Date: 12/09/19 06:22 pm Title: Lies
AAHA I LOVE THIS SO MUCHHHHH,.
Date: 08/18/13 10:20 am Title: The First Of Many
please update!
Author's Response: I'm trying :-/ my pc crashed. I had it restored. Cant find a lot of my files, though. :( It's super depressing, but I have started the new chapter (over again). I had writer's block for a very long time, but my creativity is flowing again. Trying my best! So sorry for such long gaps between updates. :(
Date: 01/10/13 01:10 am Title: Lies
Still reading and definitely hoping you're still writing this to its conclusion, wherever that takes us!
Date: 01/08/13 03:14 am Title: Lies
I'm so happy you updated even though this was such a hard chapter to read. So much pain and misunderstanding between the twins. Bill must feel so alone; he can't turn to Tom for comfort because Tom is the problem, and he doesn't trust his mother. I guess Tom must feel pretty much the same way, because he really has no one to confide in either and it must hurt him so badly to see Bill suffering. I hope you can write more soon; I really want things to get better for the twins.
Author's Response: Thank you oh so much! I think in the next chapter we'll find out just exactly why Bill is seemingly worse that Tom *nod* Its gonna hurt, but it'll explain things, I think.
Date: 01/08/13 12:30 am Title: Lies
Still reading! Devastatingly effective as always, and hoping toward a happy ending for these two. In the meantime they're so miserable, but it's all too realistic considering all they've been through. Poor boys. ._. Very good writing, my heart hurts for them.
Author's Response: T~T I wasn't expecting anyone to still read it, tbh. Its been so lonnnnnggg :( I'm so happy you're reading it though! Thank you so muchhhhh <3
Date: 01/07/13 11:48 pm Title: Lies
Oh gosh I'd forgotten about this fic BUT HOW COULD I??? Jacki THIS is the EXACT reason that I went and found you on Twitter and fangirls over you. You are an AMAZING writer and you're touching on all of the subjects that I love and playing up Bill and Tom's conflicted emotions beautifully. This is a glorious fic. You even kept the writing style consistent even though its been a WIP. I love it, I love this. Such a glorious fic...good god there needs to be more writers like you in the world. So proud you are my JieJie
Author's Response: Meimeiiiiiiiiiii *sobs everywhere* 사랑해
Date: 01/07/13 11:19 pm Title: Nightmares
I'd forgotten about this chapter lol
Date: 01/07/13 11:07 pm Title: I'm Sorry
Of fuck right I remember the plot now
Date: 01/07/13 10:57 pm Title: The First Of Many
CHRIST I HAVEN'T READ THIS IN SO IM STARTING OVER I FORGOT THE PLOT....HI JIEJIE WO AI NI MEN
Date: 04/25/12 03:48 am Title: It's True, I Hurt Too...
This chapter gives me hope! They may actually talk about and even heal from it. Thanks for the update!!
Date: 04/13/12 04:55 pm Title: It's True, I Hurt Too...
I'm happy to see you continuing this, I really am. Despite the painful subject and feelings that are sometimes almost too much to take, this is still so beautiful. You have a beuutiful, vibrabt way to write.
And poor t5wins, they are so messed up, so trapped in their memories, fears and love. This was once again psychologically cleverly written chapter.
Maybe... maybe they could accept their emotions, let them free?
Date: 04/07/12 11:06 pm Title: Nightmares
OH wow, the transition between what happened in the past (what Bill is remembering) and what Bill is doing in the present (getting away from Tom) is so well-done! I could really feel as though I was in Bill's mind and I could feel all his pain. The transition was so well-done that I could feel the blur between the reality and the past!
Anyways, yeah this chapter was pretty dark and graphic :/ but we have to get through this to understand what the twins have been through! I must say, you got me hooked on your story, so I think that whatever you will do, I won't stop reading it now ;)
Author's Response: Thank you oh so very very much for this review. It's lovely. I'm glad you thought so! It takes me an extra while to put out chapters sometimes, but I try to make sure they are more than worth the wait. <3
Date: 04/07/12 11:04 pm Title: It's True, I Hurt Too...
Yayy Andi got kicked to the curb and we got more twin time!!
Author's Response: Right? Andi is a douchebag. He really is. However, he's not gone for good ;) Thanks for the review! <3
Date: 04/07/12 06:07 pm Title: It's True, I Hurt Too...
Incredible chapter. So glad you haven't abamdoned this.
Author's Response: I can say with a firm mind that I will NEVER abandon this fic. Ever. I have to see it thruogh to the end. I'd never be able to leave the twins so broken :-/ Thanks for reading! <3
Date: 04/07/12 11:11 am Title: It's True, I Hurt Too...
Not leaving! You take your time, it's worth the wait anyway! This story is so unique and intense, it's really something. This was another brilliant chapter and Im intrigued to read more. :)
Author's Response: Thank you for not leaving!! <3 <3 I am trying my hardest to get the rest of this damn fic finished in a timely manner. I just .. keep having issues with the story, my muse, as well as real life. A LOT of real life problems, which is why they're slow in coming. I promise I will never abandon it though. :)
Date: 04/07/12 08:06 am Title: It's True, I Hurt Too...
I. Love. This. Chapter. And I'm not just saying that because I just woke up and read the last part really quickly or anything. I seriously do. And I'm bracing myself for what comes next. =S
Author's Response: Oh you :p And yes. Brace away. I'm not even ready for it. :(
Date: 04/07/12 02:57 am Title: It's True, I Hurt Too...
MOAR!!! I almost forgot this story existed!! Im looking forward to more updates and please dont make us wait so long!
Author's Response: I'm trying not to! I'm working as fast as I can, I keep arguing with my muse ;__; it's rough. I'm hoping to get another chapter out s**n! Thanks for the review!
Date: 04/07/12 01:19 am Title: It's True, I Hurt Too...
I'm still with you! These poor boys. I'm reading this fic totally peering through my fingers, but I'm here. It's so dreadfully intense. But the sweet moments embedded in all of the difficult moments are truly sweet.
Author's Response: YaY! I'm so glad you're sticking with me ;~; I know I'm terrible at updates, but I have no intention, ever, to just abandon this story. The next couple of chapters, I'll be honest, are gonna be rough. Really rough. :-/ <3
Author's Response: YaY! I'm so glad you're sticking with me ;~; I know I'm terrible at updates, but I have no intention, ever, to just abandon this story. The next couple of chapters, I'll be honest, are gonna be rough. Really rough. :-/ <3
Date: 12/20/11 03:34 am Title: Beautiful Torture
Poor Bill. Thanks for the update! I'm so glad you are still working on this. =)
Author's Response: I could never abandon this story. Ever. It's embedded in my soullllll. Trying to get the next part up as s**n as possible!! <3
Date: 12/20/11 03:18 am Title: Sex
Oh, I was hoping Tom's fantasy was reality, because at least they could be close again. I loved the part with Bill and his eyes.
Author's Response: S**n something similar will be real ;) ... thanks for the review! <3