Penname: fyredancer [Contact]
Real name: Talya Firedancer
Member Since: 04/19/09
Membership status: Gold Member
Bio:
You don't get my real name, you get my pen name! Which is Talya Firedancer, known as tay to my friends.

I've been writing yaoi/slash fiction since about 1998, or as my LJ subtitle puts it, "Bringing you the male objectification through erotica since 1998." I've always been into music, but not really into bandom. Then I found the Kaulitz twins. Uh, I mean Tokio Hotel!

I've never been able to resist twins.

Basically I'm into Tom/Bill and not much else at this time. Either of the boys in another pairing as side pairing is okay, so long as Tom/Bill is the main event. Because I'm a dirty, diehard twincester I prefer the twc to the twc - not related but hey, as long as they're together I'm happy. Also, G&G subtext is love.

Turn-ons: OMG twins, a well-turned phrase, happy endings, boys being boys, in-character (as much as anyone can manage that), fanart and reviews, buttsex. Will try (almost) anything once.

Turn-offs: rape, death fic, excessive amounts of angst that never lead anywhere good, ooc, cheating fics, and poor use of spelling and grammar.

Stories I am working on right now in order of priority are:
- We Go Together, Year Seven
- Georg FQF story

The Blue of Desire has been translated into French by Chachouille and is being translated into German by Juli93, and has been translated into Spanish by Silvia and I'm incredibly honored. :) The Christmas Package has been translated into French by Sopi. Heart and Soul has been translated into French by Unleashed (Océane).

Signal to Noise has been translated into Russian by Aulularia. It's my baby and I'm thrilled to get recognition from Russian fans! :) Also, Sauce for the Gander has been translated into Russian here.

Additionally, For Tonight Let's Be Lovers is being translated into French by Sopi and At Sea For You is being translated into French by Kiki.

I talk about fandom stuff on my LJ and my twitter, which is bounddreamer.

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Janni by Steinsgrrl       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 1118 | |
Summary: Past Featured Story

When two men meet and fall in love, they expect there will be bumps in the road. When one of those men has a daughter, some bumps can seem more like mountains.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, BottomBill, BottomTom, Drama, First Time, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Tom/Self
Warnings: Adult Content, Light Kink, WIP
Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 82916 Read Count: 83052
[Report This] Published: 06/03/09 Updated: 06/19/10
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 10/16/09 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 18

OH MY GODDDDDDD

Thank you SO SO SO much for updating before I left! I am SOOO glad I stayed up that extra little bit to answer a post and heard an e-mail notification come through for this. *happy sigh*

This chapter was amazing, simply AMAZING, and I love it through and through. Oh, man, the dynamic between them is so vibrant and loving and beautiful and HOT DAMN, the lovemaking. You want to talk intense? That was so intense it was borderline painful! Okay, NOW I can happily go off on my cruise. And thank you again for this. ♥

Author's Response: I can\'t believe how far behind I am on answering, but I was thrilled to be able to post before you left, and that you enjoyed it so much. You know it just means tons to me. Thank you, darlin\'! <3

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 11/05/09 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 19

Loooove, this is sheer love! ...And, yes, it's so much love, I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop.

WOO WOO for celebratory post-EMA nookie, I mean, chapters! Great timing. :D

Author's Response: LOL I love your reviews. I\'m so pleased you\'re reading this. I hope you know it means a lot to me. <3

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 11/13/09 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20

...I saw this coming. =__= ARGH, that homophobic old woman! And now Tom and Bill have a custody battle to go through. But I adored this chapter for the sheer affirmation of love between the two of them. Bill had to spell it out for Tom, but it's all true - he did what he did because of who he is, and it brought him and Tom together. They're so lucky to have each other. And now that "worse" part of for better or worse is coming, and I know Bill will rise to the occasion.

Author's Response: I think I don\'t do subtle well so a lot of people saw it coming. Only Tom didn\'t, unfortunately. You told me once that you\'ve read Janni three times and I can\'t even tell you how much that means to me. Thank you. <3

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 12/14/09 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 21

Damn it, Tom is such a good dad! Even pushed this far, he's still doing his best not to say anything that would make her feel conflicted about the way she cares about her grandmother. And Bill was lovely in this part - I hope he realizes that simply being there was enough, it was probably like an anchor to sanity for Tom.

Love the way that Bill just picked Janni up so naturally, and tugged his jacket around her - my heart probably warmed as much as Tom's at that image! And I'm really glad they found a sympathetic cop.

This is going to court, is my prediction. And Anjelica is trying to get all of her ducks in a row by appearing the very image of grandmotherly perfection with this police visit. *snorts*

It makes me mad that Anjelica doesn't even seem to realize how good Tom's been to them all these years, giving them regular visitation rights with Janni when really, he didn't have to do it. Now she's abusing his trust by trying to kidnap her just because she doesn't like the fact that Tom's partner moved in? It's disgusting, and it makes me so mad!

I hope the info on the notebook paper is for a damned good lawyer who has a good grasp on GLBT rights cases. ;__;

I'm going to bottle up some mojo and send it because we need the next chapter, STAT!

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 04/17/10 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25

*cries happy tears* This was everything I couldn't let myself hope it would be. ♥ Thank you so much. I'm so sorry that Tom had to feel that pain and doubt...but so, SO happy that Bill is making a stand.

Author's Response: Oh thank goodness! I\'m very relieved that this lived up to your hopes and that you enjoyed it. That means so much to me, Tay. ♥

I really didn\'t want to put Tom through all that, either, believe me. What an awful end that would be to his first real relationship since his wife died. Thank goodness Bill couldn\'t leave, and Janni never even had to know about the whole thing. :)

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 01/29/10 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 23

Bill, NO. No no no no no, this is NOT the way. ;___; I want them to do this together! If you do it, you'll rip apart your family, and that's exactly what Tom wants to avoid, you stupid! ;___;

Okay, Mel. Name your price. What incentive can I offer to get us the next, uh, THREE chapters soonest? ;_____;

Biiiiiiill, you think you're doing the right thing, but the right thing is you being there, staying with them! *whimper*

Author's Response: Aww *pets* My price is peace. I needs it. And it\'s elusive cousin, quiet. Barring that, I have to keep writing at work. ;) But I\'ll do my level best, bb <3

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 02/24/10 Title: Chapter 24: Chapter 24

;___; I know. *hugs you* It really hurts. I know why Bill did it, and yet all I want is for Bill to come back, so they can face it together. And yet somehow...I have a feeling that it's Simone behind him, and not Bill.

I'm so sad.

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 04/19/10 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25

*re-reading* Janni has blue eyes in this chapter, but she has Tom's brown eyes three chapters ago... *slyly pokes*

Author's Response: You won\'t believe how I headdesked when I got this notification. Of course, you\'re absolutely right and I can\'t even believe I missed that! I don\'t know what I was thinking but thank you for poking me about it! <333

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 06/04/10 Title: Chapter 26: Chapter 26

Oh my gawwwwwwwwd. MEL MEL MEL. Oh, that poor baby girl. But don't regret love, Tom, don't ever regret love. ♥

I think that social worker has a heart of STONE if she does not think Tom handled that awful situation well. I think he was really fair and impartial, as best he could be. And Bill, ohh, poor Bill. He's being so good and supportive but I bet this is gutting him, too.

You...that...what a terribly suspenseful place to leave it! :O I WILL BE VOTING FOR YOU.

Author's Response: I felt so terrible, making her cry like that, Tay! And Tom, too. It just broke my heart to write, but it had to happen. Sorry about the cliffhanger but I kinda had to break it there. (Well, and it makes you crazy, so. ;p)

Tay, bless you. And thank you so, so much for all your support. You\'re an amazing author and to receive such kind words from you just means the world to me.♥

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 06/19/10 Title: Chapter 27: Chapter 27

I don't think I could possibly come up with a proper review to justify how wonderful this chapter is to me. ♥ The struggle with religion and being gay is one that's particularly resonant with me, and this trial and the attitudes displayed by various people present rang very true.

This story is so much more than a love story; it's a family story, and it deals with an issue that, shameful to say, our society is still struggling with today.

One of the passages that I enjoyed the most was Ms. Robertson's cross-examination of Reverend Lilly. It's such a difficult thing to deal with - not merely that attitude but the way they try to impose their beliefs on others.

The judge was amazing. He was such a stellar example of everything our legal system can be, at its best. :)

And with the win, Tom and Janni and Bill are so adorable together, so right and meant to be. This story absolutely warms my heart so much. I've loved the journey they have all gone through. I've read and re-read this story and I KNOW I'll be reading it again. Wonderful work, Mel. This is a book I would be proud to line up on my shelf. :) You're an amazing writer.

Author's Response: I know it took me forever to respond to this review, and I\'m really sorry for this. This just...well, is it silly that it made me kind of teary to read? Your words are so validating for me, and wow, that means tons. I worried about everything sounding realistic, but not just that, feeling right for this story and doing these guys justice, and your review made me feel so much better. Thank you so, so much, Tay. ♥

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 06/20/10 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter 28 - Epilogue

Janni is the most adorable little girl ever, I'm convinced of it. She's so sweet and perky and smart and stubborn and just all-around cute.

I'm so happy for this lovely family! That they get to keep all of this is such a wonderful blessing. :3 It's a great finish for this part of their story, and I totally sympathize with you, because finishing this kind of writing journey can be so hard.

I look forward to any and all cookies that come from the Janni universe. This story really swept me away. ♥

Author's Response: I\'m sorry this response is so late! *blush* You must know by now how much your opinion means to me. That you fell so in love with this story absolutely thrills me no end. Thank you so much for your support, your pep talks and your advice. I think I literally couldn\'t have finished this without you. ♥

Brothers by ophelia_seven       

Rated: PG-13 | Reviews - 11 | |
Summary: It had been happening for years; they were drifting apart.
Categories: General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2739 Read Count: 316
[Report This] Published: 06/08/09 Updated: 06/08/09
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 01/31/10 Title: Chapter 1: Brothers

In coming back to rec this I realized I hadn't left a review. I'm so sorry. This story was like gulping that bitter pill you have to swallow. I felt bad for Tom, but also...not sure whether I should, given that what happened was kind of his fault... Anyhow, in summary, OUCH. Very effective ouch.

Author's Response: Gosh, thank you for reccing this. I tend to forget it, myself. But yeah, I know that this one can sting a little bit. <3

Started With A Kiss by ophelia_seven       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 714 | |
Summary: Past Featured Story


It started with a kiss...and ended with a blowjob. Four years later, the twins are thrown back together. Can they rekindle the spark they had before? And more importantly, has their bond been forever broken?
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Drama, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Andreas, Tom/OFC
Warnings: Incest
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 107994 Read Count: 65484
[Report This] Published: 06/11/09 Updated: 09/29/09
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 09/15/09 Title: Chapter 28: Chapter Twenty-Seven: Clarity OR How Plans Sometimes Change Without Warning

Caught up on this fic recently and now I kind of wish I hadn't. =/ This ending-point left me depressed and upset to the point of tears, and I think I quit until the "complete" box is checked off. Can't do it.

Author's Response: Awww. I understand, though. It\'ll be done by the end of this month. At least defintitely by the first week of October. =))))

The Tenant by sheerac50       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 1244 | |
Summary: Past Featured StoryThe summer at his grandma’s had Bill expecting dreary months of boredom but when he meets a dreadlocked boy named Tom, it quickly turns to be the best summer of his life.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Dunja, Georg Listing, Jörg, Natalie Franz, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, First Time, Fluff, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Bondage, Light Kink, Voyeurism
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 60330 Read Count: 128971
[Report This] Published: 06/20/09 Updated: 06/24/11
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 10/16/09 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12

I LOVE awesome grandmothers. This one is quite a delight. =) Good for Bill, getting that acceptance from a member of his family! Tom and Bill are so sweet together, and utterly hot of course, and I'm sad like Bill at the prospect of their summer romance ending.

Author's Response: Grandmothers can be great, I know. I had one wonderful and one I couldn\'t stand at all. lol. Hey, I thought you were supposed to be on a trip? Anyway, thank you for reviewing <333

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 10/30/09 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13

Oh nooooo. Tom has to leave, doesn't he? After such a sweet and loving and wonderful interlude. That was sexy, so delightfully sexy. I was so happy to see this updated this morning.

Author's Response: Thank you! I wish I could update as fast as you do, but I doubt anyone can. lol. What\'s your secret, girl? Don\'t say time because with three small kids I don\'t have any :)

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 12/04/09 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 15

I want them to stay together somehow. ;___; I don't want this summer romance to end!!

When Tom pulled Bill around the trailers I thought something bad was going to happen. So relieved that the worst they had to contend with was a creeper peeping!

Poor Andreas, all uncomfortable over evidence of Bill's sexuality. That was adorable, totally believable. Looking forward to more. :)

Author's Response: Thank you so much. More is coming and if you let me borrow your muse I can update faster because mine is either lazy or completely absent these days :)

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 01/03/10 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 16

;___; I can't even... I'm so sad.

Author's Response: *Squishes you*

Bomb by rainbowcolored7       

Rated: PG | Reviews - 9 | |
Summary: Their love is eternal.
Categories: Slash, General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Established Relationship, Fluff, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 718 Read Count: 380
[Report This] Published: 06/23/09 Updated: 06/23/09
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 09/08/09 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

That's so beautiful it made my heart ache. Very lovely imagery, so tenderly captured.

Author's Response: Thank you so much. :)

The Lost Boy by knw       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 33 | |
Summary: Lost boy Bill finds a pirate lurking in his bathing pool.



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Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, First Time, PWP/Lemon, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Light Kink
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3986 Read Count: 3746
[Report This] Published: 06/24/09 Updated: 06/24/09
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 09/19/09 Title: Chapter 1: The Lost Boy

I went back to read this again before reading your newest, and oh! It's just as delicious and wonderfully naughty as the first time I read it. Love your pirate!Tom and lostboy!Bill so much.

Author's Response: I think it remains the naughtiest thing I\'ve written as yet >.> ♥!

Princess Cafe by parallelheartz       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 518 | |
Summary: Image and video hosting by TinyPic

Bill Kaulitz's family is in a bit of a bind. He finds himself working at Princess Cafe, a cafe managed by Tom Trumper, where being a beautiful girl is the only requirement....

Oh Joy.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Saki, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Gustav/Georg, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Cross Dressing, Food Play, OOC
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 41040 Read Count: 20709

[Report This] Published: 06/26/09 Updated: 04/11/10
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 09/23/09 Title: Chapter 16: -TOM'S TOTALLY SPARKLY AND SUPER CRACKY ADVENTURES pt1-

Ohhh, you're fucked, Tom. You just haven't admitted it, yet.

I think I might cry if you make us wait TOO much longer, though! I can just see you deciding to torture Tow for ten more chapters.

Author's Response: HAHAHAHAHAHA. exactly!!! this is what I tell my inner campy!Tom all the time, and he ignores me. he\'s in denial xD

and the wait SHOULDN\'T be too long. xD >.> I think there are 10-14 chapters left xD *giggles evilly* but that\'s in the ENTIRE story. Er, *thinks* maybe 5-6 chapters til Tom starts to find out. I\'m TRYING to compress this stuff, BUT *shrugs* we\'ll see what happens. adding in this random trip to Ibiza TOTALLY screwed up my timeline *blames inner tom* xD