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[1/30/15] OUT of TH hibernation! Woohoo!
[7/30/13] Currently in TH hibernation. Zzzzzz...



I was introduced to TH by my friend in June/July 2009 — albeit forcibly; she just wouldn't turn off that music (and that flippin' Interview Above the Clouds) XD — but it feels like I've known of them longer. Probably because I've seen almost every interview and photo from their childhood XD

I pretty much only read twincest (related or non-related [though when it comes to related I'd rather it be AU]), because I think their bond is a beautiful and rare thing. This is the only time I've ever shipped siblings, so it must be something about THEM, haha.

I'm so appreciative of the privilege to read great stories by some truly gifted writers.
Thanks guys, you give me inspiration to overcome writer's block. :)




In The Works:
- trying to write a short story based off a vampire plotline I saw in an mmorpg.
(Status: Started posting; Completed chapters 3/6)

- writing a longer multi-chap. Historical fiction spanning across centuries. Still figuring out title.
(Status: Currently on the backburner to focus on my vampire fic)


I will always respond to every review :)


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Little Things by undrockroll       

Rated: PG-13 | Reviews - 334 | |
Summary: Andreas is the new kid in a town where he's a stranger to everyone. After a tragic event in his life he's not sure he can be close to anyone again until he meets two strange kids who seem just as lonely as he feels.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/Andreas, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 46898 Read Count: 25896
[Report This] Published: 08/10/07 Updated: 10/05/07
Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 10/16/09 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12

I just finished reading this. I don't cry easily AT ALL, but this fic did it! Oh, such a heart-wrenching ending!
I was skeptical about Bill and Andreas at first, but this totally turned me around! (Still love BillxTom, though!)
Love love love

A Snowball's Chance In Hell by Majestrix       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 251 | |
Summary: Bill and Tom deal with the changes that a daughter bring. All they want is to be left alone, but circumstances beyond their control and an old friend comes back into the picture to complicate everything.


Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Gustav/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Heavy Kink, Major Character Death, Violence
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 38960 Read Count: 26202
[Report This] Published: 12/30/07 Updated: 02/12/08
Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 07/30/10 Title: Chapter 11: Epilogue

I'm almost certain the german part was supposed to be "Ich liebe Sie, so Sie müssen mein Zwilling sein" but wasimmer.

Lol, I like this series more than I should. Going to read the final installment later.

Analyzed by Froggy       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 1228 | |
Summary: Past Featured Story


An intimate look into the life of the Kaulitz twins and the challenges they encounter as their relationship develops.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Gordon Trumper, Jörg, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Under-Age Erotica, Violence
Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 113155 Read Count: 147282
[Report This] Published: 03/03/08 Updated: 01/05/09
Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 11/01/09 Title: Chapter 27: Modeling:

Let me just say I laughed through my teary eyes when I caught "We're going back to our roots." That was sooo touching. Just one shining bit in the brilliant masterpiece that is this story.
I read it all on one shot, starting last night and only stopping when total exhaustion took me. And now here I am at the end and I honestly don't know what else to say. Other than that I'll definitely be checking out what else you've written.
So thank you so much for the emotional journey

To Kill a Tomi by Shibuyainn       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 235 | |
Summary: Bill was raised for the sole purpose of hating and killing Tom. That was all he ever knew. But all plans have a flaw...
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Gordon Trumper, Jörg, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Drama, Romance
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Heavy Kink, Violence
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 44628 Read Count: 18023
[Report This] Published: 03/09/08 Updated: 06/19/08
Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 07/28/10 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12

Read this whole dang thing in one shot.

I cried!! I don't usually read the warnings in fics before reading, so I truly thought they were both going to die.
I would say I want a short sequel or epilogue, but I think the ending was perfect as it was.

I do have one little question, though. They're the same age, right? So Jorg waited two years after Tom's birth before getting Bill? Oh, and you said they were five when they met, and that Bill would make an attempt on Tom's life one year later, but then the pillow incident happened when they were eight.

Author's Response: to be honest, it\'s been so long since I wrote this, I don\'t even remember! But whoops! I do tend to start writing and never look back so it\'s very possible I muffed up. Sorry bout that..

Gaja Cookies by Gaja       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 200 | |
Summary:

A collection of cookies. :)
Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Established Relationship, Fluff, PWP/Lemon, Twincest, Vampires
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido, Georg/Bill, Gustav/Georg, Gustav/OFC, Tom/Bill, Tom/Georg
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Bondage, Minor Character Death
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 22088 Read Count: 13260

[Report This] Published: 03/16/08 Updated: 04/19/18
Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 07/17/11 Title: Chapter 16: Unbraiding

Hehe, for some reason the sticky, semen-covered hands amused me and made me smile

Author's Response: It\'s such a common thing, they can\'t make themselves care anymore whether they\'re sticky pawed. :)

Twisted Words of Wisdom by izzap       

Rated: PG-13 | Reviews - 561 | |
Summary: Bill is a teenager who loves to rant in his online journal. Tom is a lurker who loves to read this nameless person's rants. Sometimes fate is only a click away.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Andreas
Warnings: WIP
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 66519 Read Count: 25419
[Report This] Published: 03/24/08 Updated: 08/07/10
Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 03/02/10 Title: Chapter 2: Tkaulitz Has Just Signed In.

Ah, god, this is so pitiful. I need the Internet to survive. A computer, no, that’s not the problem. It’s the Internet, that connection that links me to the rest of the world. Without it I’m like a lost little puppy wandering around the house unsure of what to do with myself.

I’m an Internet addict. That’s the right term, isn’t it?
Honestly, you should see how much I freak when there’s a momentary blip and the connection blinks off.
God I’m like a vicious, rabid animal prepared to pounce anything that gets in my way until I get it back. It’s… a bit crazy.


Sorry for the huge quote, but these two paragraphs describe me perfectly! XDD *facepalm*
Except when the internet's off, I'm more like a panicking mess than a rabid animal.
This is a wonderful story!!

Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 03/03/10 Title: Chapter 13: Some Words We Just Can't Say

EEEE! I went on youtube and listened to the song (Adam's version) while reading this. It made it three times as good.
Wow, I wasn't wrong back in chapter 2; this IS a wonderful story. It makes me so happy inside.

Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 07/29/10 Title: Chapter 3: So Much For Happily Ever After

Rereading this!!

I laughed at the irony of "Billy Bob Joe Doe", since Bill is actually his name. I bet Bill either briefly tensed or laughed as well.

And aww, poor Tom.

This Hour's Duty by Little Muse, Majestrix       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 635 | |
Summary: Past Featured StoryIn a world where much is expected, and not much is given; where companionship is common, but love quite rare, duty... is everything.


Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Fantasy, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Sci-Fi, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Major Character Death, Violence
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 111858 Read Count: 61620
[Report This] Published: 05/07/08 Updated: 07/07/08
Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 05/12/10 Title: Chapter 18: A Time To Be Born, And A Time To Die

First off, let me say that I noticed and LOVED the way the switching parts of the marriage and the battle fit together. It was just GENIUS and I can so easily see how this would play out in a movie :)

Secondly, *loud wail of distress* how could Bushido die?! No!! Omg, I have never, ever liked Bushido in any fic! And you guys made me care for him!! DX
I'm so sad; I almost never cry, and yet I currently have tears in my eyes! :(

Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 05/12/10 Title: Chapter 19: Epilogue

Lol, count me in with the people for whom normally Billshido is not wanted XD

But this... omg, this masterpiece completely changed that. I still put twc as top priority, yes, but... wow, yeah this really changed me XD
Lol, I barely have any words. So I'll just keep typing, haha.

I agree with the several others who say that this isn't just fanfiction. It's a beautiful, complex, fleshed-out story on its own :)

And let me tell you that I did take notice of the symbolism, particularly the cherries. I noticed how the cherries reminded Bill and Bushido of the other, and how Bill stabbed tbe cherry later on, and then towards the end, when cherries were not available, and Bill pondered how he loved grapes (Tom). XD

Phew, so yeah. I very much look forward to reading the sequel. I suppose anything I say now has no meaning or influence since I see that, too, is completed XDD But I hope for the best.

Tchüss! :)

1:14 P.M. by Froggy       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 605 | |
Summary:
1:14 PM by Froggy

“It's been 72 hours since he was taken from me.”

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Saki, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/OMC, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Non-Con/Rape, Violence
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 11707 Read Count: 59436
[Report This] Published: 05/09/08 Updated: 06/03/08
Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 09/14/10 Title: Chapter 12: Epilogue

Wow, I remember reading this so long ago (last year), back when I first discovered this site...

Still just as emotionally twisting and raw as the first time. Tear-jerking :(

Mirror Image by Saltywench       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 761 | |
Summary: Past Featured Story
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Georg is having a nervous breakdown because all hell has broken loose on the bus...The boys think Bill is bonkers, but thats only because he hasn't told them about the ghost... Tom has become Bill's lover and is so terrified of losing Bill he's willing to follow him into madness...The G's are desperately in love. If only Gustav knew it...
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreja Pejic, Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Saki, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Paranormal, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Georg/Bill, Gustav/Bill, Gustav/Georg, Gustav/Tom, Tom/Bill, Tom/Georg
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Bondage, Drug Use, Heavy Kink, Incest, WIP
Chapters: 87 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 697898 Read Count: 71497
[Report This] Published: 06/18/08 Updated: 05/05/13
Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 08/08/12 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15. Rewind.

With Gustav's take on it, seems that the twins are in a vicious cyle. Oh, misunderstandings... :(

Gustav lay on the floor squealing in joyful hysteria as Georg rubbed his damp body all over him. -- Lol, ew sweaty body XD

Hmm, this "not remembering" thing vaguely reminds me of that fic where Tom would black out, rather frequently, and assault Bill. (Though in the story it was sort of a grey area where it was unclear whether Bill wanted it)

On the flipside, it was so cute that Bill set Ruby -- I keep thinking of her as "Ruby" even though her name is "Heather Ruby" -- down to watch Tom.

And wow, I did not know that bit of info that Georg said, that a person can metaphorically short-circuit their brain after an attack.

Heh, the cat...

PS: I just saw your replies! Thank you for explaining the flashback! :) I understand it all now.

Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 08/08/12 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14. Possessed

Oh no!! Georg thinks that Tom is raping Bill D:

I'd expected him to be a little heartbroken, but not come to that conclusion.

Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 08/08/12 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13. ROFL

Oh man XD I *love* that Tom keeps using the cat explanation. That whole conversation was hilarious.

And it was so funny how they chased away the woman XD But I guess that's where the chapter title comes from!

And then when David walked in.. *laughs silently because ppl are sleeping*

Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 08/08/12 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 9. Big fuckin cat.

That Georg and Gustav fiasco towards the beginning was really funny XD On the flipside, guh, David/Dave really is the worst manager ever. He's the very definition of exploit.

Lol, in the next Gs section, I was crazy amused by how deep in denial Gustav is XD "It's not gay, they just sometimes have sex!" XD Anyway, they have a very interesting set-up!

Lol, towards the end, Tom's line. "Big fuckin' cat."

Positive image on David, as well. I almost regret saying that comment in the last review. Almost =P

Those t-shirts XD

Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 08/08/12 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 10. Seventeen.

Lmfao, Bill. Seventeen.

Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 08/07/12 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8. No one ever eats the last pot noodle.

Okay, this was a very confusing chapter for me :( Perhaps you should think about inserting page breaks whenever you change the scene or jump into a flashback, because I felt whiplashed.

I didn't understand the flashback at all. The parents were separating but they weren't divorced? The dad was taking Bill? Why? I'm pretty sure custody rulings are *after* a couple has filed for divorce. And it said they hadn't.

And I didn't comprehend why their father (I'm assuming that's Jorg) was yelling at Simone for separating the twins when HE was the one dragging Bill away @__@ By appearances, HE is the one separating them.

And I thought it was just strange that the dad was making it out to be like he was separating them forever. Again, all while yelling that Simone was the one doing all the damage -.-

And then it said: Every week a different strange man would come and steal Bill. Different man each time? What, was Simone dating a different man each week? Unless that was the court-ordered official who was in charge of escorting Bill to their dad's house. In which case, I think maybe it should have been made clearer.

I'm sorry, I really want to understand this :( But I've always been very bad at reading between the lines and picking up non-verbal/non-obvious cues.

Author's Response: The issue about Simone and Jorg\'s relationship was a lot more unclear when I started writing this than it is now. At the time the twins were claiming they were divorced which we subsequently learned was a bit of a stretch. It appears fairly clear they were never married and that the twins were bastards. Be that as it may, he paid child support and was entitled to custody visits as their father. In this story they are sharing custody and attempting to play nice before the divorce is final and a custody decree is in place. Since she is the one cheating on her husband, (or leaving him for a better man) she\'s being careful not to make herself look bad to the court.\r\n\r\nI made it happen earlier in the story than it really happened in their real lives. Here the parents went their separate ways when the twins were four, whereas in real life it happened when they were seven. Also the twins went to live with their grandparents and not Simone and Gordon when they finally got together. For the purposes of my story, I preferred to make them younger and omit their grandparents.\r\n \r\nTheir father would be entitled to visitation regardless of their marital situation, and his fury with Simone is because in his mind, this entire situation of him having to come and get one of his children for \"visits\" is entirely her fault for leaving him for another man. It becomes clear later on that Simone wouldn\'t let him take both of them at one time for fear he\'d abscond with them and not bring them back. Without a legal court order, if he took them, it would be extremely hard for her to regain them. He is furious that he can\'t have both his sons at once, and that he is faced with hysterical dramas when he comes to get his dearly loved child. For all he knows, she is deliberately trying to upset them before he arrives. The situation gets so bad he starts sending his friends over to collect him so he doesn\'t have to deal with screaming scenes in the street.

Author's Response: The issue about Simone and Jorg\'s relationship was a lot more unclear when I started writing this than it is now. At the time the twins were claiming they were divorced which we subsequently learned was a bit of a stretch. It appears fairly clear they were never married and that the twins were bastards. Be that as it may, he paid child support and was entitled to custody visits as their father. In this story they are sharing custody and attempting to play nice before the divorce is final and a custody decree is in place. Since she is the one cheating on her husband, (or leaving him for a better man) she\'s being careful not to make herself look bad to the court.I made it happen earlier in the story than it really happened in their real lives. Here the parents went their separate ways when the twins were four, whereas in real life it happened when they were seven. Also the twins went to live with their grandparents and not Simone and Gordon when they finally got together. For the purposes of my story, I preferred to make them younger and omit their grandparents.Their father would be entitled to visitation regardless of their marital situation, and his fury with Simone is because in his mind, this entire situation of him having to come and get one of his children for \"visits\" is entirely her fault for leaving him for another man. It becomes clear later on that Simone wouldn\'t let him take both of them at one time for fear he\'d abscond with them and not bring them back. Without a legal court order, if he took them, it would be extremely hard for her to regain them. He is furious that he can\'t have both his sons at once, and that he is faced with hysterical dramas when he comes to get his dearly loved child. For all he knows, she is deliberately trying to upset them before he arrives. The situation gets so bad he starts sending his friends over to collect him so he doesn\'t have to deal with screaming scenes in the street.

Author's Response:

Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 08/07/12 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7. Little brown bags.

This was hard to read ;_; I mean, I believe that in real life Bill is too strong a person to let his image be changed by force like that. Not *that* much against his wishes. Otherwise he wouldn't have been bouncing around and smiling so genuinely.

I'm somewhat offended by Tom's belief that being turned gay is the worst thing in the world. "You turned him gay?!! You might as well have mutilated him!!" That's kind of what I'm picking up from his character :/

Author's Response: I agree that in real life Bill would be more forceful than the one in my story. But this is just a story. And I don\'t feel it\'s implausible, even if unlikely. As for Tom, he\'s a red blooded hetro male who believes his brother is straight, they\'re twins. From his perspective, altering Bill that much against his nature would be horrible, not the gayness per se, but such a huge change at all. He\'s seen so many changes forced on Bill that his natural inclination is to assume he was being forced to be gay as well. Tom has nothing against gay people which is made more clear later on.

Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 08/07/12 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5. Brand: A mark to indicate ownership.

Wow! That was somehow sexy, confusing, with a touch of surreal.

Oh, when the story says Dave, I'm guessing you mean David Jost. Because he's their manager. Dave, I think, refers to Dave Roth, who is one of their producers.

Author's Response: Yes, The Dave in the story is David Jost. I call him Dave in the story, and not David, because Tom calls him Dave when they are out at events, and I assume the others do to.

Reviewer: Daissa Signed
Date: 08/07/12 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6. If the Limos rockin...

Wow, that was intense. First it was worrying in the beginning part, then it was funny with that game they were playing -- during which I tensed up when Bill said his thing -- then it was *very* worrying.

It's kinda strange, though, how they keep referring to the fans as "little girls", when they're actually teenagers. "Little girls", I think of eight- and nine-year-olds.

Author's Response: In the story the guys refer to them as little girls because the actual management does this, I\'ve heard them. I personally believe they encouraged the band to think of them as little girls, so they wouldn\'t meddle with any of them. Most of their fans in 2007/2008 were 14-17 not acceptably old enough to date without causing a lot of drama. Always using the phrase \"little girls\" keeps it at the forefront of teenage male hormones to keep their hands off.