriously don't dig pedophilia+father-son-incest - unless it's Tom/Bill..@_@ I still squirm and cringe at the idea even if it's a Tom/Bill..D: Plus the serious beatings and blood?? Oh, my heart..D: I can handle a bit of rough handling/either twins being manhandled, but the... Manipulation of the adult, sexual abuse and blood because of certain kinks... It hurts my heart..@_@ And it's sick...
Imma really hit you if you try writing Gordon, Jorg, or Jost or whoever old father figure get into Tom's ass, or Bill's!! *shakes fist* Makes me see red and rip their balls off!! Lol but seriously... DNW..-_-
Uhm. I guess this entry's long enough.. Or too long, again D: Oh dear..@_@ Sorry about that. I might not even make sense on some parts. Ehh:|
Anyhoooooo, thanks for the lovely update!! Heeeee:33 *showers skittles* Yum!!XD
Author's Response:
Ahahaha! *sqeaks* I redered you spechless? Wow, I didn't even know that was possible.. *grins victoriously* I'm gonna take that as a positive sign, though... Is was a good thing, right?
Yes, it's called a Cheshire cat :) I figured you might like it - and I did tell you I was sort of dedicating a chapter to the G's . You're welcome! XD I think Georg is finally realising just how much he loves Gustav and how far he's willing to go to let him know that. It's sort of endearing, Georg being all desperate and stuff.. And yes, Gustav should definitely stop being such a pussy *huffs* Stupid men are being stupid..
Bill and Tom have their ways, and Gustav's just too socially awkward to realise he's being played! XD I really like te growing friendship between Tom and Gustav, it sort of works in a mysterious way. I don't think Tom's a psychic, though, I just think he's quite perceptive and reads people easily. And somehow, he just reads Gustav more easily than anyone else *giggles* Odd stuff.
I haven't seen "Virgin snow", so I don't know what yo're talking about, but from your description I think it's safe to say that's not it :p Don't worry, it will all be revealed later on ;)
QAF! :D Haha, yeah, it's sort of off topic, but that's okay ;) And if you have the need to talk about it some more, you're always welcome to e-mail me! I'm good at rambling! ;) Aaah, don't I know that feeling... Try telling you're very conservative Christian parents that you don't believe in God; I promise you, telling them I was gay/bi would have been easier, and it probably would have gone down better! *shakes head* What's the big deal? I honestly don't get it! Luckily, I don't live with them anymore, so I can do whatever the hell I want to now! XD
I totally get why you compare Tom with Brian, they do have some of the same 'traits' of sorts.. I think I might have a thing for the 'no commitments' kind of guy going all weak around the ones he love and tossing his set of 'rules' out the window *grins* Not that Brian actually did that in the end, but you know, he did offer ;) Haha, that show has too much glitter, rainbows and fluttery pink, I think.. I'm not a glitter/Raindow/sparkly pink kind of person, I guess :p I don't mind the hot moments or the showers, though! XD
I have nothing more to say to that than 'I agree', completely.. It's just disturbing! *sudders* And like I said, you have my permission to kick my ass! XD 'Cause I mean, if I ever get to that point, well, I must have lost my mind, and is in serious need of getting some sense knocked back into my thick head!
Whoah! *exhales loudly* Long review! :D Haha, don't worry about it, I think it's fun! *dances in skittles shower* You're very welcome, sweetie! :D