Summary: "Any idiot can face a crisis – it's day to day living that wears you out." - Anton Chekhov

The fans didn’t have to know- they could be kept in the dark, believing all was fine. But the band was far from ‘fine’. The end of Tokio Hotel had begun the day the band started- slowly withering, crumbling, splitting apart in separate directions with each hurdle the four of them struggled to overcome. Too many obstacles, too many sacrifices, too much time, too much effort. As their dreams turned into nothing but an endless nightmare, they begin to give up- and the career they tried so hard to breathe life into is now nothing but a waste of time to them.

The most affected is the band’s beloved singer: the front man, the pretty face that graced the covers of magazines- Universal’s perfect little puppet. Ignored, forgotten and overlooked- nobody notices the dangerous path of self-destruction Bill has been wandering for months. That is, except for one person.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, PWP/Lemon, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: Tom/Bill
Warnings: Adult Content, Drug Use, Humiliation, Light Kink, Non-Con/Rape, Self-Harm, Violence, Voyeurism, WIP
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 67210 Read Count: 18413

Summary:

Hello, my name is Bill Kaulitz, and I'm a secret agent. Er, okay, I'm not a secret agent yet, but I will be once I finish my last year of training. And I'm good. Real good. The top agent trainee at the institution. Well, that's not what Tom Trumper will tell you. He'll tell you I operate on dumb luck only, and yeah, I'm luckier than most, it's true. But I've gotta have some talent, right?

You can't listen to anything Trumper says about me anyway. He hates me, I hate him, and the institution has been encouraging our rivalry ever since we first met.

If only he didn't fuck me just the way I like...


Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Action/Adventure, Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Humor, PWP/Lemon, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Bondage, Humiliation, Light Kink, OOC, Violence
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 9777 Read Count: 3859

Summary:

If only that door had been closed, neither of them would of been going through this right now. If only Tom's body hadn't betrayed him, they'd still be okay for awhile longer. But that alabaster skin is addictive. It's mesmerizing to watch and it must be heaven to touch. Tom just hopes he is allowed to do just that one day. [#3

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Light Kink, Voyeurism
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5023 Read Count: 4721

Summary: No one makes more of an effort to be different than Tom and Bill. Same continuum as Always, Aware, Akin, and Almost.
Categories: General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Saki, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Fluff
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2173 Read Count: 1509

Summary:

What will happen when Bill's celebrity crush acknowledges him on Twitter?
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Natalie Franz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 26589 Read Count: 29195

Summary:



"All I'd ever wanted was to forget. but even when I thought I had, pieces had kept emerging, like bits of wood floating up to the surface that only hint at the shipwreck below."— Sarah Dessen



Ayamair never thought that doing the right thing could change your life so much...


Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tobi, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Hurt/Comfort
Main Pairing: Bill/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Minor Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, Torture, Violence
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 16004 Read Count: 2345

Summary: Pressured and questioned, Bill obtains a way to get those disbelieving fans to see that he isn't at all gay. So he hires a struggling actress to help him with the scheme. But how long can they genuinely keep up the charade?

Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Female Celebrity, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/OFC
Side Pairing: Tom/Female Celebrity
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 18846 Read Count: 850

Summary: All's fair in love and war. But what happens when the love is too much to bear and the war in Bill's heart turns to chaos? Will it be too late?
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Saki, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Song Fic, Suspense, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Tom/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4328 Read Count: 466

Summary: The fight where Bill famously calls Tom a sick pig/bastard/fuck. And the weeks afterward, repairing the damage. When the sacred unity of the twins is broken in a thoughtless moment of stress, what will it take to restore their closeness?
Categories: General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Fluff, Hurt/Comfort
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1360 Read Count: 640

Summary: What happens when Tom wakes up from a coma and nothing is the same?
Categories: Slash, Het, General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, BottomBill, BottomGeorg, BottomGustav, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Gustav/Georg, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Incest, Under-Age Erotica
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 52021 Read Count: 3787