Date: 10/15/16 04:16 pm Title: Leipzig, Germany, March 30th, 2010
I was reading one of your answers and you said this will be a 27 chapters history.... I wish you could continue because honestly it's so good , I read over and iver and iver again the same 11 chapters...
Date: 11/23/13 01:03 am Title: Leipzig, Germany, March 30th, 2010
Yeah, I know it's been over three years, and that you left the fandom. I still wanted to give you a review though. Yes, I've read this before, this is the third time I'm reading it. I know it probably won't be updated anytime soon. I just LOVE it. Though you wanted to know that. It's so amazing.
Like, it's so sad and heartbreaking and oh my god I've cried a lot while reading it. But you've done such an amazing job with this, describing how Tom feels. It's just... ugh! It doesn't matter how many times I read it, doesn't matter how many times I remind myself that THIS IS FICTION and Bill isn't dead... still.. I cry like a little baby every fucking time. It's so sad. And I normally don't like sad stories, but this is addicting! i dunno, i guess I'm just hoping that one day an update will magically appear xD
I just wanted to let you know how amazing this is. It's so amazingly written it takes my breath away. Great job, and I really do hope you'll come back one day!
Date: 04/12/12 02:04 pm Title: Marseille, France, March 23rd 2010
Please write more.
It sure is a very sad story but it also is written so well. And I don't mind sitting in front of my Computer, crying like a little girl because there is a MCD.
Don't give up on this story, please.
Date: 01/19/12 02:56 pm Title: Leipzig, Germany, March 30th, 2010
:( Where's the athor chapter?:'( I can't see him! Arg, it can't be finisht! Pleasee, writing morree:D I Looovee your story!
Date: 01/03/11 02:26 pm Title: Leipzig, Germany, March 30th, 2010
I really like this story so far. So sweet and sad! I know you haven't updated in a while, but do you think you will anytime soon? I wanna read what happens at the funeral.
Date: 11/08/10 11:17 pm Title: Leipzig, Germany, March 30th, 2010
There's only one review, wtf?
I have to applaud you again for the sheer realism with this. Grief is an achingly slow process. Although I personally haven't lost anyone close to me in that degree, I can understand every day, every minute, being torture.
Date: 10/08/10 03:10 pm Title: Marseille, France, March 23rd 2010
This physically hurts to read! I usually avoid MCD like the plague and don't know why I started reading this but even though it was painful I couldn't stop! God, you're good!
Date: 09/28/10 08:36 am Title: Marseille, France, March 23rd 2010
I think I've never cried so much while reading a fanfiction... you own me a lot of money for all the tissues I had to use!
Please write more soon.
Date: 08/27/10 03:03 pm Title: Leipzig, Germany, March 30th, 2010
When you said I'm being to nice to you... No, I'm not. You deserve it all :).
I know I've said this million times, but sometimes I wonder why I read this, because this is a killer. Most of the MCD-fics have only a glimpse of the actual dead and they very quickly either end or turn into a new start. The death is handled maybe delicantly, but rushed in a way like it would be too painful to dive into.
Can't blame it, though, because it is like that: so hard to handle in life. Breaking something so beautiful as the twins' connection must require very much strenght, but maybe it can be also healing in some way? Maybe that's why I'm reading this even if this is killing me?
I've never lost anyone really close to me, but I'vbe been thinking about it a lot lately, because my mother got hospitalized because of heart problems few weeks ago. She is back home already, but all of this makes it even harder - even scarier - to read this.
I keep this as my personal therapy, I guess. The slow progress, every detail of pain and struggle, grief and letting go being so there and processed.
Take that as an compliment. :)
Date: 08/25/10 05:12 pm Title: Leipzig, Germany, March 29th, 2010
You made me tear up - again. Honestly, something in this chapter was heartbreaking. I think after couple chapters of following Tom's process to understand went by with mostly curiosity and in attempts to understand, but now...
Something in a thought of Bill getting back home was so devastating. It was beautiful, bittersweet and awfully sad. It really hit me.
As well as how Tom just had top tell someone and how his grandma had always known.
Maybe the emotional impact came from relief and beauty, sadness too, yes, but there was something very beautiful, too.
Nicely written chapter, made my heart ache.
Author's Response: Aw, thank you so much for your review. You are really too nice to me.
Date: 08/24/10 11:54 pm Title: Leipzig, Germany, March 29th, 2010
I'd like you to know that this is frickin torture to read DX *bawls*
And yet it's so good that I cannot stop.
Author's Response: Aw, I am sorry! But, it does mean I am doing something right, right? ;) Thank you for your review!
Date: 08/24/10 04:22 pm Title: Leipzig, Germany, March 29th, 2010
I cry every time I read this
Author's Response: Thank you for taking time to review.
Date: 08/23/10 03:19 pm Title: Leipzig, Germany, March 29th, 2010
so sad..but i love the moments when they show pure feelings that r so strong they actualy can bring bill back
Author's Response: Thank you for your review!
Date: 08/22/10 05:49 am Title: Hamburg, Germany, March 28th 2010
*sigh* You leave me a heavy feeling in my chest, but I must say that it's so fascinating to follow Tom's grieving process. I feel like fumbling myself, too, when trying to UNDERSTAND.
So nice to see you updating again! It took me few days to review, but that's all good, becausae now I can wait for the next chapter already today... right? :)
Author's Response: *sigh* Your reviews make me smile ever time, haha. It's complicated, probably because I don't know how to react when you lose someone that close to you, but I'm doing my best. And Tom is such an confused soul!rnrnI will update every other day until this is complete now, so I posted one late Sunday/early Monday, depending on where you are. Then Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday, Monday etc. :)
Date: 08/19/10 08:04 pm Title: Hamburg, Germany, March 28th 2010
poor Tomi
Author's Response: Thanks for taking time to review! He is a sad puppy.
Date: 08/19/10 07:20 pm Title: Hamburg, Germany, March 28th 2010
This story never ceases to make me tear up. D: I really, really hope the twins never have to go through something like this. I hope someone will catch the killer within the next few chapters. I really loved the way you wrote Tom's emotions. This chapter was so touching. I can't wait for your next update. :D
Author's Response: Aw, that means I'm doing something right, right? Same here, I don't wish this for anyone. And thank you for that, I am really enjoying writing this side of him. Thank you so much for taking your time to review!
Date: 06/24/10 12:07 am Title: Marseille, France, March 23rd 2010
did bill get shot or what
Author's Response: Yep.
Date: 06/23/10 05:28 pm Title: Loitsche, Germany, March 26th, 2010
Melancholic, slow, unreal, blurry... TYhat's how i felt of the chapter. You do very, very good job on writing the emptiness, the wandering after loosing someone. Like there is no real way for Tom or Simone to actually live, but breathe, breathe, breathe in a foggy world, incomplete world... There is this certain slowlyness and minimalism on them that I like. This fic is always worth of the pain it causes.
I hope you visit to the hospital brings good news to you!
Author's Response: Thank you so much. I'm so nervous about this story, since I've never lost someone close to me at all, especially someone as close as the twins are. But, I really hope I'll be able to keep it up. Thank you so much!
Date: 06/22/10 06:15 pm Title: Loitsche, Germany, March 26th, 2010
Hope all goes well at the hospital and you feel better.
This story is very good. very touching. very real. keep writing!
Author's Response: Thank you, really, this means so much!
Date: 06/22/10 05:26 pm Title: Loitsche, Germany, March 26th, 2010
This is so sad, but you totally succeed in making it realistic.
Congratz for being the author spotlight ! YOu really deserve it :)
Author's Response: Thank you so, so much for that! :)