Member Since: 06/18/08
Membership status: Member
Bio:
Oh hey, I'm wirxwolltenxnurxreden :]
This is my face.
But, my real name is Gabby. I'm eighteen, and I'm from a city in New York that I'd bet you've never heard of.
I have a part-time job at a restaurant around here, and I just started college at a local school around here, and I'm double-majoring in English and German. I'll be here for a year, then I'm moving to the next city over in the summer, to graduate and become either a translator or a paralegal, if being an author doesn't work out by then. But, four years is a long time, and I'm an optimist, so I like to think something good will happen by then.
That wasn't random. It was to tell you I have a lot going on, so you know why if I disappear for weeks on end, like I have the nasty habit of doing sometimes. I just get busy, is all.
I'm really bad at talking about myself. I like Starbucks, and my cats, and music, and Mexican food, and baking, and going to concerts, and my friends, and law/criminal justice TV shows, and guys with superb grammar, and the internet, and not wearing pants. And a lot of other stuff, too.
Slowly but surely, I'm making peace with who I am. I'm starting to like me.
My Facebook and such is listed below. Chat with me. Maybe you'll like me, too.
Membership status: Member
Bio:
This is my face.
But, my real name is Gabby. I'm eighteen, and I'm from a city in New York that I'd bet you've never heard of.
I have a part-time job at a restaurant around here, and I just started college at a local school around here, and I'm double-majoring in English and German. I'll be here for a year, then I'm moving to the next city over in the summer, to graduate and become either a translator or a paralegal, if being an author doesn't work out by then. But, four years is a long time, and I'm an optimist, so I like to think something good will happen by then.
That wasn't random. It was to tell you I have a lot going on, so you know why if I disappear for weeks on end, like I have the nasty habit of doing sometimes. I just get busy, is all.
I'm really bad at talking about myself. I like Starbucks, and my cats, and music, and Mexican food, and baking, and going to concerts, and my friends, and law/criminal justice TV shows, and guys with superb grammar, and the internet, and not wearing pants. And a lot of other stuff, too.
Slowly but surely, I'm making peace with who I am. I'm starting to like me.
My Facebook and such is listed below. Chat with me. Maybe you'll like me, too.
Stories by wirxwolltenxnurxreden
Summary:
After moving to Magdeburg, Cassandra meets that garage band down the street in school. For a year afterwards, she is plagued by the message the singer, Bill, wrote on her hand in calculator symbols during math class one day... What could "(-)0/) 3^07 1 >l/1l-l7 1" POSSIBLY mean?
Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz
Genre: Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5312 Read Count: 4287
After moving to Magdeburg, Cassandra meets that garage band down the street in school. For a year afterwards, she is plagued by the message the singer, Bill, wrote on her hand in calculator symbols during math class one day... What could "(-)0/) 3^07 1 >l/1l-l7 1" POSSIBLY mean?
Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz
Genre: Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5312 Read Count: 4287
[Report This] Published: 06/29/08 Updated: 06/29/08
Summary:
A short, sad little oneshot based on the song "Forever and Always" by Bullet for my Valentine.
Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Song Fic
Main Pairing: Bill/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Major Character Death, OOC, Suicide
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2603 Read Count: 159
A short, sad little oneshot based on the song "Forever and Always" by Bullet for my Valentine.
Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Song Fic
Main Pairing: Bill/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Major Character Death, OOC, Suicide
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2603 Read Count: 159
[Report This] Published: 01/29/09 Updated: 01/29/09
Summary:
Categories: General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Paranormal
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Major Character Death, OOC, Violence
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 11046 Read Count: 186
Categories: General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Paranormal
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Major Character Death, OOC, Violence
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 11046 Read Count: 186
[Report This] Published: 03/15/09 Updated: 03/15/09
I Know What's Best For Me, But I Want You Instead by wirxwolltenxnurxreden
Rated: PG | Reviews - 130 | |
Rated: PG | Reviews - 130 | |
Summary:
Four and a half years ago, Abigail Demimonde had the best summer any kid could have wished for - going on tour with this awesome band, who call themselves Tokio Hotel. However, her breakup with Tom Kaulitz spelled disaster for her relationship with the band...
... Or, so she thought, until they popped back up out of the blue and wiggled their way into her life once again.
{Sequel to "There's a Side of the Story She's Supposed to Hide"}
{Title credit: "Over and Over" - Three Days Grace}
Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Main Pairing: Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: Bill/OFC
Warnings: Abuse, Minor Character Death, OOC
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 71734 Read Count: 8085
Four and a half years ago, Abigail Demimonde had the best summer any kid could have wished for - going on tour with this awesome band, who call themselves Tokio Hotel. However, her breakup with Tom Kaulitz spelled disaster for her relationship with the band...
... Or, so she thought, until they popped back up out of the blue and wiggled their way into her life once again.
{Sequel to "There's a Side of the Story She's Supposed to Hide"}
{Title credit: "Over and Over" - Three Days Grace}
Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Main Pairing: Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: Bill/OFC
Warnings: Abuse, Minor Character Death, OOC
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 71734 Read Count: 8085
[Report This] Published: 02/01/09 Updated: 04/26/09
I'll Sing You One Last Song and then I'm Gone by wirxwolltenxnurxreden
Rated: PG-13 | Reviews - 90 | |
Rated: PG-13 | Reviews - 90 | |
Summary:
For all of her messed-up life, Ashley has lived in her dream world. It's proved to be her one and only tried-and-true method of escape from the real one. Her dreams, one day, turn lucid, and she finds herself consistently paired up with a strange musician from Germany. The only thing that bothers her is that he seems to only exists in her dreams, and she has no way to know if it's only in her mind that the two of them have fallen inseparably in love.
Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Paranormal, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Blood, Humiliation, Torture, Violence
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 200776 Read Count: 5984
For all of her messed-up life, Ashley has lived in her dream world. It's proved to be her one and only tried-and-true method of escape from the real one. Her dreams, one day, turn lucid, and she finds herself consistently paired up with a strange musician from Germany. The only thing that bothers her is that he seems to only exists in her dreams, and she has no way to know if it's only in her mind that the two of them have fallen inseparably in love.
Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Paranormal, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Blood, Humiliation, Torture, Violence
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 200776 Read Count: 5984
[Report This] Published: 10/11/09 Updated: 10/10/11
Summary:
FORMERLY: 21ST CENTURY SON OF A BITCH
Tom Kaulitz is easily the most popular kid in school, and keeps his hatred for Allie DiCaesar and her friends anything but a secret. But what Tom does keep a secret is what his life is really like, and the REAL reason he hates the members of Tokio Hotel.
Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Main Pairing: Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Blood, Drug Use, Humiliation, Major Character Death, OOC, Torture, Violence
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 71161 Read Count: 5369
Tom Kaulitz is easily the most popular kid in school, and keeps his hatred for Allie DiCaesar and her friends anything but a secret. But what Tom does keep a secret is what his life is really like, and the REAL reason he hates the members of Tokio Hotel.
Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Main Pairing: Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Blood, Drug Use, Humiliation, Major Character Death, OOC, Torture, Violence
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 71161 Read Count: 5369
[Report This] Published: 06/07/09 Updated: 07/27/09
Summary:
Sequel to Masquerade
Tom Kaulitz and Allie DiCaesar once were in a wonderful thing called love. When complications arose, their relationship ended. Now, nine months later, Tom needs to cope with watching the girl he loves be in love with the guy he hates. He stopped using when Allie came into his life for the better, but now all he's got left is his cocaine, heroin, alcohol, and vicodin. It gets him through the day, although his drug of choice is Allie.
Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Horror, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Suspense
Main Pairing: Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: Bill/OFC
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Drug Use, Humiliation, Light Kink, Major Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, OOC, Torture, WIP
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 54734 Read Count: 1699
Tom Kaulitz and Allie DiCaesar once were in a wonderful thing called love. When complications arose, their relationship ended. Now, nine months later, Tom needs to cope with watching the girl he loves be in love with the guy he hates. He stopped using when Allie came into his life for the better, but now all he's got left is his cocaine, heroin, alcohol, and vicodin. It gets him through the day, although his drug of choice is Allie.
Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Horror, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Suspense
Main Pairing: Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: Bill/OFC
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Drug Use, Humiliation, Light Kink, Major Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, OOC, Torture, WIP
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 54734 Read Count: 1699
[Report This] Published: 08/01/09 Updated: 09/08/09
Summary:
All his life, Tom Kaulitz has stared at the smiling face of a girl whose picture hung on the living room wall, never knowing much of anything about her. This girl, Alex, is his fascination. He's in love with the girl in the pictures.
Categories: Het
Characters: Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Fluff
Main Pairing: Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4642 Read Count: 182
All his life, Tom Kaulitz has stared at the smiling face of a girl whose picture hung on the living room wall, never knowing much of anything about her. This girl, Alex, is his fascination. He's in love with the girl in the pictures.
Categories: Het
Characters: Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Fluff
Main Pairing: Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4642 Read Count: 182
[Report This] Published: 12/11/08 Updated: 12/12/08
There's a Side of the Story She's Supposed to Hide by wirxwolltenxnurxreden
Rated: G | Reviews - 77 | |
Rated: G | Reviews - 77 | |
Summary:
Abigail Demimonde has worked for her father's record company since she was a child. Finally, the summer after she turns eighteen, she's placed on a road assignment - a tour with Tokio Hotel. Her connection with Tom happens almost instantly, and somewhere between lunches in the catering room and early-morning guitar lessons, the two fall in love. Abigail's a new fan, though, and she has no idea that Tom takes great amounts of pride is his playboy image. She's assured that she's the only one he loves, and that it's just an image now that she's around. Abigail wants everyone to know that Tom is hers, but Tom insists on keeping it to themselves. She's truly in love with Tom Kaulitz, but how long can she take being blurred into the background?
Categories: Het
Characters: Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance
Main Pairing: Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Humiliation, Torture
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 93684 Read Count: 9971
Abigail Demimonde has worked for her father's record company since she was a child. Finally, the summer after she turns eighteen, she's placed on a road assignment - a tour with Tokio Hotel. Her connection with Tom happens almost instantly, and somewhere between lunches in the catering room and early-morning guitar lessons, the two fall in love. Abigail's a new fan, though, and she has no idea that Tom takes great amounts of pride is his playboy image. She's assured that she's the only one he loves, and that it's just an image now that she's around. Abigail wants everyone to know that Tom is hers, but Tom insists on keeping it to themselves. She's truly in love with Tom Kaulitz, but how long can she take being blurred into the background?
Categories: Het
Characters: Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance
Main Pairing: Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Humiliation, Torture
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 93684 Read Count: 9971
[Report This] Published: 12/11/08 Updated: 01/14/09
Summary:
One year ago to the day, Bill Kaulitz ended his life. Instead of a suicide note, he recorded one final song with Tokio Hotel. Tom, while performing the song on the one-year anniversary, reflects on the situation.
Categories: General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Horror, Song Fic
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Blood, Major Character Death, OOC, Suicide, Violence
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4698 Read Count: 354
One year ago to the day, Bill Kaulitz ended his life. Instead of a suicide note, he recorded one final song with Tokio Hotel. Tom, while performing the song on the one-year anniversary, reflects on the situation.
Categories: General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Horror, Song Fic
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Blood, Major Character Death, OOC, Suicide, Violence
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4698 Read Count: 354
[Report This] Published: 12/30/09 Updated: 12/30/09