Date: 03/30/10 06:57 pm Title: Five
I love this story so much. And I know I say that with every chapter, but I also love how you're writing Bill here. Such a wonderful character, he's just what Tom needs right at this particular time. I am aware it can't be easy to let go of something like this, he's too used to the pain, he's too convinced only Georg can love him, but I'm glad he's more open now to realizing that he's not as alone as he thought. I'll be looking forward to more. :)
Author's Response: Thank you so much! xox
Date: 03/30/10 06:27 pm Title: Five
Open your eyes tomi! :(
Author's Response: These things time. ;D
Date: 03/30/10 06:26 pm Title: Five
...... What Tom is going through with Georg reminds me a lot of something I had personally gone through. It's painful to "see" someone so wonderful as "Tom" get beaten down to basically nothing. I kept fighting off tears as I read this chapter. Hopefully, Tom will see what Bill is saying and take the hand he is offering. : ) Wonderful job!
Author's Response: I'm sorry you had to go through something similar, it's very hard isn't it? However, it only makes you stronger! Thanks so much hon! xoxo
Date: 03/30/10 05:32 pm Title: Five
first of all.....this story is absolutely amazing and i'm looking forward to the next chapter.
secondly, i'd like to take you up on that offer.
Author's Response: Thank you, darling! Sounds great! I'd love to help you out with anything you could possibly need from me. xoxxox
Date: 03/30/10 05:16 pm Title: Five
This is such a lovely story. It makes me warm all over everytime I read a scene with Bill and Tom. You, my girl, are a very beautiful person. Don't forget that, ever. You bring something out that makes people see the good in things, you make them realize that there is more to life than pain. Thank you.
-Cigimuz
Author's Response: I am so glad you have said that. My life has been created to do that very thing, to inspire and to create beauty for everyone to see and feel and touch and taste. I am so happy that you find me a beautiful soul because it is the biggest thing I am working on right now; being the beauty I want to see in the world. All my love. xoxo
Date: 03/30/10 05:14 pm Title: Five
Cinematics, you are the most kindest and sagacious I met, and I haven't met you at all! And that was going to be my next question!
Do people have souls and do people often confuse it as their conscious?
Author's Response: I believe that souls and consciouses can be two very different things. Every human is made up of a very beautiful, positive, and innocent soul but it's your conscious and your bodies chemicals that decide whether or not you will be happy or sad, or kind spirited or angry. Chemicals, like spirits and souls and consciouses, are very important things. If a spirit ends up in a body full of mixed up and unbalanced chemicals chances are that soul will constantly have to struggle. I, myself, was placed inside a body fill of imbalances and so my soul is constantly fighting to keep being positive and beautiful.rnrn
I also believe that before we are placed into human bodies we write out all that we will do and achieve in our lives, even down to the smallest part. This is how we always keep meeting the same souls over and over and feel very strongly one way or another to them. In writing out what you will live like before you are born into a body can easily be misconstrude as a conscious or even as Deja vu!
rnrnThank you for your kind words. xoxo
Date: 03/30/10 04:42 pm Title: Five
I can definitely understand why Tom was wary of Gustav in the car. I would have been a bit suspicious, myself. But I'm so glad Tom has Bill, now. He's such a sweetheart and he cares a lot about Tom, which I think is something he needs right now. Great chapter, hun ♥
Author's Response: Thanks so much! xo
Date: 03/30/10 04:38 pm Title: Five
thank you for that chapter that had me in tears nearing the end. and thank you for this end note, too.
Author's Response: xoxo You are most welcome. Stay beautiful, positive, and bright.
Date: 03/30/10 04:35 pm Title: Five
I feel so frustrated with Tom, just want to shake some sense to him. But it's not so easy to leave when he is with a person like Georg and lying to himself. But maybe with Bill's help he'll manage. And I hope Gustav will be there too.
Was Georg cheating Tom? I have a feeling he was... I hope he will get what he deserves.
xx
Author's Response: We'll have to wait and see! xox
Date: 03/30/10 04:13 pm Title: Five
This was a great chapter. Tom needed to be told of his situation. Denial is the hardest part to accept.
I love how you voice your insight on life through your stories. You're very sweet and I bet you'd be a wonderful friend to have.
Date: 03/30/10 04:12 pm Title: Five
This was a great chapter. Tom needed to be told of his situation. Denial is the hardest part to accept.
I love how you voice your insight on life through your stories. You're very sweet and I bet you'd be a wonderful friend to have.
Date: 03/30/10 04:12 pm Title: Five
This was a great chapter. Tom needed to be told of his situation. Denial is the hardest part to accept.
I love how you voice your insight on life through your stories. You're very sweet and I bet you'd be a wonderful friend to have.
Date: 03/30/10 04:07 pm Title: Five
You are such a sweet person. I love how you voice your insite on life through your stories. I bet you'd be a wonderful friend to have.
Author's Response: Aww, thank you! Unfortunately, I have very few friends but those I've got do love me a lot and I in turn love them. xoxo
Date: 03/29/10 11:34 pm Title: Four
And from us, you too. Will a person be consider a human if they lack of empathy or sympathy or no emotions at all? Could we as people capable of feelings sympathize the non feeling person? Think about not the functions of the human body (Heart, Lungs, Cells) but of by emotions. Are they really at fault?
Author's Response: Of course a human is still a human regardless of if the chemicals in their brains are proper. I would, personally, feel sympathetic for those unaffected.
Date: 03/29/10 02:01 pm Title: Four
I want to kick Georg in the balls. -sigh- But I love Bill's perceptive comments and how he takes care of Tom emotionally. I love how different and odd things he says or does. If you find someone like that, send them to me because I love insightful people. They keep me thinking! Another great chapter! -snuggles up on Tom und Cha!!- :)
Author's Response: ;cuddle;
Date: 03/29/10 04:19 am Title: Four
Wow, i love this.
It's so well planned. And so many details! I love how Bill can read Tom like that just by looking at him and take in all the body language!
Update soon, please :)
Author's Response: Eee! Thank you! xo
Date: 03/28/10 01:43 pm Title: Four
Ok, jesus christ. This fic makes me feel SO weird. but in a good way.It makes me think and confuses the hell out of me. But with every new chapter you post i feel more and more drawn into the story, i just can't stop thinking about Bill's answers to everything all day long. I guess the way Bill speaks and sees the world his way makes this so interesting and so addicting. I'm loving it and i hope i'll start understanding what Bill means with all his answers. I feel a bit like Tom :p Well, keep going with this. Catarina*
Author's Response: Well, you know, his thoughts in this story are my thoughts and so I guess I, too, am interesting ;D Haha. Thanks so much! xoxo
Date: 03/28/10 12:55 am Title: Four
This story has something intriguing about it. I hate how Georg treats Tom, but I really love how wise Bill is, even being so young. I love how wise you are as well, Miss. Cinematics. :)
Everytime I say your name, I tend to sing Automatic but replace Automatic with Cinematic. Is that weird? Anyway...
YOU'RE CINEMATIC, AND YOUR HEART'S LIKE AN ENGINEEEE.
Okay, anyway, again.
Update soon. :D
Author's Response: LOL No! It's not weird! I always sing "It's automatic, systematic, so traumatic, IT'S CINEMATICS!"
Date: 03/28/10 12:15 am Title: Four
Cha, How do you do it? I read this chapter twice. and then made my bestie read it. It touched me straight to the core. It was amazing.
This chapter actually made me tear up a few times. Tom is too naive for his own good. He really needs help away from Georg, and I am so happy that Bill is there. I really hope Bill can get Tom to open up soon.
Thank You Muchly!! xoxo
Author's Response: Awww <3 Thanks!!!
Date: 03/27/10 11:54 pm Title: Four
I adore your Bill and I love you for writing such a fabulous, insightful story. I just love how you're weaving Tom's life into the whole butterfly cycle. I love how much open Tom is now to whatever Bill says, how much more willing he is to put a stop to the pain. Really loving this story, so much!
Author's Response: Thanks so much!