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sometimes people ask me, so here's my answer: i have two writing styles. the first one (which can be seen in and you'll no longer burn, cheshire, how to define brotherhood, how to disappear completely, magi and things behind the sun) is written by the hopeful, insecure, eager and nostalgic side of me (echo). Now, my other writing style (which can be seen in hysteria, je mourrai pour toi, love faileth, paper tiger, storyteller, wanderlust, never ever, ever did, through my autumn bones, spring is a creep, the brave boy and hang me out to dry) is written by the uncaring, passive, (self) destructive, burning, lying, raw, manipulative and melancholic side of me (october). just so we have that cleared up.
rebecca [DOT] ahlm [AT] hotmail [DOT] com
Sometimes,
caging the beast
is really, really bad.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Male Character, Saki, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Paranormal, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Violence
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 49213 Read Count: 37324
[Report This] Published: 09/07/08 Updated: 11/08/08Date: 10/20/08 Title: Chapter 11: Farkas
You are such a tease. Half-assed smut, cliffhanger... This is probably one of my favorite chapters, I just adore it. But it can't be over soon! What will I ever do without you updating? o_O
You're forgiven, by the way. XD Update soon though, yeah? :*
Author's Response: becca <3 xD I know, I\'m a tease, sorry bout that, but I\'m making up for it with next chapter! lol, and when this is over, I\'ll post another chaptered fic, don\'t you worry ,) updating today
Date: 09/21/08 Title: Chapter 4: Vlk
Oh Luce... your update just made my day (evening, whatever). So, Tomi's getting territorial, is he? Oh my. That is a trait of werewolves, isn't it? Though I can't quite think of Bill as Tom's cub... xD Anyway, I really love this, so you'd better update soon!
Author's Response: becca, darling, you make me so happy you know! oh yes, Tomi\'s deffinitively getting territorial ,) he\'s hot like that don\'t you think? lol, I\'m updating in about ten minutes becca my love, hope you\'ll like the next chapter as well !
Date: 09/17/08 Title: Chapter 3: Varg
Why didn't I read this sooner? Seriously, I love this. I'm in love with it. That guy doesn't seem all that bad, I really, really hope that he'll find Tom before it's too late. I think you describe everything wonderfully, especially the changes Tom is going through. Did I ever tell you how much your writing has improved? I mean, you early fics, while wonderful and hot and everything, had quite a bit of grammatical errors and the like, and there's nothing like that in here. Also, you elaborate a bit more now.
Anyway, I also love the titles of the chapters. Wolf is English, Lupus is Latin, right? And Varg is Swedish, isn't it? I mean, I know it means wolf in Swedish but still xD
So, all in all, update ASAP. Love ya.
Author's Response: becca <3 missed ya girlie! you like it ??? oh my God, that means so, so much to me because I love writing this story! The grammatical errors not existing anymore are all due to my beta, Steinsgrrl, she\'s doing quite the job with me ,) you\'re right about the names for wolf, each chap is gonna have the word in a new language, I already have like twenty languages to pick from xD thank you so muc for this, it means the world to me that you like this one! much love <3 luce
Date: 09/25/08 Title: Chapter 5: Lobo
Well, I love any interaction with the twins. I love this chapter. Don't really know what else to say... you write everything so brilliantly. Tom's changes seem really real.
Author's Response: oh thank you *heart eyes* hearing that Tom\'s changes seem believable means so much to me !!! God, you know how much I appreaciate this <3 love you for it
Date: 09/28/08 Title: Chapter 6: Loup
Isn't it funny how people would rather believe in aliens than mythical creatures such as, let's say, werewolves? Vampires? lol, anyway, I really, REALLY like this chapter. I like how possessive Tom is being. Gah, you taking it slow and letting the story unfold and I love that. Update soon. :)
Author's Response: lol, yeah ,) I believe though! (not in aliens, I don\'t like aliens) you like it that I\'m taking it slow? oh that makes me so happy, thank you !!! you know I love ou for this <3 yours luce
Date: 10/03/08 Title: Chapter 7: Liekos
This chapter is positively beautiful. The last part is gorgeous, it's just... wow. The metaphors and everything. Just wow. I adore this. =)
Author's Response: aw, becca <3 so happy you liked this. I was very doubtful about that last part, bu I\'m so happy it worked out for you! thank you so much <3 yours luce
Date: 10/12/08 Title: Chapter 10: Chennaya
I really love this chapter, though I am anxious to see what will happen when the full moon comes. Also, you left us with a cliffhanger!! That is so not nice *pouts* You'd better make up for it. ;-)
I haven't watched Alexander... *ashamed* But I will! Who doesn't love hot gay guys? XD
Author's Response: I know, I\'m mean about the sliff hanger, I don\'t ususally do that ! I promise to make up for it ,) lol, and don\'t watch Alexander, girl, the movie is bad, it\'s only crying males anyway, but H is very hot in it ,p
Date: 10/29/08 Title: Chapter 12: Digah
This was the last chapter? O_o Luuuucy!!! You can't do that I want an epilogue and a super fluffy sequel. *blinks prettily* This has been a wonderful journey, anyway, and I adored the smut scene. ;-) (Go figure.) And the fact that Saki is a werewolf is fun.^.^ Ooh, Jost could be his mate, lol. Anyway, thanks for writing this!!
Author's Response: becca <3 yes I can xD there will be an epilog (posted today or tomorrow) but no sequel, I don\'t do much of those ,p lol, and thank you for the request, who knows, maybe I\'ll use it ,)
Date: 11/09/08 Title: Chapter 13: Lycanthrop
Hahahaha, you made David Saki's mate!! Oh that was priceless. *wipes away tear from eye* Oh god... this has been a fun journey, yes. Can't you write a sequel where Bill takes Tom *blinks innocently* Because that would be so hot. XD Anyway, I truly adore this. When the twins kissed Fiona's hand I thought it was so cute. :* And Tom sucking Bill and actually being turned on by it... I love you, you know that? =D Thank you thank you thank you for writing this. (However... I'm a little concerned... Mel mentioned something about you two writing Billshido together... is it true?? Cuz I can't stand Billshido and if you write I'll most likely read it and then I'll like it!! *wails*)
Author's Response: becca <3 hey girl ,p you do know I love your reviews, right? lol, there will most likely not be a sequel to this, but knowing me there won\'t be long until the next fic where I write topBill, I love those ,) and I always love writing tom sucking Bill ,p (and no, don\'t worry, no Billshido, I\'ll mail you ,p)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Drama, Fluff, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Andreas
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1352 Read Count: 1368
[Report This] Published: 09/09/08 Updated: 09/09/08Date: 10/22/08 Title: Chapter 1: Bleach Blonde Wannabe
Aww, this is too sweet. I love jealous!Tomi. Great job. =)
Author's Response: Thank you! I\'m quite a fan of jealous!Tomi too, but not so much Andreas...that was probably pretty obvious, lol. :P
*Read and REVIEW*
Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Action/Adventure, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1297 Read Count: 241
[Report This] Published: 09/10/08 Updated: 11/05/08Date: 11/30/08 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2
It's a little fast paced, and some more descriptions would be nice. Otherwise, I really like the plot. :)
Author's Response: I\'ll try to work on that. Thanks for reading!
Simone has lovely boys.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abandoned Story
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 37065 Read Count: 39068
[Report This] Published: 09/10/08 Updated: 02/20/09Date: 11/23/08 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7
This chapter made me so sad. :( It was inevitable, I guess, but it's still oh so sad. And I felt bad for Jorg, too. I don't think of him as a bad guy, really. But whatever. Update soon?
Author's Response: thank you so much, and i\'m really glad you\'re feeling bad for Jorg, too, because that\'s how i feel about him, too :)\r\n
i hope i do will update soon, and i\'m sorry it took me so very long this time
Date: 10/10/08 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4
I really, really like this. It's adorable, the way you write the interaction between Bill and Tom. And you manage to fit some details others would've left out as well, and I love that. I don't even care if you make this Tom/Bill (and that's saying a lot), cause I'd definitely be satisified by the cute brotherly love. As long as nothing gets between them, of course.
To sum it up, I love this, and please update soon?
Author's Response: oh, thank you so much! i hope i won\'t disappoint you with what will be going on, once i get to some action) \r\nand i\'ve just updated) hope you\'ll like it) thank you <3
Date: 10/10/08 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5
I adore this. I feel bad for the grown up love triangle (as I've decided to call it XD) as well. I just hope that Tom won't grow resentful towards Bill later on...
Author's Response: oh thank you sooo much!) i hope he won\'t, too))) thank you, really.) this means a lot
Date: 10/24/08 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6
This is just... the sweetest thing I ever read. :* Bill was being so Bill in the beginning, I can totally imagining him saying that when they were little (and now too, for that matter XD). And the school scene broke my heart a little, I can't stand seeing Tomi that sad. "Because it starts with B" - Awww!!! Update soon.
Author's Response: thank you!) i am so glad you liked it, thank you so much,)) hugs :*
Date: 12/03/08 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8
Oh god. I'm almost crying. Melancholic nostalgia is the worst, you know. I feel so bad for Bill. I can't imagine what's gonna happen next... I really like the sentence about autumns taking Tom away from Bill, and I adore how you potray that he feels betrayed by his family. Gah, this is just too good.
Author's Response: you know, my best friend liked that sentence, too! and i feel so good knowing that you did, too:) thank you so much:) and i mean it, this means a lot more to me, than i can ever tell.. :)
Date: 12/24/08 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Don't have time to review but I'll tell you one thing: every chapter makes me want to cry even when it's not sad. It's so bittersweet and I totally adore it. :)
Author's Response: thank you so much! :) well, this is a wonderful way to review and your words have made me very happy! thank you. :)
Date: 02/21/09 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10
At the beginning I thought things were looking up, but when I got to the middle I knew I should've known better. This fic always makes me cry, one way or another, and I'd almost forgotten that fact. The ending is very sweet, though. I am so glad you're back. :)
Author's Response: godd i can\'t believe my story can do that, yay! (: thank you, and i\'m soo happy to be back myself, and i\'m so sorry i made you wait so long :( thank you again<3
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon
Main Pairing: Gustav/Georg
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2254 Read Count: 846
[Report This] Published: 09/14/08 Updated: 09/14/08Date: 01/03/09 Title: Chapter 1: Later
I don't usually get G/G, don't know why, really. But since it's you who wrote it, how could I not? ;) I love how Gustav said that he so wouldn't be the girl, it made me laugh. And the sex was, of course, hot. The twins stole my attention, like always, when you described how they shoved each other. Haha, oh poor Georg, dying of blue balls. XD Love this. =)
Author's Response: Ah, really? I think this is like the worst sex thing I\'ve ever written. Like, ever. xD It was so funny, I wrote all the stuff leading up and all the stuff after but it took me the longest time EVER to write the sex! The same thing happened with Permanent. xD Thanks for reviewing~
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon
Main Pairing: Tom/Georg
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2111 Read Count: 916
[Report This] Published: 09/22/08 Updated: 09/22/08Date: 12/03/08 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
I really like this one. I could literally feel Tom's frustration, though I still couldn't actually feel the Torg. If I don't feel the pairing, then I don't find the sex hot. I'm really weird like that. XD I could've imagined Bill in Georg's place, but it didn't fit, somehow. Anyway, I'm just rambling, and the bottom line is that I love your writing. :)
Author's Response: I felt Tom\'s frustration, too, dammit! lol I still do, often. Yeah, I could see Bill in Georg\'s place, but it would be a whole different feeling. Georg\'s was just a friendly blow, ease the tension kinda thing. Which definitely has it\'s place. I\'m glad you liked the writing, though! Thanks girl! :)