Membership status: Member
Bio:
My name is Amanda and I am in my 2nd year of college. I am currently studying to be an English major with a minor in either music or Creative Writing. I haven't decided yet :)
I'm working as a florist right now and have been since I was 16! So, it's been 4 years of amazing memories at the little flower shop I love! I'm also currently going to be working with dogs in a day camp, but hope to become a groomer on the side to make more money! :)
I LOVE music! It's my life source in the world and I don't know what I would do without my headphones and iPod... I'd go crazy, I think!
I LOVE tattoos and piercings, which is why I have so many! :D And I LOVE to write. Without writing, I couldn't imagine myself staying sane. Since I am a writer, I constantly have thoughts running through my head. New ideas are always playing out in my mind and I write them down. If it looks like I write alot of stories, it's because I do. I'd rather write them down for you all to read then keep them bottled up! So, I hope you enjoy my crazy thoughts! :D
I'm a TOM GIRL and I definitly have been from the beginning. I only discovered Tokio Hotel a year ago, but I have been in love with them from moment number one. The sound of Bill's voice always calms me and makes me smile (corny, I know). I love all the boys in the band, but I prefer Tom ;)
If there are any other questions, just contact me! I LOVE meeting new people and I have met some awesomely talented ones on this site!
Gracias! Danke! Thanks!
Here is a list of the fanfics I have written or am in the process of writing so far:
Tom wakes up to a beautiful man. He then experiences the best sex of his life, the best wake-up call... EVER.
Completed: YES
Amanda was a maid. She didn't have fancy things, no designer clothes, but that didn't matter to Tom. He was determined to know this girl. He just never expected to fall for her...
Completed: YES
Jude saw them. He was sure of it. The three of them. He saw Bill's lips on hers, while Tom's hands wandered around, touching every inch of her body. They all knew that Jude knew. They had to stop him from telling.
Completed: NO
writing with NORAbora
Sometimes love can hurt. For Morgan, Bill was her everything, her all. No matter how many times he hit her, she still loved him. Tom wanted it to end. Could this woman tear the twins apart?
Completed: NO
“Well, I don’t know really how to do one of these things, but I thought I would give it a try. Uh, oh crap. What do I say?"
Completed: YES
Ever wonder why in every picture of Tom he is wearing black leather gloves? Well, this is the story...
Thanks a lot, Georg!
Completed: YES
I had 24 hours until I was dead. I had 24 fucking hours to say goodbye to my life and prepare to embrace death. How could I do that? How?
Completed: NO
How did he find out his life was made up? That’s a long story. But, if you will listen, then I will tell you. I will not spare you any details. I will speak the truth. I’m blunt, honest, and raw. Can you handle it? If you can, then here it is…
Completed: NO
I LOVE THE TWINS!! XD
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Bondage
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2340 Read Count: 1782
[Report This] Published: 06/02/07 Updated: 06/02/07Date: 02/26/10 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
SO good!!!! Very hot, sexy, and detailed.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Bondage, Cross Dressing, Heavy Kink
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2368 Read Count: 4957
[Report This] Published: 07/29/08 Updated: 08/04/08Date: 03/03/10 Title: Chapter 2: Part 2 of 2
WOW!!!!!
Author's Response: :) heehee
Banner by the lovely Gaja.
Tom needs Bushido to do something for him, something he just can't do himself...but Tom needs to watch.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: BottomBill, PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill/Bushido
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Heavy Kink, Voyeurism
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5435 Read Count: 1967
[Report This] Published: 01/04/09 Updated: 01/04/09Date: 03/06/10 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Freakin' AMAZING!!!!!
Author's Response: Thank you! :D
He's too busy with his... laptop?
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Established Relationship, Humor, PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/Self, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Heavy Kink, Incest
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4484 Read Count: 11421
[Report This] Published: 01/05/09 Updated: 01/05/09Date: 03/01/10 Title: Chapter 1: "Fuck Georg, I want Tom."
HAHA! Loved it! Sexy Tom and Bill ;)
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill, Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Drug Use, Heavy Kink, Non-Con/Rape, Spanking, Violence
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3882 Read Count: 1579
[Report This] Published: 01/16/09 Updated: 01/16/09
She was such a naughty girl. And naughty girls deserve to be punished...
Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character
Genre: PWP/Lemon, Romance
Main Pairing: Bill/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, BDSM, Light Kink, Spanking
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2754 Read Count: 3424
[Report This] Published: 02/28/09 Updated: 02/28/09Date: 03/03/10 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1 Playing With Fire
This was sooooooo.... HOT!! I loved it!!!! hehe
Author's Response: Aww, thank you! I\'m glad you enjoyed it! Thank you for reviewing! :D
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Established Relationship, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Light Kink
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 616 Read Count: 6798
[Report This] Published: 03/22/09 Updated: 03/22/09Date: 03/01/10 Title: Chapter 1: Umm... What's going on in there?
bahaha! nice... I enjoyed this! XD
Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, Song Fic, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/OFC, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1616 Read Count: 3845
[Report This] Published: 05/26/09 Updated: 05/26/09Date: 02/26/10 Title: Chapter 1: I Don't Wanna Be In Love.
Awww, this was cute :)
Author's Response: ;3 I\'m glad you think so! Thanks for commenting. ;3
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Song Fic, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, OOC, WIP
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 12624 Read Count: 3897
[Report This] Published: 06/11/09 Updated: 11/07/10Date: 03/16/10 Title: Chapter 5: You make me do this...
I can't wait to read what happens next! Oh and I bought the Otep CD bc after reading this and hearing "Milk of Regret" I TOTALLY had to buy the CD... IT'S AMAZING!! Just like this story :)
Author's Response: *w* Thank very fucking MUCH!! I can honestly say that your review made my day!! :D I\'m glad that you like Otep!! xD But I\'m even MORE glad for the fact that you like this story!! :) Next chapter is ready so maybe I\'ll post it tomorrow if I\'m not too busy, hehehe.
Date: 03/19/10 Title: Chapter 6: And I have no regrets yet...
OMG! I want to know what happened!! Please? *puppy eyes* :0 hehe... Yo no puedo esperar para leer mas! Anuncie mas pronto! Por favor?! haha...
Author's Response: What happened is actually on the next chapter that is mostly done. Just need to read a book and wirte a report of it before writing the last part of the chapter, hehe. But you will have it pretty soon! Thank you for everything! :D
Date: 03/10/10 Title: Chapter 4: I wish I was afraid of suicide...
I, first off, LOVE the song that inspired this fanfic... It's AMAZING!! And I, second, LOVE this fanfic!! Post more soon :)
Author's Response: Haha, I love the song as well! Otep Shamaya is GREAT! *o* I will post soon and thanks for teh review! :D
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Gordon Trumper, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Twincest
Main Pairing: Gordon/Bill, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Non-Con/Rape
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2597 Read Count: 1539
[Report This] Published: 07/29/09 Updated: 07/29/09Date: 02/27/10 Title: Chapter 1: Ache
Oh my God! That was so sad! I loved it, though. :) *sniff*
Don't talk, don't say a thing
'Cause your eyes, they tell me more than your words
Don't go, don't leave me now
'Cause they say the best way out is through
And I am short on words
Knowing what's occurred
She begins to leave because of me
Her bag is now much heavier
I wish that I could carry her
But this is our ungodly hour
Categories: Het
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Crack, Drama, Fluff, High School, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Song Fic
Main Pairing: Bill/OFC
Side Pairing: Georg/OFC, Gustav/OFC , Tom/OFC
Warnings: Abuse, Blood, Non-Con/Rape, OOC, Suicide, Violence
Chapters: 41 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 81045 Read Count: 6020
[Report This] Published: 08/11/09 Updated: 03/25/10Date: 03/06/10 Title: Chapter 1: At the Beginning
hahahah!! Yes, just got an account!! :) I was talking about the Cinema Bizarre song, but all of the songs I think fit this story so well!! Post more bc I really miss reading it!! haha And it's good to see/hear/read from you!! XD
Date: 03/06/10 Title: Chapter 34: Sad Day For Happiness
Ok, so I've read this on the other site and loved it, so I HAD to read it again!! Lol... Oh and btw.... the song is AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
Author's Response: OH MY GOD HAZEL!!!!! EEEEEKKK!!!!!!!! Dude omg hi! I didn\'t known you were on here! Thanks for the review and which song you talking about 0.0
Bill is abused by his father; there is no sugar coating the truth. It's all he's known, besides a few memories that are almost dreams, and there is nothing anybody can do about it... right?
Categories: General
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Natalie Franz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Suspense
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: Tom/OFC
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Discriminatory Language, Humiliation, Torture, Violence, WIP
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 23941 Read Count: 1826
[Report This] Published: 08/31/09 Updated: 01/29/12Date: 03/07/10 Title: Chapter 5: September 1st
I really, REALLY like this. There is so much emotion that the reader feels! I can't wait to read more and hope you update soon!! XD
Author's Response: Thank you so much. :] I will be updating within the next week or so, I hope. The next chapter is practically done!
Categories: General
Characters: None
Genre: Fluff
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1302 Read Count: 208
[Report This] Published: 11/27/09 Updated: 11/27/09Date: 04/01/10 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
Awwww!! So adorable! I love how Tom threw glue on the other kid... So like him :) This was great and I definitly think that you should write another! haha
Author's Response: thank you! a sequel is in the making! :D
Simone receives mysterious videotapes in the mail of her twins. How will the family deal with the content of the tapes, and will they survive the aftermath?
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Andreas, Bill/OMC , Tom/OMC
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Bondage, Cross Dressing, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Heavy Kink, Humiliation, Incest, Light Kink, Minor Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, Pedophilia, Self-Harm, Spanking, Under-Age Erotica, Violence, Voyeurism, WIP
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 52306 Read Count: 8965
[Report This] Published: 12/29/09 Updated: 01/07/13Date: 05/30/10 Title: Chapter 7: Friendship
Ok, so it is now 2:40 am and I have just finished reading this fic. Never before has a fic made me stay up like this one has. I started reading this story before I left for work yesterday morning, and it was in my mind all day! Finally when I got home, I read the entire story in one sitting even though my leg fell asleep.
This story is absolutely amazing. I can feel the emotions of the characters. I feel the anger, the confusion, the sadness and frustration. I feel it all!! That's an amazing effect to get. It's all due to the amazing writing that I was reading!
I seriously have no words to describe how incredible this fic is. Even though it is sad and at times sick, I can't stop reading. I can't wait to read what happens next. I have so many things I want the boys to do. I want them to tell their mom. I want them to get help! I just can't wait to see what you have in store for us!
This is.... fantastic. Please keep up the good work and I am tracking this story. *thumbs up* ^.^
Author's Response: :O I...am in shock at this review. Thank you so much for all of your kind words! <3 I really don\'t know how to say how much this review has made me smile and WANT to work on the story more. I am so happy to see you like it so much! Oh gosh, I think this is the best review I\'ve ever received :D
A young girl sat in a dark light room trying to figure out just how long she had been here. She did this ever time she was alone in her ‘room’. Was she born here or did she have a life before this? She couldn’t remember. Hell she couldn’t even remember her own name if she had one that is. None of the girls here had names. They were nothing but numbers only being given a name when called upon. Okay everyone I had this posted on http://tokiohotel-fff.get-forum.net/ under the user Mika-chan but decided that I didn't like that way is was going. I i completely rewrote it and it is nothing like it was before. I am not sure whether I will add all the characters from before. I don't think I am but it's still undecided. Oh,I want to thank Claire for beta reading my story.
Categories: Het
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Saki, Simone Trumper, Tobi, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, PWP/Lemon, Romance, Suspense
Main Pairing: Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: Gustav/OFC
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Bondage, Humiliation, Light Kink, Non-Con/Rape, OOC, Torture, Violence, WIP
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 30798 Read Count: 1445
[Report This] Published: 01/03/10 Updated: 11/19/10Date: 02/28/10 Title: Chapter 3: Finally
XD I can't wait to read the next chapter!!!!
Author's Response: I am working on it!! =D
High school and life in general, is one big fucked up mess. There’s teachers and homework. Then there’s your parents telling you to get good grades, and telling you how to live your life. Your best friend is there always by your side, but death can always give you a scare even if they don’t die. You make friends with the people who have made your life hell. So with everything so complicated, where does love fit in? Isn’t it just easier to runaway?
"Would you runaway with me?" "I would run anywhere with you."
Let’s get out of this town tonight, nothing but dust in the shadows, gone by morning light. Somewhere we won’t ever get caught ever be found…baby let’s just get out of this town.
Categories: Het
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Drama, Fluff, High School, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Main Pairing: Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, WIP
Chapters: 23 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 38519 Read Count: 4725
[Report This] Published: 01/16/10 Updated: 08/20/10Date: 03/28/10 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8
Ok, I think I gained about 100 lbs. while reading this from all of the treats you gave us... hehehe ^_^ But, I want to say that I... LOVE.... THIS!!! XD I like it alot. It has a very likeable factor about it! Please post more soon!! :)
Author's Response: OMIGOSH ur like my new ibff internet bff lol here just for this review *hands u a cookie* hehe ;P\r\nim so glad u like it, also my posting days for this story is like 5 days to week since iv got school and music and dance and karate cotillion and so many other things but yeah dont worry im deff going to post soon
Bill is surprised when Tom approaches him late at night with seemingly insane demands and harsh words. This isn't the brother Bill knows, so why does he find him so intriguing?
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: PWP/Lemon, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Light Kink
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 6290 Read Count: 1238
[Report This] Published: 01/19/10 Updated: 02/28/10Date: 02/28/10 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2
This is VERY well written. I can't wait to read more!! :D