Date: 09/24/09 11:10 am Title: Bleed It Out
as i was saying in my review of the chapter leave out all the rest i love tom but he needs kicked really bad
Author's Response: yeah, in this story he's a jerk...but he learns his lesson...eventually
Date: 09/24/09 07:11 am Title: Hands Held High
oooooh SNAP!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT HAPPENES NEXT?!?!
Author's Response: :) I'll update with a new chapter today or tomorrow
Date: 09/24/09 06:30 am Title: Hands Held High
Ohhhh.....well that was interesting...poor bill...tom definitely deserves to get beat up for all he's done....can't wait for the next chapter
Author's Response: thanks...yeah, I know....thanks again :)
Date: 09/24/09 03:04 am Title: Hands Held High
pretty good, i could really feel tom's emotions. keep it up
Author's Response: thanks :)
Date: 09/24/09 01:44 am Title: Hands Held High
Wow, first of all, can I say that I'm honored that you dedicated this chapter to me! Thank you soo much, hun! I really am honored.
Author's Response: That's good :) no problem. I really am extremely grateful for the awesome banner.
Date: 09/23/09 06:48 pm Title: Given Up
Huh.....if only simons knew... I still want to hurt tom... I hope bill gets better...can't wait for the next chapter
Author's Response: yeah, if only...i know, a lot of people do...and thanks :) i'll update sometime tomorrow.
Date: 09/23/09 06:40 pm Title: Given Up
Wow, that was really emotional. Seriously, I was blinking back tears.
Also, I emailed you the banner; I'm not sure whether you got it or not, so let me know. :)
Author's Response: Thanks...:) Oh, I got it. Let me just say THANK YOU SO MUCH for it. I love it so much, it seriously looks AMAZING. I did a happy dance when I saw it :) no joke, i LOVE it. You are awesome, and I gave you credit for it in the story summary. I don't know how to repay you...I need to write you a fanfic or something. Any suggestions? ;) would it be okay if I asked for another banner later, when I post another story I'm working on?
Date: 09/23/09 06:35 pm Title: Given Up
make tom go to bill...;)..he has has to make things better...or bill will *look* to a knife again...
thanks for the update
Author's Response: :) yeah, i know....and you're welcome for the update :) there should be another tomorrow.
Date: 09/23/09 01:15 pm Title: Leave Out All The Rest
thanks for the dedicated chapter. well Tom is just trying to save his own ass by putting all the attention on Bill. I understand that he doesn't want the same treatment that Bill goes through but if he would not participate in the hazing I would like him more even if he was a coward and hide his true feelings from Bill or his own homosexuality. but I just can't stand people who join the bandwagon just to feel safe. So I still think that he needs to feel isolated, worthless and pain. But another part of me wants him to learn from this experience and learn to be himself and not be ashamed and stick together with Bill. I'm so glad that Bill is not going to except Tom's apology so easily. He's actually seeing Tom for what he's become one of them not the boy he likes. So Tom's going to have to realize he has to work for his guilty conscious to go away. So Bill is getting more in my good gracious. He's changing and that's a good thing but hopefully it's not that he finally is going to give up and committing suicide. maybe Tom can save him from the darkness and himself. just some hopeful thoughts.
love your story. a panic attacks are a bitch. made me agoraphobic. but I try to except I can't control everything. So I understand what Bill went through it does feel like your dying. but anyways can't wait to see how you stop Bill from committing because you can allow him to die because it will kill the story. maybe this will be a turning point in both their lives and the story.
Author's Response: you're welcome ;) you deserved it - you answered the question right. Yeah, he definitely is...he joined the bullies because it made him feel safe, and it made him feel better knowing that no one even suspected him. And over time is warped his thoughts and made him hate Bill, even though it was totally illogical to do so. I think he'll go through both dilemmas - feeling isolated and in pain, partly caused by Bill. And then he'll learn to be himself, since he's kinda forced into that with the isolation. Yeah, I think it would just be unrealistic for Bill to just welcome Tom back into his life with open arms after what he did. He hurt him so much Bill doesn't think he'll ever get over it. Tom has to work hard to get back into Bill's good graces, because he was such an awful person to Bill for so long. Well, I can't tell you if he does commit suicide or not, because that would spoil the story. But he is definitely planning on it. And thanks for sharing the the hopeful thoughts :) hope is good.rn thanks very much :) Yes, they definitely are a bitch. I'm so sorry that you've experienced them :( I personally almost had one but luckily I managed to calm myself down in time. But it felt awful. And I have a friend with a panic disorder, so she's told me what it's like...it's terrible :( Yeah, Bill dying really would kill the storyline, so he'll probably live through his attempt. But there will be some definite negative effects on his health all the same. Yes, hopefully this is a good turning point...Thank you so so so much for this wonderful review, and for taking the time to share your thoughts with me :) I appreciate it very much :)
Date: 09/23/09 10:46 am Title: Leave Out All The Rest
Can i help her kick Tom? Even tho i
Author's Response: haha :) even though you what?
Date: 09/23/09 09:26 am Title: Leave Out All The Rest
lemme kick Tom too)))
gr8 story)
Author's Response: haha :) thanks :)
Date: 09/22/09 09:57 pm Title: Leave Out All The Rest
ok, clear! ^_^
Author's Response: alright, good :)
Date: 09/22/09 08:37 pm Title: Leave Out All The Rest
This story is so intense! It's very well written and suspenseful and just... wow. WOW. I can't wait to see what happens next, but I'm praying that Bill doesn't do what I'm thinking he's going to do...
Can't wait to read more! I'm tracking this story, darling!:)
Author's Response: Thanks very, very much :) It always makes me happy to get reviews like this. I promise I will update ASAP...and thanks again :)
Date: 09/22/09 08:21 pm Title: Bleed It Out
This is really good! I definitely am excited to see where this goes.
Also, I'd like to make you a banner. Is that alright? :)
*runs off to read the next chapter*
Author's Response: Thanks so much :) OMG if you made me a banner that would be SO awesome! I would totally hug you....virtually ;) seriously, if you could do that for me that would be amazing. I'd have to figure out how to post it on the site as part of my story....but thanks so so so much for the offer. That would be so great.
Date: 09/22/09 07:21 pm Title: Leave Out All The Rest
grrrrrrrrowl...-.-
Author's Response: heh...yeah....
Date: 09/22/09 06:27 pm Title: Leave Out All The Rest
Felicia08 should kick Tom. Can I slap him? *makes puppydog eyes* And yes, he does deserve it. He's an asshole, but I think he's starting to come round. :)
For Bill's sake, I really hope so.
Great story, can't wait for more!!! XD
Author's Response: okay, the votes are in. she'll kick him somehow...and sure, go for it :) he does deserve it. but he is starting to come around...and thanks :) i'll update ASAP.rnrn
Date: 09/22/09 06:13 pm Title: Leave Out All The Rest
oooohhhhhhhhhh my gosh this story is sooooo cool! update soon please!!
Author's Response: thank you so much :) i'll update ASAP.
Date: 09/22/09 05:53 pm Title: Bleed It Out
Yeah, I say, let her kick Tom. He needs a "Come to Jesus" meeting.
Author's Response: the votes are in...and she'll kick him somehow, cause everyone voted for that.
Date: 09/22/09 05:35 pm Title: Leave Out All The Rest
poor Billa :(....Stupid stupid Tomi..i just want to kick him and kick him till he feels what Bill feels when he gets beat up....anyways can't wait fort he net chapter :)
Author's Response: yeah, i know...alright, the votes are in. felicia08 will kick Tom...somehow...and thanks :)
Date: 09/22/09 01:23 am Title: In Pieces
ME LOVE THIS FICS!!!!!!
I can kick Tom! He's a birch! Grrr I hate him right now! Let me kick him!
Give me more soon?
Author's Response: thank you so much :D LOL...lemme ask the readers if you should kick him or not, and we'll se what they say ;) i'll post another chapter ASAP.