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Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Natalie Franz, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Light Kink, Non-Con/Rape, Violence
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 56631 Read Count: 23136
Date: 02/20/09 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Okay, first off, I cannot believe someone reviewed your story and said it was "stupid" because of the Billshido. I don't even care that she apologized to you, my ban finger is ITCHING... But that's not the point, I will let the fangirl live to see another day on THF. :F
Now, I have been reading this on lj since you first started posting, and I actually don't know if I've ever reviewed. Shame on me if I haven't! This is a very unique story, one I haven't read in this fandom yet. For anyone who is saying that Bill is bad or selfish and that Tom got his heart broken... I don't understand those comments, at all.
Maybe the reason I haven't reviewed (if I haven't hehe) is because this story is very difficult to wrap my mind around. I feel insanely uncomfortable reading it, but you're such an amazing writer... I can't stop. Even if it hurts.
Here's why I feel uncomfortable...
Studies show that most cases of incest between siblings occurs when one sibling, usually the older one, makes advances and the other sibling either is too afraid to say no or doesn't understand really what is going on. I'm not calling Tom a bad guy in this, or a molester, or whatever... but this seems to be the case in your story. Bill never really felt sexual toward Tom but he enjoyed the sexual feelings in general and loved Tom (as a brother) so he let him continue their sexual relationship. Tom, to me, at the time really couldn't be held responsible either because of his age, he didn't know any better.
It's heartbreaking to see Bill hold onto their relationship the way he has been, because he truly doesn't owe Tom a thing (in my mind). I am peeved at Tom, really, because he has to see that Bill doesn't completely reciprocate the sexual feelings/advances. In one scene, if I remember, they are playing in the snow as children and Tom needs to basically beg Bill to get sexual contact with him. I feel like Tom realizes Bill doesn't feel sexual toward him, but because Bill never stops Tom or pushes him away, he lets the relationship continue. It looks like Tom is completely in love with Bill, and in most twincest fics I am like RIGHT ON, YOUR LOVE IS NOTHING TO BE ASHAMED ON but in this fan fic I am VERY anti twincest.
It seems to me like it's sexual abuse, even if Tom doesn't entirely realize that it is.
Bill is being guilted into the sexual relationship with his brother and the fact that Tom doesn't see this, and wants to hold Bill back with him, kills me.
ANYWAY! None of these things are criticisms of your work, more just... how I see the situation and the characters. I love the complex story and how you've written Tom and all of the relationships. It's a story I haven't seen told on THF and while it's so uncomfortable and heartbreaking, it's just a damn good story.
The characters drive me crazy, but they seem very real, and that's how I know this is some damn good writing. I would love for Tom to LET BILL GO and for Bill to realize that he doesn't owe Tom this sexual relationship. The Bushido is lovely in this, too.
So.... that's about it. If anyone else leaves you insanely rude and useless reviews, let me know. ;)
Love this, if I haven't made that clear by now!
Author's Response: Haha yes, I know. Thanks honey. ;) And no I don\'t think you have ever reviewed, at least not that I can recall. *ponders* But oh my gosh thank you so much. You\'ve really hit pretty much everything right on the head of the nail, and I feel like most people don\'t really get that, so I really, really appreciate you telling me about how you see it and why it gets to you. That means a lot to me. And in the scene where they were playing in the snow, they weren\'t children lol, but yes, that is what happened. After your review I feel like I should put \'abuse\' into one of the warnings. xD I guess I hadn\'t really realized it was that abusive, which is silly because I should have. Sometimes I get so lost in my stories I forget what\'s really going on... But yes, thank you so, so very much. :)
Categories: Het, General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Drama, Fluff, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/OFC, Georg/OFC, Gustav/OFC, Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: On Hiatus
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2922 Read Count: 1426
Date: 03/31/08 Title: Chapter 1: EVERYONE LOVES HER EXCEPT FOR THE MEANIES!!!
EW HE DOES POOP FROM THEIR
MOAR
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Romance
Main Pairing: Tom/Georg
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Drug Use, Under-Age Erotica
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 19705 Read Count: 7237
Date: 04/13/08 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter One
I love your Tom in this, I can't wait to read more. Ten stars! :)
Date: 04/24/08 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter Two
You are my absolute favorite. :) Your writing is so raw it HURTS.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Sexual Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4447 Read Count: 6134
Date: 04/13/08 Title: Chapter 1: Helping Hand
one of the hottest fics EVER
ten invisible STARS
Tom shows signs of having a strange special ability, and does everything he can to ignore it. Bill does everything he can to make Tom accept it.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Jörg, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Sci-Fi, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 41228 Read Count: 40050
Date: 04/22/08 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6 - Best Laid - part 2
ahhhh!
love this :)
Sometimes things don't go the way we planned. But sometimes, it's for the better.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Saki, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Romance, Sci-Fi, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 9560 Read Count: 3080
Date: 04/24/08 Title: Chapter 2: 2 - Scrap
I am so intrigued! I like your stories very much. :)
Author's Response: Thank you x3 I like your stories very much too!
Bill and Tom have never really seen eye to eye, but you wouldn't say hate persay. when their teacher makes them do a project together becuase they are the only kids in the class that can speak german, they will be forced to put their unknown differances aside to actually pass the class.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Drama, First Time, Fluff, Humor, PWP/Lemon, Romance, Suspense, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Heavy Kink, Light Kink, Under-Age Erotica
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 8590 Read Count: 14531
Date: 08/28/08 Title: Chapter 12: Bed of Roses
Hey there. :) I just let this fan fic through the validation queue, but because of the sex scene in this chapter I had to changed the rating on your fic from PG-13 to R. Just wanted to drop you a note and let you know!
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Romance, Sci-Fi
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 23766 Read Count: 1887
Date: 10/01/08 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5
This is so interesting, different, and amazing. I hope you write more soon, and that the next chapter isn't the last!
- Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Tom/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 46398 Read Count: 110450
Date: 07/05/08 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9
I am so glad that I finally caught up with this, it's lovely. :) and I love you.
Date: 08/18/08 Title: Chapter 13: Epilogue
a perfect ending, I love it and you :)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Fantasy, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Sci-Fi, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Major Character Death, Violence
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 111858 Read Count: 63711
Date: 07/03/08 Title: Chapter 18: A Time To Be Born, And A Time To Die
I finally caught up with this and it's so heartbreaking, but perfect as it is.
*sobs*
:(
and
:)
and *flails*
poor Bushido
Date: 05/15/08 Title: Chapter 7: Touched
THAT WAS A POSITIVE RESPONSE BTW
*shoves face in ice cold water*
Date: 07/07/08 Title: Chapter 19: Epilogue
is that really the end?
very abrupt, but still great and all the jazz, the whole story was an emotional roller coaster
thanks for writing it :)
Ok, so basically Tom ends up with a kid (as we all knew he would)... But it's 'special'...
As in its mother was a bird...
*Contains Gerard Way*
(Basically pure unadulterated crack...)
PG-13 for swearing.
I don't understand American ratings.
(Co-written by my dear triplet (she's not actually my triplet) Tash-Tash)
Categories: General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Male Celebrity, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Crack, Crossover, Fantasy, Humor, Wing Fic
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: OOC
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 15858 Read Count: 1456
Date: 05/14/08 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5: In which SuperNoodle Bob notices
LET'S DO IT
YESSS
MOAR
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: BottomBill, Fluff, PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Sexual Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 9586 Read Count: 6311
Date: 05/22/08 Title: Chapter 1: mummy hands
HAYLEY ZEE!
That was so incredibly hot it hurt, and so worth the wait for it. NGH. When Bill almost sat on it my brain malfunctioned.
Sooo much love. *flails everywhere*
Oh, and I loved when Bill told Tom "this is mine" when holding his cock. *more flails*
:D :F
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Cross Dressing, Under-Age Erotica
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 5565 Read Count: 2346
Date: 06/08/08 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
MILK... THAT WAS REALLY AMAZING. I know I am usually pulling your chain and being an asshat, but SERIOUSLY. o.o MOAR. now.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreja Pejic, Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Saki, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Paranormal, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Georg/Bill, Gustav/Georg, Gustav/Tom, Tom/Bill, Tom/Georg
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Bondage, Drug Use, Heavy Kink, Incest, WIP
Chapters: 87 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 697898 Read Count: 73396
Date: 06/20/08 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19. For medicinal purposes only.
really glad to see this here, welcome to our corner of the web ;)
Author's Response: Thank you, I love it here! <3