Date: 06/09/10 09:28 am Title: Chapter 4
Oh, god, the depression. A lot of this seems like random events that don't string together to make up much of a long-term plot, but it is entertaining.
Date: 06/09/10 09:01 am Title: Chapter 3
I really like how this is developing, I have to say. I like it a lot.
Date: 06/09/10 08:48 am Title: Chapter 2
This is almost creepy. I love it, though.
Date: 06/08/10 10:40 pm Title: Chapter 1
This looks quite interesting, and so far, no mistakes. I like it.
Date: 05/30/10 02:31 pm Title: Chapter 15
Does this mean that Tom is going to take them too???
More soon!
Date: 05/25/10 07:14 pm Title: Chapter 14
Oh, wow... This is a sad twist. Poor Bill. I don't know what else to day here. You wrote it sound so raw, so terrifying and devastating. Interesting twist in a plot.
Date: 05/24/10 03:24 am Title: Chapter 14
I guess if was only a matter of time before bill finally broke down... I really enjoyed this chapter. The emotion and pain in the words was so strong and made for a great update. I'm looking forward to the next chapter. I've been reading this story from the beginning and even though I might not comment on every chapter I still read them all and always enjoy when an update comes along. Keep up the great work!!
Date: 05/23/10 09:18 pm Title: Chapter 14
Oh no! Bill's completely gone off the deep end!
:( :( :(
More soon!
Date: 05/17/10 07:16 pm Title: Chapter 13
I'm having quite a low moment myself right now and I think this story doesn't help me with it at all. :D. But of course I wanted to read it and think about it again a little. Still applauding for your way to melt real life event to this challenging environment. Nice job on that. Their lows are making me low...
Date: 05/17/10 03:55 pm Title: Chapter 1
Okei, well that explained alot... I know alot about Manic Depression, because my mother has the disorder...
Author's Response: It runs in my family as well, i know bad things can happen during manic episodes :/ I always hold wood before I start writing a chapter, hoping it'll never come true
Date: 05/16/10 11:35 am Title: Chapter 13
awww poor billabear
Date: 05/16/10 04:28 am Title: Chapter 3
Bipolar I disorder is characterized by one or more manic episodes or mixed episodes (symptoms of both a mania and a depression occurring nearly every day for at least 1 week) and one or more major depressive episodes. Bipolar I disorder is the most severe form of the illness marked by extreme manic episodes.
Bipolar II disorder is characterized by one or more depressive episodes accompanied by at least one hypomanic episode. Hypomanic episodes have symptoms similar to manic episodes but are less severe, but must be clearly different from a person's non-depressed mood. For some, hypomanic episodes are not severe enough to cause notable problems in social activities or work. However, for others, they can be troublesome.
Author's Response: If by this, you mean that my FF is not right, I just want to say that I know that. I know it isn't accurate, but I don't like writing about manic episodes, because they honestly scare me to death. Not a lot of good things happen during those... I just describe them as being down because I need it for my story :)
Date: 05/16/10 04:09 am Title: Chapter 13
love it!! poor bill ! :( please update soon :)
Date: 05/12/10 11:26 pm Title: Chapter 12
Why is Georg so upset? I mean, I know why he should be, but really? That much?
Yikes @ Tom cutting himself! Bravo @ Bill for finally fucking understanding! Let's hope Tom doesn't pick up his nasty habit.
More soon!
Date: 05/12/10 05:59 pm Title: Chapter 12
Of course we still like it. :)
Just as intense as the story has been this far, but yet calming. No, not calming, but foggy, the whole story full of tensions, dynamics and yet it's like following their life wrapped in gray fabric, foggy, cotton soft. They tour, they live, but Tokio Hotel, the actual band, is not really there. It's like a cardboard landscape on a stage and in focus are four individuals with their own struggles. This is so interesting, because I don't feel like I'm reading of Tokio Hotel at all. Not in a bad way, no!
It took me this long to realise, what created the addictive atmosphere in this fic and it must be that artificial world of theirs. Their whole life is Tokio Hotel, but at the same time, it's meaningless. They live inside those walls, separated from the outside world, their sick little cocoon. The more they tour, are Tokio hOtel, the deeper they dive, closer to each other and break themselves even more. It's all wrapped around the cocoon.
Date: 05/12/10 04:23 pm Title: Chapter 4
don't be sorry it's so beautiful and deep. something bill would really feel
Date: 05/07/10 06:22 pm Title: Chapter 11
“You shouldn’t toy with people’s heads like that,”
Excellent line! I always hope it to get out in some way or another, because I guess that's how I partly see him. Unintentionally, but still...
Yay for going to slash! Even if I'm not into this pairing so much, slash is always good :)
Btw, I noticed in this chapter that when POV changes in the middle of the chapter, it's rather difficult to follow. Maybe that's one thing you could think of in a future: how to keep the person clear when writing first person fic? I got it, no problem, but it was slightly challenging and affected littöle bit on my flow in reading.
But nice chapter again" Poor Russian fans, I still feel sorry for them.