Date: 12/04/10 04:16 pm Title: Impulse
Lord, I honestly can't tell you how much I love this fic, your characterisations are... magnificant. I'm completely fallen in love with them, I want nothing more than Bushido to take care of Bill and that he's doing :) That scene on the bus at the end, wow stunning!
Date: 12/04/10 04:08 pm Title: Realization
Oh GOD Bill, Bill Bill ;___; he breaks my heart, and I so desperately want his own heart to fix. I love that you've incoporated Bushido's real lyrics into this fic :) makes it that extra bit more believeable.
Date: 12/03/10 01:24 pm Title: Independence
Aw yay Chakuza! He and Bill are coming round to each other. And yes, Bill, please accept this, it's good for you ^_^
I love this, I love this so so so much! and once again, I'm getting through your work SO DARN FAST xD Not cool.
Date: 12/03/10 01:19 pm Title: Hope
Smile, yes, Bill smile :) It's gonna be one hell of a moment when Bill gives his first real smile in so long. Those dreams are haunting! I love your descriptions, this whole entire fic is amazing, your whole entire works are AMAZING :) Please don't ever stop writing!
Date: 12/03/10 01:15 pm Title: Confession
Oh my God. Oh my God, I have teary eyes, oh dear. That was STUNNINGLY beautiful, the way you wrote that kiss, their first kiss. God so gorgeous, I thin it was one of my favourite fanfiction moments :) Score for Raiju!
You have so many scores in my books xD
Date: 12/03/10 01:10 pm Title: Defeat
Oh drunk Bill, he let go man! I hope this isn't SUCH a bad thing, even though Bushido can see all those things in his eyes. God he's so tragic, poor Bill, I so want him to be okay. Your writing is stunning!
Date: 12/03/10 01:04 pm Title: Regret
Ooh Bill *heart* i really hope he heals, and Bushido helps him do to just that, which i think he will :)
Date: 12/03/10 12:53 pm Title: Soliloquy
Oh my god, I LOVED your description of when Bill was watching Bushido, in a way I could relate, when I first started listening to Bushido I thought how on EARTH can I tell him apart from all the other rappers?! But then I heard it, I loved how you described it so much :) And more Kay! I love that man ^_^
Date: 12/03/10 12:49 pm Title: Thoughtless
Aw I love Kay already, I have such a soft spot for him, I think he's a wonderful character to read :) I'm looking forward to more Kay One!
And Chakuza, well, I hope he comes round. He's not all bad! :D
Date: 12/03/10 12:44 pm Title: Transformation
Oooh Bill's new look, you described it so beautifully, he's such a gorgeous being, Bill Kaulitz :)
And aw aw aw, that scene with Bushido carrying Bill out the car, that was incredibly adorable! I love this pairing, it's catching up as my new favourite, mainly thanks to you ^_^
Date: 12/03/10 12:34 pm Title: Trust
Ooooh I'm excited to see what she's gonna do to him :) I liked her demeanor, she seemed sweet and gentle, what Bill needs I think.
Date: 12/03/10 12:24 pm Title: Frailty
Well, I didn't take much break after Obloquy before heading over here :) I'm so so looking forward to the journey you're going to take me with this fic, I can't tell you how fabulous I think your writing is.
This was an excellent start, really :) I'm curious as to where Bushido's going to take Bill...
Date: 10/10/10 11:37 am Title: Breathe
I read your story all 40 wonderful chapters non-stop and I'm glad to say its 8:29 am in the moring and now I am done. I must say your story has touched my heart completely and made me cry my eyes out. Seriously I cried alot while reading this. My heart ache for Bill and wanted a happy ending for him.
Almost 10 years have pasted since I lost my older sister in a car accident along with her husband but yet when I think of her my eyes always fill with tears but now my heart doesn't heart as much as before. I have learn to move on and keep on living when back then all I wanted to do was die to. So I could relate to this story but as Bill I have surived it and have come out strong.
So again awesome story and thank you for such a wonderful fanfic :)
Date: 10/09/10 12:08 pm Title: Birthday
I don't cry easily...just fyi..this chapter made my cry.
Date: 09/14/10 03:37 am Title: Breathe
So... All the pain and heartbreak and healing.. And he doesn't even get to really be with Bushido in the end? : It was a great story, but I sort of feel like I'd have rather not read it, knowing it didn't end with Bill really being happy with the person he loves. :| Now I've spent all day crying my eyes out and it's like, Bushido's still too much of a puss-ass to let go of his gangsta image and just be with Bill. :| I'mma cry myself to sleep tonight. :|
Date: 09/13/10 10:32 pm Title: Hope
I read it. ): I bawled the whole time.
Date: 08/23/10 11:24 am Title: Breathe
beautifully done. thank you.
Date: 07/27/10 01:23 am Title: Breathe
The way this story is written, with such detail and the way things are worded....it all seems believable. Almost real. I will admit I cried. Knowing for damn sure that if Bill ever lost his brother all hell would break loose. And I lost my brother to suicide so in a way it touched me on that front too. Wonderful story and I can't wait to read your other ones.
Date: 07/20/10 09:52 pm Title: Breathe
I have been reading these two stories, Obloquy and this one, for the past week or so. There were times I didn't get a chance to start reading until very late at night, but once I did, I couldn't stop. I'd end up bargaining with myself to stay up for one more chapter and promising myself that I'd go to bed early the next night. But I never did.
Today, I had the chance to read the last 15 chapters in one chunk. It was afternoon when I started and now it's almost dark and I'm just sitting here, stunned. Mostly because I loved it so much, but also because it's really rare for me to feel so much when I'm reading. Which is probably good because I read a lot, but this is one of the few stories (I can only think of two others) that has actually turned me into a sobbing mess. You're just so very talented and you convey so many depths of emotion so skillfully.
Anyway, I've babbled on, but I wanted to tell you how much I thoroughly enjoyed your stories. I'm off to go and watch the trailers now, and probably cry some more when I do. lol Thank you so much for sharing these with us.
Date: 07/20/10 09:37 pm Title: Closure
I completely bawled through this chapter. You wrote it so very well.