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Bio:
About me:
- Loves fantasy/adventure stories since I was a kid. Blame anime and Final Fantasy:P
- A blabbermouth with reviews when I super dig the story and super love the author:D
- A perv who loves smut. Smut. Smut. I worship Fyredancer for writing sooooo much delicious porn stuff here..XD
- Loves black. And crosses. And puppies. Plus pizza, pasta, garlic bread.
- Llandscapes of nature and places. Autumn season. Sunset. Brown, orange, red hues...
- Writes on a notebook. I prefer writing w/pen and paper first.
- Has written fantasy/adventure fics when I was younger. None of them are complete though. I also wrote a Nodame Cantabile fic but not gonna post it anywhere hahaha it's that horrible..XD
- Awkward, shy, weird in RL...
- Is into arts stuff. I Like to draw. Pretty average skills though:P I paint a little too. And graphic arts and design is what I do for freelance:)
THF BIZ:
- I prefer reading Slash and Femmeslash. I don't like Het when it comes to ToHo. I can only stand HET if there's a Genderswap with one of the twins.
- I mostly read anything that is Tom/Bill as the main pairing. Nothing else. Aside for the veeeeerrry few Torg and Biorg fics out there. I just don't feel other pairings.
- I'm a sucker for fluff and romance fics. I dig period piece fics and fantasy, paranormal fics too. I kinda like reading Mpreg - I know it doesn't happen in everyday life. It's not impossible though. Veeeeeerrry rare, but probable. I just love kids, that's all. And daddy!Tow and daddy!Biw are just adorable I don't think I can resist that:)
- I super dig botTom fics (torg and tom/bill only). THF needs more botTom fics like it's major business. Lol. This is Gaja's fault. Her Basai series seriously got me addicted to Tom taking it up the ass..XD
- Stays away from: Blood, gore, torture, major character deaths, water sport (I super hate this), necrophilia... And. Pedophilia - unless it's a Tom/Bill. Again. Usually I can stand to read anything because of the twins as main pairing but I do avoid the mentioned above as much as possible. I have a weak stomache, and a bit soft, emotional heart.
- Cannot tolerate: Billshido. I just don't like it. *squirms* Bushido gives me the creeps...T.T Can't read Tom/Sammy either (sorry, Sammy)
WORKS:
MUSIC OF MY HEART - Currently on hiatus. I'm sorry I'm lacking inspiration on how to continue this fic atm. No matter how hard I tried to think and try to write something on my notebook, nothing comes up..D: Help, maybe?
WHEEL OF LOVE - Completed.^^
NOTICE I'm really sorry for not updating for so long:( I just have to deal with so many stuffs in RL and I couldn't bring myself to write anything decent. Sorry for the super slow updates!T__T
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Tom is on his way to seek forgiveness from a love long lost. Well aware there will be no one there to greet him, or even to hear his plea, he feels it's time to confess what he's been hiding his entire life.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Song Fic, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Major Character Death, OOC
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6504 Read Count: 505
[Report This] Published: 05/16/11 Updated: 05/21/11Date: 05/16/11 Title: Chapter 1: Part I - Longing for the way we used to be
I gotta hate you for this.
I hated you (well you know that love-hate kind of thing) when you wrote the No, I Don't Think of You. It broke my heart. It made me cry.
And now this.
I don't really like reading stuffs with no Happy Endings and with character deaths, but Hell. Just because it's you, and you wrote this, and I've read the first one...
Oh, my love for you. Why do you torture us, so??
I could feel Tom's grief, it really hurts my heart... Especially on the part he was listening to their song, and the way he would imagine Bill's reactions and such... And when in the end he kept saying no, Bill wouldn't to see him... It so. Fucking. Hurts. How could you torture us readers like this??T____T
Going back to my lair and cry some more. And wait for the next update and be the masochistic me and go emo again...
Author's Response:
I\'m sorry! But in my defence, I never promised a happy ending! And you know you love me! :p
I never intended to make people cry (well, maybe just a little bit), I just felt this story needed some sort of closure. You know, let you guys know how this whole thing was for Tom. Because you know, there\'s two sides to everything.. It does hurt him a lot, but just imagine if you lost your twin, you love, and never got to say \'goodbye\' or \'I\'m sorry\', that would be eating up at you from the inside forever... He\'s definitely a tormented man, and this is his journey to make peace, not just with himself, but with his brother too :)
Aaaaah, you have a lair?! Damn, that is so cool, I want one too! XD Next update will be...uhm, soon? Man, I don\'t know when, but probably sometime this week, if I find the time.. Fuck my life for being so busy! And please (and I mean pretty please with cherry on top) don\'t go masochistic emo over this! :( I don\'t like it when people are hurting themselves, and this is definitely not worth it! It\'s just a story you know, it\'s not real ;) And yeah, I know that came out quite patronizing, but it wasn\'t meant like that..
Anyway, I\'m so happy to see you back here! I have missed your rambling! :D Welcome and, again, I\'m so very, very sorry! ;)
Five years after Tom had left Bill, he was still sending money to support him and their child. But when the money starts getting sent back, Tom becomes worried that the cheques are getting sent to the wrong address and Bill wont be able to take care of their kid. When he finds out the real reason for the child support being sent back, he wishes the money had been sent to the wrong place.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Mpreg, Romance, Suspense, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 17100 Read Count: 8302
[Report This] Published: 12/31/11 Updated: 02/07/12Date: 01/23/12 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter Four
Yes, I expected the Child's already dead. I was suspecting an illness, or an accident. The lesser angsty one was Bill already has a husband, or he put the kid up for adoption(-earlier speculation lol). It's still saaaaaaaad Colby died:( And Tom was even excited to see him. Oh, geezus!:(
I'm surprised Bill wasn't yelling like a bitch at Tom for leaving and everything. He managed to at least be civil, or something. He's got a lot of making up to do, and it may take a while for that. *le sigh* My heart..D: *breaking sound*