Penname: fyredancer [Contact]
Real name: Talya Firedancer
Member Since: 04/19/09
Membership status: Gold Member
Bio:
You don't get my real name, you get my pen name! Which is Talya Firedancer, known as tay to my friends.

I've been writing yaoi/slash fiction since about 1998, or as my LJ subtitle puts it, "Bringing you the male objectification through erotica since 1998." I've always been into music, but not really into bandom. Then I found the Kaulitz twins. Uh, I mean Tokio Hotel!

I've never been able to resist twins.

Basically I'm into Tom/Bill and not much else at this time. Either of the boys in another pairing as side pairing is okay, so long as Tom/Bill is the main event. Because I'm a dirty, diehard twincester I prefer the twc to the twc - not related but hey, as long as they're together I'm happy. Also, G&G subtext is love.

Turn-ons: OMG twins, a well-turned phrase, happy endings, boys being boys, in-character (as much as anyone can manage that), fanart and reviews, buttsex. Will try (almost) anything once.

Turn-offs: rape, death fic, excessive amounts of angst that never lead anywhere good, ooc, cheating fics, and poor use of spelling and grammar.

Stories I am working on right now in order of priority are:
- We Go Together, Year Seven
- Georg FQF story

The Blue of Desire has been translated into French by Chachouille and is being translated into German by Juli93, and has been translated into Spanish by Silvia and I'm incredibly honored. :) The Christmas Package has been translated into French by Sopi. Heart and Soul has been translated into French by Unleashed (Océane).

Signal to Noise has been translated into Russian by Aulularia. It's my baby and I'm thrilled to get recognition from Russian fans! :) Also, Sauce for the Gander has been translated into Russian here.

Additionally, For Tonight Let's Be Lovers is being translated into French by Sopi and At Sea For You is being translated into French by Kiki.

I talk about fandom stuff on my LJ and my twitter, which is bounddreamer.

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Don't Tell Mom by cynical_terror, undrockroll       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 815 | |
Summary: Past Featured StoryWhat Mom doesn't know won't kill her.


Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Drama, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Under-Age Erotica
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 76088 Read Count: 185903
[Report This] Published: 10/07/07 Updated: 04/13/08
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 03/15/11 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 14

I love this story, so much. I just...words can't even express it. This story means "Kaulitz twins" to me.

Out With the Old, In With the New by Beren       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 354 | |
Summary: Past Featured Story

There are things that many people do not see and are never supposed to see, but when one of these takes Bill from his hotel room, by force, everything changes for him and Tom.
Banner by cynical_terror
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Paranormal, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Bill/OMC, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Non-Con/Rape
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 121965 Read Count: 58780
[Report This] Published: 02/29/08 Updated: 05/16/08
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 07/05/09 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 20 - Coming Round

I found this last night and stayed up LATE and still couldn't finish it - had to surrender and finish it this morning, er, well, afternoon. I was totally drawn into the world of this story. There was such an amazing, dramatic range of emotions. Great, gripping plot as well!

I thought you handled the progression of Tom and Bill's relationship after Bill's trauma very sensitively and naturally. Definitely adding this to my favorites, I will want to read it again. I think this is my favorite vampire!Bill fic! You do great things with vampires and the boys. ♥

Gaja Cookies by Gaja       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 200 | |
Summary:

A collection of cookies. :)
Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Established Relationship, Fluff, PWP/Lemon, Twincest, Vampires
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido, Georg/Bill, Gustav/Georg, Gustav/OFC, Tom/Bill, Tom/Georg
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Bondage, Minor Character Death
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 22088 Read Count: 13225

[Report This] Published: 03/16/08 Updated: 04/19/18
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 07/17/11 Title: Chapter 16: Unbraiding

Mm, so warm and comfortable and sexy. ♥

Author's Response: Thank you, my dear. :D

This Hour's Duty by Little Muse, Majestrix       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 635 | |
Summary: Past Featured StoryIn a world where much is expected, and not much is given; where companionship is common, but love quite rare, duty... is everything.


Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Fantasy, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Sci-Fi, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Bill/Bushido, Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Major Character Death, Violence
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 111858 Read Count: 61546
[Report This] Published: 05/07/08 Updated: 07/07/08
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 04/10/10 Title: Chapter 19: Epilogue

I don't even know where to begin to leave a review. I'm sure you've already heard all of the words that anything I could throw into the mix would be hopelessly inadequate! This is absolutely tremendous in scope, and the world that you present is so fully realized and portrayed in such rich detail that I'm in love with it as much as the story unfolding within it.

I never thought I'd be so swept away and absolutely stricken by a Bill/Bushido romance as I have been here. I can't give you enough accolades for the characterization and the deft balancing of two such completely different relationships as you have done. Beautiful, achingly painful work, from joy to the inevitable tragedy. This is definitely one of the best stories I've read.

A Broken Hallelujah by Little Muse, Majestrix       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 1137 | |
Summary: Love is a broken hallelujah. But it is still a hallelujah.



Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Male Character, Saki, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Fantasy, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Sci-Fi, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Warnings: Adult Content, Major Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, Violence
Chapters: 37 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 125173 Read Count: 100384
[Report This] Published: 08/05/08 Updated: 10/12/09
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 10/12/09 Title: Chapter 37: Epilogue

This is one of the most sweetest, heartwarming ways to project "and they lived happily ever after" I have yet seen. ♥ Phenomenal job, ladies, and I look forward to reading "This Hour's Duty" and re-reading this from the start.

Blood Petals by Schwarzendawn       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 51 | |
Summary:

Almond flowers - they are beautiful. White petals stained in pink, covering the whole tree and the ground, filling the air with a sweet smell. But an old legend says that almond flowers once were a pure white colour.

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What would you do if the person you love is not the one you are allowed to love? And what if that person is in love with someone else, who they aren't allowed to love, too? Would you give up your life to save them? Because sometimes, against all odds, we manage to make it work.

Don't let the character death and suicide warning scare you away, it's not a sad story.

BANNER BY: RACHEL1STEVENS. Thanks, again.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Drama, Period Piece, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/OFC
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Major Character Death, Suicide, WIP
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 15971 Read Count: 4264
[Report This] Published: 09/18/08 Updated: 08/01/09
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 08/03/09 Title: Chapter 16: The end

I found your story through the "Random Story" feature and wanted to let you know that I enjoyed reading it. =) Very inventive re-telling of the legend.

Author's Response: Thanks, really. Never used the Random Story thing, I should give it a try someday. Glad that you liked the story.

When Hell Freezes Over by Majestrix       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 332 | |
Summary: There are always consequences.

When Hell Freezes Over

Categories: Het, Slash
Characters: None
Genre: Action/Adventure, Alternate Universe, Suspense, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Heavy Kink, Major Character Death, Torture, Under-Age Erotica, Violence
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 28199 Read Count: 16508
[Report This] Published: 09/30/08 Updated: 09/30/10
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 09/26/10 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 10: All Good Things

O_O HOW DARE YOU

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 09/30/10 Title: Chapter 12: Epilogue

Ouch.

When We Were Small by froeth       

Rated: PG-13 | Reviews - 23 | |
Summary: Past Featured Story

Bill and Tom come home for the holidays to make Christmas cookies and reminisce about what it was like to be young.

Unapologetic, shameless holiday fluff. C:


Categories: General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Gordon Trumper, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Fluff
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1954 Read Count: 605
[Report This] Published: 12/11/08 Updated: 12/11/08
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 12/19/09 Title: Chapter 1: Remember When We Were Young?

That was so fluffy and adorable. I am brimful of goodwill now! ♥

Author's Response: Thank you! I hope that goodwill sticks with you all year, lol. <3

Magi by Melancholia       

Rated: G | Reviews - 22 | |
Summary: Past Featured StoryBill and Tom have themselves a Very Merry Un-Christmas. Flashbacks, unrequited love, Kama Sutra, and some heavy-handed religious symbolism. Because Christmas wouldn’t be Christmas without heavy-handed religious symbolism.
Categories: General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Fluff
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3806 Read Count: 420
[Report This] Published: 12/23/08 Updated: 12/23/08
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 12/19/09 Title: Chapter 1: Magi

Beautifully descriptive, so simple but very melancholy, and yet somehow hopeful as well. This seems like such a very sad AU, with the twins disjointed but still wanting togetherness, not quite connecting but still giving it a go, making it there more or less in th end. I like the feelings that come through in the last part. It's simply lovely.

Author's Response: oh, thank you so much for your thoughts. and you\'re right, this was supposed to be a very sad AU, though i doubt i\'ll ever finish it. thanks for the review! <3

Basai by Gaja       

Rated: R | Reviews - 134 | |
Summary: Past Featured StoryAn unexpected gift sends Tom to another reality where he comes face to face with himself.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst
Main Pairing: Tom/Tom
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Minor Character Death
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 25206 Read Count: 16174
[Report This] Published: 12/24/08 Updated: 01/13/09
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 09/04/09 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

My review for this is long overdue and my only excuse is that my session crashes every so often and I lose my tabs. ;)

This is so delightfully imaginative. I had some trepidation about the Tom/Tom pairing to begin with, but I gave this a chance and here I go, re-reading and reviewing a universe I've totally fallen in love with.

Author's Response: Oooh, I am going to look forward to this. :D

Tom/Tom seems to be an amazing rarity around these parts, at least in the case where there is ANOTHER Tom involved. It was fun, though. I liked making him fall for himself. :)

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 09/04/09 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2

Now here I was expecting some non-con or heavily persuasive dub-con and Emperor Tom decides to show some mercy! =D Surprising, but good for the Emperor in the long run. I'm really feeling for Tom by the end of this part, poor baby. Did the Emperor ever call any of the other doppels 'little bird?'

I love the way you continue universe-building even in the midst of plotty bits. In a few simple sentences, it's very clear that attitudes toward homosexuality are very different in Basai. I like how we've already got the clash of cultural differences going on between Tom and the Emperor; neither can clearly understand the other's position, even when (for Tom) there's so much at stake.

Author's Response: E will make the threat, but he\'s really not one to carry out on it. After all, if he lets em go, who\'s going to know? They\'re dead within a day or two anyway. It\'s not like it\'s going to get out that he\'s gone soft or something.

Poor, dear Tom. He\'s the first little bird. It\'s interesting how something that started out fairly derisive ended up a pet name, isn\'t it?

There\'s really just so MUCH universe here to TRY to get out, you have to get it in where you can. And, yes, the attitudes ARE very different. In Basai, it just makes good sense to enjoy the company of someone who\'s NOT going to leave you with a whole pack of kids, ESPECIALLY when you\'re the Emperor. Forgoing it, at least for E, is just odd.

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 09/05/09 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3

"...his Highness decided last night, after you spurned him." OUCH! And made Tom wait a whole day, contemplating what could be the last day of his life...how unexpectedly cruel, Emperor!

"God, why is everything involving your cock a freaking honor around here? Does it have magical powers or something?" WIN. And yes. Yes, it does. =D

I keep wondering in this part if the Emperor is thinking of Bill as he looks at Tom, or if Tom really does remind him more of himself. It also occurred to me to wonder, given what the Emperor had asked his wizards to accomplish, whether E had considered that the wrong twin might have gotten hold of that magic.

Hurrah for hedge mazes.

Author's Response: E\'s letting Tom sweat, reminding him just who IS in charge here. Mean, mean man.

*snicker* Oh the magical wang. It is all powerful!

E\'s still MOSTLY thinking of Bill, because that\'s where his attention tends to lie, but there\'s little flickers of himself in Tom that he\'s noticing. Plus with the night before and how things went down, he\'s starting to wonder just a little. Carlotta wouldn\'t have been quite so adamant about Tom if she didn\'t pick up something, too, and after 6 years, E trusts her a fair amount.

As to the magic, E was told that they were going to get HIS brother back. It never occurred to him to think about the possibility of other Bill\'s out there, let alone other Tom\'s.

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 09/05/09 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4

"...grand gesture." It's HIS guitar, Tom. I love how dense you are. ♥

I love the different hairstyles, or rather hair bands, for the Emperor. It's vaguely Celtic but very much original, and such a cool idea. Ornamental, but also different ways of signifying status. I also enjoyed how E's cunning came through with the scene in the throne room.

I love seeing flashes of Tom's impish humor showing in E's personality. It really does make one realize they're the same person, though from wildly different universes.

It's interesting to see the first softening in Tom towards E's advances in this part. You may not be into guys, Tom, but you're definitely into yourself. ;D C'mon, everyone's a little bit bi!

Really liked the role of music in this chapter.

Author's Response: Silly little Tom, he\'s just not thinking sometimes.

I liked the idea of the little bands. They keep that mass of hair from falling in his face all the time, and serve as a perfectly good crown. Regular crowns just wouldn\'t keep his hair back, after all.

THAT is just what I was going for. They\'re the same person behind everything.

Tom may not be into guys, but he certainly is a little into himself. After all, he\'s such a charmer, it would be mad to think that even HE could resist his own wiles. ;)

This chapter really did have a lot of music to it, didn\'t it? It\'s bringing them a little close, one note at a time.

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 09/05/09 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5

I like their little standoff over the meal. It's very Tom to remain unbowed constant threat of death, and I can tell the Emperor was bemused at how they reached an agreement to refrain from mentioning murder.

Poor Tom, in that scene with Simone. If nothing else might convince him of the alternate-universe possibility... Well, my heart ached for him.

I can see the Emperor slowly getting drawn in by Tom, almost despite himself, in that scene facing him across the bath and it's sweet, almost bittersweet really, knowing all of the things that E is struggling with.

The scene in Bill's room broke my heart. It was so utterly sad the first time I read it, and no less profound on this re-reading. The sweetness after, with Tom trying to console Emperor Tom, was so lovely and natural. And somehow felt like more than bonding over shared pain. ♥

Author's Response: Tom refuses to bend, even if it might be in his best interest. And E, he doesn\'t mind not tossing out threats.

Poor Tom again. He got the hardcore shuns from his mom. :(

I think the constant denial is what draws E to Tom the most. The only other person to ever deny him anything was Bill, after all (he put Tom off two whole years before agreeing to be Prince), so it\'s familiar in a sort of good way. It makes E WANT him in any way Tom will actually reciprocate.

Bill\'s room. *sniffle* They\'ve both lost something, but E lost so much MORE. At least Tom knows that his Bill is safe out there. It\'s completely instinct for Tom to want to console him. *loves*

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 09/05/09 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6

I loved the Emperor manipulating Tom into coming to the party. Bullying, really. Tom took it with very good grace, all things considered. ;D And what a lovely stolen kiss. Keep trying to fight the hook, Tom! Purple was a very nice choice for his tunic - halfway between E's blue and Bill's red. And quite royal.

The sudden flurry of kissing on Tom's part was a little unexpected but very, very nice, and it was easy to see where he'd been building up to it, really. And here we begin to see how truly chivalrous the Emperor is, putting Tom off until he's no longer intoxicated to make sure he still wants the same. So much love. E is really letting himself begin to care for Tom, and it shows.

Author's Response: But Tom HAD to go. It was all planned. ;) And purple seemed like a nice choice.

Horny, drunken Tom. Once you slaughter his inhibitions, he wants it, it\'s just his rational mind that keeps jumping in the way and screaming that it\'s a bad idea. Get that out of the way and one kinda has to think that it might be interesting to do yourself. At least a little.

The Emperor is such a good boy, really. He wants, but he wants to be properly wanted, too, so no taking advantage.

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 09/05/09 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7

I love the little shifts in the Emperor's treatment of Tom here that really show how his feelings have changed. He's very focused on Tom, from little touches to making sure his needs are attended to, to wanting to spend more time with him. Lovely.

The Emperor is such a good person. *flails* It's hard to see how Tom COULDN'T fall for "himself" when he's being sweet and doing the proper thing even though it's making him miserable.

And that scene in the bath, all lovely persuasion...guh! Warm and meltingly sexy, and yet Tom still can't take that final step and it's all the more realistic for that.

They're darling together. Two Toms, cuddling. Such a lovely image.

Author's Response: E is totally and officially a smitten kitten. :) AND a sweet pea. He so lovey and considerate.

I honestly just COULDN\'T make Tom go all the way. It wouldn\'t have been in character at all. But he can cuddle, and he can pet a little. He can totally do that.

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 09/05/09 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter 8

Beautiful intimacy in the first scene, with the continued cuddling and togetherness and again music weaving itself through their relationship. And Carlotta is such a sweetheart, really. A strong and empathetic support for both Toms.

When Carlotta came to say everything was ready, I was shocked too! Poor Toms, such a short time and both of them thinking they'll never see each other again. Very melancholy, and I think that's where Tom began to realize he really did have feelings for the Emperor. Just as E said he'd never understand how important Bill was to him until he was gone, so it goes for these two as well, I think.

Bill and Tom reunited was lovely, of course. I enjoyed how determined Bill was not to let Tom out of his sight. :) And Tom's brief sadness at the prospect of not going back.

I think I've said this already, but this is beautifully imaginative! A definite pleasure to read.

Author's Response: They would start enjoying each other\'s company just in time for it to end, wouldn\'t they? Suddenly they want together time, and they just can\'t have it. Tom is left wondering what could have had given more time.

In the end BOTH twins needed that cuddle. Bill to make sure that Tom was there, and Tom because he\'s got that little bit of pining in him now.

What They Do by Haylz       

Rated: NC17 | Reviews - 59 | |
Summary:


The twins find themselves in a sexual rut, but only Bill can really see a problem. Then things get much worse.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Male Celebrity, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, BottomBill, Christmas, Established Relationship, Fluff, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Sexual Content
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17931 Read Count: 4407
[Report This] Published: 01/02/09 Updated: 01/02/09
Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 12/20/12 Title: Chapter 1: What They Do

Love love love this. :)

Reviewer: fyredancer Signed
Date: 12/15/10 Title: Chapter 1: What They Do

This story is perfect to me. I've read it several times and each time I enjoy it just as much as the first.