Date: 02/12/10 03:15 pm Title: 19. I Am Not Okay
awwww
Author's Response: aww is right XD
Date: 02/12/10 01:24 am Title: 19. I Am Not Okay
This chapter is so cute! Tom plays for Bill! :D *yay tom*
The song choice was good! Everyone loves Monsoon. I mean, it's like one of TH's songs from the beginning of TH! :)
You could use other songs in the future, though. That way you can be able to use the other ones you mentioned. I really liked this chapter...
Author's Response: Thanks for the review! A+ for cuteness =) I like you're idea with using the other mentioned songs in the future ^^
Date: 02/11/10 11:23 pm Title: 19. I Am Not Okay
Another amazing chapter. I really enjoyed it. Keep up the AMAZING work!!!!
Author's Response: Thanks for the review XD
Date: 02/11/10 11:16 pm Title: 19. I Am Not Okay
awwwww... yaya!!!!!! cute moment!!!!!!
Author's Response: I love cute moments ^^
Date: 02/11/10 11:04 pm Title: 19. I Am Not Okay
I'm just glad he finally actually came out to know that he was, is anorexic. Kudos to Bill.
The way you made it sound, I thought it was anemia, but yes, the effects are the same... You either did your research properly, or your using your life experiences like I do! Either way, damn girl, your good. If you ever get a book published, let me know, I'll most definately buy one :)!
I think Monsoon is a great song choice for the twins! Even if the do have like three or more songs they've written for eachother.. LOL! Being a non conformist is awsome!
Yes, Bill confides in Tom. But I thought he was going to tell Tom about Andreas and Bushido.... Oh well, mabey next time! OH! and I remember, a couple chapters back, you mentioed rumors about Bill being anorexic. If he was, that's his business, why the hell do people care so much? I know it can be dangerous, but if he controls it, it's his life! God paparazzi really need to get a life. And if people are gullible enough to believe a rumor, then whatever. But I won't believe it untill I hear it out of the horses mouth, and even then, I still like him all the same..
THANK YOU FOR THE DEDICATION!! It means so much! I was pretty excited...
Author's Response: I think you wanted to say "bulimia" instead of "anemia". Bulimia is an eating disorder and anemia is a medical condition where someone's red blood cells are not as healthy as they should be, usually caused by low amounts of iron in the blood. I only know this because I was tested for this condition. And Yes, Bill's Anorexic scenes are all based on my personal life experiences. About the rumors that Bill has Anorexia- I cannot say one way or another because I am obviously not Bill. I do not suspect that he has an eating disorder and I think that the media is blowing his weight way out of proportion. I do think however that Bill should be happy and healthy, and have less stress...:)If Bill really does have an eating disorder I would want him to get help because I know how terrible it can be....That's just my opinion about the rumor. And you're welcome =)
Date: 02/11/10 10:35 pm Title: 19. I Am Not Okay
I think that the song choice is just fine; it seems to emphasize that Bill is fighting a little bit now. :)
Author's Response: I'm glad you like it =)
Date: 02/11/10 10:16 pm Title: 19. I Am Not Okay
get bill to tell him everything
Author's Response: =)
Date: 02/11/10 09:50 pm Title: 18. No One Saw Through My Games
yes...good bill confide in tomi...
Author's Response: :)
Author's Response: :)
Date: 02/11/10 09:26 pm Title: 18. No One Saw Through My Games
I definitely like the entries better. I hate flashbacks. I really really hate them.
Author's Response: I prefer the entries too. But I am still going to include flashbacks....^.^
Date: 02/11/10 12:31 am Title: 18. No One Saw Through My Games
I love this story. I just adore the emotion pouring forth from it. I actually have anorexia (I've had it since I was 11, nine years now, on and off) and no one seems to really understand it in stories but this...this was amazing. Great job!
Author's Response: Thank you =) My first experience with Anorexia was during the summer I was 12, and it recurfaced and has progressed a lot further since I was 14 (I'm now 18). One of the reasons I'm writing this story is because it really annoys me that fanfic writers portray eds as a life choice...but I know they're not. That's why Bill still has Anorexia even though he is suffering amnesia...it shows that he is not in control of this. XD
Date: 02/10/10 11:57 pm Title: 18. No One Saw Through My Games
omg i hate cliffhangers
Author's Response: The next chapter will be up soon XD
Date: 02/10/10 10:55 pm Title: 18. No One Saw Through My Games
I think Bill will tell tom about his eating disorder. I didn't think he was bulimic, just ate to much. My Great Grandpa used to be that way. I hate them too! Yes, I think a buble would be great!!! Only mabey you can make it dad proof?
Author's Response: *Searches for dad-proof-protective-bubble* Damn. They seem to be all out!!! Poor Billl.... =( lol
Date: 02/09/10 06:18 pm Title: 17. This Doesn't Hurt
*crying* so sad
Author's Response: Awww *hands over tissue*
Date: 02/09/10 11:52 am Title: 17. This Doesn't Hurt
Is this going to be al angst al the time, or is it going to be happier soon? :)
Author's Response: At the moment you can expect a lot of angst. But, it will get happier XD I promise.^^
Date: 02/09/10 07:30 am Title: 17. This Doesn't Hurt
4- yeah because tomi will find out and get bill to open up to him, I just know it xD
Great chapter even if so sad for what bill has got to go through. I'll be waiting for the next chapter!
Author's Response: Way to stay positive!! Thanks for the review =)
Date: 02/09/10 03:06 am Title: 17. This Doesn't Hurt
he should tell tomi about bu hurting him
Author's Response: We'll see....
Date: 02/09/10 12:33 am Title: 17. This Doesn't Hurt
I also forgot to address the song choice for Bill. I'm glad you used that one and not 'Don't Jump'. Since it technically wouldn't have worked, because he'd have to have someone to sing it to. Or for, but the one person who truely cared for him is gone. So thanx. And I feel the same way he does about that song. Duh! He wrote it! But anyways, Im sure you already know all my rambles, but I just wanted to say that. Sorry.
Author's Response: Yea, I'm not gonna lie that Don't Jump has crossed my mind, but I doubt I'll use it in this story. Bill is depressed...you'll find out just how much soon....and he wouldn't write Don't Jump because it is a song about hope and saving, and so it wouldn't make sense in his situation. Thanks for the ramble XD
Date: 02/09/10 12:26 am Title: 17. This Doesn't Hurt
1. Well, that is interesting. I didn't know that. Thanx.
2. I'm not one to pry, but, do you think the fact you have an eating disorder is why you chose Bill to have one too? Or was it just random? You donthave to answer if you don't want to, or if Ive over-stepped my grounds.
3. Mabey Bill will run across an old newspaper or magazine article that has his moms accident in it.
4. Yea, I knew that one, but it's wierd, how you need a cast for arms, legs, wrist and shoulders, or even fingers, ankles and toes. But not ribs.. Hmmm...I wonder who and how they came up with that conclusion..LOL..
Author's Response: 1. You're welcome.rn2. I actually started writing this story because I read a lot of eating disorder fanfictions and I can't stand how unaccurate they end up being. Many people think that it is a choice to be Anorexic, but it is really a disease. That is one of the main points I want to get across through this story. That is why Bill has amnesia but is still Anorexic- to show that it is a disease and is out of his control- he does not just decide one day that he will be Anorexic, he develops the disorder over time. And another inspiration was that many people say Bill is Anorexic, so I wanted to describe what it would be like if he did suffer from the disease.rn3. Thanks for the idea XDrn4.I don't know how they came up with it either...rnrnthanks for the review!!
Date: 02/09/10 12:05 am Title: 16. Fallen
First off: Thank you for pointing that out.. It all makes sense now..So thanx..
Second: she looked more like a classy cigarette girl than a young whore looking to ride the fattest disco stick. LOVE IT!!! Where'd you come up with something that cleaver... OH WAIT!!! You're a cleaver writer, duh!!! I love this story! It's one of my faqvorites...
Third: Poor Bill, so innocent and helpless. Stupid Bushado...
OH! And thanx for the run down on what happened to mama Kaulitz..
Author's Response: You're welcome to both =) I was really hoping that everyone understood that comparison because if you don't know what a "cigarette girl" is, then it doesn't make sense. The disco stick part is an allusion to Lady Gaga's "LoveGame", which I slipped in there because it was perfect for the line. Thanks, I'm glad you think I'm clever. ^.^
Date: 02/08/10 09:16 pm Title: 17. This Doesn't Hurt
i miss tomi!!!!
Author's Response: Me tooo. Which is why we're going to be seeing some chaps in Tom's pov soon XD