Date: 05/14/10 11:25 am Title: There was nothing to say and there was no way to turn back.
amazing. you are my favorite author. ever. keep doing what you do best. it makes the world look better.
Author's Response: thank you so much!
Date: 01/22/10 11:08 am Title: There was nothing to say and there was no way to turn back.
It does feel like there was Bill/Tom at one point. Very interesting, can't wait to read more.
Author's Response: well, there was b/t at one point; it's the side (though some consider it the main) pairing. xD but thank you!! :)
Date: 12/07/09 12:06 pm Title: There was nothing to say and there was no way to turn back.
i read this right away when i saw it, just never left a review because i was really sick and couldn't form words LOL. it was so good, like always but it was different, like you manage to do everytime you post something, i think. and i hope you don't leave, you're one of the most unique writers this site has to offer, it'd be losing a lot if you left.
Author's Response: thanks jess, you know how much your words mean to me. and i'll try to stay as long as i can! besides, my muse is unpredictable to say the least; maybe once i decide to leave for good she'll hit me over the head with plot bunnies and love! ^_^
Date: 12/06/09 06:47 am Title: There was nothing to say and there was no way to turn back.
I'm still a fan. :)
Author's Response: right back at ya. ;)
Date: 12/05/09 03:22 pm Title: There was nothing to say and there was no way to turn back.
Well, I don't know what this was either. I mean that I just don't know, how to feel about this. What should I think? Usually I have quite clear emotions, now I don't. It doesn't mean that this was bad, because hell no, this was definitely not bad at all! I like your way to write... This was something I somehow didn't expect.
I recognized your way to write in tiny moments passing by. Short scenes, like in a play at a theather. I don't know if I could explain it right. It's nice way. It drags me into the moment and makes outer world meaninless and only meaningful is the moment and people in it.
It is more Bill/Tom. I'm not objective, but somehow it is. It's Bill/Tom that explains this story more. Gustav is eventually a side character even if he is mentioned more. He is like a storyteller, but in a central character's role. I felt very strong affection to Tom here. I hoped to get deeper inside him here.
It's like this story was almost emotionless, but at the same time full of it. They all felt things, knew things, did things and was it all for fun, for desperation, for what? Who is Bill after all? Who loved who? Who was the most hurted one? Confusing...
You should have times like this more often, so we can read something like this again :D.
Author's Response: oh, i should, should i? heh. i always love your reviews! this one especially gave me a lot to think about, since you pointed out things i hadn't even really considered. (btw, i love the way you love the way i write xD) as for bill...oh, i have insane amount of love for this bill. he's (or, was, seeing as he's not a teenager in this) a teenager who makes jokes about rape and steals from his mother to get drugs, who doesn't give a shit about rainbows or kittens, who has a taste for drugs and sex and music. a perverted little monster, my dad would say. and man, that got long! sorry. again, thanks for your review!! (:
Date: 12/04/09 11:08 pm Title: There was nothing to say and there was no way to turn back.
I don't know if you understand just how much I fucking adore you. If it weren't creepy, I might say worship. lol
I love, love, love, love how you write. Everything. Everything you write, I seem to read it as kind of grainy and dirty and rough. But it's all so fucking perfect that I can't help but read everything at least twice. And...I dunno. I don't read many things more than once, because once I read it, I know what's going to happen. But I find something new every single time I re-read something of yours. It's like you add in those little things for people to find a second or a third or a fourth time around, whether you mean to or not.
And I love it. And you. And I don't care if that sounds creepy or not. =p
Author's Response: not creepy at all; i'm exactly the same way with the writers i worship, lol. i can't thank you enough for your very kind words, they mean more to me than i could ever say. (:
Date: 12/04/09 04:13 pm Title: There was nothing to say and there was no way to turn back.
Aww I'm sad to hear that :( But it happens I suppose. Are you growing tired of the band itself or the whole fandom package that comes with it? Because the latter is understandable. lol
And I don't think you should warn for it if you didn't intend it to be read this way. I mean, it could be just me looking too much into it. o_o
Author's Response: i'd never grow tired of the band! no way. it's the fandom and the whole package, as you put it, lol. i know what you mean about reading too much into fics, heh. i didn't mean for it to be t/g, but then again, this fic took on a life of its own the moment i started writing it so what do i know? it's all subtextual, lol.
Date: 12/04/09 03:54 pm Title: There was nothing to say and there was no way to turn back.
I love your writing more than I could even begin to tell you. Your style feels so surreal and your characterizations are insanely good. This, of course, gutted me. You're amazing.
Author's Response: thank you so much! (:
Date: 12/04/09 03:06 pm Title: There was nothing to say and there was no way to turn back.
I can't explain to you the excitement I felt when I saw you've updated. I honestly feared you disappeared for good.
This was a real mindfuck. I've never seen anyone write Bill like you do. It's refreshing. And I didn't think it felt more like B/T than B/G, but it did almost feel like Tom/Gustav at times. (:
Author's Response: aww, sorry i scared you. have to confess, though, i'm starting to seriously tire of this fandom, so i don't know how much longer i'll be writing for it...i do have more oneshots coming up, though! anyway. thank you so much for your words. you don't think i should warn for t/g, do you? hmm.