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about me;
There's not really much to say about me (or maybe I'm just bad at these bio thingies) but I'll try. So... I'm a 24 year old single girl from Luxembourg. If you'd like to know more, feel free to contact me :)
tokio hotel;
I've known about the band since 2005 when I first saw Durch den Monsun on MTV or VIVA. I never really got into it, though, because it was considered an "embarrassing teen band only 13-year olds like". I wish I hadn't cared about that back then, but unfortunately I did, so I didn't really check them out until late 2009, early 2010. But then, I was hooked immediately! I've been in the fandom ever since and can't see myself losing interest in the boys, their music or stories about them anytime soon :)
While I adore all the boys equally and my top four list changes pretty much constantly, I do have a weakness for Gustav, my future husband. But I do have Tom-phases, or Georg-phases, and sometimes, can't stop staring at Bill's prettiness either.
While I love the twins (and twincest), I've recently decided that I will be focusing on stories involving Georg and Gustav in the next time, mostly because some of those pairings are so rare and I'd like to try to get people to read more of them! Give the G's a chance, and try reading something else every once in a while! :)
other fandoms;
My first fandoms were Lord of the Rings and Pirates of the Caribbean. After that, I discovered the wonderful Harry Potter fandom, which I'm still a part of and participate in actively, even though Tokio Hotel is definitely my primary focus.
i write & read...
pairings; If you look at the list of fics I've written, you'll see that I write and read pretty much any pairing! Slash is definitely preferred, but when it comes to pairings, I like everything! My absolute favourite, however, is probably Tom/Gustav.
genres/likes/kinks; UST, angst, drama, romance, interesting AUs, twincest (related or unrelated), smut (with plot, preferably), fluff in small doses, first time rather than established relationship, infidelity, guilt, good characterisations, witty dialogue... I'm not really all too picky about what I read, as long as it's well-written.
author spotlight;
From September 17th to October 1st 2011, I was featured in THF's author spotlight, which I'm still squeeing about. The links aren't permanent, however, so you need to go back a few pages to find my interview. Here's a link, and I'm currently on Page 4 (13.01.2012). The more time passes, the further back you'll have to look :)
currently working on;
+ The Art of Seduction - A Gustav-centric story. [writing]
+ Rednosed Snowcops - Sequel to 'Cops on Holiday'. [editing]
+ Repo! - [working title] A story based on the rock-musical 'Repo! The Genetic Opera'. [in planning]
+ Girl For (Another) Day - Sequel to 'Girl For A Day'. [in planning]
other work;
GRAPHICS;
- thilicons: old graphics
- jetblackdawn: old graphics
- followthehalo: old graphics (TH only)
- immernochhier: current graphics
FANART;
- thiliart: my livejournal community
- thiliart: my deviantart page (HP and original art)
- followthehalo: my deviantart page (TH only)
my fics in other languages;
+ Home - french
+ Camera Whore - french
+ Guilty Pleasure - french
other;
If you have any questions, feel free to contact me by email, twitter, formspring or livejournal PM.
Last updated: October 13th, 2011
"The insane, on occasion, are not without their charms."- Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Tom/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 46398 Read Count: 110450
[Report This] Published: 05/05/08 Updated: 08/18/08Date: 11/30/10 Title: Chapter 13: Epilogue
Oh my god, this was SO GOOD! I literally couldn't stop reading and even turned off the phone when it started ringing LOL! Everything about this was just beautiful and... I have no words.
After Bill tried to throw himself out of the window, I was sure he was dead and that Tom was the one going crazy, imagining Bill was still alive XD I was so sure he'd end up in the mental institution himself. So relieved that wasn't the case
“… He doesn’t know about 815," Georg stated in disbelief. “What person who studies to be a cop doesn’t know about prisoner 815?”
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Suspense, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Andreas, Bill/OFC
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Violence
Chapters: 47 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 196651 Read Count: 336673
[Report This] Published: 07/21/08 Updated: 06/04/13Date: 12/17/10 Title: Chapter 28: Silent Night
Deleted my other review because not everything of it got through *facepalm*
Anyway, I absolutely loved this chapter and was so excited when I got the notification :D I think this is seriously the best story I've ever read - I've never been this excited about anything.
As for the chapter itself - it was amazing. I really hope Bill will open up to Tom soon - and the necklace was such an adorable gift. And the phone call, too.
I think I might have to read it all again now...
Author's Response: Oh, thank you so much!! :\'\'D Glad you\'re enjoying it!
Date: 12/29/10 Title: Chapter 29: Actus Reus
OMG! OMG, are you trying to kill me??? D:
But of course Tom had to react like that. Because you need to torture us and make things even harder for them, right? XD
I'm still hoping that there's a reasonable explanation for Bill's crimes... there is, right? No, don't tell me *g*
Anyway, brilliant chapter, as usual, and I hope you update soon because letting us hang at this point for a long time would be cruel XD
Have I mentioned that I lovelovelovelovelove this fic, and you? :D
Author's Response: Why, yes I am 8D Hahahaha, no, but thank you! And nope, I wouldn\'t tell you, don\'t worry! I really appreciate your reviews! <3
Date: 05/11/11 Title: Chapter 40: The Diary. Part II
Eeeeeek! You're evil! And I thought I had more than two chapters to read, dammit! But still - SO GOOD. And I think the whole court scene was very credible, and OMG that Peter guy is an arse!
Apparently, I'm only capable of rambling at the moment, so... This was amazing! Can't wait for the next chapter, as usual :D :D :D
Date: 12/06/10 Title: Chapter 27: Letting Go
Oh my fuuucking god *groans* I thought this was a complete fic when I started reading it *cries*
But god, it's so GOOD. I just missed a whole afternoon of classes because I simply could not stop reading. Are you proud? You should be *g* :D
Anyway... this... is just wonderful. I loved every word of it. It's an amazing idea, wonderfully executed and beautifully written. I admire people who can write something like this without giving everything away in the first chapter (as I probably would ;)) or resolving the UST. There were so many things about this that I loved... but since there are 27 chapters, I don't quite remember everything. Let's see...
The characterisations are perfect. I loved Bill being all seductive and slowly luring Tom in, and Tom being clueless yet unable to stay away. Bushido as the bus driver? LOL!!! That made me giggle out loud (glad I was alone *g*). Um... Oh, and a big bonus for naming a character "Anne" 0:) (my name).
Um... 27 chapters and we still don't exactly know what it is that Bill did or why he did it. Like I said - I admire you. This is one of those fics that make me, at the same time, want to stop writing altogether because I know I'd never be able to produce something this amazing, and keep writing because it's so inspiring.
Just... one of the most amazing fics I've ever read. I hope you update soon because I usually really, really avoid WIPs and I *need* to know what's going to happen next :)
Thank you so much for a mindblowingly good read, and... yeah. I think I love you :D
Author's Response: Awww, I\'m sorry it\'s not completed *snicker* Lol, you missed your classes? Wow x\'D *iz proud* Hahaha. But yes, anyway, thank you so much!! :\'D Trust me it\'s been so hard not to just say fuck it and reveal everything, but then I just have to stop and think that I can\'t do that because I have so much that needs solving first. Bushido the bus driver! Yes, no idea how he snuck in there.... that was not going to happen.... x\'D Btw, what are you talking about woman?? I checked your profile and dude, you wrote that callboy story!! *_* I absolutely LOVED that one, it was fantastic. So don\'t ever stop writing, because if THAT\'s your first TH fic then I can\'t wait to see how the rest of your fics are gonna be like *_* But yeah, thank you for your lovely compliments!! :\'D It put a smile on my face :\')
Date: 01/01/11 Title: Chapter 30: Over
Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat???? And I thought the last chapter was torture! Why? WHY? *whimpers*
*takes a deep breath* Okay, this chapter was amazing, just like all the others, but I do hope you update soon. This certainly IS a cliffhanger! And I admire your ability to keep going and going without just giving in to the urge to just... let them be happy :D
Loved this. Absolutely loved this, just... write fast, kay? :D
Author's Response: I\'m sorrryyyyy! Thank you though! The urge to let them be happy has snuck up on me every now and then, but I have a plan to stick to :) Thanks again! <3*_*
Date: 01/09/11 Title: Chapter 31: If I Never Knew You
Eeee! Just go back, Tomi, come on! Poor Bill.
Ugh, I shouldn't read these chapters as soon as they're posted but I can't make myself wait until the next one goes up XD I'm weak, and clearly addicted to this fic. Lovely chapter - but I prefer the ones where they're together *hint hint* :D
Author's Response: lol! aww x\'D Thanks a lot! And yes, I prefer writing that too XD
Date: 01/13/11 Title: Chapter 32: Is There Such A Thing as 'Never Too Late'?
Oh my god! Tom is back! *flails madly* And Bill... so sad, so broken. I can't even... There are no words for how much I NEEEEEEEED the next chapter. Now! :D
Author's Response: Aw! :\'D I will update soon, I think :D Thanks for reading and reviewing!
Date: 01/16/11 Title: Chapter 33: Limbo. Part I
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Evil... evil cliffhanger! Well, I guess we know how it ends, but... EEK! Bill and Tom are together again and Bill is finally telling him everything, and it was all an accident - well, mostly. XD
LoveloveLOVE for this chapter. Poor Billi :( Hope the next one will be there soon! :D
Author's Response: Eeep, sorry! D: Thank you so much though! <33
Date: 01/23/11 Title: Chapter 34: Limbo. Part II
Awwwwwwww!
Poor Bill! *hugs him* He was a little creepy after Karina died, though. But I kinda like creepy Bill, so it's all good *g*
And again, I wish I'd resisted and kept this chapter for later... :D So good!
Author's Response: lol, he sure was x\'D Thank you! :DDD <3
Date: 02/04/11 Title: Chapter 1: The Newcomers
Since THF effed up my review again, let's give this another try XD
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! This was such a perfect chapter after all the drama in the previous ones. Of course this one was angsty and dramatic too but... they're together again and everything is good. Well, almost everything. Anyway!
And that little bit about Tom's mum buying the painting was so cute!
Argh, I don't even know what to say, except that it was lovely as usual and was the perfect fix for the major #815 withdrawal I've been suffering from during the last few days :)
Author's Response: That\'s why I almost always copy my reviews before I send them just in case THF fuck them up xD :\'D Yes, this was meant as a little breather to all that hard angst. So, thank you so much!<3 :\'D
Date: 02/15/11 Title: Chapter 36: Fatal Information
Eeeeeeeeeeeee! Nice twist! I wouldn't have expected this at all without your Author's Note at the beginning :D This keeps getting more twisted and I looove it. Also, I was going to keep this chapter until the next one was posted but... clearly it didn't work. *g*
Ugh, Tom just needs to grab Bill and take him far, far away. On the other hand, it would of course be better if Tom was released and they would be able to be together ~legally~ :D
Anyway, I absolutely loooved this, and I can't wait for the next part. Seriously, the longer I'm reading this, the more impatient I get for each next chapter :)
Author's Response: Twist and twist... xD Depends on how you look at it, but I guess it is a twist if you didn\'t have a clue xD Thank you so much! <3
Date: 03/21/11 Title: Chapter 38: Light
Weeee! I'm so glad I had two chapters to catch up on - but on the other hand, it makes waiting even more painful XD
But these were so good! I loved the little Andreas flashback. And retrial! YAY! :D I don't ever want this story to end, but I'm also curious about the ending... can't wait to find out how it's going to be :D
Anyway, still SO MUCH LOVE for this story *glomps it*
Author's Response: Thank you SO so much! <33
Date: 06/11/11 Title: Chapter 41: Flashes Before Your Eyes
Never ever apologize for long chapters :D This was so so so so GOOD. I realize that my reviews are getting more and more incoherent but... gah, when something is this good, it's just hard to find the right words to compliment it :D
The cockblocking was actually pretty perfect (and frustrating as hell, of course) and... haircut? Woohoo! XD
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 20338 Read Count: 15819
[Report This] Published: 11/09/08 Updated: 05/01/09Date: 11/28/10 Title: Chapter 3: Part 3
Oh my god, this was SO amazing. I just... guh. All the sex scenes were unbelievably hot, the characterisations were absolutely perfect, the UST and angst were painfully delicious... I just loved every single word of this.
And since it's the first (with the exception of one or two oneshots) TH fic I've ever really read... I think you just kind of ruined me for other fics *g*
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Natalie Franz, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Fantasy, Fluff, Humor, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Incest, Under-Age Erotica, WIP
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 63583 Read Count: 25070
[Report This] Published: 11/05/09 Updated: 07/07/10Date: 01/17/11 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter Seventeen
Oh my god, no! I got sucked into another WIP. Why do I keep doing this to myself??
Besides the bit of frustration I had to experience when I realised this was uncompleted, this has got to be one of the most adorable stories I've ever read - EVER :D The first chapter had me in tears because Bill and Tom aren't meant to be separated! *sniffs* But Tom in Neverland is just the most brilliant idea ever, and having him come back as a thirteen year old... Perfect.
I love absolutely everything about this - the characterisations (Georg and Gustav are made of so much win), the writing, the story progression... I absolutely love this Tom; how sweet and protective and curious he is, and the twins' relationship is just beautiful. Andi and David make me giggle, and the fact that one of the Mermaids was Chantelle just made me LOL :D
I... there were so many other things I wanted to mention, so I should've taken notes while reading because I can't remember them now, dammit.
But anyway, I absolutely ADORE this and I hope you're still working on it and plan on updating soon because I NEEEEEEEED it! :)
Just... so much love b29;
Secrets are categorized by the depths at which they are buried.
Their secrets are six feet under.
Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Horror, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Suspense, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Bushido, Bill/Jost , Bill/OFC, Bill/OMC , Tom/Self
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Drug Use, Gore, Humiliation, Minor Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, OOC, Self-Harm, Torture, Violence, WIP
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 17751 Read Count: 1173
[Report This] Published: 02/06/10 Updated: 11/09/10Date: 01/07/11 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4
After finding the art on DeviantART and reading the description of the fic, I knew I had to read this. And God, I'm glad I did but... are you still writing? Is this going to be updated at some point? I certainly hope so! They all seem to have their role in Bill and Tom's crimes, and I'm not exactly sure how Georg fits in yet... but I'm dying to find out! :)
I absolutely love the characterisations and I can see everything so clearly. Tom rolling around in blood, Bill frantically looking for his soulmate and killing everyone who... isn't. And Gustav cleaning up after them *g* I don't know why but I can totally see him being a neat and hygiene freak ^^ And Georg's many personalities are intriguing while Andreas is absolutely fascinating.
I really wish there was more... More fic, more art, more sick, twisted, perverted boys. Just... more please? (:
Author's Response: Yes! We are still writing. However, it is taking a while because we\'re both working on our own separate projects as well and I apologize for that. I\'m really glad you are enjoying this so much, that means the world to both of us. :) We will try to update again soon. Thank you!
Everyone has their fantasies.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido
Genre: PWP/Lemon
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Bondage, Heavy Kink, Non-Con/Rape
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 31974 Read Count: 12828
[Report This] Published: 09/15/10 Updated: 10/09/16Date: 01/21/12 Title: Chapter 5: 'Drunk' Means 'Yeeeeeessss'
How did I miss the van chapter??? Doesn't matter; now I had two to read in one go! :D This was... brilliant, as usual. I'm liking this more with every chapter you write and I hope there are many more to come. Drunk!Bill was fantastic, and I liked his little freak-out in the morning *g* Curious to see what the next chapter will bring; the fact that Bill has some ideas sounds promising. I also wonder if this is gonna become more than just rough sex at some point... Maybe there will be a kiss at some point or *gasp* gentle sex? ;) That would be interesting and different. Though it would be fine either way; the first five chapters were amazing, so it's not like anyone would complain if there would be five more with MORE rough sex. *g* Anyway... I love this. I really do.
Date: 08/26/11 Title: Chapter 3: 'No' Means 'Again'
Guh. This really, really shouldn't be that hot. But I love it :D And I always squee when there's a new chapter because I never expect there to be more!
More please? :D
Originally submitted in the FQF 2010 at TH Fan Fic on Livejournal. Story prompt submitted by elvira_was_here
Georg asks Gustav’s sister on a date, not knowing what the full consquences of doing so will be.
Thank you SO much to the readers who enjoyed Field of Daisies that much to recommend it for a feature. I was floored and very humbled to see that happen. Thank you THF for featuring it - all of you simply rock my socks off.
Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character
Genre: Angst, Drama, First Time, Fluff, Romance
Main Pairing: Gustav/Georg
Side Pairing: Georg/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 15523 Read Count: 1494
[Report This] Published: 09/18/10 Updated: 09/18/10Date: 03/18/11 Title: Chapter 1: A Field of Daisies
Awwwwww! *bounces*
I just realised that I hadn't read much fic lately, so I remembered that I'd always wanted to read this one. And this was perfect! *loves* The pairing and fluffiness was just what I needed right now :,)
Anyway... I absolutely loved Franzi; I was prepared to hate her cause I usually dislike female characters that get in the way of hot manlove *g* But she was quite adorable. And Gustav's jealousy and the daisies and Georg's "failed" date... It was all incredibly adorable and I loved it to bits :D
*faves*
Author's Response: Eeee thank you for reading it! I have some reviews to throw at you too (I\'m so horrible at that!). Franzi is such a fun girl, and she knew from the get go that Gustav would be SOOOO jealous at her having a date with Georg XD Big sister intuition ;)