Date: 11/16/10 08:23 am Title: I'm Not Okay
love it!!! (: really excited for the next chapter! ;D haha, looooove it! (:
Author's Response: I'm glad you're loving it and excited for what's to come. =]
Date: 11/16/10 07:54 am Title: I'm Not Okay
thank god, because it seems i read the same thing the last 3 chapters... but its good!! im just... *sighs* i just got out of surgery yesterday so my eyes are already puffy from crying from pain, and everytime i read your story, and imagining Tom crying makes my eyes water. and since my eyes already hurts, making them water from this story makes them burn like hell...
Author's Response: I know it seems like the last chapters have been the same, but that's how it's supposed to be when you're grieving. If I would have had one chapter with Kim and Tom sad and upset, then that wouldn't have been good enough. I couldn't have just skipped over the whole thing. This is a very sad time in their lives and it needs to be shown as such. I know it sucks, and I am going to try and get things back to as normal as possible, but it will take time. The next chapter will be more about Tom and Kim coming together...grieving together and trying to make it through together. It might still be sad and heartbreaking but at least Kim isn't pushing Tom away. rnrn
I hope you are doing okay and you are recovering wonderfully from your surgery. =] I'm sorry I'm making your eyes water so much =/
Date: 11/16/10 01:27 am Title: I'm Not Okay
I love this story just please promise something good comes out of the end of it.
Author's Response: I promise. Even though it doesn't seem like there is going to be anymore happiness, there will be. Tom and Kim just have to grieve. There has to be some sadness and some heartbreak. Everything will work out in the end though...I promise. =D
Date: 11/16/10 12:40 am Title: I'm Not Okay
Sad, but great chapter! It's like a film playing through my head. Keep it up, once again and I'll keep saying it. I love this story and admire the way you write. Stay positive, don't let anyone bring you down.
Author's Response: It's like a film playing through my head as well. As I write, I'm picturing everything like it's actually happening. rnrn
Thank you so much for the support hun! Seriously, with out you, this story would not be continuing on =]
Date: 11/16/10 12:18 am Title: I'm Not Okay
She finally realizes that the girls will never come back. I'm holding back major tears. You really know how to bring out my tears in a good way. Waiting for the next chappie!
Author's Response: Yeah, she does. Even though it's hit her though, things aren't going to be easy. Her and Tom still have to talk. rnrn
I'll try not to make you wait too long, hun =]
Date: 11/15/10 07:17 am Title: A Day To Be Alone
You've put this chapter together so well. Dealing with a situation like this, would be unbearable at the least. But having to have gone through something like this before and it have been pretty crummy for a long time after, and now having to recover from it all again. Urgh. I think that as much as Tom thinks he knows what to do, he maybe doesn't realise that he's had those extra days knowing that the babies had gone, that Brian had gone. Granted he had the extra worry about Kim not waking up, and all the family around him, ending the tour early. But Kim woke up to it all, she's had to absorb it all, have people check on her, and no time to herself to really put it all together in a much shorter time than he had. And this really comes across with your writing, more or less the first bit of time to herself was after they'd already got home, and argued. I would imagine that Tom feels immensely guilty about it all, if he hadn't of been leaving to tour, then Kim wouldn't of been in that situation, and both the babies and Brian would still be around. I think that they both need to realise this, they both need time to put the pieces back together, but not leave each other stranded emotionally. It's a sad situation that Kim has now decided that she never wants to be pregnant again, one that she should really talk through. Not that she should just jump straight back into it, but they both wanted them, they may still want them in the future. Plus i kinda want to see a mini Kaulitz! I look forward to seeing the next chapters, i know they will be sad, but they need to be it wouldn't work otherwise. Plus there is so much that you could do now, they have to sort out 'the room', the wedding, Kim's career- is she going to go back to the photography, plus what will happen to Sarah if she does? Loads! I think you've been rather brave with this fic, going against what so many people wanted to make sure your fic is what you want. And people shouldn't criticise you for that, because you've done it so well. If you'd of gone, there'd been an accident, Brian was gone as were the babies, but everything fine and they were going to have more babies right now to make up for it. It wouldn't of been right, that wouldn't of fit with the fic. So you've shook it up a bit, made it go on, it's not just about having the twins, and a wedding in the future now. Not that that would of been bad, but yeah, i like the way its going now despite how sad it is. :] You write with such feeling that it makes eyes leak, that is a skill. :] Anywho's i think I'm rambling, and i hope it made sense.
( Urgh, sorry for the multiple review posts. My laptop spazzed out... :|)
Thanks!
BrokenFeathers
Author's Response: You made total sense =] Thank you for this comment. rnrn
You pretty much were bang on with everything you said. Although, not everything has come to light in the story, I will say you are right. Kim needs to try and open up to Tom, while at the same time, Tom needs to do the same thing. They need each other and not the other way around. rnrn
Before the focus was on the babies and the upcoming wedding. Now the focus is on Kim and Tom's grief...on them having to put the pieces back together. It wont be easy and it's not going to happen over night. It's going to hurt and it's not going to be pretty. I am going with two sayings 'What only kills us makes us stronger' and 'It gets worse before it gets better'rnrn
I really do appreciate you taking the time out to comment. It is wonderful to see you enjoying the way things are going. To be honest, things were never supposed to happen this way. The babies, the wedding, everything was supposed to happen in that order. After a while though, everything just stopped. I decided that just wasn't in the cards for Tom and Kim. Their lives had something else in store. I think this is for the better...even if they are in so much pain...this is the best thing I could have done. rnrn
I think it's only going to make everything better in the end.
Date: 11/15/10 02:06 am Title: A Day To Be Alone
These last two chapters have been great, you writte really well. Hope you update again soon, and don't let the readers who complain get you down :)
Author's Response: Thank you =] I have been thankful to you and all the rest of the readers for all the wonderful reviews and comments after this chapter. I now see how much support I actually do have. It means so much to me...thank you =]
Date: 11/14/10 11:50 pm Title: A Day To Be Alone
I'm still reading and i still absolutely love this story :) but im worried about "I decided right then and there that I would do everything in my power to never let myself get pregnant again." Please don't let her do anything stupid or rash :(
Author's Response: I wont let her do anything stupid or rash...I promise. rnrn
She's just so messed up and hurting right now. The thought of having another baby is too painful. She doesn't want to even consider having anymore kids. It will come up again in another chapter and more will be said.
Date: 11/13/10 07:52 pm Title: A Day To Be Alone
AAAAAAAAAAAAH ! Everytime I read this story now I cry.
This is so sad, I know I have said it before, but it's the truth.
And I don't like the way Kim is treating Tom, he's being so nice and caring and she's being so rude. I understand her, but he's hurt too.
Anyway, I'm waiting for the next chapter, even knowing that I'm gonna cry.
Author's Response: I'm sorry =[ rnrn
Kim is grieving. She doesn't know what else to do. She doesn't mean to treat Tom that way. She just feels like she's being constantly watched and everyone's hovering over her...especially Tom. All she wants is some breathing room. rnrn
The next couple of chapters wont be happy ones, just to warn you. I know you are already expecting it, but yeah... This is just how I feel things are going play out. Please bare with me =/
Date: 11/13/10 06:15 pm Title: A Day To Be Alone
I know Tom and Kim can make it through this very tough time. I don't want them to part =(
Author's Response: I don't want them to part either =] Everything will work out =]
Date: 11/13/10 06:10 pm Title: A Day To Be Alone
This was a good chapter. I'm going to keep reading as long as you keep posting, even though it may be sad. I'm kinda wondering if you going to do something about Kim being the photographer again?
Author's Response: It means a lot to me that you are going to continue reading hun. I know you were a bit skeptical about reading because it was so sad. I am going to warn you...the next few chapters will be a bit sad, but I promise...things will get better. rnrn
Things have to fall apart before they get better...remember that, okay? rnrn
As for Kim becoming their photographer again...I have thought about it and I have a few ideas up my sleeve =D You'll just have to wait and see. Remember...there's still Sarah to think about.
Date: 11/13/10 03:43 pm Title: A Day To Be Alone
even though the babies died...i hope you keep writing this story and i hope things get better between tom and kim. no one should make you feel bad about writing something you believe in. this is your story and its a great one.
Author's Response: Thank you hun =] rnrn
I will keep writing, don't worry. I guess I was feeling a bit...ganged up on, I guess. Maybe that's not the right way to put it, but maybe it is. Maybe I was just stressing over something that didn't need to be stressed over. I don't know.... rnrn
Either way, thank you for understanding and I will continue on with the story. It will not get deleted and I will not be doing a re-write either (as previously mentioned) rnrn
Thank you so much for commenting and reading =] It really means so much to me...so thank you!
Date: 11/13/10 03:14 pm Title: White Wedding
Thank you for continuing. While it was said it had to happen :/ This chapter was great!
Author's Response: You're very welcome. Thank you for understanding why I had to do what I had to do =]
Date: 11/13/10 01:40 pm Title: A Day To Be Alone
Please, please, please, please, PLEASE don't delete this story! It's very good! It really sucks, but . . . people die. And if they didn't die in fiction, then fiction would be terrible.
You're a fabulous writer, and while yes, I am upset that they died, that happened. This is the way you wrote your story - and your story is good.
And as for not reading anymore - I'm only finished reading this when you've decided the story is finished (which, I hope, isn't anytime soon, because I like it).
Author's Response: Don't worry, hun...I am NOT going to delete it. I decided I couldn't do it...not to you readers. Especially not to you readers. You all have been there for me from the very beginning...ever since '6 Months'. I couldn't do this to you or anyone else. rnrn
Thank you for being such a faithful reader. It really means a lot to me that you take the time out to read and review, so thank you =]
Date: 11/13/10 11:52 am Title: A Day To Be Alone
love it!!!!! :)
Author's Response: Thank you hun =]
Date: 11/13/10 11:05 am Title: A Day To Be Alone
omg this is truly amazing to read. i can feel the pain, the emotions of it all. the story so far have left me speechless. this is truly amazing. :')
Author's Response: Thank you =] I try and put everything I have into what I write. Sometimes I am even crying or tearing up when I am writing. These past few chapters have been so hard and I must admit there are a few more sad ones to come =/
Date: 11/13/10 10:18 am Title: A Day To Be Alone
I feel sad for Tom and Kim :( But hey, you made this story different than any of us would have thought, kudos to you for taking a brave step. I'll always read your story, no matter what ;)
Author's Response: It wasn't something I thought I would ever do, and I was very nervous about doing it that's for sure. To be honest, I had posted the chapter once and then deleted it right away. I was too scared about the outcome. I completely understand why everyone was so shocked. rnrn
I think this is a huge turning point in the story and it will change everything...maybe for good...maybe not. We will see. (Don't worry...I'm betting on good =D )
Date: 11/13/10 10:10 am Title: A Day To Be Alone
This is sooo sad. But they will get through it. I believe in them. Just one question... Third time's the charm, right?
Anyways, I love this story. I couldn't stop reading if I tried. Even though that last chapter was depressing beyond almost anything I've ever read, I couldn't stop reading. Because you're an amazing author and I love your work.
Author's Response: They will get through it...eventually. As for another baby? We will see. Kim is set against getting pregnant again. She thinks that this will happen again. She thinks that they will lose another baby. (Just like the chapter had said) rnrn
I know the last chapter was so sad and depressing...it was upsetting to me even. I am glad to hear you are still willing to stick it out with me and continue reading. It really means a lot to me to know that you love the story so much. Thank you =D
Date: 11/13/10 09:05 am Title: White Wedding
Poor Kim and Tom :( This is so sad, But it's a really good story though. I hope you will keep on writing.
Author's Response: =/ Poor Kim and Tom is right. I wish it wasn't so sad, but unfortunately it is. In time, things will get better...I promised =D
Date: 11/13/10 07:41 am Title: A Day To Be Alone
So happy to have impacted the continuation of this story. Don't worry about the crazy comments coming your way, at least they're reading the story right? Just worry about you, and continue writing beautifully. I love this story very much, I can't tell you how many times I've read it over and over again.
Write more soon! Take care!
Author's Response: You definitely had a huge impact. I was 95% percent sure I was going to be deleting everything and stopping with the whole story altogether. I love hearing everyone's input and stuff, but sometimes it can get to be a bit much, you know? rnrn
Anyways, Thank you! Thank you so much!