Membership status: Member
Bio:
My name is Ema. (Yes, with one M.)
I'm 24 years old and I've seen TH twice now: Toronto/Feb.10.2008 and Detroit/Aug.12.2008. For anyone who I met there--I'm the girl with the purple hair in front row. (Yes, both times. Lucky me.)
I've written for the Harry Potter, Michael Jackson, and Panic! At The Disco fandoms before (in that order), but I don't write either much or often for anything. TH is the first fandom where I've actually completed a story. Before TH, I lost interest in what I was writing half-way thru the story n it obv never got posted anywhere. I've tried to avoid that here by writing chapters far in advance of posting.
I don't read TH "het" as the main pairing. I find it gross. I don't want to read about the mind-blowing romance of some random chick n the TH boys. I dislike "original characters" in general. I also *usually* dislike AU, OOC, X-over, Mpreg, paranormal/sci-fi stuff.
98% of what I read in TH is TWINCEST!!!!
Twin romance: Top, bottom, upside down, whenever... it doesn't matter. As long as the plot is good, I'm all for it.
NC-17 one-shots where they confess an undying love for eachother out of the blue and fuck 3minutes later are tacky.
Don't get me wrong, the more sex the better, but the plot is more important!!, whatever the length. =) A nice tragedy is also good once in a while. ***Kinks: X-dressing, BotTOM!, piercings, incest.
I'd like to say how much I love TokioHotelFiction.com... there are some extremely talented writers here, and this site is a wonderful archive. Thank you for your wonderful works, they are very much appreciated.
I try and review everything I read, I think you guys deserve it. (There's very few exceptions.) I also try n be as honest as possible. Please dont hate me. I leave negative reviews as well as positive reviews and everything in between. I hope that I'm being fair and constructive, and really, I just tell u what I feel about your fic. :)
* I write in order to improve my writing.
* I only write the kind of TH fics that I would want to read.
* I like challenges, but I'm bad at following thru.
* I don't use a beta, but I am open to a writing partnership.
* It takes me far longer to write a chapter than most of the writers here, and if I've posted something, it probs took months of work.
* Typo's are mine. I don't write in MS Word cuz I hate the red+green squiggly lines. I write in WordPad n then spellcheck. lol.
* I usually write in 3rd person.
* It used to be a challenge for me to write longer fics, but I think I'm getting better at it.
* Thank u for any feedback. :) I respond to all reviewers.
* I believe reviews should always be honest. I'd hate to get 100 awesome reviews if the ppl didnt actually think it was. Tell me what was wrong, dont be scared.
* I make my own awesome banners. If I like your story, I'll be happy to make u one too. (Ugly banners often deter me from reading the fic, sorry.)
* I find most disclaimer's to be rather pointless, esp if repeated. --DUH it's fiction. DUH you don't own TH.
* My fav part of finishing a chapter is naming it.
* My fav TH songs are: Love & Death, Darkside Of The Sun, Humanoid, Scream, 1000 Oceans. I love the harder/edgy sound Humanoid has VS Scream.
* Other music I listen to is lots of trance!/house!/dance/mashup, alt rock to industrial, jungle & dub, older pop, classical, but most of all MJ is my #1 forever! :)
* I LOVE the haute couture Bill wears, his style in general inspires me.
* I have a love affair with expensive fashion.
* I got into TH in late 2007 after seeing a pic of Bill's XXX hot lion's mane hair on Buzznet. lol.
* I'm a big computer geek. PC, not Mac. Hate Mac. (Even tho I have a MacBook Pro that I call my WinBook Pro cuz it runs Win7, lol, n an iPhone4. Oops.)
* I truely believe the Kaulitz twins were made for eachother and if they're not fucking eachother's brains out, its a shame. lol.
If you like what I've written, I'm very glad.
If you don't, well, that's ok too. Flames welcome! =] (As well as valid criticism, obv)
Now that I've introduced myself n my writing...
Questions/Concerns? Just ask. :)
***Pet Peeves in Twincest***
1. Bar stools in a nightclub. It's either a nightclub or a pub. Make a choice.
2. Suddenly seeing ur bro in a "new light" n blaming it on the alcohol.
3. Where Bill is overly girly. He doesnt care THAT MUCH about his lipgloss in real life. He may be gay, but he still has a dick.
4. Where Bill is overly bitchy/catty.
5. Sudden unexplainable jealously over some skank getting it on w ur twin. Questioning the obv reason of the jealousy, then blaming it on the alcohol.
6. Giving Tom the busty blonde hookup before he decides he'd rather be w Bill.
7. The nightclub scene. It's never original.
8. The "unexpected" twincest Q's in an interview.
9. Andy is not Bill's "lets go shopping"/"lets get mani-pedis"-girlfriend!
10. Georg is more than just that guy Tom always gets drunk w and picks up chicks w.
11. Kissing is one thing, but it takes more than 3sec to decide u want to jump ur brother! Please let there be some warning.
12. The ever-handy lube, esp in the nightstand.
13. Make out, HJ, BJ, rimming, stretching, sex. Sounds like I've read this somewhere before.
14. Bill's tongue ring in Tom's mouth.. the jewelry is HOT, not cold, which is impossible. Metal retains body heat.
15. Please think about the physics of what ur writing. Some of the sex sounds like only a circus acrobat could do it.
16. *It* doesn't go in that easily! And it hurts like a mofo if ur not prepared properly.
17. You don't know that Bill is always the bottom. =P
ema [DOT] dan [AT] live [DOT] comCategories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 27823 Read Count: 26267
Date: 10/18/10 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8
This story is beautiful. I've read it so many times now. It's one of the firsts I ever read here on THF and it never fails to amaze me. It sets a very high standard of writing and for what twincest should feel like. It's really powerful because you wrote it so it feels so incredibly real... everything about it.. the way they evolved, the time it look them, the way they kiss, and stumble with other relationships, the G's role, the way Simone really feels like their mother, their lives on tourbuses, etc... most of it has been done so many times, but this story is exceptional. They feel like brothers, real people, real emotions. The hurt and drama and hesitation and wrongness is all there, but so is the amazing connection that propels them into such a relationship. Very few stories have made this feel so real. Sorry, I can't stop saying it. You've written this so well, and I love how you tie everything together. There are so many beautiful scenes and phrases and motifs.
I have to stop blabbering now.... just, really really amazingly well done. :)
PS- its really fucking sexy too. Damn.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4268 Read Count: 5255
Date: 08/24/11 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3
So I like that this isn't the usual twincest plot, and there were a bunch of sexy parts in there that appealed to my kinky side, hehe.
I just felt some parts were slightly unrealistic (like the fact that they cum so much, lol). I think a beta will work wonders on this story. Also, OMG, switching 1st person POV's all the time was the worst- it's just unprofessional.
Ok, so I know I just gave you a bunch of criticism, but I actually did enjoy reading this. Well done. :)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Under-Age Erotica
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1437 Read Count: 1206
Date: 08/24/11 Title: Chapter 1: Vanilla Lace
Wow, interesting plot! I take it the twins are not famous in this fic or else it would have been world news, LOL!
I liked how you developed it, how it was only half way thru that we find out this is normal for them. There's some definite underlying angst and pain in this, from both twins. Beautiful. Well done. :)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Under-Age Erotica
Series: Formative
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 34437 Read Count: 53809
Date: 02/13/13 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8
I know this was one of the very first TH to fics I had ever read when I was new to the fandom, back in 2007 I think. I freaking love this story. It's the ultimate classic and it's sets a great standard for all the other twincest that followed it. It might actually be the first TH fic I ever read, but I don't remember exactly, pretty sure it is. Either way, I know that this was the fic that made me fall in love with twincest is such a way that I'm still here on THF five-six years later, lol. I've read a million fics since, but rarely are they this freaking awesome! I mean, young barely teenage twins getting it on, exploring boundaries and eachother, with highstrung emotions and anxiety over what theyre doing, and having everything be new to them.. Oh man, so deliciously good. You write the characters so well, they always feel like real people. It's just feels real when u suck the reader into the story. You guys are amazing writers!! I love u forever for giving me so many years of fanfic pleasure. :)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2771 Read Count: 1508
Date: 08/25/11 Title: Chapter 1: ONE SHOT.
HAHAHA!! Bill is such a little tease! I'm actually a bit glad it ended this way, cuz it was a fun surprise for Bill to not go thru with anything after all. Also, it shows that they're still just brothers who are going to continue being just brothers (even tho Tom might have got a few ideas from the experience). I liked reading this. Well done. :)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Twincest
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 648 Read Count: 600
Date: 08/25/11 Title: Chapter 1: Torture
Oooo, nice twist of events that Bill in fact does reciprocate Tom's feelings. :)
I think you use the word "torture" too much, but other than that, I think there's a lot of emotion in this, and I liked reading it. Well done. :)
There's a gig, a band, an audience and one hell of a show.Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1168 Read Count: 872
Date: 08/25/11 Title: Chapter 1: Some Kind of Drug
Hmmm, I kept reading and reading and hoping there would be some exciting twincest somewhere in this fic. But I guess it's my bad that I didnt remember the word count. lol. This was a good story, I just wish that if you've listed this as twincest, you could put in a final paragraph of what the twins shared after the show, showing they do have a connection in that way... their actions as they performed were just a little too subtle to count.
Anyways, it's my own fault for being disappointed. Don't stress. You wrote a nice fic. You describe the tension and buildup very well. Well done. :)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2054 Read Count: 6242
Date: 08/25/11 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
I like this portrayal of their relationship, obviously in it's early stages, sex crazed teens, kind of covert. I love that you didn't have to give it any back-story but it feels very complete. It's vivid and realistic-sounding and deliciously descriptive and I love how they talk to eachother. Oh, and the sexytimes were incredibly SEXY!!! Really really well done! :)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Humor, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: OOC
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1863 Read Count: 4856
Date: 08/25/11 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
OMG, I've totally read this before, but it's brilliant!! This is the best crack I've ever read. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. I LOVE IT. Everything about it. So well written. Amazing. :)
Bill and Tom, the Schrei years. Takes place a year or so after Formative ends. Smut, angst, 'cest, you know the score.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Under-Age Erotica
Series: Formative
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 71908 Read Count: 77010
Date: 02/16/13 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13
I've loved this story for so many years. And here I am reading it again. This is classic twincest at it's best. I love how even though Tom doesn't say much, you can see him coming to grips with his love of Bill. You can see it even back in Formative. This story is funny and angsty and so sexy and perfect in every way. You guys set the bar for this fandom really high when you wrote this fic (and others), and that's why I'm still reading your fics 5-6 years later. Cuz even with all the fics now, yours are still freaking awesome. You guys are so good at capturing the twins' personalities, and you pic the perfect moments in time to highlight. It feels effortless and a it's a joy to read. There aren't enough words to express how awesome this fic is, and I love it. Thank you again for many many years of great twincest. I owe my love of THF to you two. :)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6997 Read Count: 1988
Date: 08/26/11 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Ok, I'm really sorry, but I'm gonna have to leave you a bad review. The grammar was off, there were typos, the plot was unrealistic, and I couldn't finish reading it. I just find it really really unbelievable for them to have their first kiss and then have this amazing new connection and then fuck in the same night... especially since they are brothers.
Please think about the timeline of your plot better next time, and whether anyone would actually act this way IRL.
I'm sorry for the review. Your writing wasn't entirely bad, but everything else was so unrealistic that it kind of ruined it IMO. Forgive me for saying all this stuff. :(
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Drama, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 68341 Read Count: 109425
Date: 10/19/10 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20
I was feeling kind of shitty today, and so I spent pretty all of today reading this story. I've read it before, years ago when I first joined THF, this was one of the first I remember reading. And I will always remember it.
This story is completely beautiful and real and heartbreaking. One of the best I've ever read, and it's completely worth wasteing a whole day in the real world to re-read. lol.
You capture moments so realistically, and the situations and actions are all so believable. This is definitely one of my favorite stories, and I'm sad that newer authors these days just dont have the patience to write something this complex and detailed. This fic doesnt rush anything.. you took it slow and built everything up in a way that would relate to ppl even outside this fandom I think... how could someone read this and still think twincest if gross. (Ok, maybe not.. we're fucked it the head around here. But this story is probably one of the contributors to my mind being so warped now. lol) This story is a twincest classic. Everything is perfectly balanced and the relationship you built is so real it feels tangible. That's really one of the biggest compliments I can give you (apart from it being FUCKING AMAZING!!!! x1000) that this story feels so REAL. After I read this, I cant imagine twins forming a relationship any other way: The ups and downs and their personalities are incredibly well written and if this were to ever occur for real (lets just say..) I imagine it would sound very much like this. It can't be easy and you capture the emotions so beautifully. The story sucks you in, and I swear I'm sitting here with my eyes so tired that they itch and I want to go to bed, but I dont regret it for a second. This story is beautiful.
I love so so so many things about it, everything really.. but the way you created their personalities- everyones, they are all so distinct and human and flawed, and I love their speech patterns, the way they talk like teenagers and think like teenagers.. Amazing. And you have such a gift for subtle humor as well. BALLS. Omg, I'm going to remember the G's playing "Balls" for the rest of my life and I'm not even kidding. For me, that's actually one of the most memorable parts of this story. Since I've read so many stories here on THF these past couple of years, sometimes stories blend together (even the good ones unfortunately), but then I remember that this is the story where the G's are obsessed with Balls and I remember everything else as well.
Omg, I don't know what else to say about this fic. It's just so incrediably well written. A classic. Wish all stories were this good. lol.
The emotions are heartbreaking and take you along on the rollercoaster.
Oh gosh, and the supreme sexyness is to die for, such chemistry. *fans self* hehe.
Yeah, I'll shut up now, even tho I know if I thought about it I could go on talking about this story for another few pages. lol.
Extraordinary, masterpiece of a twincest fic. Top5 on this site. Very well done. LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3840 Read Count: 2855
Date: 08/26/11 Title: Chapter 1: The Winner
OMG, Tom is hilarious! lol. That last line was HHHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!
But really, this story is really amazing. You capture emotions so damn well, and it's realistic, like you're really in Bill's head. First person stories usually sound immature but this was perfect. And so so soooo sexy. I love the way you developed it, and how you got a perfect mix of funny, sweet, angsty, and sexy. I just loved this all around. Prefect. :)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Series: Tom's T-shirt
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3057 Read Count: 4542
Date: 08/26/11 Title: Chapter 1: What Would Tom Do?
Even though I think this is the third time I've read this fic, I still love it. It's very well written and such a pleasure to read. I the buildup, I love how u can feel it every time Bill looks up at Tom, and I LOVE the dialogue!!! This story is awesome and sooooo sexy. Love love love. Well done. :)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2478 Read Count: 3016
Date: 08/26/11 Title: Chapter 1: How Does Tom Like It?
Words cannot express my love for this story!! This is such an oldie but goodie. Lol. Perfect sequel and I loooooove the end! "Better watch out Gus, Tom might like that." HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Brilliant. This is so well written, so charming, and so sexy. I love the twins in this. Well done. :)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3385 Read Count: 3772
Date: 08/26/11 Title: Chapter 1: Just Kissing
Hahahahahaha!! Love the ending. Lol. Bill is such a little minx, he totally planned it all along. Lol. I love this fic. It's the perfect little romp in the sheets between brothers. Very well written, very descriptive, VERY sexy! Well done.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Georg/Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5328 Read Count: 3018
Date: 04/11/10 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Very very hot. Great naughty ending. Overall, really damn good.
I absolutely LOVE the visual of Bill and Tom just waiting naked for Georg to step out of the bathroom. lol. And the way you described Georg's feelings at seeing the twins make out was so sexy and realistic. You definately are one of the best writers on this site.
Thanks for writing. :)
Bill wants to play guitar but he sucks at it. He watches Tom play instead.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2420 Read Count: 5928
Date: 05/10/12 Title: Chapter 1: Guitar Lesson
Nightingale's art is beautiful and classic. Thanks for sharing.
And I love this story. I've read this idk how many times before, but there are oldies-but-goodies like this one that u just can't help rereading. Love it so much. I love their tenderness and how careful Tom is with Bill. It's beautifully written. Very well done.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3112 Read Count: 1839
Date: 05/10/12 Title: Chapter 1: It Goes Without Saying
Agh. This is awesome. So much emotion and not a single word. You tell it so freaking well. I love how you weave in the backstory between all the sexytimes, but most of all, I love their connection. You can feel the way they look at eachother, the way they touch eachother. You're a wonderful author and this story is brilliant. LOVE IT. :)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Light Kink
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6990 Read Count: 1677
Date: 10/18/10 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
I love how Tom calls Bill "Little Brother"... its so darling and naughty at the same time. hehe.
Anyways, I'm pretty sure I've read this story before, but it's awesome nonetheless. I have a big kink for Bill crossdressing and this story strokes it very nicely. :) Especially since that's how he seduced Tom! Very daring and sexy. Well done! :)