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sometimes people ask me, so here's my answer: i have two writing styles. the first one (which can be seen in and you'll no longer burn, cheshire, how to define brotherhood, how to disappear completely, magi and things behind the sun) is written by the hopeful, insecure, eager and nostalgic side of me (echo). Now, my other writing style (which can be seen in hysteria, je mourrai pour toi, love faileth, paper tiger, storyteller, wanderlust, never ever, ever did, through my autumn bones, spring is a creep, the brave boy and hang me out to dry) is written by the uncaring, passive, (self) destructive, burning, lying, raw, manipulative and melancholic side of me (october). just so we have that cleared up.
rebecca [DOT] ahlm [AT] hotmail [DOT] comCategories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Humor, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3806 Read Count: 9544
[Report This] Published: 01/05/08 Updated: 01/06/08Date: 11/03/08 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3
I lovelovelove this, Lucy. I can't believe I never read it before. Shame on me. ;) But god, this is so hot and so adorable, I love the brotherly gesture Tom did, it made them brothers, which I think many people tend to ignore in their fics. Not you, however, which I'm so grateful for. Thanks for writing this, I sure got my knickers in a twist. ;-)
"This cannot be happening. I mean, it's not even possible!"
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Saki, Simone Trumper, Tobi, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Mpreg, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Gustav/Georg
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Heavy Kink
Chapters: 56 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 286572 Read Count: 504109
[Report This] Published: 01/13/08 Updated: 10/12/08Date: 03/21/08 Title: Chapter 36: Is Reconciliation Really The Answer? Part I
Oh.My.GOD - I think that was 'the' best chapter I have ever read. So very deep and argh, I don't know what to say. Just brilliant. You're a genius.
Date: 10/12/08 Title: Chapter 56: Does Anyone Really Know the Answer?
I really adore this chapter. I could use a break from all the drama that the earlier ones contained (not that there was anything wrong with them, of course). Tom is way too cute with Zoe, and Bill is adorable, and Zoe is just... Zoe. XD
Author's Response: I think Zoe is too cute for her own good, personally. She\'ll have Tom wrapped around her chubby little hand so tightly it\'ll cut off circulation. *pets Daddy!Tomi* Thank you so much for reading! (and yes, sometimes it\'s nice to have a fluff vacation from all the angst, am I right? lol)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Saki, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Drug Use, Light Kink, OOC
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 14637 Read Count: 4483
[Report This] Published: 02/14/08 Updated: 06/13/08Date: 09/10/08 Title: Chapter 9: Speaking in silence
God, I love this. So much. Update real soon, yeah?
An intimate look into the life of the Kaulitz twins and the challenges they encounter as their relationship develops.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Gordon Trumper, Jörg, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Under-Age Erotica, Violence
Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 113155 Read Count: 152585
[Report This] Published: 03/03/08 Updated: 01/05/09Date: 04/19/08 Title: Chapter 18: Learned Helplessness:
I'm a ghost now. Dammit, what angst. I love it xD
Date: 01/06/09 Title: Chapter 27: Modeling:
It's so sad to see this one go, because I believe it was my first real love in the TH universe. But I agree with you; this is the ending it needed to come to. Still can't believe it's over, but what can you do. I love it with all my might, and I'll never forget it. Thank you so, so much for writing it. :)
Body language is the worlds most commonly used language. What Tom wasn’t aware of though was the possibility to read someone’s true meaning out from the way they use their body. When Gustav provides him with a book on the subject he is about to find out just how much he has missed out on.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Humor, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Gustav/Georg, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 22241 Read Count: 58552
[Report This] Published: 03/28/08 Updated: 04/13/08Date: 06/03/08 Title: Chapter 8: Sunday
I don't think I ever told you how much I love this fic (enough to add it to my favorites). Well, clearly, I do. It's adorable. Just the fluff I need when I'm heartbroken. It's also very funny; Georg being afraid of fairies and Bill dressing up like one... Hahaha, it's all just hilarious and sweet and adorable and OH, when Tom finally realized that Bill wanted lube and not lip balm (he's such a dork), well, that was just priceless. Write more stuff like this =P
Author's Response: hihi thanks, I have a thing for wacked humor and I just can\'t seem to make it serious ;p I had A LOT of fun with the fairy thing, my friends still calls him \'fairyGeorg\' o.O and yes, Tom is rather slow when it came to Bill\'s sign language, but at least he realized in the end right ;) thanksies girl <3
Control is a fickle thing. Like love.Categories: Slash
Characters: Georg Listing, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Drama, Humor, PWP/Lemon, Romance
Main Pairing: Tom/Georg
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1518 Read Count: 2526
[Report This] Published: 03/31/08 Updated: 04/17/08Date: 01/17/09 Title: Chapter 1: Tread Softly
Damn it, why is your Torg so good? ;_; Love this.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 9656 Read Count: 11178
[Report This] Published: 04/08/08 Updated: 04/27/08Date: 06/05/08 Title: Chapter 4: Fourth Lesson : When in ‘her’ pants
Wow.
This one is so sexy. SEXY I tell ya!! I love the fact that Tom bottomed, he should do that more often ;-)
Last line is so great and suggestive; "Hmm, yeah, I'll have to teach you a lesson." DEFINITELY demands a sequel. xD
Author's Response: hihi oh becca ,) you see I have a kink for Tom bottoming...he\'s like that in a lot of my stories xD thanksies, maybe a sequel is in store one day? ,)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: First Time, Fluff, PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: OOC, Under-Age Erotica
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5914 Read Count: 1817
[Report This] Published: 04/22/08 Updated: 04/22/08Date: 06/06/08 Title: Chapter 1: First Snow and Mistletoe
That was extremely sweet and adorable and hot. Made me smile. =) Mistletoes are good, aren't they? lmfao
Author's Response: *holds up mistletoe* I love those *kisses you* thank you so much becca, I loved writing this so it makes me smile that you liked reading it!
Tom loves his brother, Bill is everything to him. And of course Bill loves him back, even though Tom can sometimes get a little intense. What Bill doesn’t know is that Tom craves more. But Bill, Bill is too innocent to see and being the older brother Tom would never, ever hurt his twin by telling him. Tom really, really loves his little brother…
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Fluff, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 20739 Read Count: 24871
[Report This] Published: 04/29/08 Updated: 06/05/08Date: 06/05/08 Title: Chapter 8: As we became
Aww!!! That was so adorably adorable xD Really, it made my heart melt.
"I can't just fuck you, Bill. I want to make love to you. Can I make love to you forever?" Favorite. Line. EVER.
The beginning of the story always makes me smile because Tom is all sweet and cuddly and Bill's all innocent. Well, not so innocent we found out, but still. This is really the best fluff I've ever read.
"I really, really love my little brother"... *tear* So beautiful.
Author's Response: Oh my *blushes* thank you so much Muse :) this means a lot to me! haha I love writing fluff ,) it\'s just something I can\'t get past! love you for this girl! hugs, lucy <3
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Under-Age Erotica, Voyeurism
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2557 Read Count: 1659
[Report This] Published: 05/05/08 Updated: 05/05/08Date: 06/03/08 Title: Chapter 1: And her sons
Oh. My. God.
First off, the title is hilarious. Simply priceless. I love your Simone, so understanding and not minding being "bad", as you put it. ;)
Andreas thoughts about the twins' mother are priceless too; "Ms. Kaulitz was not only a female, but a well-developed woman. A fine one at that." And haha, passion fruit. ;P
All in all, I love this one. It's amazing. You're amazing. ;D
Author's Response: ooooh :D thank you so much! it\'s nice to get comments on the title, shows that you care :) I still can\'t believe I wrote this...Simone/Andy...where the hell did that come from??? ,) and simone being okay with her boys twincest and then cheating on her housband with a teenage boy...I\'m crazy aren\'t I xD thanksies <3
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 729 Read Count: 832
[Report This] Published: 05/12/08 Updated: 05/12/08Date: 10/24/08 Title: Chapter 1: "No, Tomi, nothing at all."
God, this is... this is so sweet. Just the perfect mix between the angst of a bad day and then the fluff once he's home. I adore this.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Light Kink, OOC
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1541 Read Count: 304
[Report This] Published: 05/13/08 Updated: 05/13/08Date: 11/13/08 Title: Chapter 1: We Tried It
I think I read this when you first posted it... and it teared me up so bad I had to turn off my PC and read Tolkien till the pain was gone. Sorry for not leaving a review then. This is so... so realistic, and that's what makes me want to throw the fuck up when I read it. I can't help but hate Tom at the moment. God. This is so painful but I love it. Whenever I need to angst myself up, then this is the fic. XD Great work.
Author's Response: Wow. :o Thank you so much. I\'m really glad you liked it that much. Believe me, it was as difficult to write as it was to read. ^^ The fact that you wanted to throw up really, i mean, really makes me happy in a my-story-is-a-success way. *-*
Bill was born a freak, marked for life. Cursed, he is forced to live his human life as a cat - and uncannily befriends Tom, of his surrogate family. Despite his situation, he's perfectly content. But on their eighteenth birthday, both Tom's and Bill's worlds are turned upside, as they struggle to understand why this is happening to them, and what they can - and will have to do.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Jörg, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Fantasy, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill, Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Blood, Major Character Death, OOC, Violence
Chapters: 17 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 56873 Read Count: 14901
[Report This] Published: 05/18/08 Updated: 03/07/09Date: 10/19/08 Title: Chapter 14: So Close but So Far
Not a cliffhanger!! *wails* oooh hurry up, update! I adore kitty!Bill and the ending was just mean. Love this. Update? Pleeeease?? =D
Author's Response: Update soon I promise ^__^!!! :D
Date: 11/04/08 Title: Chapter 15: Repentance
Thanks for writing it. ;-) God, this is so, so sweet. I adore how you write kitty!Bill. God, this is like... my drug. xD
Author's Response: Aww thanks =^____^=
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Andreas, Bill/OFC, Tom/Andreas
Warnings: Adult Content, Drug Use, Light Kink, OOC
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 44664 Read Count: 61803
[Report This] Published: 05/21/08 Updated: 08/06/09Date: 05/21/08 Title: Chapter 1: I
Well, you have to update this one. I'm hooked. The ending was just priceless. As was Bill with his banana ;P I love it, so please, update ASAP xD
Author's Response: Thank you! Glad you\'re liking it so much ;D
Date: 05/23/08 Title: Chapter 2: II
This is really good, although I was hoping it would be longer *hint hint* And, this thing about Bill taking it up the ass (which was Tom meant to say, I'm sure), well, since Tom is doubting it so highly, I think it would be appropriate for him to try it at least once, with Bill =D Just a suggestion. =P Update soon, please. :)
Date: 06/08/08 Title: Chapter 3: III
Well, it's a good filler, at least ;-) Bill is so spoiled. I love it. xD
Author's Response: Thank you! :D
Some things should not be kept secret, some people should never be allowed to lie. But sometimes, the secrets are so dark and dangerous that even the smallest truth spoken about them could unleash what one feared to find, but searched for none the less. What it always comes down to in the end is; are you prepared to know the truth of the secret you revealed?
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/OMC, Tom/Bill, Tom/OMC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Bondage, Non-Con/Rape, Pedophilia, Violence
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 41192 Read Count: 20852
[Report This] Published: 06/01/08 Updated: 07/19/08Date: 06/16/08 Title: Chapter 8: Chap. 8 : Future prophesies
This made me extremely happy. I'm leaving soon and this chapter so totally made my day. Fuck, it was hot and funny and extremely adorable and I just love it sooooo much... I can't believe I'm gonna be without internet for like 6 weeks; I'm gonna DIE!!! :'( Anyway, now you don't have to hurry with the updates ;-) I'm gonna have to catch up with this story when I get home. Oh, I'm gonna miss this story. I love it. Fucking hot. Okay, now I'm just repeating myself but it's because it's so true. Lovelovelovelove.
Author's Response: 6 WEEKS o.O oh my holy shit! I\'d die if I was away from my beloved internet for that long! well then, I am so tremendously happy you liked this chapter and I hope you will like what you find when you get back as well! much love, gonna miss you becca! kisses, luce