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Member Since: 05/24/08
Membership status: Gold Member
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Can My Stories Be Translated: Yes But Notify Me
Favorite Band Member: I Don't Have One
Favorite Pairing: Bill/Bushido
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Stories by Raiju
Aftermath by jaenkaulitz, Raiju       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 136 | |
Summary:
"Any idiot can face a crisis – it's day to day living that wears you out." - Anton Chekhov

The fans didn’t have to know- they could be kept in the dark, believing all was fine. But the band was far from ‘fine’. The end of Tokio Hotel had begun the day the band started- slowly withering, crumbling, splitting apart in separate directions with each hurdle the four of them struggled to overcome. Too many obstacles, too many sacrifices, too much time, too much effort. As their dreams turned into nothing but an endless nightmare, they begin to give up- and the career they tried so hard to breathe life into is now nothing but a waste of time to them.

The most affected is the band’s beloved singer: the front man, the pretty face that graced the covers of magazines- Universal’s perfect little puppet. Ignored, forgotten and overlooked- nobody notices the dangerous path of self-destruction Bill has been wandering for months. That is, except for one person.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, PWP/Lemon, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: Tom/Bill
Warnings: Adult Content, Drug Use, Humiliation, Light Kink, Non-Con/Rape, Self-Harm, Violence, Voyeurism, WIP
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 67210 Read Count: 17844
[Report This] Published: 08/01/10 Updated: 10/07/21
Counted Blessings by Raiju       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 70 | |
Summary:
There was someone that mattered more than himself, now: this warm, new little life his world revolved around. He would do anything for her- just to see her smile, hear her laugh, anything to give her the life she deserved. He wasn't perfect, and he knew this. He wasn't ready to be a parent, but he was as determined as ever to be the best he could. He also knew he couldn't raise a child all alone.

However, there was one thing he was sure of: 'help' could not come in the form of a young, cocky, high school dropout that dreamed of making it big as a rapper. Stability and support for his daughter could not come from promises of love and loyalty from a kid that sold drugs and still lived with his mother.

But often, we have to be thankful for whatever we can get.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Jörg, Male Celebrity, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Drama, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Mpreg, PWP/Lemon, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Incest, Light Kink, Non-Con/Rape, Pedophilia, Violence
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 27620 Read Count: 5002
[Report This] Published: 06/01/11 Updated: 10/19/12
Fair Trade by Raiju       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 24 | |
Summary:
Lifesaving replacements, made to order.


[ Additional Warnings: Kidnapping ]
Highly organized and frighteningly efficient, they can make you disappear overnight; wiped completely off the face of the earth, no matter how important, loved and famous you are. There won't be a single trace of you left when they're done with you, anyway.

When twins Bill and Tom Kaulitz don't show up for a very important meeting, tour fast approaching, the lives around them are left at a stand still, and those left behind are left with more questions than answers.

...And Bill and Tom are left to save themselves.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Drama, Horror, Hurt/Comfort, Suspense
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/OMC
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Discriminatory Language, Drug Use, Gore, Minor Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, Torture, Violence, WIP
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 6129 Read Count: 366
[Report This] Published: 08/28/15 Updated: 10/06/15
Give and Take by Raiju       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 111 | |
Summary:
A little work and a push in the right direction- that's all it takes.
Because a love worth having, is a love worth fighting for.



Though highly recommended, you do not have to read Sell Your Soul before this.
[ Trailer 1 | Trailer 2]
[ Translations: Italian ]
Until his on-stage heart attack, nobody knew just how sick Bill was- not even Bill. Things the singer accepted as 'normal' had been the same things that almost cost him his life. Now, with the worst behind them and everything out in the open, it's time to start over.

This time, Adam will do whatever it takes to save Bill's life- even if it means destroying his own to do it.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Adam Lambert, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Male Celebrity, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Crossover, Drama, Established Relationship, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, PWP/Lemon, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/Adam Lambert
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abandoned Story, Abuse, Adult Content, Bondage, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Light Kink, Violence, WIP
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 31365 Read Count: 8292
[Report This] Published: 08/07/10 Updated: 09/11/11
Just To See You Smile by Raiju       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 304 | |
Summary:

[ Video Trailer ]
At the after-party of an award show, Bushido and his friends take their teasing too far. When a video of the rape surfaces on the internet, all Bill was trying to put behind him comes rushing to the surface and all hell breaks loose.

Nobody is laughing any more.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Male Celebrity, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Crossover, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Male Celebrity
Warnings: Adult Content, Bondage, Humiliation, Light Kink, Non-Con/Rape, Violence, Voyeurism
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 42976 Read Count: 36572
[Report This] Published: 08/05/08 Updated: 10/10/08
King of Kingz by Raiju       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 1496 | |
Summary: Past Featured Story
Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies closer.


[ Trailer 1 | Trailer 2 | Renn's Story ]
[ Translations: Spanish | Spanish (2) | French | German ]
[ Contains Bill/Kay One, Bushido/OFC/Bill & Bill/Alter Ego (Renn) ]
[ Additional Warnings: Gun Play and Asphyxiation/Breath Play ]
In a business where discretion is key and loyalty is valued above all else- where a bullet wound or a murder is considered an 'occupational hazard'- there are mistakes to be made, lives to ruin, families to tear apart, and so many enemies to gain. He who began as a man, became a power-hungry monster. He who began as an innocent, became a cold-blooded killer.

When both become caught up in a twisted game of cat-and-mouse, who will be crowned the victor?

Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Male Celebrity, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Action/Adventure, Angst, Crossover, Drama, First Time, Horror, Hurt/Comfort, PWP/Lemon, Romance, Suspense, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: Bill/Bill , Bill/Male Celebrity, Bill/OFC, Bushido/OFC, Tom/Bill
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Drug Use, Gore, Heavy Kink, Humiliation, Minor Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, Torture, Violence
Chapters: 111 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 341579 Read Count: 120375
[Report This] Published: 07/19/10 Updated: 05/06/11
Lachrymose by Raiju       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 80 | |
Summary:

[ Video Trailer ]
He couldn't understand it- this feeling of dread deep inside- something felt like it was about to go horribly, horribly wrong. Like the world itself was about to come crashing down around him.

When an earthquake destroys the city- taking the studio, hotel, shopping centers, restaurants and everything else in sight with it, the band is separated and trapped, left to fight for their lives. But after days without food, water or medical attention, can everyone make it out alive?

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tobi, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Drama, Established Relationship, PWP/Lemon, Suspense, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Drug Use, Light Kink, Violence
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 27045 Read Count: 11127
[Report This] Published: 01/23/10 Updated: 03/21/10
Obloquy by Raiju,       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 154 | |
Summary:

[ Trailer 1 | Trailer 2 | Trailer 3 | Bushido's Story | Trailer 5 ]
[ Translations: Spanish | Italian | Czech ]
After his brother is killed in an accident, Bill's attempt to take his own life fails and leaves ahead of him months of physical recovery, and so much longer of emotional recovery. Will Bill ever be able to be the same person again?

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, Paranormal, PWP/Lemon, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Warnings: Adult Content, Light Kink, Major Character Death, Violence
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 42418 Read Count: 21846
[Report This] Published: 10/26/09 Updated: 03/04/10
Rumors About Angels by Raiju       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 29 | |
Summary:
It wasn't love...it was obsession...

An accidental death in the midst of passion drives the remaining lover to insanity,
and he will do whatever he has to in order to keep his brother with him.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Horror, PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Gore, Light Kink, Major Character Death
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 9636 Read Count: 2075
[Report This] Published: 01/24/11 Updated: 05/15/11
Schick Mir Einen Engel by Raiju       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 22 | |
Summary:

[ Trailer 1 | Trailer 2 | Renn's Story ]
Second chances aren't to be taken for granted.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido
Genre: Angst, Crossover, Drama, Established Relationship, PWP/Lemon, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Light Kink, Violence
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5318 Read Count: 1087
[Report This] Published: 09/29/11 Updated: 09/29/11
Sell Your Soul by Raiju       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 527 | |
Summary:


[ Trailer 1 | Trailer 2 | Adam's Story ]
[ Translations: Spanish | Italian | Russian | Finnish | Czech ]
It was for a good cause- for charity, and all Bill had to do was brave one day with a total stranger. It could be fun! It could end up being the best date of his life, and who knows? He might just find true love.

It's every fan's dream: to get time alone with their favorite singer- who said money can't buy happiness?
But what happens when your dream becomes a little too real?
Could you handle the nightmare underneath the surface?

Categories: Slash
Characters: Adam Lambert, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Male Celebrity, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Crossover, Drama, First Time, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, PWP/Lemon, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/Adam Lambert
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Bondage, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Light Kink, Violence, Voyeurism
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 109432 Read Count: 55756
[Report This] Published: 05/02/10 Updated: 07/15/10
Terminal by Raiju       

Rated: R | Reviews - 21 | |
Summary:
In the moment of truth, it's Bill's turn to be the brave one.


[ Video Trailer ]

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Male Celebrity
Genre: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Major Character Death
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3119 Read Count: 552
[Report This] Published: 05/21/10 Updated: 05/21/10
What Patience Earns by Raiju       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 384 | |
Summary: Past Featured Story

Though highly recommended, you do not have to read Obloquy before this.
[ Trailer 1 | Trailer 2 | Trailer 3 | Bushido's Story | Trailer 5 ]
[ Translations: Spanish | Italian ]
One year has gone by without his brother- his pillar of strength- by his side. After a suicide attempt gone wrong and months of painful recovery, Bill has to start life over again whether he wants to or not. The most unlikely person has been by his side the whole time- watching over him, guiding him, pushing him and protecting him: Bushido.

But Bushido has a life of his own: he has a company to run, a successful career that takes him on tour for months at a time across Germany. He dropped that part of his life all he could to stay with Bill, but the break couldn't last forever. As a new tour approaches, Bushido, feeling uncomfortable leaving the former singer alone, decides to take Bill with him. In his decision, there is the hope that Bill, who vowed after losing his brother that he would never sing again, could find that something he needs to move on with his own life- to smile again.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Male Celebrity, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, PWP/Lemon, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: Tom/Bill
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Heavy Kink, Self-Harm, Violence
Chapters: 40 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 87144 Read Count: 40756
[Report This] Published: 03/06/10 Updated: 05/02/10