Date: 03/06/11 11:14 am Title: The promise
still loving this story, i have no idea where its heading though. thats probably a good thing. so sick but so good.
Author's Response: lol, yes, guess that might be just as good, it's as you say, a sick story. Glad you like it :)
Date: 03/05/11 05:20 pm Title: The promise
I'm without words...
I never imagined that Bill would end up doing something like that to Tom O_O , the way that you describe the scene was great a little bit unpleasent like you said but great, I like it xD
Now I'm more worry than before, for Tom and for.. BILL!
It was a great chapter thank you so much for the update :)
Author's Response: Yeah, guess they both need some help, don't think Bill feels any good about this at all either. Thanks for reading and reviewing!
Date: 03/04/11 07:05 pm Title: The promise
Oh...my...god. Unpleasant indeed. It made me sick to m,y stomach. Not that I haven't read or seen this or worse before, i'm quite immune to that, but this was so personal. Somehow things happened in this chapter were so much more alive and wrong than I usually experience.
As I've said, I have a love/hate relationship with abused Tom. This is by far the most disgusting thing I've ever read, thew emotions so strong that they overpower the details which I've read in other rtape fics. I don't mind to read him being raped that m,uch, but being... hurt... I must say that my heart was in pain when I read this.
The complexity and some sort of humanity in people's reactions captivates. The line between right and wrong, love and hate, is so blurry. I always keep wondering how long I can understand other humanbeing. How bad are the worst thought I've ever had in my own head?
Author's Response: I have thought about that too sometimes, where is the limit for how far any one can go? What is the worst thing I could do?As I said, this story is quite, well, unpleasent, and it's far, far from over yet...
Date: 03/04/11 06:38 pm Title: The new librarian
Is it pathertic that I got a bit teary eyed? I don't know, there was something absolutely beautiful in the middle of this difficulöt, complicated, wonderful story. I know things are npot that simple nor black and white, but Tom deserves this, he really does. It was very beautiful in all it's minimalism, realistic too.
The certain realism, the downside of the life is making this so hard, but I like it how you insert the real life into the bopys' world - or opposite: The boys ijnto real life.
I wanted to spare the next chapter till tomorrow, but I think I can't. I want to read it now. :)
Author's Response: I almost got a little teary eyed my self, so no, don't think so ;) it IS a sad and complicated story, with a few lighter moments, like in this. Glad you read it like that, I want to keep it real, want to insert small parts of reality,of things that happend or could have happend in to the story.rn Hope you doesn't regret it, maybe isn't it the best of bedtime storys...
Date: 03/04/11 01:08 pm Title: The promise
I was not expecting that! Wow, I severely underestimated the darkness of this story, and thought I had gauged it and prepared myself accordingly... But I hadn't. The rape scene was so detailed, intense, realistic and gruesome it even shook me up. Now I'm even more curious about what events will follow this incident, and how this will effect Bill and Tom's relationship. Did Bill know it was Gordon, or did he just notice signs and hints that something was happening to Tom? Good work on being able to evoke emotion from me - I consider myself a jaded reader, and it's rare I find a story that shocks me anymore. Keep it up!
Author's Response: I don't think Bill knows it's Gordon, but I'm sure he knows that something is wrong.And well, this is a quite dark story, it might get even worse.... Thanks for your review!rn
Date: 03/04/11 11:08 am Title: The promise
Oh my gosh, poor Tom D: I thought Gordon was bad, Bill's a million times worse!
Author's Response: And still can Tom forgive him, or well, he doesn't hate him, think Tom might understand Bill in some wierd way.
Date: 03/03/11 11:54 pm Title: The promise
O___O
How the fuck can Bill do that to his own brother??? Okay so he's possessive, he might love Tom in some other level, but how can he hurt Tom like that??? Why did he do it??T_T
Poor Tomi... He doesn't deserve any kind of abuse and it has to stop! Oh God...T_T I just wish he could tell someone about the abuse soon:(
Oh, Gordon should shut up-_- I wanna kill him. I so wanna kill him.. Can I kill him?? Now?? Lol..
Author's Response: I'm not even sure Bill loves Tom in a non brotherly way, I think this was more a desperat action then he just didn't know what to do, how to deal with the situation.Absolutely, just go ahead and kill him ;)
Date: 03/03/11 11:29 pm Title: The new librarian
I have to say I solely read Tom/Bill pairing in this site... and seldom read other pairings (depends on the author/summary) BUT I have to saaaaaaaayyy I love Georg and Tom's relationship here. Georg's this person who can make Tom feel more comfortable and you know... Be happy. Georg treats him right and as Geoeg's wife (in my dreams - soooo in my dreamsXD) I definitely approve of Torg here:)
I wish for the boys to go with Jorg because I'm really concerned with Tom's welfare here:( I just want him out of Gordon's reach... Argh... Bill still confuses me though. Hmmm...
Author's Response: Glad you like TOrg here, I think that is the only "normal" relationship Tom got in this story, he needs it to stay sane I guess.rnAnd Bill... well, he confuse me too a bit, isn't realy sure where this will end
Date: 03/03/11 11:11 pm Title: Losing Bill
I have to be honest that I'm not really used to this kind of fic, and having drowned myself with s lot of slash fics in this site-you know, typical stuffs... As for this... This is just... Disturbing and painful..T_T I have a weak stomach and I'm emotional... But there's just something in the way you're writing this that I can't just... NOT read this no matter it churns my stomach painfully and makes me think of things. Like the complicated relationships of the characters and how to understand the emotions going through Tom and Bill... It gives me a headache (proves how dumb I am lol).
I wanted to kill Gordon for what he's doing to Tom:( Daaaaamn it... I kind of get that he loves the boy, but... He's just a boy..T_T And it's not like a manipulation he's doing to Tom.. I dunno, for me it's not just right*sobs* And then Tom can't just say no... Shit I wanna hug him right now...
Author's Response: I'm glad that you chose to read it even íf it is nothing you usually would, and you are absolutely right, is nothing right in the relation between Tom and Gordon, even if Gordon seems to think so, guess he is quite disturbed. Thanks for your review!
Date: 03/03/11 10:39 pm Title: The promise
*drops jaw* oh Bill, you... you didn't *cries* how could Bill do that? What on earth possessed him to do ANY of that... *growls* I swear I want to freaking castrate that sonofabitch Gordon. I'm still pissed off and heart broken at Bill but I want to slaughter Gordon *growls* that creepy old man needs to leave Tom alone NOW... *waits patiently for next update*
Author's Response: I don't know, but I guess it in his mind makes some kind of logic, Bill is in a way also a victim here. And yes, he has to, the question is if he will?
Date: 03/03/11 09:42 pm Title: The promise
This is awful. The whole situation makes me so sad for Bill and Tom. They both need help. I'm not scared away yet, just praying that at some point they get help and Gordon goes to jail.
Author's Response: Thinks so too, this isn't a situation the boys can solve them self, glad that I haven't scared you away!
Date: 02/28/11 01:44 pm Title: The new librarian
I just love them together, Georg is such a great person, and Tom needs this kind of person in his life, so I'm for Tom/Georg....
Author's Response: Can only agree :)
Date: 02/28/11 08:02 am Title: Just a kiss
I thought i missed a chapter or something. I thought for a moment that jorg knew and simone had left gordon. My bad. Got my stories mixxed up. Hope this isn't the end though, new chapters are comming up right?
Author's Response: Okay, I understand, it happens to me too sometimes, and I jump forward in time between every chapter, might make it even harder to follow sometimes. New chapters are comming, this fic is far from over yet :)
Date: 02/28/11 04:47 am Title: The new librarian
what the hell happened. I dont get what happened to gordon?
Author's Response: Nothing I guess? What could happen, nobody except Tom knows anything about what he did? The question is if he ever will have to face up to the things he done....
Date: 02/28/11 12:52 am Title: The new librarian
awww i love them together
Author's Response: I do too, think Tom needs a normal teenage crush in the middle of all his dispair :)
Date: 02/28/11 12:06 am Title: The new librarian
Thanks for the update. I'm not sure if I want Tom with Georg, but I do want the twins to go live with Jorg. Keep up the good work!
Author's Response: Well, where will be a lot more of all pairings in this story, who knows how this will turn out? And yes, guess that had been good for Tom.
Date: 02/27/11 10:56 pm Title: The new librarian
aww, I really liked this chapter. At least theres no creepy pedo-man in this one *nod nod* yay for Tom and Georg. I can't wait to see what happens next.
Author's Response: Well, where might be other things for Tom to look out for, even if Gordon seems to be his biggest problem.
Date: 02/25/11 04:51 pm Title: Losing Bill
Oh... Just... oh... My god, I'm shivering. This was so intense, so TERRIBLE, so hard to understand. When you said that this is going to be really messed up, you weren't lying.
I find it hard to find the right words for this chapter. It was beyond terrible, the saddest thing I've read in a lonmg time. So, so wrong. Horrible. And yet there was this magical tywist of human psyche wotrking it's mysterious ways. How irrational we all are eventually.
I feel like IO want to cry for Tom. :(
Author's Response: Guess that was a quite strong chapter or how I should put it. And yes, it's a really messed up story, is allmost afraid to tell that it has just only started, this might get worse, much, much worse. (and a little sweet and almost fluffy in between :) )I think it might be that that is the signum of this story, that we get to know a little how everyone feels and think, even the "bad guys" ?
Date: 02/22/11 12:50 am Title: Losing Bill
I don't know why I like Bill's personality in this story, I think he is a little bit different and I like it :)
On the other hand I feel really sorry for Tom, the poor boy is so confused and I don't know how Gordon can do this to him, he is just a kid! and he is not in love with the kid or he is?! I don't think so.....
Author's Response: Good, glad that you like him, don't want to write the boys to stereotyped, as I think they are in a little too many fics. rnAnd yes, I acctually think he is, in some strange, pervert way, I think Gordon that this is okay because he loves the boy.
Date: 02/19/11 03:05 pm Title: Losing Bill
please tell me Bill's not dead. i want Bill to get better and Tom to finally tell his brother whats going on! it can't end like this, it's just so sad...
Author's Response: The only thing I can promise is that this story is far from over, their are many chapters still to go.