They would meet up at Hans’ diner, every Friday night; it was their place. He would already be there when she arrived, sitting patiently in their booth at the back of the interior; head down, hands wrapped around a mug. She would open the door, pause to scope out the company that would be joining them tonight, and then she would let the door fall back, the bell above jingling and Tom would look up and smile cheerfully at her.

At first they had an excuse to get together, had a reason, and then that reason was finished and they had stopped seeing each other, stopped meeting up at Hans'. But with their situation, seeing each other was inevitable.

“We’ll never make it,” she would say to him as he kissed her desperately and passionately, tugging at each other’s clothes urgently.

He knew she was right, knew that their secret could never be exposed, but also that the secrecy was slowly and gradually wearing them down. “Not with that attitude, we won’t,” would be his reply every time, what she needed to hear, what kept them together—what kept them apart.

"Even though daddy's not here, I'll take care of you."

In a world where nothing is as it seems, two brothers struggle with a deep secret. One is a victim of rape and assault trying to face his inner demons and find the light in their collective sea of perpetual darkness. The other finds himself labeled as a murderer at the tender age of fourteen and grows to find that sometimes first impressions are more accurate than you think.

In this gripping tale of heartbreak, rage, and innocence gone sour, Bill and Tom struggle to right a wrong that ends up taking them even deeper into their own past, challenging everything they've ever held sacred in their hearts, including each other.

Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Action/Adventure, Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, Suspense, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Drug Use, Gore, Incest, Major Character Death, Minor Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, OOC, Self-Harm, Suicide, Violence, WIP
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 17451 Read Count: 236