Penname: Melancholia [Contact]
Real name: Rebecca
Member Since: 03/21/08
Membership status: Member
Bio:
sometimes people ask me, so here's my answer: i have two writing styles. the first one (which can be seen in and you'll no longer burn, cheshire, how to define brotherhood, how to disappear completely, magi and things behind the sun) is written by the hopeful, insecure, eager and nostalgic side of me (echo). Now, my other writing style (which can be seen in hysteria, je mourrai pour toi, love faileth, paper tiger, storyteller, wanderlust, never ever, ever did, through my autumn bones, spring is a creep, the brave boy and hang me out to dry) is written by the uncaring, passive, (self) destructive, burning, lying, raw, manipulative and melancholic side of me (october). just so we have that cleared up.
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Stories by Melancholia
And You’ll No Longer Burn by Melancholia       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 17 | |
Summary: And he keeps his gaze on his twin, long enough to see shock replace the curiosity in Bill’s eyes, and the ashes replace the flames.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, BottomTom, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6574 Read Count: 1474
[Report This] Published: 07/07/09 Updated: 07/07/09
Cheshire by Melancholia       

Rated: R | Reviews - 27 | |
Summary: Love letters, you purred. And suicide notes. All the same syllables, just rearranged.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, BottomTom, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Suicide
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 767 Read Count: 664
[Report This] Published: 09/27/08 Updated: 09/27/08
Hang Me Out To Dry by Melancholia       

Rated: R | Reviews - 16 | |
Summary: He comes to my apartment and he knocks on my door and I take him inside and get him a glass of cream soda and then we fuck and then he goes home. (He bites hard on his thumb and he cries out and he calls me Daniel.)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, BottomTom, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Tom/OMC
Warnings: Adult Content, Drug Use
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2345 Read Count: 716
[Report This] Published: 07/07/10 Updated: 07/07/10
How To Define Brotherhood by Melancholia       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 21 | |
Summary: Sometimes things get lost in translation.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1708 Read Count: 603
[Report This] Published: 05/15/09 Updated: 05/15/09
How To Disappear Completely by Melancholia       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 27 | |
Summary: The best mistakes in life are made twice.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, BottomTom, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1365 Read Count: 917
[Report This] Published: 02/01/09 Updated: 02/01/09
Hysteria by Melancholia       

Rated: PG-13 | Reviews - 45 | |
Summary: The difference between them was that Bill knew he was crazy while Tom kept insisting he was not.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Humor, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2362 Read Count: 886
[Report This] Published: 10/25/08 Updated: 10/25/08
Je Mourrai Pour Toi by Melancholia       

Rated: R | Reviews - 56 | |
Summary: Bill and Tom, one looks like a queer and the other like a dealer, those two that roam the streets looking for cigarettes and a place to die. Moments between the scum of London.

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Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Drug Use, Major Character Death, Violence
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 15000 Read Count: 1416
[Report This] Published: 12/31/08 Updated: 01/04/09
Love Faileth by Melancholia       

Rated: R | Reviews - 25 | |
Summary: This hate, it’s what love is made of.
Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Jorg/Tom, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content, Drug Use, Incest
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 8697 Read Count: 749
[Report This] Published: 12/15/08 Updated: 12/15/08
Magi by Melancholia       

Rated: G | Reviews - 22 | |
Summary: Past Featured StoryBill and Tom have themselves a Very Merry Un-Christmas. Flashbacks, unrequited love, Kama Sutra, and some heavy-handed religious symbolism. Because Christmas wouldn’t be Christmas without heavy-handed religious symbolism.
Categories: General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Fluff
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3806 Read Count: 422
[Report This] Published: 12/23/08 Updated: 12/23/08
Never Ever, Ever Did by Melancholia       

Rated: PG-13 | Reviews - 9 | |
Summary: Here's what you have to know about Bill: he sells people this substance that will take away their family, their money, their job, and eventually their life, and he does it without batting an eyelash.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Gustav/Bill
Side Pairing: Tom/Bill
Warnings: Adult Content, Drug Use, Major Character Death
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2875 Read Count: 120
[Report This] Published: 12/04/09 Updated: 12/04/09
Paper Tiger by Melancholia       

Rated: PG-13 | Reviews - 30 | |
Summary: He comes at twelve o’clock every night, without fail.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2205 Read Count: 624
[Report This] Published: 10/26/08 Updated: 10/26/08
Spring is a Creep by Melancholia       

Rated: PG-13 | Reviews - 8 | |
Summary: Spring creeps upon us and makes us sick; the constant wet warping the wood that shapes us, making us stay cooped up inside, twitching and jittery and itching for something to clear the tension in the air.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Jorg/Tom
Warnings: Adult Content, Incest
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4712 Read Count: 229
[Report This] Published: 01/31/10 Updated: 01/31/10
Storyteller by Melancholia       

Rated: PG-13 | Reviews - 5 | |
Summary: Sleep at the side of a dragon and you won’t have littler demons crawling in the shadows.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Jorg/Tom
Warnings: Adult Content, Incest
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6562 Read Count: 303
[Report This] Published: 06/24/09 Updated: 06/24/09
The Brave Boy by Melancholia       

Rated: R | Reviews - 11 | |
Summary: I see him, my diseased heart, my sweet father, and I can't breathe.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Jörg, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, BottomTom, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Jorg/Tom, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Incest, Pedophilia
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4687 Read Count: 420
[Report This] Published: 06/03/10 Updated: 06/03/10
Things Behind the Sun by Melancholia       

Rated: R | Reviews - 16 | |
Summary: Nostalgia, noun—longing for something past.

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Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/OMC , Tom/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7343 Read Count: 446
[Report This] Published: 10/22/08 Updated: 10/22/08
Through My Autumn Bones by Melancholia       

Rated: PG-13 | Reviews - 8 | |
Summary: Love is just another type of hunger, my sweet, and he is so ancient and tired he’ll eat you for your energy.
Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7685 Read Count: 209
[Report This] Published: 12/13/09 Updated: 12/13/09
Wanderlust by Melancholia       

Rated: R | Reviews - 9 | |
Summary: Wanderlust is cruel, horrible thing when you can’t follow your feet.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Jorg/Tom, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Tom/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content, Drug Use, Incest
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4913 Read Count: 292
[Report This] Published: 04/13/09 Updated: 04/13/09