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NEINNN! I can't believe it! Bushido that evil prick.
Raiju, I have to give it to you; This was the absolute, BEST story I have ever read on this site. Or hell, any site. I'm sitting here, in a complete state of shock at the ending. It's basically consisting of me rocking back and forth while cursing with some continuous shouting of OH MY GOD. I'm seriously freaking outttt. You now own part of my soul. But in all seriousness- Hah, just kidding- I will now go on a tangent of what I love about this fic. So, I started reading this fic a couple months ago, because broken mirrior and rockstar101 told me too. In all honesty I'm not really the 'Billshido' Girl, And the warnings and genres kind of iffed me. But anyway, as soon as I started reading it, I was hooked. I read until chapter 80 something, and then I told myself 'hey, remember how you havene't eaten in a day and a half? Or showered? Maybe you should do that' XD I literally put a stop to my life just to read this, and it was serious! So I took a break, and my urges to read slowly faded away and I forgot about it. But one day looking at my tracked stories, I saw this and I was like, Wow, I need to read this. So then I started reading, and finished in two days. I just sat here for hours on end, laughing, crying, and shouting. Also, I got damn near close to having some heart attacks.
Such a sexy story too! The whole 'Renn the whore' thing -Or at least what I think- Is just so sadly hilarious. I personally would go for more cest' though ;)
But honestly, this story really put my life on hold for the better, and I think that because of this, I'm reflecting of myself. I'm a crazy girl, and there are so many aspects of Bill that remind me of myself. It just makes me think. Hmmmph. *-* And while sitting here reading, it's just like a movie playing out in my head!
I wish I had at least 10% of the talent you did. WOMAN. YOU ARE A PRODIGY. Some parts of this had me laughing like a damn schoolgirl, and trust me, I don't do that :3 Let me say, the Renn/Bill persona thing? Genius. No, the whole story was genius. It was a whirlwind or emotions, and I can't even possibly put into words, the amount of passion I feel for this amazing piece. I laughed, I cried, and I died a little. Thank you for this amazing journey. The whole story is just mind blowing.
I would like to say, you are an inspiration, girly :3
And I do think you should make a sequel. It would make a ton of people very happy. And Once again, Brilliant story, one that will probably stay with me forever. Thank you so much. And also, GOOD LUCK on the book! I'm so happy for you!!!! AHH. Now I need to deal with not having this story anymore....or possibly just read it again..Or 20 more times :DD
Like I said, This is the BEST story I have ever read, and it will always be with me. Thank you. I really mean it. Now I need to go re-read the last paragraph and freak out all over again!

hehehe i konw spanish lucky me !!! lol

heheheh, thanks xx

wow..oh...shit...fuck, i don;t even know what to say here. I am now in full-fledged withdrawal symptoms from this story (symptoms include: twitching; compulsive swearing; crying like a banshee; muffled screams; banging head against wall and screaming 'why, oh why is it ending') I think I am in shock. This is without a doubt the single most brilliant, complex, mindblowing story I have ever read, on this site or not. God you have some serious talent. I'm speechless and depressed at the same time because I know however long i write, I will never ever be even as ha;f as good as you. I've been wanting to read this for a long time. I just kept skipping past it, a bit intimidated I suppose. I kept saying 'oh I don't have time' etc, and i suppose the warning at the beginning scared me off a bit. No that i can't handle a bit of insanity, but despite my age, I wouldn't call myself the maturest of people, so I really didn't know how I would react to this. After finally convincing my self to give it a go (at one in the morning i hasten to add - yeah I got no sleep that night) i found myself completely and utterly addicted. I sure all my friends and family think I have died or something as I have had NO CONTACt with the outside world for days. Seriously, I have been surviving off cereal and cup-a-soup. I just couldn't stop. I think this is safe to say this is the only fic I have actually put my life on hold for, and i don;t even care. screw my friends over reading this beautiful twisted tale heheh. Ok that was a bit harsh but oh well. you have to understand how amazing it is. I'm sure you've heard this all before from your other readers but I'm still gonna ramble anyway. I think the ending was FANTASTIC! I thought as soon as Bill was at the hotel, 'It would be cool if there was some like major cliffhanger or something...' truth be told I thought we weren't gonna know who was in the room or something like that but your ending was so much better. In my opinion, Bushido doesn't shoot bill and they go off happily into the sunset to take over control of all the drug businesses in the world and tomi and kay can come too. There. Thats my day made. God i can't get over it. All the characters were so wonderfully complex, and bill. oh bill, so heart-breaking insane and beautiful, but somehow all the stuff he does makes sense,. I was having as much trouble as him deciding whether i wanted bill to stay, or to rat out bushido and leave (that one left my nails woefully short). OH, and when Bushido died i was like "OH hell the no! wft" And had a little tantrum, and there was much screaming of "what? why? NOOOOOOO! Come backl!!!" But it all worked out so that was ok. I can't help feel a bit sorry for tom though (or roulette as I now call him), he;s just trying to protect bill and bill ran out on him (again like bill i was torn between decisions) But hopefully it all works out in my mind and yours too. And this is a bit random but I think Kay and GIna should hookup. Just saying. Wow, this is a long review, I apologize for any horrendous mistakes since I'm too lazy to check it through Anyway, I should probably go do stuff now, possibly something productive (like have a much-needed shower), but more like go read ALL of your other stories, so I'm signing off but before I go i just want to thank you for taking the time to write this, I'm sure it wasn't easy and for changing my outlook on some things. And honey, you have some serious talent girl (i'm assuming you're a girl btw) and never ever EVER stop writing or i will hunt you down and kick your ass ;) xxx

Author's Response: Thank you so much for reviewing, the kind of dedication you put into it just reading and definitely losing sleep over is something that made me smile so much. I'm sitting here grinning ear to ear like an idiot for it, and that's the kinda thing I always hope to achieve when I write something. I've discontinued (maybe for good) writing for the TH fandom, but am focusing on editing this story as we speak for publication (actually I got the notification just as I finished editing a chapter and needed a break anyway!) 34 of [now only 93] Chapters are completed, and the new version is so different that it promises a lot 'more' than this version offered (because the story itself had to be toned down for the TH fandom audience and conform to certain real-person personas). Anything that made you nervous in this version will make your heart beat out of your chest in the new version. We pulled out all the stops for it, and I hope that maybe that would make you interested enough for it whenever it comes out as a legitimate book. Thank you again, and I'm really glad you enjoyed it!

I don't even know what to write here because I think I'm firmly seated in a state of shock and almost don't want to put pen to paper again because I am not worthy and will never write anything with a plot this intricate and genius. I started last weekend and now it's Friday afternoon and every chance I get I've just been reading like a maniac. I spent like eight hours straight on it one day, not moving from my seat and just reading from my phone. And now I'm done with it but I don't even know what to say because I'm too floored. I've been liveblogging my reactions as I read on my Tumblr and a majority of it just consists of caps lock and swearing and 'OH MY GOD' over and over and I don't even know what to do with myself. My god this is the single most brilliant thing I've read on here and I like it even more than Obloquy/What Patience Earns and you are just phenom and please never stop writing. 

holy cow! what an epic! took me weeks to read this and worth every late late night. an extraordinary accomplishment, wonderful and sexy story, great characters and exciting twists and turns. thank you so much for sharing this.

“That’s your name from now on, kid.” He looked over the nervousness in Bill’s expression, “Why that name?”

“It just…came to me in a dream. Someone called me it and I thought it fit a little better.”

-Didn't catch that the first time i read it, but now it makes sense. Does it mean that Bill have already his double personnality but in a kind of latent state before he even start working for Bushido?

Author's Response: Yup :D congrats! You're the first to catch that.

So far, this is like NOTHING I have read before. And I have read some seriously sick shit. But this... This is something else. On a WHOLE other level. Just... wow. Have to go to bed now, but I sure as hell know what I'll be doing tomorrow. The Bill or Renn you have here... The small hints off what has happened to him. It breaks my heart. And Bushido is a big fucking mystery to. I'll be locking forward to try and find clues to both.

I don't know why but I really loved this line, “You’ve been in the shadows for so long, you’ve forgotten what the sun looks like, Kid.” I love this whole story so far and this is first time I have ever read Bushido with Bill at all. You are amazing and I am glued to reading this.