Warnings: Eating Disorder
Other Results: 29 Series
Stories
Summary: "I just want to be...want to be loved."
The stress is just sometimes too much for him and he forgets what is right in front of him
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Established Relationship, Fluff, Song Fic, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Eating Disorder, WIP
Series: My Song-Fic fictions!
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 5635 Read Count: 1492
[Report This] Published: 09/14/10 Updated: 08/09/13
Summary: It is 1:37 in the morning. In 22 hours and 23 minutes, I will die.

It is not something I chose. It is something that will consume me, something that will take over my body, and leave me unwillingly vunerable and weak. It will leave me gasping and choking for air. It will leave me bleeding on the floor, it will leave me pale and decaying.

It is 1:37 in the morning. In 22 hours and 23 minutes, I will die.
Categories: General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Horror, Suspense
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Blood, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Humiliation, Major Character Death, Self-Harm, Suicide, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2019 Read Count: 475
[Report This] Published: 01/25/10 Updated: 01/27/10
23 and my other half by Heidi94 Rated: G [Reviews - 9] | |
Summary: Photobucket

Have you ever had a secret that you could never tell?
Even to the person closest to you... and the secret was about that person?
What if the past came floating back to you in single 24 hours, and the secrets aren`t secrets anymore.

Simone is the mom that never talked about her past, and Tom is her soon grown up son.
Her sweet appearance is maybe just an act for the people of her past, or maybe it is the new her.
She hasn`t always had this big house and nice garden, soft red hair and baby-blue sweetshirts with hearts.
Maybe because her used to be-husband tok something that belonged to her dearly, she just had to pretend to be happy without it.

The police get a call from a person named Kim Kaulitz, and show up on Simone and Tom Trümper`s doorstep.
"They only gave us 24 hours, Miss. I think you shud start talking".
A 'goodbye' to the future?
A 'hello' to the past?

A fight against the time!
Categories: Het
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Male Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: None
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Blood, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Humiliation, Minor Character Death, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 482 Read Count: 72
[Report This] Published: 04/05/10 Updated: 04/05/10
3121 by Einsamkeit Rated: NC17 [Reviews - 5] | |
Summary: The year is 3121, and humans, an ever-terminal species, have finally primarily killed themselves off. Humanoids have come to rule yet again in the wake of the destructive lesser species.

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The humanoid population flourished in this destroyed world now that the humans were no longer able to hunt and kill the humanoids. Dominant species emerged as leaders of the scattered populations. Phoenixes, Wolves, Draekons, and Wraiths broke off into seperate troops, and became the four klan leaders of each individual forming nation. With four leaders per nation, one of each species, the scattered mixe-breed populous fell happily into line, following the four beasts that lead their nations.
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Peace seemed so easy.

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Too easy.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Adam Lambert, Andreja Pejic, Bill Kaulitz, Male Celebrity, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Action/Adventure, Alternate Universe, BottomTom, CreatureFic, Fantasy, Horror, Hurt/Comfort, Paranormal, Romance, Sci-Fi, Suspense, Twincest, Vampires, Wing Fic
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Male Celebrity, Bill/OMC , Bill/Tom/Andreja Pejic, Tom/Male Celebrity , Tom/OMC
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Bondage, Cannibalism, Cross Dressing, Discriminatory Language, Eating Disorder, Furries, Gore, Humiliation, Incest, Minor Character Death, OOC, Self-Harm, Slavery, Suicide, Torture, Violence, WIP
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1993 Read Count: 220
[Report This] Published: 01/20/12 Updated: 01/25/12
6am by BloodyMonday Rated: NC17 [Reviews - 8] | |
Summary:
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Bill has a secret. One he needs to keep to himself.

But what happens when he is broken that little bit more?
Who will be there to catch him when he falls?


*Please read the story notes if you have been reading this fic.
Categories: Het
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Simone Trumper, Tobi, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Action/Adventure, Drama, High School, Hurt/Comfort, Suspense
Main Pairing: Bill/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Minor Character Death, OOC, Self-Harm, Violence, WIP
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 26501 Read Count: 1527
[Report This] Published: 11/08/11 Updated: 11/19/11
A Body Bound In Thistle by affinity Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 11] | |
Summary:

 

Bill has let Tom into his life, but his garden still winds itself around him.

All he wants is to learn how to live again.

 

Sequel to The Thin Garden That Grows | Prequel to Living Thing


Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Original Female Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Eating Disorder, OOC
Series: The Gardener
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 8208 Read Count: 609
[Report This] Published: 10/19/12 Updated: 10/19/12
A Brilliant Story by pigtailedprincess Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 0] | |
Summary: Photobucket
Ok so my friend ness wrote this one day and i was physically forced to publish. Don't hate!

Summary: Its the zombie Apocalypse and the boys are missing something important.

Rated for violence little girl wants is everyone to go home.

NOTE: Please Ignore the fact that the banner says it's by southernprairie... i changed my username.
Categories: General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Action/Adventure, Crack, Fantasy, Horror, Humor, Paranormal
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Blood, Cannibalism, Eating Disorder, Gore, Major Character Death, Minor Character Death, OOC, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 662 Read Count: 50

[Report This] Published: 09/01/11 Updated: 09/01/11
A New Way of Walking by Daxvoxie Rated: R [Reviews - 6] | |
Summary:

One moment can change a lifetime. Tom is about to learn this first hand.

What do you do when all you can do is watch? When the one thing that kept you steady suddenly falls apart right before your eyes? What you be able to stay? Would you be willing to put it back together again?
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Samy Deluxe, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, First Time, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Suspense
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: Gustav/Bill
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Humiliation, OOC, Self-Harm, Violence, WIP
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2033 Read Count: 372
[Report This] Published: 01/18/10 Updated: 06/08/10
Summary: Bill has been in recovery for over six months. When tragedy devastates the twins, his eating disorder finds him a vulnerable host for destruction.

Tom tries to save him, once again, realising this time, it's not so easy to begin recovery. Outside help comes in the form of something utterly unexpected and Tom pursues it, willing to do anything to keep Bill alive and from letting this thing consume him.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Adam Lambert, Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Dunja, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Natalie Franz, Saki, Simone Trumper, Tobi, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Suspense
Main Pairing: Bill/Adam Lambert
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Adult Content, Blood, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Humiliation, Light Kink, Major Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, Pedophilia, Self-Harm, Violence, WIP
Series: Becoming a Temple
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 183044 Read Count: 7456
[Report This] Published: 04/13/12 Updated: 10/27/14
A Vessel Invaded by disavowed_27 Rated: NC17 [Reviews - 37] | |
Summary: Bill is in love, happier than he's been in years, and in recovery. Though the rules are hard, he follows them to a T. But, what happens when they find out the aftermath of the disease left him a victim again? Does this disorder ever end and will he relapse harder?

Tom, Shiloh, Adam, and those closest to Bill ban together stronger than ever to help fight the new demons that seem to surface and invade when bad news arrives. All they can do is fight the cycle of this disorder and hope to win with his life in tow.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Adam Lambert, Bill Kaulitz, David Jost, Dunja, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Natalie Franz, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Saki, Tobi, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Suspense
Main Pairing: Bill/Adam Lambert
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Humiliation, Non-Con/Rape, Violence, WIP
Series: Becoming a Temple
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 48366 Read Count: 555
[Report This] Published: 10/30/14 Updated: 11/02/16
Abused Esteem by reireixgrr Rated: NC17 [Reviews - 311] | |
Summary:
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"You need help, Bill. I know that you’ve cut yourself and I know that you don’t eat, and I know you’ve taken drugs. I’ve tried a number of times to reach out to you but whatever I say you ignore.."

Bill read over the words with watering eyes. For the first time in years his Fathers words finally sunk in.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, Georg Listing, Jörg, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Suspense, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Bushido
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Humiliation, Incest, Non-Con/Rape, On Hiatus, Self-Harm, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 40678 Read Count: 33794
[Report This] Published: 10/20/09 Updated: 08/11/11
Aftermath by AFreakOfNature Rated: NC17 [Reviews - 2] | |
Summary: Bill is kidnapped, and after being missing for over a year, he pops back into Adam's life.

Shouldn't be too graphic, and will mostly deal with Bill's mental state and recovery.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Adam Lambert
Genre: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Main Pairing: Bill/Adam Lambert
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abuse, Eating Disorder, Self-Harm, Torture
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2079 Read Count: 59
[Report This] Published: 06/21/15 Updated: 06/21/15
All this way by TokioMoonlight Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 1] | |
Summary: You don’t have to save me, just need you to follow
‘Cause we made it all this way
I won’t ever give up on something that’s so strong
Yeah, we made it all this way
Like the moon, consistent high, give me wings so I can fly
You’ve already saved me, just need you to follow
‘Cause we made it all this way
Categories: Het
Characters: None
Genre: Drama, Romance
Main Pairing: Tom/OFC
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Abandoned Story, Adult Content, BDSM, Discriminatory Language, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Self-Harm, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1596 Read Count: 34
[Report This] Published: 12/19/11 Updated: 12/19/11
All to Myself by nimmmeinehand Rated: NC17 [Reviews - 26] | |
Summary:

Sometimes, the person with the brightest smile is the one who is hurting the most.
In the case of Bill Kaulitz, nobody would guess the troubles that he hides, not even
his best friend, Tom Trümper. The trouble with secrets, though,is that they don't
always stay secret for long, and Tom may find out there's more to the boy he loves.


Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Saki, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, First Time, Fluff, High School, Hurt/Comfort, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/OMC , Tom/OFC , Tom/OMC
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Eating Disorder, OOC, Self-Harm
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 3101 Read Count: 681

[Report This] Published: 08/22/12 Updated: 09/23/12
Summary: The bride who wants nothing to do with her future husband...

When Tom goes to discover who is crying, he finds a beautiful woman in a glorious white dress, crying over her wedding. Turns out, she's engaged to a man she does not love and found out too late. He offers to run away with her... Only to find that 'she' is really a 'he'... And learns a secret that makes him doubt the young teen's story...

The man on the run from the mob 'she's' been pulled into...

Unfortunately, it turns out that the groom in question was in fact Robert O'Donnelly, head of the Irish mob... the very one Tom left many many years ago. Bill knows of Tom Trümper, having heard of him from the camp fire stories and knows that he was a killer back in the day. Can he bare to trust the man with cornrows who is beginning to make him want a different 'love' story all together? Or should he kill him?

The Runaway Bride with more loose ends to tie...

They both know that unless they find a way to get rid of O'Donnelly's hold on them- and for good- they'll always be running, just like Tom has for the last few years. So can they make themselves trust each other long enough to get away... Or will that uneasy trust burn into something else far more dangerous then the mob could ever hope to be...

*I know this is a crappy synopsis. I'm good at writing the stories not the summaries.*
Categories: Slash
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, First Time, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/OMC
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Cross Dressing, Discriminatory Language, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Humiliation, Light Kink, Minor Character Death, Pedophilia, Self-Harm, Slavery, Suicide, Torture, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 25068 Read Count: 4136
[Report This] Published: 08/31/13 Updated: 04/07/17
Animal by Dark_Heart Rated: NC17 [Reviews - 41] | |
Summary:  photo AnimalBanner516x640_zps72f1a3a1.jpg
On the worst night of Tom's life he found a reason he wanted to die. Then, he found a reason to live on the night he went to seek his revenge.

Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, Original Female Character, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, First Time, High School, Horror, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Suspense, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Bill/Andreas
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Content, Blood, Bondage, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Humiliation, Minor Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, Torture, Violence, Voyeurism
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 11156 Read Count: 5160
[Report This] Published: 03/13/11 Updated: 10/17/13
Summary: I opened the door, expecting to see another tall, muscular man. Freaked out by the lesbians and hating-he-was-gay boy. All of the guys I had been meeting lately were like that. And Robbie had already told both Tomi and I that there was not to be another girl in the house. The boy on the other side of the door was far from what I had expected of the men that Robbie had been sending in to meet me for consideration. And usually- I would slam the door in their face- telling Robin and Tom that they just wouldn’t work out. He was tall, a lot taller then me- maybe even as tall as Tomi was, but his hair was so poofed out it was hard to tell. There was nothing about this boy that didn’t simply scream ‘FLAMER’. His black jeans were so tight on his already thin frame that they might even fit me, expect probably way to long on the legs, since I’m pretty damn short. His hair fell over his eyes some, and his smile was bright as he pushed the black and blonde lock away from his face before he spoke. “Hi!” He said, god even his voice was chipper. Tomi was going to hate him, “I’m Bill.”

Categories: Slash, Femmeslash
Characters: Andreas, Bill Kaulitz, Georg Listing, Gustav Schafer, Original Female Character, Original Male Character, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Twincest - Not Related
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Tom/OMC
Warnings: Abuse, Bondage, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Heavy Kink, Light Kink, Minor Character Death, Non-Con/Rape, OOC, Pedophilia
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 7249 Read Count: 567
[Report This] Published: 02/10/11 Updated: 02/27/11
Summary: Man... cannot learn to forget, but hangs on to the past: however far or fast he runs, that chain runs with him.- Friedrich Nietzsche



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Tom has been taking pictures of Bill and him for all his life. The past is never really forgotten all it takes is some reminding.
Categories: Slash
Characters: Andreas, Benjamin, Bill Kaulitz, Bushido, David Jost, Female Celebrity, Georg Listing, Gordon Trumper, Gustav Schafer, Jörg, LaFee, Male Celebrity, Natalie Franz, Saki, Samy Deluxe, Simone Trumper, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Twincest
Main Pairing: Tom/Bill
Side Pairing: Andreas/OMC, Bill/Andreas, Bill/Bushido, Bill/Female Celebrity, Bill/OMC , Gustav/Georg , Tom/Bill, Tom/Bill/Bushido, Tom/Female Celebrity , Tom/OFC , Tom/OMC
Warnings: Abandoned Story, Adult Content, Blood, Cross Dressing, Drug Use, Eating Disorder, Heavy Kink, On Hiatus, Suicide, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 11518 Read Count: 678
[Report This] Published: 09/20/09 Updated: 10/24/09
Beautiful by fading Rated: PG [Reviews - 11] | |
Summary:
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Trying on old clothes after recovering from an eating disorder proves to be hard on Bill.

Categories: General
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz
Genre: Alternate Universe, Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Eating Disorder
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1658 Read Count: 411
[Report This] Published: 06/09/13 Updated: 06/09/13
Behind the Beauty by K-T Kaulitz Rated: R [Reviews - 7] | |
Summary:
Bill Kaulitz struggles everyday with himself, and everything around him. As the lead singer of a famous band, he doesn't have much, but he does have one thing. This is his story about how no one should suffer this way. Behind the beauty, eating disorders just aren't worth it...
Bill Kaulitz Pictures, Images and Photos

Categories: General
Characters: None
Genre: Angst
Main Pairing: None
Side Pairing: None
Warnings: Eating Disorder
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 596 Read Count: 230
[Report This] Published: 08/02/09 Updated: 08/02/09